so after another night of debauchery   
01:45pm 24/10/2009
  i awake with a headache and wondering how I'm going to finish this quantitative research article review when i just don't want to
it's like there are so many millions of things going on in my head and my life that I don't know what to turn on and turn off
people ask me how i've been, what I've been up to
hardly time to even know
i did go to an irish bar with ant and ron last night, that was fun
there were more bearded people there then renaissance fairs
i got drunk on some german beers
and when the bar cut us off we went back to the house, punched the punching bag a while and played drunken ddr
ron had to point out the warning of not to play while intoxicated, which got a laugh out of us

anyway now i have to write bunches of critique stuff based on a set of rules and lameness

and i can't get the german guy in my class outta my mind
his name is lief, he has red hair and he is so passionate when he talks
i can hear the frustration, excitement, and such and it puts me in a good mood anytime i hear him
and it's weird because i mean i do want him and such, but i think I'm growing out of the i want your body and don't care about anything else stage where i fantasize about screwing in every location/environment possible yet fail to remember the guy's name
luckily that has never happened in real life
i am very good about keeping track of the names of those people
even if i do use nicknames like my mojo or mud guy

anyway, when adults have crushes on someone what should they do; keep it to themselves, talk to the object of their infatuation (either asking them out or just being friendly first) or what?
I mean i think it might be weird just going up to him and talking to him, because I am a very quiet person who hardly talks to anyone. so i dunno, seems awkward

oh chinese is fun
here's my possibly get you slapped by a chinese chick quote of the day

piao liang de pi gu

(nice ass.)

not sure how chinese dudes would react
 
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