| unsent to matt |
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| 11:42am 04/06/2008 |
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ok, its pretty obvious you don't feel the same way and that's fine. I'm developing or have developed feelings of some sort. I know I don't love you and at the same time I think about you a lot. You're like a drug, you are amazing and I feel great when I am with you. But then it seems like I don't get to see you for a long time. Maybe you are just too busy for me.
I really don't think you should read my capstone if you haven't already. It discloses too much stuff that is me. And shows me for who I am, the dork I am that no one ought to know I am. I love you, it's not special. I fall in love easy. But I feel neglected by you. It's not your job to make me feel needed and I'm glad you aren't But part of me wants to see you a lot more than I get to. I'm not asking for that at all. I don't know what I want, but if you told me you wanted me to run away with you I still would go. Matt, you make me forget myself. |
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