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Blurty for lostfaith.
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2003 |
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uh...about three months...wow... so, first of june went to virginia. it was fun. got to see virginia beach...watched the failed attepmts of guys picking up chicks on the stretch....went to busch gardens in williamsburg, that was really fun. well the rollercoasters anyways. got kinda sick from apollo's chariot, and kept my eyes out for low flying birds....hehehe...*if anyone reading this has no idea, i'll fill you in, a few years ago fabio rode that same exact coaster and got hit by a goose, right in his "gorgeous" face...i still remember seeing that on tv...lol" let's see. in may saw A.F.I.!! awesome show, so much energy it was great. and got to met them afterwards. except hunter. they were SOO nice. unlike fucking egotistical dez. who completely ignored us.... um...let's see. found a shitty dead-end job that i want to get out of, it's been about a month and a half there and they can't give me full time hours because they suck and they're not as busy as they thought they would be, so i'm getting less than 20 hours a week. and my boss is a fucking psycho. my first time opening she fucking freaked out about what kind of broom i had to use on the sidewalk, they have brooms for inside and one for outside, and you can't use the inside broom to sweep the sidewalk, and she wanted me to put all the dirt in a dust pan and throw it away....WTF?!?! um....as for the month of july....not alot....met an incredably fascinating man....wow...yea he's amazing looking but just how he acts i love watching him. it's weird. his personality is intense. gotten me to love wupscut. ooo, and he speaks german too. *swoon* an industrial boi who speaks german....mmmmm....just too bad he's got company tonight... so...my last entry was bitching about how i never hear from someone...when that same someone doesn't hear back from me in a few days with details about something she wants to know it's the end of the fucking world, and she starts assuming shit and spreads confidential info to someone who openly talks about that info where everyone can fucking see. that info is for me to tell to a select few who need to know. and she wasn't on a fucking need to know basis. and not the ever growing group of people who i've somehow pissed off has recently aquired two new members. YAY!! hmmm...what else...oh...couple weeks ago i hit a deer...fucking bitch....actually i didn't really hit it, it ran into my car....and because the mechanics i take my car too suck i had to fix the headlight myself...which i sucessfully did today. saw hedwig last night at the st. lawerence center last night....awesome show...think i might go back before they're done with it.....afterwards walked around town....as wierd as some people can be the atmosphere in portland is so much better than here. had a nice yummy chicken burrito from granny burritos....good stuff. met some drunk russian with a golf club....with a green tongue....uh yea....hung out at monument square for a bit, met a guy by the name of shadow...it was neat talking to him. wonder if i'll see him again....oh hey i think i might, think i remember him saying something about the manson show...bet he'll be there. so i guess that's all for now... |
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| Wednesday, April 16th, 2003 |
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it's tirering knowing it's too much to ask to hear from someone a couple times a week. how impossible is it to take a minute or two to write a simple letter to someone?? Wednesday, April 16: You're among friends even if you haven't met them yet. People that finish each other's sentences feel the beginning of a true psychic bond. Take action while the thought is still fresh. *sigh* so, a chance for possible love has come along and i'm scared to death. after what i've been through i'm terrfied of relationships. i don't want to get hurt again. speaking of that, saw my ex yesterday, and after all this time, hearing him talk and just the thought of being that close to him makes me sick. my stomach actually starts turning. and i get all dizzy. so i'm really considering putting my artwork up in the hospital that my dad's girlfriend works at. maybe i'll be able to sell some of it. make some money. what some artists charge for their artwork is crazy considering about half the stuff out there is crap. |
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| Friday, April 11th, 2003 |
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for the first time in along time i got really nervous over meeting someone today. enough so i wanted to run away and hide until my stomach stopped churning. i felt so silly. bah. being nocturnal sucks when you've got nothing to do. |
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| Thursday, April 10th, 2003 |
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| so yesterday was a friend's b-day and i didn't know about it until a journal post from another "friend" who went and said nothing to me about it, so instead of spending the evening with people i like to call friends i just drove around aimlessly and alone. what fun that always is. | ||||||||
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| Thursday, March 20th, 2003 |
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 You are every goth-kids dream! Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003 |
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got myself sing the sorrow yesterday! everyone should have a copy! very good. didn't expect to be disappointed anyhoo. huh...don't really have alot to say right now... |
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| Friday, March 7th, 2003 |
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so... my head hurts, it's hot, and i'm getting dizzy. what fun.  And All that could have been- Ouch. Poor thing. Your hearts been broken, hasn't it? No need to get overly dramatic though. There will be others. What Nine Inch Nails song are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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Blurty for lostfaith.
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artistic.
disappointed.