| "It's like the end of an era" Quin on Daria: Is It College Yet? |
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| 09:35pm 14/05/2004 |
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Well I'm going to sadden all of you who actually read my journal.... This is my last entry. Don't cry... Please don't cry. Its just that Bonnie and Lissa never write in their journals so It's pointless for me to keep doing it. It serves no purpose anymore... But had a good run, didn't we? And I'll update every now and then, when something big happends. Like if I get into the college I want, or I get Griff to notice me... Fight back the tears... And you can read my new one. www.livejournal.com username: Torturedsou87 Goodbye and thank you to all my friends who helped me continue this journal. I will miss you, see you on the other side.... Forever yours ~Joe Brown~ |
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| "Okay. Shes a God, lets think outside the box" Anya from Buffy- The Gift |
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| 04:08pm 13/05/2004 |
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mood:  morose music: "Front Row" Toby Lightman
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Well today was okay. I got my prom pics back last night so everyone wanted to look at them. I got a 100 on my vocab quiz in spanish! GO ME!!! Then in photography we watched a film strip on Ugene Smith... It was boring so me and Ken were making faces at each other. I'm not gonna get into details on that one since I know certain people don't wanna read about it.... Lets just say they were kinda sexual............. But thats me for ya. Then after the film strip me and Ken just sat down and we were talking and I wrote on a piece of paper "Do you like guys? Just wondering." And he said yes. I was like thats cool. But now, of course..... I think I kinda like him...... Now that I know I could get him. He's kinda cute but hes so fucking funny..... Why me? I dont care.... Maybe I'll get my mind off Griff for once, boy that'd be nice.... Pain in my ass.... .Then in psych we had to do personality trait thingys and we narrowed our list down to three and Mr. P read the three and we had to guess who they were. Mine were 1. Creative 2. Introvert 3. Unique, when Mr. P read them Keith, like the most popular kid in my class goes "Joe Brown!" I was like holy shit! I didn't even know this kid knew my name.... It was freaky. Then I had a quiz in History, dont know how good I did on it. Then I came home and went to guitar lessons.... My fingers fucking hurt like hell! Damn song.... ~Joe~ |
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| I've been asking myself a lot latey? WHY ME?! |
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| 02:56pm 12/05/2004 |
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mood:  angry music: "Unwanted" Avril Lavigne all live and everything :)
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So yesturday was ok. I did nothing. I think I already posted what I did. But last night was so sucky! We went Wal*Mart to see if the pics were done yet, nope. And so were leaving and I hear a ball bouncing so I think to myself "Ugh... Fucking juviniles!"(not like I'm one to talk... I do it too) and I walk around so a self isn't blocking my veiw and I see whose bouncing the ball... Wasn't a little kid. It was fucking GRIFF!!! I was like oh what the fuck?! I was so pissed. So as were going home I'm just thinking why me??? And we get home and the season finale of One Tree Hill was on so I was rushing to get everything in so I could watch it and Laura goes I dunno whats left out there. SO I walk fast to get whats left so I dont miss my show and WHAM! I fucking walked full-force into the fucking slidding glass door! It hurt so fucking much. I was like WHAT THE FUCK?! As if my night wasn't bad enough.... I was so pissed. Then I told everyone about it today and everyone laughed at me.... They made me feel bad... Then today was boring, I didn't do anything. I had to call Pam at where I'm supposed to work and the phone wasn't ringing... I was like okay...... Now I'm gonna go practice my guitar cuz I have practice tomorrow and I haven't touched for a week..... GO Me! |
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| 03:01pm 11/05/2004 |
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Yesturday was fun. I didn't do much at school. I went to Bonnie's after school and we just hung out. I finally got Philip to kill Vosa in bounty hunter. About time.... Then Eric came over and we just hung out. They we decided to go to Wal*Mart and stuff. I bought a new CD: Jem "Finally Woken" I read about it in my RollingStone, shes good. Then I went home and Laura fucking bitched at me cuz I went to Wal*Mart and didn't call them.... OH FUCKING WELL!!! I mean she did worse stuff then me when she was younger... Miss I was drunk and drove through a fence into a field and miss I was so drunk and high I dont remeber the 70s or the 80s... OKAY!!! Fucking back off of me.... God she pisses me off... Today was boring we watched a sucky movie on Sigmund Freud in Psych.... God it sucked................. Then I worked on my crossword puzzle in my new Teen People, I'm almost done. I need like 5 more answers. When I was walking home I decided I wanted new headphones so I went to Brooks and bought some.... There not great but there not all knotted like my other ones... The only thing is the volume control is on the wore, I hate that. Oh well ~Joe~ |
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| HELL YEA!!!! |
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| 04:04pm 10/05/2004 |
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you're not worthy of the state of america why don't you go somewhere, belse cause you don't deserve the freedoms of this great country.
are you a true bread American brought to you by Quizilla |
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| WOOO HOOO PROM!!! |
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| 07:10pm 09/05/2004 |
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OKAY!!! Prom entry! WOO HOO!! Bonnie looked beautiful in her white/pink dress and with her tiara and the flowers I got her for her hair..... GO BONNIE!!! The prom was so fucking good. We(Me, Bonnie, Trisha, Eric, Kevin and Cassie) go to the prom like an hour early so we had to wait to get in. So were walking into the building and fucking Adomankis, Tancride, Kolb, and Perich walk put of a bar right behind us and Adomankis is like "Are you excited?" And I mubbled "I was" and Bonnie hit me. I thought my comment was funny. So we just start waiting to go in, so we got our picture taken, me and Bonnie. Then we did a group pic with Eric, Trisha, Me, Bonnie and Laura, who looked amazing. Then we continued to wait. Then Beth showed up, so I had to smack her ass.... She didn't like it like she did the first time I did it.. Oh well, she decided to raid the girls bathroom and steal the deodorent,tampons and the tic tacs.... She has problems, but I still love her. So finally they let us in and nobody does anything... I'm like ok.... They were playing sucky fucking techno music too! They suck. Then more people showed up and they looked good, Jess made her dress. I just randomly look around and who do I see???? Fucking Griff! He looked really cute in his tux. Luckily he sat on the other side of the room and not with his friends who sat right near us. Alejica(cant spell her name, its Polish) looked so cute, so I had to take a pic of her and I took one with her. Then Slutty Sarah showed up!!! I was very excited, she looked so freaking pretty. I dragged Bonnie over to talk to Holly, I was suprsied Holly came to the Prom, but she did. She made a funny pose and I took a picture. It was funny. Then me and Bonnie danced to "Take My Breath Away" its such a sucky song, but we made the best of it. I was wicked thirsty but they were charging fucking 1.25 for like 4oz cups of soda.... FUCK THAT! Then the night rolled on. I was walking back to the table, can't remember where I came from but anyway, fucking Ryan Prux grabs my arm and started to freak out cuz he had a lavender tux too. He was like screaming at me, I;m like dude... CALM THE FUCK DOWN!!!! He was getting so fucking pissed. I wanting to hit him but I wasn't gonna get thrown out cuz he was a dumbass. SO when I finally pulled away from him I just walked away... Then me and Bonnie did a freaky little dance to "Zoot Suit Riot" it was fun.. Then they did prom king and Queen.. They did it really fucked up... They called five girls, they stood behind a bag, then they called five guys and they stood behind one of the girls anmf then they open a bag thats in front of them and whoever gets the neckleace was the Queen and whoever stod behind her was King.... I was like what the fuck is this?! It was so fucking stupid. Then me and Bonnie danced some more and fucking Griff was dancing with his date, cant remember her name, and I just start laughing and I tell Bonnie to look. He was dancing so weird it was so fucking funny. Then after that song was over me and Bonnie were tired so we sat down. I wanted to take a pic of Griff dancing but everytime I got him in focus someone walked in front of me, then when I fnally got a clear shot he fucking walked away! I was pissed. Then me and Bonnie dance some more and I just shifted my eyes from Griff and his funny dancing to Ms. Monahan and her funny dacning. It was very amusing. Then the music stoped and we thought it was over so we got all packed up and fucking "Toxic" came on, me and Bonnnie throw our shoes off wicked fast and start dancing. Fucking Ms. Monahan was singing along... It was so fucking funny. Then Toxic was over and we started to pack up again... When "Stairway To Heaven" came on so we got back on the dance floor and I had my shoes on and I'm like this aint working and I kicked them off. The song lasted so long. Then finally the Prom was over... It was so much fun. so we go to Trisha's house and stuff. Eric shows up, then Laura and Ricky show up and we watch Big Fish, Laura and Ricky lasted about 25 minutes and fell asleep. They looked so cute and I wanted to take a picture but I didn't wanna wake them up. Eric got up to do something so me and Bonnie stole his chair! He he he... I was watching Big Fish and I kept almost falling asleep and I'm like NO! Must watch movie... I fell asleep... I woke up like 15 minutes later.... Just in time to see the credits roll by... I was so mad it was so good for what I saw of it. Then me and Bonnie slept together................................... NOT LIKE THAT YOU FUCKING PERVS!!! HA ha, we fell asleep in the chair. Fucking sick minds... Anyway. I couldn't sleep for the like of me.. I woke up at like 6 something, but Bonnie was awake too. I look ove to Laura and Ricky and they had shifted in sleep so they were now sleeping on opposite sides of the couch, fucking Ricky had his leg somehow wrapped around Laura, it was so funny and cute at the same time. I drifted in and out of sleep til like 8:30 when my dad called wondering when I was coming home. Damn him. Then everyone got up and Trisha made us french toast... It was good. Then I came home at like 9:30 and I went upstairs and un packed my tux and everything and I rewond my tape of SNL cuz Avril was on it last night and she sang "My Happy Ending" I'm very happy about that. I love that song. Then I went to sleep at like 10 and woke up a little after one and ate some food cuz I was a hungry hungry hippo. He he he... I cant wait to get the pics I took last night developed... SO much fun. ~Joe~ |
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| "Tick Tock, Drake. Tick FRICKIN TOCK!" ~Glory from Buffy~ |
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| 09:09pm 06/05/2004 |
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So we went to the mall to pick up my tux... Alls going good I try it on it fits. I look hot! My dads like you have to come out and let us see. And I'm no! I want it to be a suprise, I dont want anyone to see it till prom... My fucking dad comes into the dressing room!!! I was like WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!? CAN WE GET OUT! He just looks at me and circles around and hes like just making sure it fits... Its on my body! When I say it fits.......... IT FUCKING FITS!!!! God that pissed me off..... GGGGGGGRRRRR!!!!! Now Laura's bitching cuz everyone left and now she has to put more grocerys away.... Oh BOO FRICKIN' HOO! Cry it to someone who cares! ~Joe~ |
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| 05:33pm 06/05/2004 |
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Well last night was cool. I went to Bonnies and we fought.... Like always. And I kept bitting her and it was fun. Then somehow I got hurt and I was on the floor... It felt like O broke my arm, I seriously dont know how it happend... But it still hurts... So then Bonnie took Hayden off the ceiling and layed him on top of me... I started to makeout with her poster, she'll get over it. Then just like that, my arm didn't hurt anymore. So we watched Philip play Bounty Hunter, I got him far in the last level and then Laura called and was bitching cuz she had been calling for like 5 minutes and I'm like "CALM DOWN!!! My phone hasn't rung once.." And it hadn't, I had no missed calls but I had a message so I dunno how that works... SO I left and we went to Wal*Mart and I got Laura to buy me a CD, Edgewater- South of Sideways, its really good. Then I came home and I was watching the O.C. season finale.... HOLY FUCK!!!! It was incredible................... Cant wait for next season. Like halfway through it my dad yells to me and tells me to help with the grocerys and I'm like can I wait till a comercial... NO! So I run downstairs, sun outside(with no shoes on or anything) and grab all 6 bags leaving the milk cuz I had no hands, wasn't making a second trip either. I figured since Laura was out there she'd grab them.... Nope. At a comercial I went toget a drink and my dad's like why didn't you get the milk? I'm like. Oooooooookay. I grabbed 6 bags and I thought Laura would get it but she was to fucking busy talking to Bob.. Oh well not my problem. Yea... My dad broke a rib... smooth move. I knew that we shouldn't have a boat.
Today was good. Damn Sophmore testing! I had an hour and 15minute psychology... KILL ME!!! We watched so stupid movie and I couldn't help but fall asleep. Then we watched another, more interesting movie and I woke up. I didn't do anything in my other classes. In my not-a-lunch I kept getting abused by Ken... I think he wants me and thats why hes always hitting me. Anyway... When I was walking home guess who drove by................................(think now)......................................................................... Fucking Griff! I was like god damn! I dunno why, I just was. So I got home and I told my dad how my arm was still hurting and he still made me do shit... He made me move crap out from under the deck. It wasn't too bad but I hanging up empty gas can, werent even heavy, and my arm hurt so bad I had to use my other hand to hang them up.... What the hell? Why ME??? Then I had guitar lessons.... I'm learning how to play "Broken" !!!! GO ME!!!!! I'm very happy. Its really hard though. Cuz you dont use a pick for that song, you use your fingers cuz you have to hit multiple strings at once.... Not easy. Oh! And I went to the store to get a drink and the girl there complemented my Monty Python shirt and started doing lines from it... SHe was cool. Weird but cool! Cool person today... Stephanie cuz she had all these pics of her, Kassi and Griff... He looked so cute in them. She had doubles and I was thinking of taking on cuz it was such a cute pic of all three of them.... But I didn't. Lissa's right..... I need to grow some damn balls.... If I had any I'd talk to Griff, but I dont so I dont..... ~Joe~ |
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| We'll be lost before the dawn.... |
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| 03:57pm 05/05/2004 |
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Okay, I felt like taking this from bolt and posting it were people will actually read it....
May 17th Ok, Last night I saw GOB Simple Plan and Avril Lavigne in concert in Lowell. It was fucking awesome. I couldn't get really close to the stage but I was close enough. GOB was ok, kinda hot but couldn't really sing. Simple Plan was awesome, there were some many little kids there and they were all astonished that I knew every S.P. song. Ok, If you dont know the songs go home! S.P. was so hot, much hotter in person then on MTV and stuff, same with Avril. Then Avril came on, she fucking rocked. She sang every song off her CD, sang a song that never made it on the CD and some many people were shocked I knew the words to Everything she sang, ok I'm a true fan I know all her songs even if there not on The CD. She also did a cover of Green Day's Basket Case, and a cover of Knocking on Heavens Door. It was the best concert I ever went. Not the mention the Yo Hottie behind me. I swear he was gay. When Avril sang "Things I'll Never Say" this kid was like staring at this guy he came with the whole time, sing the song to him. But they were both hot so it doesn't matter. She was so good live, she sounds nothin like the way you hear her sing at live venues on TV, so much better. I saw Ty Heon from Somersworth, (Where I used to live) talkin about your yo hotties, and a plus that hes gay! We saw my sister's friends Danielle and Becky too. I was so much fun. I cant wait till I go se her again. |
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| "I have waves... She's like a tsunami" Bonnie |
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| 03:48pm 05/05/2004 |
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http://images.bolt.com/photoalbums/7/7/7/3/3/8/4/7773384/albums/photos/LwsPY2BBvbUxGgKR.jpg ^ Hot Pic... Today was cool. Didnt do much. In photo everyone was talking about being picked up by or picking up strangers... Very interesting. Mrs. Hart told us about the time her and her friend were picked up by some guy and he wouldn't stop the car so they jumped out! I was "ok... The only crazy person that ever picked me up was Mrs Hart" ha ha.. Seth started it by talking about being picked up by Larry. And he was like stroking Seths arm and shit... It was so funny. Meagan called herself the "Matting Master"is was interesting. SO today was fun... Its a 5 way tie for person of the day... My photo class and their crazy tales... But Seth is the coolest... Cuz hes the hottest... GROWL!!!! SEXXY..... Kinda ~Joe~ |
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| Pare los crimenes del odio! -stop hate crimes- |
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| 03:14pm 04/05/2004 |
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today was ok... Damn Sohpmore testing started so all the periods are fucked up... But I hd an hour and 15 minute phot class today. WOO HOO!! My spanish class hates me now, we have word of the day and it was my turn and I brought the "phrase of the day" and everybody was pissed that I had a phrase. Oh well, they'll live. I didnt do much in my long photo, just developed film. The rest of my day was boring. We watched the begining of Saving Private Ryan in History, very violent... WOO HOO! I love violence. After school I smacked Beth's ass wicked hard. And she was like "OOOO!!! You have nice hands, let me see." It was very funny. My cool person today is Griff... He walked by me twice! So I got to check him out more than I usually do... I'm so bad. And he said hi to someone so I got to hear his voice, which I really never hear... he he. GROWL!!! ~Joe~ |
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| 07:26pm 03/05/2004 |
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I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
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| 03:31pm 03/05/2004 |
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Today was boring... the day seemed so long. I didn't do much in any class. Mr. Perrault(spell?) wasn't here and his sub didn't know what we should do so we just had a study... of course this is the one day I have no spanish to do... Curse monkeys! Then I just had all my other classes like usual.. I couldn't go to my not-a-lunch cuz I had to come right home cuz Pam(my future boss) was going to call and tell me if I got the job... I DID!!!! I"M NO LONGER JOBLESS!!!! She's gonna call back tomorrow and tell me when I start working and when I can do my orientation... It's a depressing place to work but its really easy money! God... I'm so wired.... I can't wait til prom it's gonna be so much fun!!! Everytime I hear music I start to dance and I just tell everyone I'm anxious for the prom and they just kinda nod and turn away... Know what???? FUCK YOU!!! IT'S MY PROM AND I'LL DANCE WHEN AND HOW I WANT..... BACK OFF!!! Okay I'm done... ~Joe~ |
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Well this weekend was nothing to brag about... On Sat I had to get up at like 7:00 cuz my dad and Laura made me take the SAT's. BOO THAT! I dont see why everyone bitches about it, its not hard... Then again, I am really smart and I test well. Anyway, after that Laura asked me where I wanted to get food cuz I was wicked hungry, so I Burger King, cuz I never get to eat there cuz Laura hates it.. SO I went there and ate yummy nummy food. We headed to Mass... On the way Laura bitched that she hated the smell of the french fries and she opened the window and my dad freaked out on her and they started bitching... OVER FUCKING FRENCH FRIES!!! My fucking christ! SO I turned my CD player up as loud as it would go cuz I didn't feel like listening to that shit, then they yelled at me cuz it was too loud... What the fuck?! Then we get to Mass and we dont do much. We went to eat this place called Jamie's, I thought it was good... But Laura had to bitch that the food was gross and all this other shit... The real reason, it wasn't the place she wanted to go... BOO FUCKING HOO! Thats the way the world works... DEAL WITH IT! Then we went to the hotel and I was watching SNL and they were like "Next week on SNL... Snoop Dog." I was like boo him... "with musical guest Avril Lavigne." I was like AHHHHH YES!!! FUCK NO!!! SNL is on at 11:30 and I'll still be at prom so I cant watch it! I was wicked pissed.... SO I'm just gonna tape it. Sun- Didn't do much then either... I took a bunch of pictures and we just talked about nothing. I got to lite a tick on fire... That was fun. Then we (me, dad, laura, nana, grandpa) were just talking about the SAT's and Laura was like "if you get better than I did I'll give you $100... Too bad you'll never beat me" she claims she got a 1495 and that she took SAT's while she had mono and had to tied to the chair so she wouldn't fall over.... OK I dont care how smart you are theres no way in HELL that you would do that good if you were that sick... They probally wouldn't let you take them... I hate her stories... I doubt any of them are true. Now I have to wait like 3 weeks before I can get my score... I'm gonna laugh so fucking hard if I do better than.. I'll have to take a pic of her face cuz she says I could never beat her score.... Buckle up bitch cuz I'll do it! ~Joe~ |
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Well today was boring... I got to sleep in til 10:30 then I was hungry so I woke up and ate some chink food. And watched music videos.... broing.... Thats what my life consist of... Go me. Then we went to this nursing home downtown, took us an hour to find the damn place! ANd I filled out an application and I alomost have the job, they have to run a criminal backround... But I'm not criminal... SO it wont be a problem. I love having connections... Cuz Michelle's (Laura's friend) her girlfriend practically runs the place and she told Michelle she needed someone who wouldn't fuck around on the job and Michelle said I wouldn't and Michelle told me about it and I went and since were all friends, the job is in the bag... WOO HOO!!!!!!! And they asked how much I wanted to make and I put $6.00 and Pam(Michelle's gf) was like "Oh we do better than that... We start at 7.15 an hour" I was HOLY CRAP!!!! I'll start working 3:30-6:30.. Then in the summer I can do either 6:30am-2:30pm or 10:00am-6:30... So I'll make even more money and they have this thing where if you work 5(i think) hours you get 1 earned hour and they accumulate so after like 40 hours you have like 8 hours and you can take a day off... Paid! So after a long time you can take like a week of and your paid for it!!! Thats fucking awesome! I hope I get this job.. I really need it... Heres hoping! ~Joe~ |
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| 02:09pm 28/04/2004 |
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Well today I had, emphasis on had, to look for a job. So I was forced to put in an application at fucking McDonalds and Wendy's. BOO THAT!!! I dont wanna work at either one of them. My dad said that tomorrow were getting up early(yea fucking right) and going to S. Willow and looking down there. Which means I'll have to go to Iparty and I hate people that work there so I dont wanna work there. Fucking Christ! Anyway... Toby Lightman is on Last Call With Carson Daly tonight at like 2 something... So you prob wont watch it but I will. And tomorrow is the 2-part season finale of Tru Calling. Its gonna be good!!!! Cant wait. Oh, and in the new RollingStone(Usher's on the cover) theres a really good article called "The Killing Joke" I reccomens that you read it. Its fucked up, and sad but its good. ~Joe~ |
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On monday: Woke up, went to Bonnies and we downloaded songs and made a CD that was fun. Colleen came over and we went to S-worth. She got her nipple peirced then showed me!!!! I WAS LIKE WHY??? WHY??? I really met Billys sis and we just chatted. Then I went over Lissas house and we talked. She told me all these things she's done and I was getting all jelous... Damn her. Then I went to my aunts and slept.
Tuesday: Just hung out at my aunts house cuz there was nothing to do!!! Then we went and rented Gothika and Master and Comander. M&C sucked dont see it! Githika was good though.
That was more or less what I did. Go me.
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The Basics Name?: Joe Age?: you should nkow Hometown?: Well i was born in Stoughton, but I live in MAnchester School?: MMHS Work?: Yea right Favorites Color?: a lot of them Food?: Chix Nuggets/Parm Song?: "Haunted and Missing" Evanescence "Meet You There" Simple Plan "Dont wanna know" Toby Lightman Upon many others just dont wanna put them down here. Actor?: HAYDEN!!!! SEXXY FUCKING BEAST Actress?: Jamie-Lee Curtis Movie?: The Crow, Rocky Horror Love & Relationships Are you in a relationship?: Nope How long has it lasted?: it didn;t How long do you WANT it to last?: 100 million years! I dunno Are you single? (if no, skip these next 3): Yes Do you wish you were?: Eh. people are pissing me off... There either straight or there to fucking religous to like me. Damn them they all suck. When was your last relationship?: Freshman year... How was it?: Kinda boring Family and Pets Have any siblings?: Colleen Do you love your parents?: I loved one... Do you even like your parents?: They have their moments. How was your childhood: So sucky I dont remember it Do you have pets?: yes Do you want pets?: YES. Pets are nice you know....: They are. A little racy now.... Ever had sex? (if no, skip the next 6 questions): I cant denie that I 'm a slut Did you like it?: Meh How many partners?: Meh Ever do anything REALLY kinky?: Nope Favorite position?: Doggie style woof woof... he he :) Sexual Preference?: Bisexual Have you always been that way?: I suppose so If you've never had sex... do you want to?: Yes, with Alex... But hes Lissa's boyfriend and she said he dont swing my way... :( so sad, holy hotness!!! With who?: I beleive I covered that saying tht I wanted Alex Random stuff to end this survey with... How was your day?: Good How was my day?: Why don't you tell me? If you had $1,000,000 what would you buy?: Everything I ever wanted. Can I have some money?: Hell no! Unless youre Alex and were gonna have sex with me... . :) This is very akward cuz I'm at lissa house and shes reading this he he hre :) :) Really?: Thats what I said Great Taste or Less Filling?: WTH??? Up or Down?: Down Yes or No?: Yes. Do you like cheese?: Yes. I like cheese.: That's wonderful. If you were a dessert, what would you be?: Something Sexual Would you eat yourself?: No but I'd eat someone else Can I eat you?: Deopends on who you are... Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate Bus or Airplane? Neither You or Me?: Me What was your last dream about?: I can't remember. What time is it?: 10: 19 pm How was this survey?: S'okay.
Quirks: Do you...? shave the knits of your sweaters?: No. dust your keyboard? How often?: Never. press the clear button on your calculator more than once?: A lot. color coordinate or alphabetize your cd's? Both?: Alphabetize sometimes, set all of your clocks to the same time?: About the same time. Time Wasters: How often do you...? star gaze?: Sometimes. play games on your cell phone?: but of course read for leisure?: Yes. watch the sun set?: Yes. take drives?: Don't have a car, but if so, I would. Word Association: 5 seconds tops. Ocean::: Water Bamboo::: Pandas. Monkey::: DIE!!!!!!. Platinum::: Blonde Lullaby::: Song Either/Or:: huh? Cows/Moose?: Cows. Photos/Paintings?: Photos. both Gold Fish Crackers/Wheatables?: Gold Fish. Earth/Space?: Space... Earth sucks French/Italian?: Italian. Lastly, who are you? Name?: Joe Sex?: male. Age?: you should know.
Full name: Joseph Michael Brown Nickname: Many Username: Canadalover15 Common mispronounciations/typos: ummmmmm Do you like your name?: not especially If you could change your name, what would it be to?: God? Birthday: 8-9 So that make you how many years old?: Old enough How old do you want to be?: old enough Age you wish you were: 18... Eye color: Varies Hair color: Black Right or left handed?: Righty. What's your living situation?: I live with my family. Where?: HELL Your family: Dad, Laura... BITCH!!!!!!!!! Your pets: yes Are you a student? If so, where?: MMHS Job?: Yea right.... Have you ever had a job? Which was your favorite?: none Any piercings/tattoos/etc.?: nope.... :( What do you dream of?: Lots of things. Speak another language?: Spanish sort of Favorite quote?: "I was like holy erection!" I dunno What's your website?: Don't have one. Can you keep secrets?: Yes, How do you feel about yourself?: eh Any bad habits?: yes Any good habits?: nope. Most common compliment you get: I dress nice What would you name the movie of your life?: This is boring... dont watch Who would play you?: Hayden... even though I'm not as hot as he is Who would you like to play your love interest (if you have one)?: hmmmmm Gregory Smith... GROWL!!!!! Who do you want to write your biography?: no one What's your biggest fear?: Death.... heights Biggest dream?: To have sex with Alex???? Maybe... Biggest hope?: Same as above Can you sing?: Yea right... and the Earth is flat If you weren't yourself, would you like who you are now?: I guess What do you dislike about yourself? (Physically and mentally): My teeth What do you like about yourself? (Physically and mentally): My eyes Are you passive or aggressive?: both What's your greatest strength? Greatest weakness?: none Are you strong? Physically? Mentally? Emotionally? Spiritually?: eh sometimes Have any regrets?: who doesn;t? Have anything you're really happy you did?: Yeah. Light or Darkness?: dark Best advice EVER: ummmmmmmmmmmmm Worst advice EVER: Ummmmmmmmmmmm What is the most important thing you learned from life?: Be yourself Would you like wings? A tail?: Wings. No tail, please. Do you find yourself attractive?: Not really. But others do, I guess. Are you confident?: eh How do others see you?: I dunno I'm not others Are they right?: Dunno Which fictional character are you most like? (Books, movies, songs, poems): God. Do you smoke?: UM no. Do drugs?: UM no. Drink?:um no Pray?: Hell no! Go to church?: Id burn it down. Do you like walking the rain?: YESSS. Do you drive?: No. Do you like to drive fast?: ..... Ever hurt yourself?: I try not too. No paion tolerance Been out of the country?: Yes. Been in love?: Yes. Had surgery?: More than once Truth or dare?: Dare... chickens Have you ever slept outdoors?: Yes. Have you ever pulled an allnighter?: Yes. How long have you gone without food before?: ummm 12 hours Ever doubt your sanity?: Yes. Ever had a dream that came true?: Yes. Broken the law?: yep Ever had your first kiss?: it really sucked... Ever been betrayed?: Yeah. Have you ever met a famous person?: Many have you ever killed an animal by accident? On purpose?: maybe Have you ever stolen anything?: Yes. Have you ever been on TV/radio?: Yes. Ever have a reoccuring dream?: Yes... Have you ever had a lucid dream?: dunno Ever had a nervous breakdown?: nope Do you believe in a religion? Do you believe in a God or a deity?: NO!!!! If yes, which religion? If no, what are your beliefs?: Other Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes. Do you believe in luck?: Yes. Do you believe in true love?: Yes. Do you wish on stars?: Yes. What are your inspirations?: My plas Have any friends of different religions?: Yeah. Have any friends of different orientations?: Yeah. Who's your best friend?:LISSA!!!!!!! Best internet friend?: Ryan and Mike The best inside joke EVER: Many Oldest friend: Ali and Eric Newest friend: Eric Shyest?: Eric Funniest?: all Sweetest?: all Closest?: all Weirdest? (But you still care about them, anyway ;) ): Lissa Smartest?: Britta Friend you wish you were closer to? (Distancewise or emotionally): Kyle.... GROWLLL!!!!! Last person you talked to online?: Bonnie Last person who made you smile?: Lissa Last person who made you laugh?: Lissa. Who do you talk to most online?: A lot of people. Who is always there for you?: Lissa and Bonnie Who do you fight most with?: Bonnie... beat the shit outa her Who's the nicest?: all Most outgoing?: None really Best singer?: Lissa, Jesse, Bonnie Who are you currently mad at?: No one. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My dad Who is your second family?: Lissa's Whose arms do you feel safe in?: Lissa's Do you trust your friends? Do they trust you? Should they?: With my life, I would suposse, yes. Who lives closest? Who lives furthest away?: Bonnie- closest. All the others- farthest Is love ever a mistake?: Yes... its fucked up What is the most romantic thing ever?: ummmm. Would you ever ask someone out?: Yeah Would you rather date someone you know, or a stranger?: friend... than I know they wont kill me What is the best thing about the opposite sex?: Coochie punches ha ha ha Bonnie What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: ummm What was the best present you ever recieved?: My nice exspensive Camera. and all those cool things Lissa's made me The last present?: My nice exspensive camera Are you in love?: No. Who was the last person you dreamt about?: I dreamt my class(dont recall which) went on field trip to my old grade school and we played on the playground and I was with Jess and we were looking for Alan... weird That you laughed at or with?: My aunt That broke your heart?: Jordan... that bastard. That disappointed you?: ??? That surprised you?: My sis.... fucking peirced her nipples... THEN SHOWED ME!!!! That made you cry?: Bonnie... made my eyes water cuz we were fightin=g and I thought I broke my arm That cheered you up or brightened your day?: Lissa That you thought about?: Cody just met him and I'm trying to figure out who he is Describe how you're feeling in 5 words.: Tired, angry, confused, tired, tired Are you lonely?: No. Are you talking to someone online?: yep Are you listening to music? Which song/album? By whom?: Yes. A mix and right now is Avril "Dont Tell Me" What is your favorite font?: WE Best slushie flavor: Cherry mixed with Blueberry Favorite book/book series: Whatever Favorite movie: The Crow and Rocky Horror Favorite TV show: A lot Favorite food and beverage: ISoda... SURGE!!! Favorite subject in school: Photo What are your hobbies?: My guitar, music, movies, TV ect... Do you plan on doing something with them in your future career?: Yep What phrase do you overuse most?: A lot. What's your greatest accomplishment?: Getting a 3.9 GPA and fucking Landry wont give me an A so I cant have 4.0... fuck him First thing you think of when you wake up: Nothing. Last thing you think of when you go to sleep: Why cant I sleep Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi. McDonald's or Burger King?: Burger King. Pizza Hut or Papa John's?: Papa Ginos Dogs or cats?: Cats Chocolate or vanilla?: Choc Ever want to get married?: if it happens it happens Describe your dream wedding: I wanna get married on Halloween and dress up Stranded on a desert island- which three non-human things do you take?: Food/Water, CD Player/Cds/batteries, Portable TV Best palindrome: whatadrome? Favorite number: 12 Favorite restaurant: Carraba's Do you play an instrument? Which one?: Guitar and I can play Ode To Joy on the Piano Where were you born?: Stoughton Mass Where have you lived?: Mass and NH Where do you live now?: Manchester When was your last good cry?: A little while ago Are you a loner?: yes and no... depends on where I am Ever gotten in trouble at school? What for?: Yes. What's your high school's mascot?: Good question... not that I care What's your college/university's mascot?: ...not there yet... Are you emotional or analytical?: Both but more emotional What is your Myer-Briggs personality type?: huh? Do you like your personality?: of course... theres no one like me in the worl;d and it better stay that way!!! Sunny day or starry night?: Starry Night. I hate the sun Sunrays or snowflakes?: Raindrops Daisies or roses?: Daisies What flower would you choose, given all of them?: Tiger Lillies and Fushias Are you innocent, or corrupted?: Both Are you an emotional person?: Yes given the situation Who is your favorite relative or relatives?: My sis, My aunt and Jenny Who do you most want to visit?: My aunts in Mass Where do you most want to visit?: Wales What's your favorite one-liner?: what? Who or what always makes you laugh?: Everyone What's your favorite animal?: Raven Why is this animal your favorite?: They're mysterious What qualities most appeal to you?: I dunno What qualities least appeal to you?: I dunno Would you ever give your heart out over the internet?: yea. Do you fall in love easily?: Kinda. What was the best recommendation ever made to you?: what Are you a happy person?: not usually What makes you happy?: A lot of stuff. What makes you sad?: A lot of stuff. Pick one song to symbolize you.: "Haunted" and "Missing" Evanescence Congratulations! You made it! Are you going to post this in your journal?: ALready there smartguy
on your desk?: Alot of shit on your bed?: My blanket stuffed animals so on under your bed?: dont have an under my bed on your dresser?: oh... god so much crap on your favorite CD?: Origin/ Fallen- Evanescence Let Go- Avril Little Things- Toby Lightman Nocturne- Thirdshift your favorite book?: White Oleander, Boy Meets Boy, Kissing Kate your favorite color pen?: Black usually your favorite class to sleep in?: dont sleep in any your favorite picture?: Lissa falling backward in to the snow Who is... the person you talk to when you're having troubles?: Bonnie or Lissa the most honest person?: I duno the hottest person?: Lissa, Kyle, so on... your closest friend?: Lissa. she now knows all of my secrets the person most like you?: Bonnie the person you talk to most online?: Bonnie the person you tell everything to?: Lissa the person you talk to most in person?: Bonnie
basics are u emotional: yes do songs make u cry?: a few which songs?: Meet You There- Simple Plan, I will always love you- Whitney Huston One Sweet day- Mariah Carey/ Boys 3 Men movies make u cry?: The end of a few name some: The end of Armageddon made me cry... I'm stupid what emotional do u feel most often?: Sick sadness.... What does it take to make you cry your heart out: Not much. how many times have u?: Cried? A lot. where do u cry?: Alone. in my room. I dont show my emotion to others do u dislike crying?: Yeah. do u enjoy seeing others cry?: No, It makes me very sad. who looks good when they cry?: No one does. how do u express sadness?: I don't. I keep it to myself. are u sad constantly?: yea anger what does it take to make u mad?: not much what do u do when u r angry?: Hit things... NOT MY CATS!!! Bonnie how short is ur temper?: Very short how long does it take for u to calm down?: a while whats the worst thing u have done when u were mad?: abuse my cat only happen once do u freak when others are angry?: dont think so has anyone suggested u go to angermanagement?: Nope. whats the worst thing sumone has done to make u angry?: make fucking jokes about my mom do u anger people?: I don't care if I do joy how often are u happy: not much what makes u happy?: My friends what do u do when ur happy?: jump around are u optimistic? how optimistic?: not much do happy ppl make u angry?: yea What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy: .... ever been so happy u needed to tell ppl?: Yeah. ever been so happy u cried?: Yeah. do u smile alot?: sometimes kiss ppl alot?: meh who makes u happy?: A lot of people. do u like doing things for ppl when u r happy?: Yes, very much. fear what do u do when ur scared: sleep to take my mind off of it what scares u?: Heights death so n do u enjoy frightening ppl?: yea do u like being scared? ...BOO!: sometimes do u get mad when u are scared?: depends have u ever been so scared u couldnt breathe: dont remember how often do u panic?: Not very often. whats sumthing that scared u more then u have ever been scared before?: dunno what do u do to calm down?: Close my eyes are u afraid of rollercoasters?: HELL no, are you baked?! the strongest emotion what song brings ur strongest emotions to the surface?: Meet You There Simple Plan movie?: ????? commercial?: what? person?: Lissa thing?: ????? sight?: death. sound?: Music. food?: Haddock. ewwwww something u want?: A t-shirt with "I kiss boys" or "I'm not gay buy my Boyfriend is" something you are looking forward to?: prom maybe what do u do? when the emotions suck?: Cry and isolate myself in my room and listen to music. when ur emotions rock to and fro?: talk when there is none?: I, do jack shit. would u rather? never feel again?: eh Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life?: tough one Be happy forever and never experience bad times ?: Well, yeah, but you gotta have some bad times, or else life would be boring. cause misery: yes Feel misery: yes Be alone: always Be with everyone you know: That'd be cool. Who: ? Cheers you up more than anyone else: lissa Angers you more than anyone else ::: jordan Scares you more than anyone else: i scare myself Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else: I have no idea. Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think: lissa |
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| "Joe go ask her if you can pet her pussy" Laura at the Drive-In |
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| 10:07am 26/04/2004 |
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mood:  groggy music: "Christine" Ben Jelen
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Well I didn't do anything yesturday... Not that I remember anyway... Today I'm going to Bonnies to download music... FOR FREE!!! I have like 11 or 12 caps to redeam be4 fri! SSO I gotta get cracking. Then I'm going to S-worth at 4 which will suck cuz I wont get there til like 5 and I'll hang out til like 10-10:30 ish and I'lll have allday tomorrow to hang with someone and then I'm coming home on thursday at like 7 in the am! I'm pissed cuz I'm really only spending a day and a half over there. But I'll get to see my Lissa and if it aint raining I have to go see Ali cuz I haven't seen/talked to her in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long and I miss her. ~Joe~ |
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| 10:16am 25/04/2004 |
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mood:  lazy music: "Rocks" Ben Jelen
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Last night was boat loads of fun. We went to the drive-in and saw 50 First Dates and 13 Going On 30! They were so good!!! It was so cold out, me and Bonnie didn't wanna sit in the car so we sat outside.. BRRR!! Sean Astin was wicked hot in 50 First Dates :) there was this chick in the car next to us with like 5 cats! It was so sad... She brought cats to a movie! Oooo.... it was funny but sad... Then in the way home me and Bonnie had an entire conversation without saying a word! We typed things on our phones and showed each other. GO US!!!! We didn't get home til after 1am I was so tired... I woke up and my throat was all crappy, dont know how to describe it... It just sucked. And Bonnie bought Ben Jelen!!! And she rocks cuz she let me borrrow it even though she hasn't listend to it yet!!! GOO BONNIE!!! Its really good so far, but I've only heard 3 songs cuz I kept falling asleep when listening to it... But its still cool. ~Joe~ |
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