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[23 Aug 2003|07:52pm]
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[01 Aug 2003|03:19pm]
[ mood | okay.. ]
[ music | Learning to Breathe -- Switchfoot ]

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. It's been a long week...and that's all I can say. My mom's home now and everything's alright. I hope at least. It's hard...but I'm getting by. I think I want to start seeing someone again. But I don't know yet...Whatever I do, I don't think I want to see Liz again. If I'm gonna start again I want to look for someone else. But I don't know what I want to do.

The season's over. 10-2 isn't a bad season :D Playoffs are next week. So yeah...that's all really. We're not going away now, which really doesn't bother me at all. I'll get to play in the tournament now. My dad said we might just go to Great Adventure or something. My grandparents are coming a week from Sunday to help out so yeah. It's hard...but at least she's home. And here w/ me. And not shut up in some hospital where I'm not allowed to visit... So that's it.


I'm too old... [23 Jul 2003|03:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | looking for something decent... ]

I act too old. :\\\ I mean...I dress older, I talk older...I just act older. Am I more mature? I just weird. I dun type lyke diis, and I don't wear little shirts, I don't go all. Maybe it's part of being so god damn self concious?

So yeah...everything's been alright. Softballs going pretty good..we're 7-2. And last night was bullshit but oh well. We were playing in thunder and rain for 10-15 mins, until we saw lightning. We played almost 4 full innings and we're probably gonna hafta make it up cuz it wasn't 5. Damn league.

The show went alright....yeahh. I hafta babysit tonite..n then I have a game tomorrow nite. I wanna do somethin Friday :\\\ Knowing me I'd back out anyway..but I really need to get out and do something...that doesn't involve shopping with my mom.


[26 Jun 2003|09:18pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | nothinnngg ]

We won again :))) It really wasn't that hot out..once I was out there for awhile. I DHed tonite..and was 0-1. A walk and a strikeout :\ I only DHed because I blacked out..almost passed out whatever you wanna call it. It was very scary :\\\ I felt sick and then couldn't really see was very scary...I managed to walk off and over to the fence and I sat down. But Rich said he didn't want me to push it..I was fine after I had some water. I think I was just dehydraded or something :\\ cuz I did eat today...I had breakfast...I didnt have lunch tho :\ But I had some ice cream around 12 or 1 ish..:\ But yeah my mom was a wreck. "Did you eat?", "Did you drink anything?", "Rich told me..." goodness..I was ready to kill her. (not literally...i love my mommy)

Eeerr..but $#)@JF (i dont wanna name anyones names...) was there. And F@#GJM and @#(@LF were...looking for "sharp objects" to cut themselves with. At the game...on the bench...while everyone else was playing. It completely set me off...And FD(*#@IR@ comes over and tells me, "My friends are over there cutting themselves with sharp objects." So yeah...she was checking #@)*$I?FA's wrists..:\ I really didn't want to see it..Yanno? I don't know DF@#)!@! or @#5GGS very well..even tho #@a!%%!'s on my team...But..I dont know I just couldn't take it.

Weelll yeah we're 3-0 now :))) It's great, really it is. I love travel and couldn't imagine what I'd do w/ out it.


[20 Jun 2003|03:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Blue Clues is on in the other room... ]

*yawn* Tests are over...I just have Mon. and Tues. left. :))))

Well...we're supposed to have a game tonite but it's supposed to rain :\ I really hope it doesn't cuz I want to play. I'm so tired tho so it really wouldn't be the end of the world if we didnt. I got new pictures :))) I hafta scan 'em tho.

Tomorrow I have my aunts baby shower, and Sunday is my uncles bday BBQ...So that's a lot of family this weekend. :\

Uuuummm. yeah. So that's all really..I gotta go get my uniform on...


[14 Jun 2003|07:26pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | nuttin. again. kazaas broke :\ ]

Yeh..It may seem like I'm not writing much unless you're a friend. This past week has just been too much..and not everyone needs to know so yeh. :\

Stevens All Star game was hour n a half before it starts because it's pouring two towns over. Wtf? It's not raining here and thats where the game is...and its not gonna rain for the rest of the night. Screw it.

I wasn't gonna watch his game anyway. The softballs game is playing at the same time so I was gonna go over there and watch them...since I know them. Kayla n Ginny were gonna be there yeah now I'm stuck at home. :\ I hate LYSA....


[01 Jun 2003|12:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Mixer...mommys making cake. :D ]

It's Jordan's birthday :)))))

hehe. I'm so sick of the raiiinn. For real it sucks...We opened our pool yesterday morning, when it wasn't raining. But yeah. Kristen's in Ireland and won't be back till next week...she left me a text message before she left. :D But yeah thats all...

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I'm....nothing? [26 May 2003|04:48pm]
[ mood | full :( ]
[ music | Parents talking/*NSYNC playing upstairs. ]

I am not a type of music
You're nothing, really. But you're nice.

What type of music are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Er. That bothered me. But anyways, i really wish it'd stop raining. :\ It's very depressing..well more depressing.

I had a weird dream last night. Kayla was in it. She was talking about high school..and said "Once your in high school, there's no time for the hospital.." It was quite odd. It had a lot to do w/ food n my eating habits..shit like that. Argh...I wrote her a note last week sometime...but she never wrote back to it. I hate pushing her away..and hurting her like that. It's driving me nuts. I'll be seeing her all summer. Which I hope to be losing this summer...I really do just because I'm not gonna be home for 3 weeks Mon-Fri. And then I'll have travel which will keep me more than busy. Yanno? And voice lessons and babysitting. Babysitting doesn't count..cuz all I do is eat there :\ Once we open the pool, I'll be swimming everyday..hopefully I'll get some type of color. Anyway, I give up. :( I just give up...I want to get lower but I just end up eating more and bingeing...and it sucks. So yeh.

I dont want to go back to school tomorrow :(((


Long entry :D [25 May 2003|04:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | nothing :\ ]

Heyy sorry I haven't updated in awhile. My websites up, and I have an LJ now so yeah. Jordans birthdays next week. She's gonna be two...She's getting so big! My aunt had her baby on Friday night :)))) Hehe. Ssssoooo yeah. Nothing else is really new. Travel's starting this week finally. AAnndd the school team is over next week, thank God. And then school's over in a week, and then camp starts....whew. lol :)

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Oops... [13 Mar 2003|04:42pm]
Sorry I havent updated in awhile...

Um, I met Cayce and Kirsten two weeks ago and they were so sweet :)))) Not to mention gorgeous. hehe. The show is in 22 days. And I'm SO nervous. I have never performed. ever. What if I screw up? When I'm nervous my vocal cords freeze and its not pretty :((( Hopefully none of that will happen and I'll be fine. I know after the first song I'll be fine...But the first song is important. Dammit.

Anyway, I've been eating a lot better. I've gained a few pounds which I'm not too happy about but I'm okay.

Mr. Koz (my english teacher) might get fired. :(((( We had a half day, 1, 2, 3 and 9th. Our class was the only on of his today...My whole class was pratically crying. He's a great guy, not the best teacher, but definitely a nice guy. Kesley was miserable and I felt so bad..I really dont want him to leave....

*cough* [02 Feb 2003|08:33pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Forever Yours--Once on this Island ]

I have some sort of cold/flu/infection...It hurttss..Hopefully it'll be better by Tuesday. Megan had to cancel last week, and I really hope we dont have to cancel this week.
I got a lead role in our show btw. :) Very exciting. I want to start learning the music but I'd hate to strain my voice. Go away dumb cold!

Hmm..2nd quarter ended. It's amazing how fast time goes..I remember it was just the first day of school...and here we are 3rd quarter... I really hope my report card comes home good. I already know I did good in 4/5 of my main classes...I just really hope science is good...*crosses fingers*

Oh! We bought a scanner today! hehe...Also very exciting. hehe. So that's it for my weekend..sleeping on the couch, freezing at theatre in the church's basement, and sitting on the computer for 4 or so hours :D


[27 Jan 2003|05:03pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Black and Red--Les Mis ]

Ah! Thursday the 13th, I'm going to meet Cayce and Kirsten! :))))))) I'm all excited already :D

Megan is awesome. She comes again tommorrow :))) Um, my theatre group rocks as well :) I LOVED going there on Saturday. The 9 AM thing I wasnt too happy about but it was a lot of fun. We're doing Once on this Island :)))

Sooo that's it. :))) Just wanted to share my uber happiness.

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[20 Jan 2003|05:45pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Jaley--When ]

Tommorrow's my first voice lesson! :))) I cant wait.

We just got back from Mass. It was fun. I loved seeing my mothers family. Some of these people I've never met before, and even if I had, it was when I was little. I see my dad's family every week so it was different. We haven't gotten the car yet and its not looking good for it either.

We saw my cousin this weekend. While his cub scout troop was on a skiing trip last week, his best friend hit a tree. My uncle was the one who found him. :( The impact to his head killed him :( It's so sad...he was only 8 or 9...

I'm so tired. Damn hotel beds...I'm so glad I'm out of the car though...


[13 Jan 2003|04:32pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Christina Aguilera--I'm Okay ]

We almost won on Saturday. I (we!) played amazing! It was our best game. We got our shirts too! heh
We bought a new car too! It's a Sandlewood Suburban. It's so pretty :))) Hopefully we'll have it by the end of the week when we go to Massachusetts. We're going to visit my great-grandad. He fell, and broke his hip. He needed to have surgery. I'll get to see my grandparents :))) I havent seen them since August. Hehe, I love them so much. I really wish I'd get to see them more.

Thats the car. hehe

Shhhh can you keep a secret?

My mommy's wants another baby. heheh I'm so excited! But that doesnt mean anything lol I want one too :))))


[10 Jan 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Les Mis--Castle on a Cloud ]

I played...horrible yesterday. Maybe not horrible, but not good. Ms. Manneta said I'd do very good on JV :) I really hope she coaches next year. I really like her.

I hurt my back :( I have a game tommorrow morning. Grrr...I kinda fell over Stephanie..heh. But I dont think that's when I hurt it.

I'm starting voice lessons! As soon as volleyballs over, I think it's the 21st actually. I'm so excited :)))) I would really like to work on my vibrato (which and my strength. :) I can't wait!


Les Mis! [08 Jan 2003|09:11am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Les Mis (what else?) --In My Life ]

It was amazing! Absolutely amazing. We got there and peeked over into the orchestra pit, watching them warm up. Eponine was great. heh It was so close up. I was almost crying at some parts...but not because of the play. I realized that that's what I want to do. I want to be on Broadway. lol I know it's really farfetched but that's what I want to do. Ah, it was sooo good :)))) I would love to see it again before it closes...but that probably wont happen. We spent lots of money on those two tickets lol.


[07 Jan 2003|09:30am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | My daddy talking to my mommy hehe ]

Someone sent me a "Someone Likes You" thing. lol I think it's quite funny. heheh

I'm in the city! lol I'm actually sitting in my daddy's office, by myself. lol He went downstairs to have a cigarette n go to the bathroom. (hehe TMI). We drove in so it wasn't that bad. We had to walk 4 blocks but that was okay. We walked right through Times Square. lol It was so cool. I was like, "Hey look, there's MTV." lol I was so excited. I haven't been here since April '01...almost two years. Heh. I love it here. We drove down Park Place, I'm gonna live there lol I don't care if it costs 3 Million. lol. I feel awkward though, lol I'm the only one here....well I mean besides his co-workers I'm the only child. heheh.

I think I'm gonna go DL AIM. I know no one will be on but that's okay...I dunno what time we'll be out of here. We parked right next to the theatre so we wont hafta walk 5 blocks at 12 AM. heheh. Well I should go :)))) Hopefully he gets back soon....


[06 Jan 2003|07:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Little Shop of Horrors Music :)))) ]

I'm so happy I'm back in school. I think I ate more over vacation than I would in a month :( It's disgusting. I gained all the weight back that I've lost. It's bad enough that my weight is NEVER the same two days in a row... :(((

Well, first day back wasnt so bad. I love school. There's something about being around Kayla...I feel...bad almost. At Sarah's party, she said I was mean to myself...I just feel bad. She had pictures of Dan today. :) Dan was her aunt's boyfriend who died a few months ago in a car accident. I just wanted to hug her and never let her go. I feel so bad though. Everytime she talks to me, or looks at me she has this look/sound in her voice/eyes. :((( I remember when my mom came up to the school, after the stupid guidance counselor told my mom, I remember how she was there. We've been through so much shit...and I'm very happy to have her as a friend....

Heh *wipes tears from eyes* Practice was fun. Tommorrow's Les Mis :))) Wow, my moods change fast.

I still feel bad. She honestly cares about me, and I'm hurting her. :(


[05 Jan 2003|05:44pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | 12 Stones--In My Head ]

I did Leahs blurty :))) Hehe. It looks very pretty :)

I've been sitting on this computer all day. lol I'll exercise later, like I usually do. I love this blurty stuff. It's very cool. :)))) Heh Jordan's going around the house blowin spit bubbles. hehe. She's so cute. :) I'm trying to get a new layout up..but I'm a huge procrastonator and it's going nowhere. I don't want to finish it today, but I don't want to wait until next weekend when I'll have time. Grrrr on school.

Hehe. *yawn* I'm still tired.


Look how pretti! [05 Jan 2003|11:56am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | 12 Stones--Running Out of Pain (lovely song go DL it!) ]

hehe. I've discovered the tricks of Blurty. :)))

I need a new layout. Yesh again. I'm obsessed what can I say? I need a nice simple one but one w/ nice wonderful colors...I dunno.

I hafta go back to school tommorrow :(((( But Tuesday's Les Mis! hehe.

I'm so I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight. I've been staying awake till 12-2 AM these past two weeks and getting up at 11..and then doing it all over again. I was supposed to get up early this morning so I could sleep earlier tonight but that didnt happen. Heh. So I'll get maybe 4, 5 hours of sleep tonight. Grrrr. I still have an English packet to do :\ Stupid english.


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