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who have did me wrong and those who havent i love u muches!
for i am <-> <--that close to turnin fully lesbian,
i dont deserve to be lied to nor will i just deal with it
i told the truth or didnt tell at all!
i dont know why i am so angry bah
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[06 Mar 2003|10:03am] |
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EUPHORIA the fiesta song i dunno |
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shit.. i thought id never be alone down here and look now carlas all alone sooooo not complaning! woke up too damn early this morning damn it man, anywho i miss nick he wrote in his journal awww i love him i really do, regardless of how stupid i can be sometimes.... damn it smells here in need of serious refreshing ick cigerette smoke and amimal piss/shit how appetizing.. pseakingof which i hadthe most delicious chicken cordon bleu ealier can we say yummy? i think we can! anywho i need a cd scratch fixer, my favorite cd is scratched die children die, i need to start work already i need a paycheck i need so many things most of all i need nick here!! oh well if you read this baby I LOVE YOU!
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[26 Feb 2003|04:56pm] |
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The age of love :: age of love |
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jus twanted to say im cold and that i have nothing to say our fucking power bill is outragous! and i need food... shannon has disapeered again and i ahve no no to hang out with such a lonely lil lady... who ever will i find to keep me company?
blah .. i wanna run away go strart a new life where no one wil know my name and think i am sexy and wannahave sex with my and i can be a full out les..lets just be friends lol
but anyways i am really cold and bored my hairs all straight in the front where i tried combing condition through it,
i wanna go see a movie, i miss going to the movies i dont know what to see every one i know has seen every thin so they want wanna take me go to go see it then have to pay to seee it again. so poop on all you movie going bastards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its all ealry i was gonan call mom but she isnt even home right now... how sad is that maybe i will go clean up the kitchen and fold clothes, maybe some oen will miss me and wanan talk when i come back. tll then screw you ALL !
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[25 Feb 2003|05:48pm] |
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well i thought i would take time and post in here, i need to jump my tail in the shower, nick is gonna shit when the cell phone bill comes in i really have to stop using it, but i dont think i went over so i dunno the first one is always more.. but yes im gona have to not use it until after 9 or on week ends like i am supposed to.. anyways check out my livejournal
here
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[24 Feb 2003|02:15pm] |
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back home, nothing much to say, just bored. shannon needs to be home, oh well. i feel pretty.
love me,
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[19 Feb 2003|11:01pm] |
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culture club do you really want to hurt me ? |
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Ok so anyways....... im fuckin pissed. i pad 25 dollars for fucking better seer access and i cant fuckin sign on for over 2 hours i think FUCKING NOT! ok so im PMS'ing and im bitching and cranky and tired and horny but you know what i cant do a whole lot about most of those, cos i ma just THAT DAMN STUBBORN want to spend time with nick i want to make things better i REALLY DO don't think i WANT to go to Charleston, i moved out of the house for a reason damn it, i couldn't stand he drama and the rules . anyways. i don't want to leave nick i don't want him to think i would EVER walk away from him because we weren't getting along like mashed potatoes and gravy but any ways hes upset about things and i don't know what but i gotta make it better! gotta do it for he sake of love. the love i have for him is greater than anything i have ever felt, sure im young but i have went through a lot in my almost 20 years and the last 6 months with him i have felt more needed then ever, the things we went through in Florida things most people wouldn't stand around for by any chance, things many people DON'T UNDERSTAND but thats what makes us so special we KNOW what each other NEEDS when we cant tell one another, we know the feelings we share, and the ones we don't understand we accept them as they make us who we are. i love nick and i could never replace him and i never want to be away from him i never want to hurt him i don't want him to hide things from me, i want him to know i love him and support him in what ever fucked decision he makes. because i KNOW he will support my decisions and my decisions are some of the stupidest some times and i ALWAYS well almost always solve them my self, i always have i have been instilled never depend on people to do anything for you because they don't have to and don't take anything for granted and believe me i don't, i do my best to be appreciative and not ask for more then i need i try really hard, i always have because i usually 9 times out of 10 NEVER got what i wanted and nick does his best to give me what i want and damn sure provides me with what i need, but think im done i think i feel better but i really doubt it will last long
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[10 Feb 2003|04:39pm] |
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i feel like sit not physically like everyone else i know but emotionally, damn i wish i car so i could run away and not come back to my heart was healed.......
im out i cant take no more
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[08 Feb 2003|06:26pm] |
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You are kuja
You love thinking about yourself. You are very evil too >3 Something gets in your way, you just destroy it. But really, you are a nice person deep inside ;P |
take this quiz!
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[08 Feb 2003|03:23pm] |
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yayness i made my first sucessful style yay me dont you love it?
i need new comment thingie but im to tired/ bored/ sad to think right now
later loves!
babydoll
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| hah hah! my first quiz! |
[07 Feb 2003|09:02pm] |
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( care bears rock! )
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| lets see what we have here |
[07 Feb 2003|05:48pm] |
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why is it tellin me all this mess? ok so i love my new blurty yayness GO BLURTY YOU ROCK!!!!
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| I need another journal like i need another hole in my head! |
[07 Feb 2003|05:13pm] |
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Well well i have a second journal!!! yayness everyone has to add me!!!! well im off to see and do all the is to do, hurray for early adopters!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeness!!!!!
love me!
carlita
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