Angel Standing By's Journal

Wednesday, January 8, 2003


Can you explain to me this feeling
of silently breaking down
of quietly falling apart
of slowly losing it all...

Can you give me a tiny clue
about what it is I'm doing
about that which I am searching
about how this all came down...

Can you help me find the meaning
of your gently spoken words
of your calmly staring eyes
of your soft and peaceful smile...

Can I possibly deserve it
what i feel and what i see
life might seem like its crashing
but with you i feel so free.

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One breath, one word
may end or may start.

A place to be found
inside this frail heart.

Whisper softly, sweet things
stand firmly by my side.
Don't let me slip away,
hold me close if i should cry.

We'll shine on like the sun...
Walk on in the rain...
These lives that we live
Won't go on in vain.

One breath, one word
may end or may start.
Find a place for me there
inside your heart.

by me

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10:33PM - writings

You're watching me...cause you always do
And I'm wishing that we didn't meet like this.
But what's been done can't be undone
And what you wish for might be what you don't really need.
But I might need you, I can't tell right now
It's hard to say, what I feel.
So softly thought.
Not always heard.
But stronger still...inside.

by me

Current mood: creative
Current music: Kissing You--Des'ree
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Tuesday, December 17, 2002


What Sign of Affection Are You?

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What's YOUR Writing Style?

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Where Did Your Soul Originate?

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Monday, December 16, 2002


Sometimes, i forget how good it feels to write. And how it just makes me feel so much better, even with the world crashing down around me, i still feel better. And....the world isn't exactly crashing its just normal chaos...there is always something going on. But that's life. That's what makes us who we are. It molds us. I can't seem to grasp the idea that life just isn't what i've made it out to be. It just isn't. I care way too much about things that are so unimportant. That has got to change...

Current mood: awake
Current music: beautiful--Christina Aguilera
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