| I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you |
[01 Aug 2004|03:58pm] |
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hmm what has been going on. its been awhile since i updated. last night jimmy jason joy molly lauren elysha and towards the end chas, came over and we watched movies and stuff. jason is a crazy kid, hah gandma jay. today i'm just kind of relaxing all day i've watched two movies. i dunno what i'm gonna do. i saw bryan friday, god he looks so good. everytime i looked over at him he was looking over at me so i hope thats good, he was too far away to talk to him or say hi but next time i need to get my nerve up, we were pretty close during the school year, i dunno what my problem is. i'm not nervous with anything else except when it comes to him. theres just something about him that makes me weak in the knees. i miss him so much and when i see him i cant say anything i dunno what the problem is. i suppose just nervousness, man. i guess i'm scared. i know theres something there and i know he knows it and i know hes just as scared, we went through all of this during school and now we cant even say hi to each other. thats it next time i have to talk to him, i have to. but this friday joy said shes having a party, i hope she changes it to saturday. i wanna see him and talk to him.
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