| why |
[22 Jul 2008|11:21pm] |
agh.
i go
craz
y wh
en i'm
not wi
you. i
havent
seen y
ou in o
ver a w
week a
nd i can
t seem2
grasp w
hat stop
ped you
on the d
ays you
could've
spent time
with me. t
hat makes
your "i mis
s you" see
m like it m
eans nothin
g because y
ou're not ev
en trying to
be with me
maybe i'm n
ot as importa
nt to you as y
ou said i am o
r maybe i'm j
ust being selfi
sh. but it can't
always be my
fault ya know.
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| sometimes. |
[01 Jul 2008|12:31am] |
sometimes i
wonder.
what you're doing
who you're with
how you're doing
where you are
and why i'm not there.
where does everything go wrong
why does everything just stop
why is this repeatative
why do i care
???????????????????????????
somethings, just don't have an answer.
i think i'm just scared
cuz i feel myself moving on
but i don't wanna leave without you.
but you don't seem like you want to come along.
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| if i ever feel alone... |
[19 Jun 2008|02:30pm] |
i remember i always have you.
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| i am so thankful for you. |
[20 May 2008|02:03pm] |
im thankful to have someone
who understands. who lets me
be myself. who loves me no
matter what. even though i
have my flaws. who would still
stand by my side through some
of the hardest times. who says
"forever" and makes me feel
like they mean it. who says i'm
beautiful and makes me feel it.
who makes me feel like i'm not
alone. who likes me so much that
every time i'm with him, i feel like life
is so surreal. i'm thankful to have
someone who i love. and who loves me.
just. the. same.
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| oh yeah, |
[14 May 2008|01:28am] |
and i hate smelling like cigarette smoke.
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| i just don't feel myself. |
[14 May 2008|01:21am] |
my knee keeps locking up
when i cross my legs and it really
hurts.
my stomach keeps making strange
noises at me...and it hurts a little
and i feel like its bloated.
and my moods, just aren't consistent.
i hope this is just today,
cuz its dragging me down.
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[03 May 2008|03:19pm] |
i feel left out...
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| august 14th. |
[02 May 2008|12:12am] |
i wont admit it...but i cried when i found out you extended.
this summer...isnt gonna be the same...
but then it again its not just the summer...
it's been everyday since january.
but it is important to live your dreams while you can.
i miss my best friend....
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| just remember... |
[29 Apr 2008|11:09pm] |
you're the one thing
i can't get enough of.
so i'll tell you something,
this could be love.
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| rain. |
[29 Apr 2008|11:04pm] |
everytime it rains,
i think of you...
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| "i'm never consistent, everything with me is always changing..." |
[26 Apr 2008|11:12pm] |
"...except being with you."
and i cant stop smiling
about that either.
i love you ♥
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| from a so called friend. |
[24 Apr 2008|10:08am] |
if you really think you'd
be better off without your
"so called friends", then
why do you keep calling
any of us? and please,
tell me what friends
you have that care more
about you than we have.
who stuck by you with all
your psychotic bs and
the times where you hit
complete rock bottom
who tried to help you out
of that bottemless pit?
your "so called friends".
so, next time you try to call
i don't think i will even
bother to answer, because
you'd be better off without me.
so..why should i even bother to
give you any of my time?
GOTTT ME.
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| boo--- |
[21 Apr 2008|11:13pm] |
if you ever come across this...
i hope you don't let anyone see it.
ecspecially your brother.
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| to tell you the truth... |
[21 Apr 2008|12:51pm] |
i wouldn't mind either...
♥
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| re-written. |
[18 Apr 2008|07:37am] |
so i got upset for nothing,
that's why i deleted what
was in the entry, because
turns out, he didn't want to lie.
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[16 Apr 2008|12:23am] |
sometimes i worry i go a little
too far with what i say...\\
maybe i should keep my
daydreams to myself...//
OOPS.
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| i have no shame |
[07 Apr 2008|07:33pm] |
dear mr. kevin jonas,
you sexy beast you.
you keep coming up in my dreams
and i want to hump your leg.
oober bad.
thank god you're my age.
or else, this would be kind of creepy.
please let me steal you.
love,
me
p.s. i dont care if you turn out gay
it wouldn't be the first time that
has happened to me, i'm sure
i could cope. ahhhhahahahaha
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| with you... |
[07 Apr 2008|06:03pm] |
...it feels so right
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| aparigraha. |
[07 Apr 2008|05:53pm] |
i hate top friends
probably because
it seems like people like to
use them as weapons.
p.s. i was still there when i had a boyfriend.
"some things in life, man they dont make sense."
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[31 Mar 2008|08:34pm] |
i miss random times
filled with random adventures
to random places
with no destination.
i guess thats where alot
of friendships hault.
when the random times
just end.
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