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survey stolen from sness November 28, 4:47pm [ music | offspring ] *THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 | extremely high heights 02 | public speaking 03 | shots *THREE THINGS THAT MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 | the simpsons 02 | jimmy/bill/gabe/mcewen/peter/sness/leslie 03 | little things amuse me *THREE THINGS I LOVE: 01 | God 02 | friends/family 03 | doodling *THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 | wet hair in the shower 02 | people who act like they know what they're talking about/people that shove stupid info at me 03 | shots *THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 | anthony 02 | people at redwood 03 | why i can't like music, or do stuff that people have already liked/did..honestly, get over yourselves *THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 | listening to music 02 | obviously this survey 03 | wondering why this is something i have to answer *THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 | get married/have a job/etc 02 | cheat death (bungee jump/parachute jump/etc.) 03 | get a 4.0 *THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 | drive 02 | snowboard (not well at all, but you didn't ask what i could do well :) ) 03 | become totally crazy in class and not care :)...eh..i can do that *THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 | weird/crazy/insane 02 | average..but special 03 | emotional *THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 | speak in front of the class...amongst..never in front 02 | go a day without thinking of you :)..??? hah 03 | stop amusing myself *THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 | jesus! 02 | techno classical remix music. rock on jess..i know what your saying! 03 | mr. gillette. even though he's a little odd..he's right on he money! *THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD EVER LISTEN TO: 01 | stupid people 02 | annoying country...thats kind of redundant huh? 03 | hillary duff haha..she's pretty..and nice..but her voice is only okay when its not technically inhanced (ie-her cd) *THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 | "freakin a" 02 | "what the heck" 03 | "umm..." *THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 | chinese food 02 | popcorn/cookies/jawbreakers (the essentials leslie :) ) 03 | seafood *THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01 | to cook better 02 | how to get a 4.0..hah 03 | to snowboard better *THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 | water 02 | milk 03 | sooda *THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 | carebears/muppet babies/doug/catdog/the world of alex strange/garfield/inspector gadgett/more of that 02 | simpsons (seriously..my grandad was a fan) 03 | parents favorites - wonder years/that tv land crap-like stuff (many more though) *RANDOM QUESTIONS.. A - Act your age? nah..when needed yea C - Chore you hate? cleaning the bathroom D - Dad's name? larry E - Essential makeup item? lipgloss/chapstick F - Favorite actor? to much G - Gold or silver? silver H - Hometown? castro valley I - Instruments you play? used to play piano J - Job title? maid (hah), whatever around the house for a few extra bucks K - Kids? what aboot em? L - Living arrangements? parents. sisters. dog. bird. fish. M - Mom's name? carla N - Number of people you've thought of today? ooh...many O - Overnight hospital stays? nah P - Phobia? claustrophobic Q - Quote you like? "butt piercings" hahahaha not a quote?..well..yes it is R - Religious affiliation? christian. S - Siblings? katy, kensey T - Time you wake up? depends what time i went to bed...and if theres school or not U - Unique habit? popping my jaw, playing with ribbon hahaha V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? mushy stuff..how is that even yummy to anyone? Y - Yummy food you make? brownies, cookies, bread, depends on the rations ;) Z - Zodiac Sign? who gives a rip 2 holaaas | holler

parrtay September 14, 7:28pm [ mood | happy ] [ music | lthursdayl ] Saturday- I went out to blackhawk..like i said..for an engagement party. I loved it ..it was so fun! i was out there from like...12:30-4 something...and then i cleaned my roooom...and ya *jolly good time*..then i got bored. but became un-board talking to nenna online about fat and volleyball and good stuff like that! mmhm! Then i just watched movies and stuff. Sunday-went to church. 9th graders are so stupid...my hair IS NOT A PLAY TOY!!!!!! and my chair shouldn't be an earth quake simulator thank you VERY much! but yea.. Chads back..that makes me happy. :D. after church, we dropped off kevin...and me, emily, kensey, and my dad went to rachel and katys *birthday bash*...it was soo fun when niki came. I love joe and marcos...they're so funny..yea. but me, nicole, emily, and spencer..and kensey sucked on the helium baloons...OH my holy wow...niki is so funny! yea...then me, niki, kensey, emily, james, austin, and spencer played 'spoons' what a funny game! then we had to go :(..but thats alright..my dad had to drop off niki and emily...we went in nikis house for oh...i dunno..and played with her kittens..*HOW ADORABLE!!*..then we had to go..i almost snuck a kitty into my car, but darn! ya..that was fun. then i came home, did homework, and went to my neighbors, and i'm about to go watch tv...soo...later 2 holaaas | holler

crazy life of..me September 12, 6:43pm [ mood | hot ] [ music | jon/thursday ] well...last time i did an entry it was like..a thousand years ago..and hahaha. i just don't remember. but i'll just summerize basically what happened last week...and some of this week... last week: just work, didn't go to summer rewind like everyone said to ..but i couldn't. soccer games....:D..um..heh can't remember..calling people...Sunday~i do remember: me, jimmy, and anthony knew that there wasn't gonna be any omega..so we hung out and talked and stuff...ahaha..they're both just sooo halarious! this week: homework, always!..um..youth wednesday~we had small groups. some soccer games tossed in here and there. i love our boys...i just do! um..OH .tuesday!!!! Ariel almost killed me!! i was chattin' it up with gabriel..and putting on the cute bracelet sness made for me....now..this bracelet is attached by a safety pin..if you want it to stay on you...and there for..i couldn't get the pin through..'cause i was trying to do it myself..so ..as i was chattin'..trying to multi-task and crazy stuff like that..Ariel comes behind me and grabs my shoulders and "shakes" me..(*i guess*) and the pin almost hits my wrist....and WOW..such a tramatic experience..and of course she helped me put it on..and i was shaking sooo hard!...yea..tramatic I tell ya! ..then yea...hah. k. um...yesterday..yes..good day..hot but good :D..um..ya..i went to the 9-11 thing at neighborhood. i thought that would be more worth going to than summer rewind..yea. it was good. i saw strey baby there :D Today~this weekend: today was insanely hot..feel bat for cross country...and soccer..and whatever other sport...it was wow..just ..oh so hot. but..I still went to the game after school. It was a good game..i thought..the other team was weak in the way..that they would just...fall and be all 'in pain'..and have to be carried off the field..it was just a waste of time. But the fellas did good. I went from group to group sort of..and at first i hung out with marissa and jessica d, then i hung out with andrew welch...then..andrew, paige, erin and nick...ahaha..they're so funny. theeen...all the cross country got done with stuff...so they came over and stretched in our spot of shade....then i went in nens car with jen..THANK THE MOTHER FOR AIR CONDITIONING!! felt bad for the guys though...runnin around and such. um..yea..i met rob.that was interesting..he's so funny. yea. then i was waiting while my mom talked to mrs. z...and i was talkin to niki most of the time...and hanging out with her..and stuff like that. came home...and had dinner and watched tv..and this is pretty much all. tomorrow i'm going to an engagement party in blackhawk *HOOOTTTT*..dang..yea. not so sure what i'm doing that night..but eh..whatever. Sunday~got church...and then going to the rounkes house. oh yes. k, thats all for now..i'm gonna go watch a movie 4 holaaas | holler

to check up on me...read all aboot it. August 30, 10:33am [ mood | happy ] monday-eh..don't recall. tuesday- orientation. jess came over. kiyoko took us all out to the moooovies. saw uptown girls. :) the little girl is really..so cute! we ate..chatted it up a bit. went home. jess stayed over for dinner. left. then i was off for my hair cut!..i have layers. i'm so happy! came home to watch lord of the rings: two towers. my dad made us turn it off midway because of school and blah. but the whole day was just..loads of fun! :) wednesday- first day of school. I got scared at first. but that wore off. a lot of those stupid rule sheets for each class. some books...blaaah. poor jess. she had a headache. *sorry for calling babe :) heh.*...um...yea...watched the rest of the lord of the rings. thursday- more books and going over rules and procedures and crap like that. had homework. stuff like that. i didn't go to the beach thing. but it sounded fun! ..(sorry the pics didn't turn out)..but thats ok..i had fun at home too :)....ummmmm yea..i watched the lord of the rings *making of the movie* type of thing. that was cool. friday- Pictures and BBQ and earth and fire drills. i still don't get why we have to do a bus evacuation drill. its simple with the whole 'EMERGENCY EXIT' printed on the exits. and 'FIRST AID' printed in the front of the bus. yea...the bbq was fun with betty there to join us! mmhm! jen was spaz-hugging..like no other! ahaha but she was so cute! JESSICA!! OH MY WORD!!!! ahaha..her freaking..i do mean FREAKING OUT about the spider. course..i would be too if it was that big. but ahha..she's sooo cute when she screams!! ahahaha..and yea..k um...yea...nice rap up of the day..pretty much. me and jess were talking..and it did feel like the last day of school. for me personally. it really did. 'cause i got hugs from people, who normally don't ahaha. but yea. HECKA nice end to the day. um...at crossroads jess gave me a bracelet its so cute!!! i love it! 4 holaaas | holler

i'm singin in the rain August 25, 12:55pm [ mood | giggly ] [ music | the radio ] friday-i didn't go to the play after all..my mom left early as always..and i was gonna go with my dad..but realized that he was doing a wedding rehearsal, and going straight to the play. then my last hope was katy..but she didn't leave 'til almost half way during the performance. oooh well. saturday-up and ready for the Wilcox-Halverson wedding. Ally..she was so pretty ..oh my word! GORGEOUS!! dave was so cute. almost always on the verge of crying. it was just a really cute wedding. it was a small bunch of people in the chapel. the dads (jack & eric) were really funny. after the kiss the brides maids and grooms men popped those..party popper things. gosh! it was so awesome. Later I FINALLY went to the play. The last play of the whole 2 weekend series! I was so suprised. last year i saw the play almost every single night. this year, my parents didn't force me to go..well they said pick a night 'cause you're seeing it at least once..which was fine, 'cause i wanted to see it anyway. The play was so awesome! I loved it! Everyone was so adorable. Sam was gorgeous as always. and so agile on stage! i must say! dave latour had numerous parts...he was really good! good night, good crowd. Afterwards i met Correena..i believe thats her name..i hope so heh. :) then i went home sunday-yea..danny spoke. he's so funny! veggie tales are always a good illustration for messages! yea...afterward..with the whole ordeal of if I could give jess a ride home in time for her to babysit her brother. which i so could, but her dad thought it would be too complicated..and it wouldn't have been, but everyone kept saying 'well how about we go to the house then resturaunt, no resturaunt then go to the stoaupreouiar' NO. it wasn't complicated. we go, we eat, we leave, jess gets home, i go home. and we're all closer to everyone! WAHOO...but whatever. i don't blame jess...she seemed as confused as me at the time anyway. err maybe she was mad. but its not her fault. yea. I HAVE A WATCH :). i'm happy. anywayyyyy. I watched a movie when i got home, then worked on my binders. they probably look like crap to you, in some ways they look like crap to me too, but i didn't want to waste all those pictures and stuff...so..nah ..i'll keep them. I'm not that artistic. but whatever shot of *artsy-fartsy-ness* is in me...thats all i got. SO. don't stare too long and you'll be fine with them :D. today-doing the binder thing. I talked to kiyokoness on the phone. :D she's so funny!...later on i'm goin to the mall. 2 holaaas | holler

forgot to mention August 22, 3:10pm [ mood | okay ] [ music | Third Day ] ..tuesday..after S.F. i got home about 5..then..i went out to 'in-n-out burger'..and saw Pirates at the Regal. very very very good movie! i love it so much! i agree with jen, any conflicting reviews are stupid. there is no way you can smash that movie! wow i love it! thursday- i went to dublin for a bit...then came back...i was gonna go to the play...but, katy had to work in junior high, and melinda wanted her to babysit..so i went over...so melinda and chris, and their neighbors could go watch the play, and just stay with kayla and jessa 'til katy got there. I got there, and melinda was making dinner for herself really quick. i fed kayla, and chatted it up with jessa. Chris got back from the Beach day, he looked so wiped out. I changed kaylas clothes so that melinda could put her to bed before she left. the neighbors came. they left. I read jessa a book backwards...just 'cause she wanted me too..and she thought it was "so silly!!' aha..yea. we were gonna watch the 'barbie' movie..but i didn't know how to work their dvd contraption...i did what you were supposed to do..but i dunno..so we just watched lady and the tramp..and i'm happy..'cause I really wasn't excited when jessa pulled out the barbie movie. but she's so cute. i'd watch any little kid movie with her! jessa *showed me how to make microwave popcorn* ha. such a cute girl really. she asked me all kinds of questions about what the dogs were doing during the movie..and she got scared when the rat goes into the babies room and the dogs fight it. She's SOO ADORABLE!!! Well then, after the movie, she started crying ..i thought she was just crabby for lack of sleep..BUT..she was crying 'cause her hand hurt..that was only weird to me because...i was sitting with her the whole movie..and heh..her hand didn't touch anything but the couch. turns out she had a 'funny feeling in my hand 'cause it feels funny. does your hand feel funny?' AWWW!! i asked her why..she said 'it feels funny! its icky'..and i said 'oooh! thats just butter jessa, come on lets go wash your hands.' she was like ..sobbing.i was like..'jessa, sweety, its just butter, it washes right off.' she washed it, wasn't satisfied with it, so washed it again, and told me to wash mine so my hands wouldn't feel funny. HOW ADORABLE IS THAT??? wow! yea..we played computer games..letter games mostly. katy came at 9:20, put jessa to bed. then i sat in the living room getting my binders and stuff ready for school, while katy and annie sat in the other room laughing and chatting. man, katy had such a hard time with all the baby sitting she did! ahahaha..wellyea...then chris and melinda got back, and we talked, mostly about the new 9th graders and stuff....got home at around 11:30..we talked with the lankfords for like an hour! wow. yea..and I watched johnny depp <3 .... today-i'm pretty sure i'm going to the play..i hope so..i just layed around reading, doing some stuff for church, was looking up bands i've heard of from people at church..that kind of stuff... yeeea..pretty exciting day. 2 holaaas | holler

past few days August 21, 12:03pm [ mood | insignificant ] [ music | sonic flood ] well yea... -monday was great i shopped, bough a shirt, shoes, pants, and a belt..but the chick didn't pack the belt...?? so i'm gonna go back and nicely complain to them. :D ..Katy said they did that to her too....hmm..i got a free pookah shell necklace 'cause i spent over 40 bucks at aeropostale *shirt, pants, belt*...yea..but i don't like wearing those things..it pulls my hair! um...I'm a size 1 in pants at aeropostale..its the funniest thing, but hey, makes me happy. yea..got a couple other *bear essentials.* didn't buy any skirts ..i figure i'll get just a couple more..considering i don't wanna wear really *fancy* skirts...with tennis shoes ..and platform shoes are just so uncomfortable, so excuse me if i look like frump girl, but jean and khaki skirts are basically what i'm doing this year, otherwise its a waste of money. tuesday-i went to S.F. with my sister and my aunt, we went to see the chagall exhibit ...pretty interesting, had lunch, went across the street to the Metreon, I've never been there before, so that was pretty nifty. we went in the arcades, my aunt is such a dork...we drove around town. Its been really long since i've been to S.F. and i realized how much i liked it. We went to little Italy..she showed us a church, some towers and stuff like that. then we went home. i had a really good time. wednesday-i went to omega. yea. that was weird. quirk, kevin, brenna, jessica, kiyoko, and I was there. and of COURSE sam, roman, kelly, melissa, brian, dan, alice, kyle, jordan, malachi, lindsey, lauren, bonie *GASP* and that whole clan were there. I'm kind of not happy with omega, and was so happy that chris gave the 'lets shut up when its time to be serious, but participate, and have fun and chat it up during the games, but then get focused' speach. I just wanted to grab the microphone and tell the people on my side of the room to SHUT UP AND THEN MAYBE YOU'LL HEAR GOD IN YOUR LIVES AND FORGET YOUR 'HYPED UP ON CATNIP, SKATER POSER,DISTRACTING,ITS ALL ABOUT ME, KIND OF MIND SET!!!...but i thought that would defeat the purpose of the whole 'me trying to become a better example for God, and excepting to all sorts of people' kind of attitude i'm trying to accomplish. But it soooo did piss me off. After youth, I left, came home, still upset about the 9th graders, and kinda pissy for various reasons, so then......i got into a huge like...30 minute argument with kensey, because really she doesn't ever respect when i'm trying to sleep..or ever ...turns on the light..trying to play guittar at 11 when my mom forced us to go to bed....yeesh...she keeps the argument going...then tells me to shut up...i just think its so wrong..i'm 15 ..she's 13..i don't require her to do anything EVER..but...can't i at least get a liiiittle respect..i mean..i don't play the big sister card THAT much...but i suppose thats why she thinks she has the upper hand... ..... thats what i always do..she knows if she gets to me, i'll back down, and let her be the older sister...which is 95% of my life....i have no clue what to do..i'm such a push-over..and she knows if she whines, i'll let her have whatever she wants..........my name is cary..and i have problems. 4 holaaas | holler

ah yes...santa cruz August 15, 9:46pm [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Pillar ] well...*recap* sunday...yea...church..i sat with nenna, jen, kiyokoness :D and justine, and yea, good seeing everyone again. monday: so don't remember.... tuesday: JESS GOT BACK :D...yes it was a verrrrry long 3 week break between seeing her, loooong time! mmHM! wednesday: SAW JESSICA ..man that girl is different (not really heh, well the hair is shorter, but she's still as cute as ever) yes yes....kevin, quirk, her, kiyoko, ARIELLIE!!, and nenna were there <3. we played a game of the *cool version of dodgeball :D*..Phil won..GO Phil!..anyway, yea, we sang (9th graders can be so distracting and disrespectful, and its selfish to want everything go my way, and sorry to be a brat, but its common sense not to bust up laughing, or yell something out in a serious song, or a prayer, just grr, sometimes, k, i know this is wrong, i just wanna kick them out, and i want them to learn everything, but CAN'T THEY JUST SHUT UP FOR ONCE, granted not all of them are bad, but man, that bunch is scary) SORRY MOVING ON. we kept singing, had some announcements, chris chatted about small groups. the 9th graders met their leaders, while the rest of the classes had just a simple prayer time. thursday: BEACH DAY. bright freakin early!! 8:30 i had to get up!!!!!!!!! well actually i set my alarm for 7:45, but, yea, didn't go off, my mom comes in 'don't you have to be there in 20 minutes?' AAAAHHH!! i sprinted to the shower, took like a 5 second shower, threw my suit on, tried to fix my hair, but no time, got dressed, again tried to fix my hair, noooo time! had to pull my eyes open, oooh what a mess! i was A MESS!! a disaster!! ..well i got there to find quirk there! saw dave and zack too. hung out with them 'til jess and kev came, we loaded the bus..and the 9th graders actually brought a stereo, they have THE weirdest mix ...ummmmm kkk...then got to the beach, went on the boardwalk and beach on and off, went to a mexican place to get cheaper pop. its $2 at the boardwalk..um NOOO! then....we played golf, arcades, we went back to the beach, jess and kev and quirk went to a cave, i stayed with kelly, david, alice, and malichi and dan sorta..and i watched them play black jack with marshmellows, money, hats, shirts, and shoes. funny business!! we left, bus exploded..ha just the tire, I PERSONALLY thought we got shot....ahaha...well thats just what it sounded like. we had high way patrol stop all the cars to let us hobble to the other side of the road...it felt so cool to have the whole free way clear..i wanted to run on it ...anyway. we waited for eternity, we got the other bus and we left, kevins parents were SO NICE!! and gave me a ride home.....yea... last night, jessa spent the night, kayla had to go to emergency, so jessa spent the night here. she was awake at 7!!!! she watched barney, she's SO CUTE!! i came out to the kitchen..'cause i thought i was going crazy and hearing little kids sing in the distance!! ahaha. i came out and she was like 'hi' in this CUTE little kid voice. i was like 'HII jesssaaa!!' she's SO ADORABLE when she just woke up. well..she left and i went back to sleep 'til 11!! i had to do chores and stuff...i had CHINESE FOR DINNER!!! <3 <3 <3 <3!! wow, k, i COULD'VE GONE TO THE MALL!! but kensey didn't have a key, my mom left to do the lights for the church performance, and I had to be the one to let her in. crap of all crapness she got home at like 8:45..and my sister got back at 8:15!!!! AARRRGGG..and i need to shop too!! i neeed clothes for school...but my moms so busy with the play i don't wanna make matters worse..after all...i do have the cash to by clothes, but she has to be there in case i want a WHOLE NEW WARDROBE WHICH I DO :D yea blah...whatever.. i'm tired...g'night 3 holaaas | holler

i'm baaack August 7, 12:19pm [ mood | blah ] [ music | Pharell - frontin (only from the DL show) ] So, 2 weeks, long time, fill you in? sure: July 21st I left for Honalulu, good flight, nothing major, 2 days later we left for Kauai, heecka short flight..like...20 minutes. Saw the Blevins at the Airport and went to our condos together. We swam, looked around the town/ hung out with the greens for the next few days. Friday went on a 4 mile hike *doesn't sound that hard, but really it was hiking on a mountain..so it wasn't really one of those dusty paths, it was more like, up hill/rock climb/muddy/rainy/could fall if you don't know what your doing kind of hike. so 4 miles is enough for me on that hike. Saturday my cousin Erik flew in, and me, my sisters, sarah and rachel hung out with him, while the parents were celebrating Faith's birthday. We did lots of snorkeling/cliff diving/kind of stuff. Visited almost all the beaches. Thursday, all the familys went to one beach and just tanned and such, went out for ice cream, that was interesting. Eriks last day, so everyone said bye, my family had dinner with him, just messed around, got in a "few good laughs" me, my dad, and him went to the airport, said bye. The rest of the week was pretty much the same thing, snorkeling, boogie boarding, all that water fun. sunday we left. saw lizzie maguire, how freaking awful is that. It is ok if your a little girl/ just fond of hillary duff, but she's never "tickled my fancy"..something about her, like..to me, just my opinion, when she acts its not supposed to be real, but thats exactly what she presents, she's really just so fake. But i've never really liked her, so people probably liked it if they liked her. But it was cheesy. lizzie: wow! its so beautiful!, the italian guy all 'yes, you are so beautiful.' ! give me a break ! ok.....but aloha airlines, SERIOUSLY!!! they give you hot/melted cookies and milk after the movie!! HAWWW!! heaven! It's a pretty good airline, the food was good enough for me, just basic chiken and rice and stuff, they gave you drinks and whatever you wanted really. The music on the channels was pretty cool. The people are hecka nice, and while that sounds like all the other airlines...NO OTHER AIRLINES GIVE HOT COOKIES AND MILK..i am so stuck on that! oook. We got home, had to wait a while for luggage, like 10 minutes, the longest i've ever had to wait for luggage. Got a ride home, felt bad for the guy..it was 11:45 at night, got home, went to bed at like..1..not like you care ha..just what happend. monday and tuesday, unpacked, cleaned and stuff like that wednesday i went to youth group, that was cool, cept for one or two things. But Sams so awesome. I love the bracelet!! i'm still wearing it! Romans cool! drugs are cool ahaha, i will explain! don't you worry about a thing precious! michelle is cool! micheals cool. kyles cool EVERYONES COOL! YAY. today, my parents are getting frustrated with katys whole 'i'm not gonna do anything, because your the parents and its your job to fork over the money for all my needs, buy me everything, and clean up after me' attitude, so me and kensey are cleaning and just basically keeping my mom happy. I don't blame her, i'm kind of sick of katy, how she can find a reason to yell at everyone, when she has all the friends in "high places" sending her happy graduation cards with a happy sum of money for college, and she's the one that has the perfect hair that she gets so full of herself when she uses the curling iron, she has a style, i mean..lets just face it, she does. my parents are practically putting money out for her by the truckload for college, and her car maintenance and gas, still buying her something that she'll use only once, but just because she puts a guilt trip on them. Its all just disgusting.blah, well, that about covers the whole 'i'm back to reality' segment. TUNE IN NEXT TIME! HA KEEWL! 7 holaaas | holler

yesss July 18, 9:47pm [ mood | searchin kinda mood ] [ music | my camp mix ] i am so happy to be getting out of here. I'm almost drowning in my own drama. Everythings just been so BLAH and i can't get out of it. All this whole me not meeting people is getting to my head. I can't take it. I need the beginning of this summer back. to fix this whole summer. the way it would have perfectly worked out for me. But alas. that will never happen. After my trip i'm probably not gonna be excited about anything for a looong time. thats just the way the cookie crumbles i suppoooose. Yea..thats it..bye *****oooh but i DID get a call from sam, completely unexpected. but i think it was a blessing in disguise. It really made me feel better. anyway. thanks sam 7 holaaas | holler

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