Thursday, February 13th, 2003

Subject: None#6 Time: 12:47 pm. Mood: frustrated. Music: Computer hums, people and my imaginary friends...

Well.. Ive got alot to say, but not alot of want to say it.. so, Ill write about it sometime later and post it here... *sigh* well, Im going to church tonight with my koibito, Z, and.. yeah....*shrugs* guys really blow.. and I think I made a big mistake by letting renee tell this guy I dont know but kinda like that I like him. ugh. Im slacking behind on my big final progjects and you know what?! I dont care! HA HA HAA... anyways... I want to just.. like, saw my leg off at the hip. it hurts. everywhere... EVIL STUPID FENCES AND MOTORCYCLES AND GUYS AND BULLSHITBULLSHITBULLSHIT! -_- *sighs, regains composure* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaany ways...hmm.. like I said, Ill tell you more later... ciao..

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Subject: None#5 Time: 12:37 pm. Mood: drained. Music: linkin park, hybrid theory...

hmm... not to much... the coven of darkness had a..well, sort of meeting today... got a long way.. we should start rping soon!!! anyways... I found out josh is dating someone ;_; iiiiiick! that makes me saddish....z might go to church with me thursday... which makes me happy.. I just hope that that bimbo doesnt steal my cuddle buddy.. I was gonna ask him to the dance and..ugh! maybe Ill ask that cute guy in art.. if hes still in there.. his names david.. I drew this guy that looked like him! heh... anyways.. thats about it for now... ciaoz... -catti-

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Subject: Quizzie Time: 1:09 am. Mood: artistic. Music: Missy Eliot-Work it-UnderConstruction.

Your the Main Bizzatch you're Tanky a ass kicking beer guzzling , tank driving , sexy babe! What Tank Girl Character are you?? brought to you by Quizilla k, sorry, had to add it

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Subject: None#4 Time: 12:39 am. Mood: blah. Music: missy eliot-under construction.

Well, this weekend really blew.. like, I couldnt hear and stuff thrusdaynight/friday morning, so I stayed home and slept... gone to the doctors saterday, and he said its just fluid.. bastard.. Im gonna ask my vampie boy josh to the v-day dance at the school this saterday... I like him, and my friends think he likes me, and my friend kassie said she'd hook me up with him...wootwoot.. hes a kyootie and I love it... anyways... I determined that Im boycrazy.. and you know what? stuffing trash into a trash bag, old stuff from "old life".. is good therapy... I was like "AHHH!! DIE DIE DIE!" and afterwards, when my arms were so tired that I couldnt hardly scratch my bum-bum, I felt so good... I determined that I am/was a slob.. I went threw the stuff I was keeping (stuff that was in boxes at our old house) and cut 10 boxes to 5... if you missed a step in this dance, just recently we (my mom, my brother, kelly, and I) moved from our house, down the street to my mom's boyfriend, ed's house... this ment I not only have my 11y/o brother kelly, I now have "stepbrothers" 10 y/o Edward (snob snob SNOBBY snob snob) and 9 y/o robert (hes so cute! my rubert bear!) and then ed.. me and ed..ugh! we SOOOO do not get along, dont-get-me-started...my mum is gonna let me continue doin cool stuffs with my room... right now its painted all awsomely (sky blue walls, dark purple ceiling w/ glow-in-the-dark stars) I got a several black lights and rope lights around my window. next, Im gonna make a padded-room lookalike headboard for my very basic bed and gonna get a pair of strobe lights. I spend alot of time in my room, so Ive got to be happy with it. on a good note: alot of people have been taking interest in my artwork! which is mucho good-ness... thus means Im gonna get more jobs drawin stuff for people. more jobs=money. money= VERY HAPPY CATTI! also on a goodness, me and my friends are getting really ahead on our live action roleplay group. very very cool... Z is my moon priest ^_~ (thats not as kinky as it sounds, I assure you) ANYWAYS! before I drown on to much.... I might post again later with some more b.s..... but Ive got over-the-shoulder-readers whom Id rather rant about then let read this... or something like that.. soooo...ciao (for now)

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Subject: Quizzies II Time: 1:31 pm. Mood: blah. Music: Incubus.

Yeah, looket the one before this... center> Which Gackt are you most like? quiz by mcvarmazi k.. Im gonna go home. Bye.

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Subject: Quizzies Time: 1:27 pm. Mood: amused. Music: Incubus.

ok, Im tryin this again. heres some quizzies I stole from Z... Raver Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla I am a dark Gackt fan! What kind of Gackt fan are you? quiz by mcvarmazi Which Kozi are you? quiz by sinergi center> Take the Malice Mizer personality test by Mania and Dementia!

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Subject: None #3 Time: 12:24 am. Mood: blank. Music: Slipknot, Iowa.

Hello again... thing. Im like... sigh. why are people stupid? I dunno, but I do know that I ask that question alot. See, I brought my naked rad, Bird, to school today. I got a responce from alot of people of 'why'd you shave her?' umn.. sorry, I bought her that way. *shrug* I feel kinda bad, deep down inside, but I dunno why, really. well, see, at lunch, I went with Z to chans and her boyfriend was there and all the other people we were hanging with left, and it was me, her and her boyfriend, whom I used to like too... well, they were being all kissy cutie, and I said, half mumbly, 'Im gonna go get a soda' and walked off, and went back to school. her boyfriend thinks Im mad at him... my loss? no... *shrug* oi... Im asking people on my little message form... if I should feel bad like I do... hmm... I get to go to church tonight.. maybe my vampire-crush will be there. his names josh... oi... Im silly... boys boys boys..really, thats not all I think about, but I do think alot about it...err, them...anyways... This girl in my art class, Im really starting to NOT like her... she thinks shes like, anime master.. because she can mimick drawings..and goes around lecturing people on the way she draws (z, you know what I mean, nah-me?) and like... ugh! shes..well, I guess the words I want is outspoken...maybe... if she came to critic' my drawings, dude, Id give her a few words and some knuckle too... my art is my art is my IMAGINATION. I like how z put it 'atleast you know what its like to suck' me, renee and z, we know what its like to suck, to not be the best, and we can be humble and not tear the artist to shreads.... oh well... anyways.. Im gonna go do some quizzies or something... ciao -catti-

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Subject: Quizzes Time: 9:27 pm. Mood: pissed off.

Yeah. Some FUCK got in and edited my posts.. so, yeah... Im pissed off and all, so Im jus gonna delete and say, FUCK OFF FUCKERS!... peice of shit... *growl* ahhh...die..

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Subject: Quizzies Time: 12:56 pm. Mood: angry.

yet again, this got messed with, so Im just gonna leave it be.

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Subject: None #2 Time: 12:37 pm. Mood: bitchy. Music: ICP, Great Malinko.

Well, today is a hell hole and then some... everything is going in this awful chain of events... first off, there was the running over of my foot. My mom did it by accident, of course, when I was running late to school. rolled right up on my foot, then I pulled it out again. and because she didnt hear me scream and shout, she just drove off and I went to school with this aching foot. after a while, it more or less healed..next, there was the realization that Im sick and that they cannot figure out whats wrong with me. its not a cough cough sick, its a pain and inablility to eat things and stuff... which really blows... then, when I got to the point where I didnt have to go to the doctor every week, my friend offs and kills himself. it was over an arguement between him and his mom, who said she hated him... so, he slit his wrists and she came in and then he slit his throat...yucky, I know.. then, when the pain is dying down, I mass my messed up foot with a array of bath..stuff. it hurt.. and I had to walk on it too! arg.... -__- <---> today was a hell hole of its own. first off, there was the mashing off my foot...then, I had no money, so I had to bum for a doughnut and a soda (damned caffine addiction) and then, I totally forgot my calculator so I couldnt do my math (first period) the easy way. second period was testing, so that just blew. lunch, I had to steal food from my friend's plates, we got in a rasin fight and I got bit! third period, world studies, I spilt soda everywhere, forth period I fell out of my desk... and after school I had to give an annoymous letter to a friend and it made her cry... UHG! I feel so...icky.... but, on a forum that I chat on, they got me the cutest avatar! it looks like my rat! and I got church tonight, which makes me happy.... <---> oh yeah, on my chain of events, my mums boyfriend attempted to kick me out.. but I came back....all is well... <---> anyways! thats about it right now..... sooooo! ciao....

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Subject: None #1 Time: 4:32 pm. Mood: peaceful. Music: ...hum of computers!.

Yeah.. me again... la la la.. killin time, doin crime, etc.......HAHAHA! I can work this thingy now!.....beware, y'all..

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