It Always Happens   
09:06am 03/05/2008
  "I want to know more baout you," he said. "I'm a curious person."
He was on my computer looking for my porn, after I made the mistake of telling him not to look at it. I had it clearly marked porn just so everyone knew not to look at. I'm so naive. It's only homemade stuff anyway. But he wasn't going to see it.
"If you let me look I'll let you look at my computer," he said.
"Nah," I said. Although he was so hot, lying on my bed, I love his dimples.
The few pictures are fine. But the video clips, those are of Matt and I...I think that would be awkward. I'm not sure.
Anyway, I'm contemplating letting him see. But I have a bigger delima all the same.
I think we are dating, but I am not sure. I have no idea how to tell when I am dating someone.
The main reason is because of Matt. We are not dating. We have possibly never been dating. We are more or less friends with benefits. We've been that way since last year. I am wondering if I am dating this guy or not, because I don't want to cheat on him. I need to figure that out soon.
 
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