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[24 Sep 2004|08:15pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | bsb + i'll never break your heart ]

hehe...

puffy and quiky!!!

:]

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[19 Sep 2004|01:02pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | carl carlton + everlasting love ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIMMY FALLON!!!!
hehe, he's 30 today!! he's such a good boy! lol

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anywho, update.. hmm.. i dont think i like anyone anymore, haha. i change my mind too much. but yeah. dont think i like anyone. bleh. anyways, BYE!!!

<3 jimmy!

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[09 Sep 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | frank sinatra + strangers in the night ]

he's being really really nice to me. uh, i don't know what to think about that. i'm not gonna do anything though... he might get scared off. in that class he's really talkative towards me, asks me questions and such about my outings. hmm... nah, i dont like him.. or do i? i don't even fuckin' no. i don't long for him. i feel something when i talk to him..... but when i'm not talking to him i dont find myself thinking about him... yet, i don't find myself thinking about anybody right now.

then whats his name. hmm, no, it can't work. it won't. at all. so i should just not think about it at all, you know? i'm friends with him, i'm good with that.

HIM... hmm.. no, it wont work with him either. it would be strange i don't think it would be a good idea.. even though i trust him with a lot of things. he found out about my ex.... he actually cared. that was nice. but NO!

and haha... him. nooooo.. he's too... i dont know.. but noooo. haha. i may have liked him in the past at some point.. but noooooo, haha.

ohhhh.. this entry is so confusing! sorry.. i just needed to write this down somewhere. lol. lates

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[29 Aug 2004|09:38pm]
ahh, fuck it, i'm gonna start to update this journal again!
i can't just throw it away... it was my first journal, it's like my home.
sadly, even though i say i'm going to start updating it more i don't think it's going to be a whole lot more... because i have other journals that i never stopped updating but still seem very blank, lol.

anyways, i'm at home now. i went out with the family it was very fun/silly!!!
my neighbors are having a party and i guess they have a dj because they're playing that song... "tienes tremendo CULO!" .. at first i thought it was Nina Sky then i heard the culo part... pshh, it has a good rythem but the lyrics are just flabbergastingly retarded!

off i go now... i gotta make my bed, lol. my mom told me to make it like hours and hours ago when she washed them now she's getting a lil' ticked off, hehe.

lates :]
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[28 Jul 2004|04:50pm]
[ music | Friends ]

HEY I MOVED TO GREATESTJOURNAL. FIND ME THERE IF YOU WISH. IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO FIND ME :]

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[12 Jul 2004|02:03pm]
I'll update this thing once I get the computer back on Friday..

I'm going to leave it at my brother's house because his computer broke and I'm being generous, :]

Aww, Good Bye to my music for a whole week! Oh well, I'll survive!

Until then.. Bu bye!
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[02 Jul 2004|10:29pm]
[ music | tbs+great.romances.of.the.21st.century. ]

Girl: Slow down please, I'm getting scared!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: OK ,I love you!
Guy: Now kiss me.
*Girl kisses him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy had realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her kiss one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even if it meant he wouldn't.
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i dont know about you guys but i cried when i read this...

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[30 Jun 2004|10:59pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | yellowcard+inside.out. ]

hello hello!

well, on monday i went to the movies with lily and smith!!! i actulley got to see smith!! we saw THE NOTEBOOK!!! i cried oh so much.. so did smith. i couldn't help myself. it's such a great movie. i mean, i CRIED reading the book.. of course i was going to cry watching the movie! ryan gosling and rachael mcadams were superb. great actors, i should say. and ryan... oh so sexy. i'm addicted to him. i'm re-reading THE NOTEBOOK. overall, i like the book's version of the story better.. it has more details.. and more descriptions.. the movie seemed to go very fast... while the book goes in deeper ^_^

so, hmm.. spiderman came out today.. i must go watch, but i must beg my parents to let me out, haha. anywho, i'm gonna go now. lates.

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[26 Jun 2004|10:49pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | ccr+down.on.the.corner. ]

today was a good day. didn't really seem like i'm still in trouble with the family either , lol. i really haven't been talking on aim much lately either.. i'm on, but i don't stay on for long periods of time chatting all that much. yeah, my dad said he was gonna disconnect it but i had a talk with mother.. tears were spread.. and she told me that my dad feels bad taking it away even though i deserve to have it taken. i agree, so i'm not gonna abuse his generosity.. i'll use it once in awhile.. but not as much. i still use the internet for downloading my music though, hehe.

so, today i went to the westminister mall. mommie bought me a really cute skirt and a blouse. yay! then later when we arrived home.. lily came over and we waited for my daddie and ruben to come home so we could go to the fair by my casa. while waiting lily and i went outside and were shooting some hoops, haha, i always wanted to say that. so while we were trying to play basketball and i saw some guy walking down my street and his hair was flowing ever so vibrantly, with tight pants, and those black and red sneakers that he was wearing made me remember of thy sergio. so i'm like, "lily, he looks like sergio" and lily procedes with, "it IS sergio" so i yell out sergio's name in a very masculine tone and he turns up and gives me the "whats up ES-A" look. ha. so lily and i continue playing basketball.. then out pops sergio. so sergio joins us in the "shooting some hoops" action. he hit me too =[ AND he smiled back at my father.. wtf was that yo?! haha. so then sergio leaves after annoying lily and i with his prescence.. ahh, i'm jk kidding sergio, lol.. and lily and i continue playing.. then ruben arrives and father had already arrived as well. we go to the fair and see familiar faces and that was that. we went on some rides.. God, Lily is SUCH a pussy when it comes to rides! anyways that is all!

lates.

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[24 Jun 2004|06:48pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | weezer+say.it.ain't.so. ]

whoa.. it's really hot! hehehe... well, i'm still in trouble with the 'rents and i will continue to be in trouble throughout the summer.. so BOO-HOO!!! i'm supposed to get the internet disconnected too i guess i do deserve it though.. ahh, it's gonna suck though i won't be able to communicate with some people... BUT i can still use the phone! yay! so i'm gonna be using my phone a whole lot.

PEOPLE CALL ME @ 754-0436 hehehe... =]

anyways.. i'll get the internet back once schools start.. i'm not supposed to be using the internet right now either, ha.. i'll be on whenever i can... which is when my 'rents aren't watching me o.O ooh, i bought 3 books today!! yay.. i got something to keep me entertained for awhile.. but i'm not allowed to go out ..ahh.. sucky! maybe they'll let me go out and stuff once time has a passed.. they can't keep be secluded dammit!

so, i've been helping eric find a song that he can sing at a quincenera.. and it's been hard.. aww, he made me go back to my boy band days.. it was quite spectacular. i loved my boy bands.. wait.. i still do! ^_^ so, we have yet to find a song suitable for eric.

i miss my baby!!!!!!!!!! [my mp3 player] .. i think eric fixed it already? not sure, but i just need to receive it.. hey, it's an excuse to see him, right? hehehe. anyways, gotta go now...

I wuvers you kelly!!!

I love you too my sekzi bernie!!! you're so bernie-licious!!! we gotta love tony and jere!! i lovers tony lovato! =] hehehe...

lates.

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hectic day.. [17 Jun 2004|09:46pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | young.rascals+i've.been.lonely.too.long. ]

Oh man, today.. was by far one of the suckiest days this year! It started off awesome.. Ellen and I went to Sergio's house.. we took breakfast to him and his lil' twin brothers Andy and Alex. We just kicked it there.. saw how awesome Sergio's computer really is, haha and then we decided we wanted to go out somewhere. So, Ellen and I helped Sergio with his chores and helped get Alex and Andy ready to go. Aww man, I've grown attached to those kids, they're so adorable and they call me Faby =] Well, yeah that was the fun part of the day.. but when we got in that car accident.. ahh man, not so fun. It was terrible, everyone was fine.. but uhh, we shouldn't have taken out the car in the first place.. underaged children in a car of someone who had no consent of this happening.. bad, bad, bad! Never again will I do such a thing.. I regret it 100% and I have learned from my mistake. Ellen and Sergio saw me cry for the first time today, ha, I was crying for half the day. Fun, huh? Oh yeah, I can't have anyone over at my house for quite awhile now, FUN! Whatever.. I guess I deserve it for fuckin' up my mom's car.. Oh yeah, the steering wheel got broken, so this lil' joy ride will cost my father over $500 'cause we can't get the insurance to help us... if we do then they'd ask for the police report and we can't say, "Oh yes, my daughter and her friend wanted to take the car for a spin while her mother was in Mexico and I was at work and they got in an accident.. oh did I mention that she's underage?", ok, now that won't roll.. so ahh, I think I want to get a job.. but I'm not sure where.. I don't have to but I feel really bad for what I did and what could have happened...especially to Alex and Andy.. Well, okay, that was my day. Great way to start off the summer, huh? Yeah.. bleh, I'm gonna go now. Lates.

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no more school =] [16 Jun 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | hoobastank+better. ]

SCHOOL IS OVER!!! yay!!! i passed all my classes too!!! hehe.. in 2 weeks summer school starts.. woo? lol.
anywho, today bernal, smith, and juarez came over.. [victoria, jessica, and sergio] and tomorrow elenita and victoria are supposed to come over.. wonder what we're gonna do but it should be fun. i gotta take advantage of my freedom while my mommie is off in mexico. Oo, on Monday i'm gonna go to an Anaheim Angles/Oakland A's game with Lily ^_^ yay!! =] hehe, thankies to lily's sister faby for inviting me =] well, i must go now!! bu bye!!

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[15 Jun 2004|08:33pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | andrea.bocelli.&.sarah.brightman+con.te.partiro. ]

finals are done with. tomorrow's the last day. am i happy? am i sad? i don't know.
that's is all for todays update.
kthxbye.

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[10 Jun 2004|06:37am]
[ music | earth,wind.&.fire+do.you.remember. ]

ahh, it's thursday morning now.. finals are coming up.. i've been having A LOT of homework lately and it sucks to the max. school's becoming a total drag lately!! grr.. only thing that keeps me motivated is my FRIENDS who i love oh so much and i wouldn't survive without them. something that is on my mind though is how i have a certain friend who won't talk to me.. :\ he's totally disregards my prescence and i don't want it to be that way with him.. we were close.. then.. BLAH! err. i need to talk to him. anyways...

yesterday i went to a banquet. it was funnnnn, i know smith enjoyed it!!! gosh smith, just 'cause i sat next to that guy in the movies and i quote unquote FLIRTED with him does not mean he's my boyfriend! you totally embarrassed me.. especially since that girl sitting at the table had gone out with him.. i dunno how.. but yeah, aw, that was mean, lol. damn SAC was really sizzlin'!! too bad it was his last year here.. tear. oh well..

question:
DO YOU LIKE GUYS WITH DREADS??

lates.

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i love you.. [23 May 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | ov7+te.quiero.tanto. ]

.FRIENDS.

In kindergarten, your idea of a
good friend was the person who let you have
the red crayon when all was left was
the ugly black one.

In first grade, your idea of a good
friend was the person who went to
the bathroom with you and held your hand
as you walked through the eery halls

In second grade, your idea of
a good friend was the one who helped
you stand up to the meany class bully

In third grade, your idea of
a good friend was the one who shared
their lunch when you forgot
yours on the school bus

In fourth grade, your idea of
a good friend was the person who was
willing to switch square dancing partners in
gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck
doe-si-doe-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan

In fifth grade, your idea of
a friend was the person who saved a seat on
the back of the bus for you everyday.

In sixth grade, your idea of
a friend was the person who went up to Justin
or Tina, your new crush, and asked
them to dance with you, so that if they
said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade, your idea
of a friend was the person who let you copy
the social studies homework
before school so you wouldn't get
a homework card.

In eighth grade, your idea of
a good friend was the person who helped
you pack up your stuffed animals and old
baseball but didn't laugh at you
when you finished and broke out into tears.

In ninth grade, your idea of
a good friend was the person who would go
to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't
wind up being the only freshman there.

In tenth grade, your idea of a good friend
was the person who changed their
schedule so you would have someone to
sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade, your idea
of a good friend was the person who
gave you rides in their new car, convinced
your parents that you shouldn't be
grounded, consoled you when you broke up with
Chris or Sarah, and found you a date
to the prom.

In twelfth grade, your idea
of a good friend was the person who helped
you pick out a college/university, assured
you that you would get into that
college/university, helped you deal with
your parents who were having a hard
time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...

At graduation, your idea of a
good friend was the person who was
crying on the inside but managed the
biggest smile one could give as they
congratulated you.


The summer after twelfth
grade, your idea of a good friend was the
person who helped you clean up the
bottles from that party, helped you sneak out
of the house when you just couldn't deal
with your parents, assured you that
now that you and Tommy or you and Nicole
were back together, you could make it
through anything, helped you pack up
and just silently hugged you
as you looked through blurry eyes at 18
years of memories you were leaving
behind, and finally, on those last days
of childhood, went out of their way to
give you reassurance that you would
make it in college as well as you had
these past 18 years, and most importantly
sent you off to college knowing you were
loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the
person who gives you the better of the two
choices, holds your hand when you're
scared, helps you fight off those who try to
take advantage of you, thinks of you at
times when you are not there, reminds you
of what you have forgotten, helps you put
the past behind you but understands when
you need to hold on to it a little longer,
stays with you so that you have confidence,
goes out of their way to make time for you,
helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you
deal with pressure from others, smiles for you
when they are sad, helps you become a
better person, and most importantly loves
YOU!

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SHREK 2!!! [23 May 2004|12:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | coldplay+trouble[acoustic] ]

i saw shrek 2 yesterday.. and it is, by far, one of the bestest movies!!! i love it!!! it's the perfect movie to see with kids, boyfriends/girlfriends, friends, and even your family!!!

go watch it!!!

"happiness is just a tear drop away"

bye.bye.
-fabby

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[22 May 2004|12:52pm]
[ music | usher+burn. ]

yo yo yo!!!
well, i'm supposed to be going out with smith, val, and victoria in a bit.. hehe, fun fun fun-ness!!!
oh snaps, i straightened my hair!! sexy mamma! lmao jk. anywho, imma go now. catch you guys later!!!
-fabby

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[19 May 2004|08:20pm]
[ music | babyface+when.will.i.see.you.agian. ]

hey peoples. hmm, i don't really have much to say for right now. i should really be doing my homework but me, being the procrastinator that i am, have been stalling, i must really start on it asap. i took a lil nap already so i'm wide awake.. oh oh! i <3 jo! i told her something... and she still loves me, yay!! i dunno what i would have done if she had been mad at me.. but she wants my happiness so yay! i wuv her muchos muchos muchos!! i still gotta tell more people.. but hmm, jo is enough for right now, lol. i don't want to be too out there, right? ;] well, imma go now!!! toodles!

-fabby

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[13 May 2004|06:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | al.green+love.and.happiness. ]

howdy!!! hehe, well how are you guys?! i thought i should have updated! ahh, i've been having an awesome week!! well, except for the fact that teachers give us hw.. but other than that.. i've been having a blast!!! oh yeahh.. :] and i am determined to pass math this semester cause i HAVE to! i wanna take drama next year and if i dont take pe in the summer.. then i can't get it.. so i MUST pass! :] i got my report card.. all are good grades except for math... ahh, but i shall do better! i shall! i shall! i shall! hehe.

anyways, i gotta go! i gotta finish my glenn hw!!! grr.. hehe :]

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[08 May 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | coldplay+clocks. ]

hmm... school week went sorta slow for me... so much confusion, but i'm not gonna let it keep me down, i'll just take life as it comes, right? :]

yesterday i went to bristol burgers with smith, ellen, victoria, eric, and victor. that was a fun time. we had a very strange conversation..interesting indeed.

today.. i was supposed to go to some party but i didn't go afterall.. mother was bitching.. but father let me stay home.. now i'm left alone cause my bro and valerie went to some dinner thing... and i'm taking care of their baby dog. lol.

well, i shall go now, cause i'm talking to my homie victoria on the phone, she's so kick ass :]

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