| 11:17 am |
crappy day and mood
so just got this journal - yeah ive got 3 journals now. o well - ill prob. be on deadjournal the most - i love that journal. but yeah - i stole this from Krista. aka KRISTER.
well today - it sucked. it was boring. i think i did ok on the English and ok in math -
and well the other day the bio test was perty easy, and the teen health exam was open notes. so hopefully i did good on those to - if i fail anyone of these exams i am dead. :)
o well i dont care if i am dead right now - no not suicidal. just UPSET ":( about something.
you know everyday its a new damn problem, i am so sick of all this damn shit that been going on latly. everyones got something thats on there mind - and well some choose not to say there shit. well did. and i got it all in the F'ing open. so now they know how i feel. he knows how i feel. and i kinda feel better in a sence. i feel better knowing that i didnt hold it inside this time- that i got my feelings out . i dont like secrets - so why not tell him how i really feel. what i say might hurt him more. i dont want that - i want him to b happy. he deserves it more then me right now - so i dont care....
Ashley |