Otays, so yes, yesterday was not the best day of my life but I guess it could have been worse. I at one point, late at night got pretty damn sad but I dont really fully understand why but I guess its just me and the way I react to certain things. I had Happy Birthday pancakes for din din so that was cool and a lemon marenge (sp?) for my dessert or whatever you wanna call what would have been a cake! It was fun I guess, not much happened besides I got my hair cut! A WHOLE 7 1/2 inches cut off...whoa man, that was a lot but my hair was damn fricken long.
OoOoOoOo...I forgot to mention this the other day but when I was talking with the fam, I seemed to be having some problems speaking, and my mother always says that I need to clean my mouth cuz I use
*fuck* as an adjetive, so in mid sentence that popped into my head that she always says that so I said frick up instead of fuck up, man all I can say is my family would not stop laughing at me. I always have been the dumb funny one...which I guess could be good and bad, but then as if I thought I couldnt mess anything else up that night, like a few moments later I was talking to my daddy about my World's Religion class and I was telling him about the different religions we are studying and instead of saying buddism I proudly and confidently said BOOTYism...haha yea...talk about complete dork, I wasnt even thinking when I said it and it was sad enough that I thought when I did say that, that I had said it correct and everyone is laughing yet again and I'm like what? so they all explain to me that I said Booty...it was a classic Carley moment, definitely showing the character side of me.
Anyways, back to yesterday, I talked to Tony at night when he got home from being out. That made my night better definitely because he is always able to put a smile on my face even though I may be sad about something. And even tho I only talked to him for 20 minutes it was better then not talking at all because all him and I do on the phone is talk, talk, talk, and laugh, laugh, laugh...its really a refreshing feeling to know that I can get along with someone so well. He's a good guy, really sweet, and has a huge heart with a lot of caring and emotion to share with special people in his life. No matter what he always makes me feel special and important to him and his life and somehow he always knows all the right things to say to make me feel better. Someone like that doesnt come along often in life, so when they do it is best to hold onto them and not push them away because who knows you may never find someone as perfectly amazing as them.
Tony you are my perfectly amazing person...there is nothing in this world that can replace what you and I have, whatever it is that we have its great, the talks, the laughs, the tingles, the smiles, the stupid jokes, and kissy faces, all of it...its all so natural, all so perfect and I could have never asked for a more perfect person to be in my life! I meant what I said before, In my nothing, you mean everything to me. The motivation to keep the days going strong...the thought that at the end of the day I get to talk to you, looking forward to every word, every laugh, every breath that comes out of your mouth. You are my HERO and I want you to never forget that, you may think that you dont have impacts on peoples lives but I want you to know that you did have one on mine and I am sure many others but they may just be too shy to tell ya! I heart you Tony! <33333
Ok moving on away from the sappy romantically cute stuff of Carley, I went to school today, it was pretty good I guess...my World's Religion class bored me and every other person in that class to death, the kid next to me was even sleeping *classic*. I took the Jeep top down...ahhh how I love the wind blowing thru my hair and the Jeep waves are by far the greatest. You have a Jeep Wrangler? Make sure you wave at your fellow buddies! While I was driving home from school I saw my buddy Julian too bad he didnt see me =( But thats ok, he's still a good guy and his yellow Jeep which has a lift on it and big tires is *PIMP* Other than that I am just chillin and I will prolly do a lil bit of homework b4 Big Brother comes on...I am excited tho, today two people leave, one gets evicted and I dont know why the other leaves but damn I cant wait to find out, adds a crazy twist on the game, and makes it in actuality shorter. But no worries I will edit this later and tell ya why the other person left! And I cant wait till tony gets home and I can talk to him! I miss him but he is at work doing his job, however, there is Carley time when he gets home...hehe that sounds weird...all righty I think I wrote enough here and by the time you get to this point if you even read to here your gonna be like damn Carley no more entries like that...but you know I just talk a lot! Have a G'night everyone...<33