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long long long long time no update or what! hmm so much has happened in the last month that i can't be bothered to write it all down so ill do bullet points:
-lh concert was temporarily off thanks to stupid but fantastic new art course, but do not cry i shall still be attending so breaaaaathe, yeah see its not so bad.
-finished exams woohooo
-worked alot
-i am going to barcelona in november with my art course...its gonna be wicked
-and and and the ball is on fri
i can't wait till friday its gonna be soooo cool i havent seen a lot of people for about a month so itll be nice to catch up again and al be together for one last time. i had a dres..it was my mums and i altered it, but my dad insisted i went and bought a new one...so i did, it took me 5 hours today to find it and it was in the last place i looked, but anywho its like a bright pink colour, but not too bright and its linen and long and the top is lace ohhhhhhhh its so pretty! but the weird thing is i got it from laura ashley who arent really renowned for being tredn setters but this dress is absolutely gorgeous and it goes with my shoes! i just need to go get some pink colour flowers for my hair now and im all set!
hmm what else..ohhhhhhh i watched 'sweet home alabama'! i love that film no matter how bad a chick flick it is, the guy who plays jake has the most to die for accent in it and hes hot!
hehe but i liked the film it was really sweet and funny, i shall have to buy it and also The calling have a song in it which makes it 10 times better hehe.
also! i love the all american rejects... the lead singer has a look of tom welling its really freaky but ya they are cool!
hehe ok so its like 2 months and 1 week untill i see lh...i am now goignt o manchester....i cant wait me and laura are gonna have a wicked time and also the night before im gonna see matchbox 20 tis wicked...words cannot describe it all! thats if i make it to these concerts lol i swear i am cursed...the last like 5 or 6 gigs i was gonna go to either got cancelled or i couldnt make it.
ahhh anywho im gonna gooooo
byesy!
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| All good things come to and end |
[17 May 2003|08:09pm] |
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I leave school on friday......it sounds so plain and cool but in fact its not that cool, its scary and really sad.
I've been at All Saints for 7 years, thats almost half my life. If someone had said to me 3 weeks ago i was leaving in a few days i woulda have probably been so excited, but now its here im really sad, i just want it to be delayed. Im not sad about leaving the place, i'm sad about leaving the people. I have made so many incredible friends, especially over the last 2 years in sixth form, i've got to know people who i never thought i would even speak to.I know i've said stuff in the past about some of the people i am friends with, but i've realised over the past week that its just who they are, and that if they werent like that then things wouldnt be as great as they are now. Things have just got back to normal with me and i really feel like part of something, and its all gonna end on friday. Even just talking about it makes me cry. The people i have become friends with in sixth form even the ones i havent known as long, are some of the best friends i'll ever know and i will never ever forget them.
look at me getting all sentimental. lol. The past 2 years have been one hell of a journey for me. I ave chnged so radically over the oast 2 years to myself im sometimes unrecognisable. But in a good way, i have a lot more confidence and self esteem, which is always good.
i dont really know what else to say cos well i cant even comprehend the whole thign right now!its all a bit much and unbelieveable, it wont hit me properly till thursday night.
but i know one thing i DO want to say, and thats thankyou
to everyone, even though i know none of them will ever read this but its nice just to kidna say it.
THANKYOU!!!
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| standing on the edge |
[05 Apr 2003|06:29pm] |
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well hellooooooooo long time no talk or whatever....well hmm whats gone on since my last insane rambling...ok so lifehouse postponed their tour which i was supposed to go to in exactly 1 week and 6 days but not anymore seeing as its been rescheduled to sept...such a pain in the ass i tell ya...its now on the 8th seot, which is a monday!! worse day ever and also its like my second week at art college but all shall be well...i figured it out..I have an entire year of art college i figure lifehouse was too good an opportunity to pass up so I AM GOING!
hmmmmmm what else...well im going to lauras a week on wed, i just bought my ticket yayayay and instead of goin to lh now we re gonna go to draytonmanor, this huge theme park which should be fun, not as good as lh but fun hahaha wejust have to wait till sept now.
ok well i guess thats it i spose..oh i also made a new site yayayayay Things Don't Always Turn Out That Way its a site for all my lil graphis and avis and banners etc that i love making using all the things i love, so head on over and check it out and dont forget to sign the guestbook.
also though i way aswell post the lyrics i started writing in its entirety:
sunbeams and moonshine swirl on the ground
sacred footsteps pave the way
somethings unleased, somethings unseen
that something turned the sky back from grey
downward falling,upward calling
lost in the air,in the fated sky
Screaming inward,breaking outward
i heard the call and your desperate cry
So you think you've come too late
to what was, to what is, to whats going to be.
hindered by the damp air
stopped by the realisation you can't see
tumbling among a bed of roses
have you figured out the thorn in your side?
running backwards into a wall of despair
caught in a web with no where to hide
it has no title yet though...
au revoir
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[05 Apr 2003|06:29pm] |
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well hellooooooooo long time no talk or whatever....well hmm whats gone on since my last insane rambling...ok so lifehouse postponed their tour which i was supposed to go to in exactly 1 week and 6 days but not anymore seeing as its been rescheduled to sept...such a pain in the ass i tell ya...its now on the 8th seot, which is a monday!! worse day ever and also its like my second week at art college but all shall be well...i figured it out..I have an entire year of art college i figure lifehouse was too good an opportunity to pass up so I AM GOING!
hmmmmmm what else...well im going to lauras a week on wed, i just bought my ticket yayayay and instead of goin to lh now we re gonna go to draytonmanor, this huge theme park which should be fun, not as good as lh but fun hahaha wejust have to wait till sept now.
ok well i guess thats it i spose..oh i also made a new site yayayayay Things Don't Walways Turn Out That Way its a site for all my lil graphis and avis and banners etc that i love making using all the things i love, so head on over and check it out and dont forget to sign the guestbook.
also though i way aswell post the lyrics i started writing in its entirety:
sunbeams and moonshine swirl on the ground
sacred footsteps pave the way
somethings unleased, somethings unseen
that something turned the sky back from grey
downward falling,upward calling
lost in the air,in the fated sky
Screaming inward,breaking outward
i heard the call and your desperate cry
So you think you've come too late
to what was, to what is, to whats going to be.
hindered by the damp air
stopped by the realisation you can't see
tumbling among a bed of roses
have you figured out the thorn in your side?
running backwards into a wall of despair
caught in a web with no where hide
it has no title yet though...
au revoir
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[26 Mar 2003|08:05pm] |
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sunbeams and moonshine swirl on the ground
sacred footsteps pave the way
somethings unleased, somethings unseen
that something turned the sky back from grey
downward falling,upward calling
lost in the air,in the fated sky
Screaming inward,breaking outward
i heard the call and your desperate cry
i got bored....i do that sometimes.
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| The Sky Is Falling |
[26 Mar 2003|07:25pm] |
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well its not really but I love that song.
not much to tell today exceeeept 3 WEEKS untill i got to lauras...i can't wait eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I got bored tonight so i decided to make a mini Lifehouse site ( The Sky Is Falling ), ok I coulda spent that time working but naaaaaaah cos work is boring and making Lifehouse sites is soooooo much more fun and mentally stimulating(look at me with all the big words!)
hmmmmmmm i get my english coursework back tomorrow which means i'm gonna have to redraft it which i SO do not want to do...seeing as i went 1500 words over my limiy...oh the fun...
hmmmmmmmmmm what else to tell...oh apparently i am weird...pffffft yeah whatever......
well bye bye for now kiddies
Celerina xx
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| 'I've seen it all and its never enough, it keeps leaving me needing you' |
[25 Mar 2003|07:24pm] |
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OMG!! i really am going to see lifehouse, it seems a bit more real now i have my ticket and every thing..........it really isnt gonna sink in untill after i have seen them.
I'm gonna go down to lauras on the wed and we are gonna hang out and watch loadsa buffy hahah then on the thursday we are gonna go shopping to merry hill and buy loadsa cool stuff for the concert, then we might catch a film depending on time cos we gotta be back to watch buffy, then on friday we are gonna get to the venue really early...as in 2pm early lol and wait round maybe see if we can meet the band before, and get really hyper lol
then we are gonna wait around after the show too and try and get some of our stuff signed.
then on saturday we are gonna get our pics developed :)
then on sunday i go home :(
hehe its gonna be one manic week i tell you.
well anyway thats all for today
buh byeeee
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[21 Mar 2003|07:54pm] |
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i dont like the world right now, too harsh, too violent, too scary, and too sick.
WAR, i dont agree with war i think its wrong, but.....if its the only way which in this case i think is to get rid of the iraqi regime then so be it.
anyway i just felt i had to say that.
Not much going on right now, cept 4 weeks untill lifehouse, i just hope it doesnt get postponed or anything like a lot of other bands have done because of the current situation.
I cant wait to finish college....to get out of the same place i've been at for seven years, its quite depressing staring at the same walls everyday for seven years you dont realise how bad it is untill you get older.
hahaha well anyway got nothing else to add tonight
might update on sunday after my durnken night in tomoro lol
ciao
Celerina
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| 'sometimes people suprise you' |
[19 Mar 2003|05:39pm] |
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well, today was a good day, i had a really long talk with m! shes one of my bestest friends ever, she really is, i dunno what i'd do without her. she had noticed something was wrong and took it upon herself to be my counsellor. So we talked about stuff and i told her what was wrong and she was trying to think how it could be solved, and most of what she said made sense. I just feel like this enormous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Cos things between us havent really been right for a few months and it was all strange so we went into town looked round shops and went to starbucks, it was nice. Bless her i dont know what i'd do without my real friends. Anyway so i'm feeling ALOT better about myself and about things, and she mentioned a few other things which made me feel better, like the fact that a lot of people have noticed and are concered(im not an attention seeker or anything) but knowing that someone has noticed somethings wrong and is concered kinda makes you feel loved ya know.
anyway i am gonna go for now and be happy somewhere else.
*sigh*
this time next month i will have seen Lifehouse, hehe omg i cant friggin wait, i am so excited i really do think i am gonna pee my pants or somethign dumb like that
anywho kids, ciao for now!
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[18 Mar 2003|06:06pm] |
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ok, sometimes i just really hate people, the way they behave towards others, it sucks. I seriously never thought i could feel as low as this because of the people who surround me. I realised a lot of things lately, some of these people are not my friends, i did consider them my friends but i dont know. Which sucks cos some of them i genuinly like. Just some of these people make me feel so worthless and that my taste or my opinion isnt worth anything, when i know it is as is everyones. I really dont get how people can be so small minded. And its really sad because i feel sorry for them, that they have to be like that.
well anyway another thing which has made feel kinda crappy is the fact that i get ignored alot by people, so now i just dont say a lot, and when i do i get told to shut up. I know it sounds like im feeling sorry for myself but i'm telling it how it is, i gues what i'm tryin to say is that i just dont fit in anymore. i just dont belong i;m like in limbo or something. and the worse thign is i dont really have anyone to talk to all this about. i know how people say oh you can talk to me anytime, but its not as simple as that....i have trust issues...its not as simple as you telling somone everything. i dunnooooo maybe its all just in my head.
Well anyway on an up note!
ONLY ONE MONTH TODAY UNTILL I SEE LIFEHOUSE!! yaaaay at least i have one thing to look forward too, oh and getting drunk this weekend with my neighbour when my rents go away on sat night. :)
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| Helloooooo |
[05 Mar 2003|04:56pm] |
well this is my first entree so hey there!
not much to say really at the moment my lifes pretty boring.
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