| you were everything that i wanted |
[12 Jul 2004|04:39pm] |
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i miss bryan:( his smile, his laugh, the way he could make me laugh so hard. i was looking back at all my journal entries from when i liked him. he was so amazing and i still cant help but smile when i hear his name or someone talks about him or even when i talk about him. today joe asked me on the bus if i knew him becuase they play volleyball together at the y and i was like yeah:) and starting laughing and he was like he talks about you, he said you guys were in classes together i was like yeah i was in his classes, he was like hes so funy, i was like yeah he is. that means he must think about me stuff. i wish i had given him that chance before school ended to tell me how he feels. i'm stupid. and everyone keeps telling me i'm making the right choice by not trying to find him and getting over him and letting the feelings i still have for someone else out again. but i'm not sure. things are so different with that other person and bryan made me so happy, really and truely happy. i just miss him so much. his hair:-D man i miss that hair so much, its so damn cute. i miss everything, its as if the whole school year was just a dream. i wish i could see him agian, just for a second, just see how hes doing. he was the most amazing boy i've ever met in my life, hes absolutely perfect. i miss him.
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| you were everything that i wanted |
[12 Jul 2004|04:39pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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sad |
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music |
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blink 182-down |
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i miss bryan:( his smile, his laugh, the way he could make me laugh so hard. i was looking back at all my journal entries from when i liked him. he was so amazing and i still cant help but smile when i hear his name or someone talks about him or even when i talk about him. today joe asked me on the bus if i knew him becuase they play volleyball together at the y and i was like yeah:) and starting laughing and he was like he talks about you, he said you guys were in classes together i was like yeah i was in his classes, he was like hes so funy, i was like yeah he is. that means he must think about me stuff. i wish i had given him that chance before school ended to tell me how he feels. i'm stupid. and everyone keeps telling me i'm making the right choice by not trying to find him and getting over him and letting the feelings i still have for someone else out again. but i'm not sure. things are so different with that other person and bryan made me so happy, really and truely happy. i just miss him so much. his hair:-D man i miss that hair so much, its so damn cute. i miss everything, its as if the whole school year was just a dream. i wish i could see him agian, just for a second, just see how hes doing. he was the most amazing boy i've ever met in my life, hes absolutely perfect. i miss him.
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