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| 04:57pm 27/04/2008 |
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We rode ahead on the brick road.
"I understand feelings really well, except my own," Steve said.
"Yeah, me too," I said.
"I guess thats why I'm always single."
What? My head screamed. Is he wanting pity or trying to make a pass at me? Or both?
I played Tekon on the ps2 for the first time and I was in love. That game rocked. It was no Bloody Roar, but still had its charms. My friend Ron left, so it was just Steve and me.
"So, I'm guessing Ron's your boyfriend," Steve said.
"Oh no," I laughed. "I've known him forever. He's my brother's best friend."
"Oh, well I figured he was your boyfriend. I know you were flirting a lot, but I wasn't sure."
"No," I wondered if Ron and I really flirted.
"I didn't want him to think I was trying to flirt with his girlfriend," he said.
I let him win, I was too immersed in wondering if Ron and I flirted and if anyone else thought so and also if Steve was trying to flirt with me.
We raced a while. My lack of car knowledge or turning sense did not seem to disappoint him even though he had a lack of adequate challenger. Then he attacked me with a nerf sword and we had a war, fighting over it. A few times his arms were around me or he was on top of me or vice versa and he stared at me and I thought we were going to make out, but that didn't happen. We rough housed and knocked things over, mostly me, and ended up in comfy chairs next to each other, occassionally poking each other or trying to tip the other over, but somehow this led to holding hands, which led to him laying on the chair next to me, which led to us deciding to find a more comfy spacious spot, which happened to be his bed, which led to my shirt coming off and us kissing and his shirt coming off and....
Then there was a very nice shower. He is adorable in the shower.
Then there was bike riding and I almost died, well maybe not, but I was scared to death, but I let myself go. I slid down and he caught me. Adrenaline is nice. |
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| 05:20pm 27/04/2008 |
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Yup, as shallow as it sounds.
Carl- I was 15, you put it in me just to show me how it felt. It hurt so bad. It never hurt that bad again. I loved kissing you in the rain and making hickies on your neck. Your hair always smeeled so good, I love herbal essences still.
Chris- I flipped a coin to see if I'd kiss you. You kept touching me and then wrote me a letter about how you would enjoy doing "things" with me if you thought I would enjoy them. It was hot when you pushed me down in the field when we wrestled.
Matt- you put your arms around me and asked what you could do to entertain me. You have amazing blue eyes. You asked about my fantasies and tied my arms and legs with your clean socks, and told me you could do anything you wanted to me. I adore you.
Nathan- You were a really good kisser, we kept at it for hours, you were cuddly, when you got territorial your eyes did this feral thing that turned me on. You said you read my whole online diary and loved me. That amazed me.
Matt- You made pasta carbonara and we watched the republican debates. We talked all night and drank. You said I must have great legs and I was as pure as snow. Then you asked me about my interests in bdsm and had me take my clothes off and submit to your will. We slept along the rail trails one night.
Joe- You are a cutie. Your voice is sexy, the second time we had sex you told me to go ahead and make noise to make you feel good about yourself. You made the cutest expression when I went to hug you goodbye the first day. You made a joke about boobs and always ended the date with a joke.
Tarek- We watched ninja warrior and laughed. you started kissing me and we took it into the bedroom. You were so experienced, you took me in so many ways, it was nice. i kept wanting to say no, but didnt. we never did drink that alcohol and i never invited you back.
Nat- My favorite thing has to be the one raised eyebrow, that is hot. Next is you are a sweetie, you looked at me in such a way as if I was worth staring at, like what you saw was amazing. I felt beautiful, funny and intelligent around you. You showed me baltimore and dc.
David- Our first date I fell for you hard. You danced while walking and sang bond songs. It was cute. I let you play with my boobs and it was fun. You are very smart and it impresses me. You gave the best head I'd had in a while. I fucked you in the ass with a dildo and pretended you were a woman.
Steve- We fought over a nerf sword and i kept wanting to touch you, it didnt matter how or why. you look so innocent yet something tells me you arent. I loved taking a shower with you, wet you is infatuating. Your playful attitude is great. |
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| 05:46pm 27/04/2008 |
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Carl- January 10 2000 to december 2001 - I was 15, you were 16, I believe.
Chris- febuary 18 2002- april 2006 You were 17 or 18. I was 16 or 17.
Matt- january 2007 to 2008 I was 22 or 23. You were 25 or 26
Nathan- april 2007 I was 22, I think you were too.
Matt- may 2007 You were 26, I was 22,
Joe- august 2007 You were 20, I was 22
Tarek- november 2007 you were 33, I was 23
Nat- december 2007 to febuary 2008 you were 25 i was 23
david- december 2008 you were 21 i was 22
steve- today april 27 2008 you were 19 i was 23 |
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| 08:57pm 27/04/2008 |
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I guess I don't understand it because my favorite thing about sex is the moment.
I love the passion, the touches, the tension, the abandon, the nearness of smells and tastes. Freckles, curly hair, eyes that could be green blue or grey or maybe brown, the little details that are missed in the pounds of animal thrusting. Of course the thrusting is great too, but it needs to be done right for me at least. That is why I don't get off on porn, but everyone has different things, thats just mine! |
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