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	2006.10.01  13.57 they always said i cant, i cant, i cant fall in love. well baby im proving them all wrong.

	2006.06.25  18.01 Where's your heart It's the one I'm breaking Who's the boy with the piercing in his tongue Where's my love It's the one you're faking Wheres that boy, with the shimmer in his eyes Would it make a difference To do it all again, as a friend Could we make it better If we did it all again And it still looks good to me Would it make a difference To do it all again And you still look good to me

	2006.03.01  16.58 dont hold this against me i've already said im sorry && i bet you got every word i said memorized in your head && you'll use every one of them, & you'll use everyone one of them against me. I MISS HIM SO MUCHHHHHH!! anyone like Bayside?

	2005.08.05  10.40 you always find a way to keep me right here waiting.. he doesnt know but i'd wait forever for him to reilize me.

	2005.08.05  10.36 you always find a way to keep me right here waiting.. he doesnt know but i'd wait forever for him to reilize me.

	2005.06.25  23.07 okay what do i do here? I like this guy a lot and he says he likes me a whole lot too!! And like im the one saying i dont want to go out with him and everything. But like tonight when we were hanging out i found out that he made out with his ex the day before she left to go on vacation (which was wednesday) and like so i kind of just baked off. but then he called me when i got home and told me that he knows he really screwed up and he didnt really even know why he did it because he doesnt even like her. and he promised me that. so i said it was okay and i mean it is since he's single and im the one not wanting to get in a real relationship with him.. so yeah now he keeps saying he thinks he blew his chances and everything, i just dont know what to say. help/lyrics/anything at all would be great!

	2005.06.25  17.53 wrote in like a couple of minutes... comments PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!??!!!!!! life can be confusing at time you dont know what to do. there are moments that are amusing but only a few. Life can be so wonderful. When everything seems right. Those are the days that seem colorful and NOTHING is just dull black and white. Life can be so embarassing. When your face turns red and wish you were elsewhere. Times when you think no one is listening. It seems so unfair. Life can be many things, and all you have to remember, is you only get one short fling, so dont live it like you can forever.

	2005.06.25  17.50 life can be confusing at time you dont know what to do.

	2005.06.25  17.50 life can be confusing at time you dont know what to do.

	2005.06.25  17.50 life can be confusing at time you dont know what to do.

	2005.06.23  16.09 avalanche is sullen and too thin she starves herself to rid herself of sin and the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin and she says: hey baby can you bleed like me? c´mon baby can you bleed like me i dont usualy like savage garden...but this song is pretty good. Hanging out with two guys that like me a lot tonight, and i like one of them but not the other....what should i do? Just lay low and like not flirt or any thing with either of them...or just be my self and follow my instincs? help pleasE??

	2005.06.23  16.08 avalanche is sullen and too thin she starves herself to rid herself of sin and the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin and she says: hey baby can you bleed like me? c´mon baby can you bleed like me i dont usualy like savage garden...but this song is pretty good. Hanging out with two guys that like me a lot tonight, and i like one of them but not the other....what should i do? Just lay low and like not flirt or any thing with either of them...or just be my self and follow my instincs? help pleasE??

	2005.06.20  23.44 i make things harder when you're just trying to help... Good night?

	2005.06.20  18.59 hey do dreams actually mean something? Like last night i had a dream that me and this guy i liked all last year were finally together. but like now i dont think i like him, so when i dreamt that we were together and we couldnt be happier...it was odd. does this mean something?

	2005.06.19  22.58 My eyes so red I just want to die Kill me with your words Kill me one last time Cut out my heart And throw it on the bar For everyone to see Remember you said "Kiss me sweetheart before you go again." Hawthorne Heights. I wish i could tell him how badly i want to be with him now!!!!!! for everyone who read my post earlier about that guy...tonight at the pool, i reilized i like him sooooo much and i really do want to be with him!!! awww!!! YAY!

	2005.06.19  15.43 When you're down and troubled And you need some loving care And nothing, nothing is going right Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest night You just call out my name And you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call And I'll be there You've got a friend

	2005.06.19  15.39 I was never swept off my feet by anyone else quite like that and I never hit the ground harder than when you dropped me...

	2005.06.19  13.19 lyrics on not wanting a guy to wait for you to come around, because you just want him to be happy and you dont know how long its going to take for you to know if you want a boy friend? HELP PLEASE.

	2005.06.18  20.43 Dont know why I cared so much Dont know why i loved you so much Dont know why i always wanted to be with you. What did i think was so great about my "beu" You dont mean anything to me now. I told you everything! things have been bothering me.. and you just got mad? Well i have something to say...FUCK IT Dont remember why summer was so great. Dont remember the last time you called. Dont remember the first time i heard those three words. What was i thinking, when i thought you cared? You dont mean anything to me now. I told you everything! things have been bothering me.. and you just got mad? Well i have something to say...FUCK IT Dont forget me. Dont forget the pain i put my self through. Dont forget how much i regret it now. You dont mean anything to me now.. Well at least i tried to tell the truth... so you know what..FUCK IT!!!!!! ******something i wrote...please comment tell me what i need to work on and what not?

	2005.06.15  11.57 I NEED SOME HELP HERE EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING ALL AT ONCE.. IM LOSING MY FRIENDS....THE GUYS ARE STARTING TO HATE ME AND THE ONLY TWO FRIENDS I DID HAVE ARE MY EX BOY FRIEND (MY FIRST TRUE LOVE) AND MY BEST FRIEND I'VE KNOWN FOR EVER....they both promised they'd never like eachother so i was cool with them hanging out and everything...and now they do like eachother and i said i was fine with it but the truth is i still am in love with my ex..... if you have any lyrics that could help me get through this please reply back! thanks!