So..   
11:24pm 28/05/2008
  Today I played Legos with Steve and gave him head and we fucked. He is fuckin adorable but we have nothing in common. He bores and annoys me, yet I am infatuated.
I am supposed to see Carl again. He'll probably spout poetry babble at me again. Poor Nancy. How can I live with myself? Saying no is all I have to do.
What do I want and need?

My summer needs to be my own.

I can't wait to see Rob. I'm gonna stay at his house for 4 days in a row. Maybe we will learn lots more about each other. He's a sweetie.

I still miss Nat, but that will only be a disaster. He doesn't want to be friends and I will respect that.
 
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