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| Monday, September 8th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ gluedxtoxaxduck ] |
8:11a | being at college and being sick is whooping my ass :-\ |
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dearyou_ [ angelicsetsuna ] |
2:04a | Dear you, I wish you understood how badly I want to take back hurting you. Truth be told- I never even meant to. But I was scared and hurt by the things that you said. I know I told you to open up to me, but not to make me feel dead. Funny though, despite all our fights I still really love you. I hate stumbling through my days not knowing what to do. Not like it matters, because you're not coming back. I just wish you'd forgive me for all the things that I lack. Perfection is not my strongest point, I know. I made mistakes all the time- and it really does show. "I'm sorry"- I've said it so many times before. But you still won't come walking back through my door. To be honest, I don't understand you at all. You talk like you don't care when you were the one to call. You even kissed me that night and said you were sure. But you took it back and hurt me- did that thought ever occur? I'm not invincible; There's only so many times my heart can break. And I know I said it didn't hurt- so call me a fake. But truth be told- I'm glad I had you just one last day. Cause I know it'll never happen again, but I can hold onto the memory for today... and forever. |
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emoleericks [ bleed_american ] |
1:24a | new member! helloooooo! :) i saw the western coast. i saw the hospital nurse the shoreline like a wound. |
| Sunday, September 7th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ mynameisariver ] |
10:45p | what if i try all my life and i still can't get it right? |
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emoleericks [ mynameisariver ] |
10:11p | is it what you take or what we give away that makes your heart feel less homeless? |
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emoleericks [ mynameisariver ] |
9:59p | i try to keep the house nice and neat i make my bed, i change the sheets i even learned how to use a washing machine keeping things clean doesn't change anything what am i gonna do when i run out of shirts to fold? what am i gonna do when i run out of lawn to mow? what am i gonna do if you never come home? |
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emoleericks [ lovestoned ] |
11:56p | The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else, and I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell. |
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emoleericks [ zombehlove ] |
8:14p | anyone ? |
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emoleericks [ bridgesburned ] |
10:43p | oh fy tokio hotel |
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emoleericks [ oh_kelly ] |
10:42p | here I am here I am I'm back at the crossroads again oh let me stand let me stand let me stand on top of the mountain again |
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emoleericks [ rosemist ] |
10:40p | you are the only one i love, you are the only one i love, you are the only one i love to love. |
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emoleericks [ traiinwreck ] |
7:18p | there's a man ajd there's a woman, living right above you in apartment G. there's alot of noise coming from the ceiling, and it don't sound like harmony. you can sit there with your TV turned up while the words and his anger fly. come tomorrow when you see her with her shades on, can you look her in the eye? |
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emoleericks [ holdmeup ] |
9:52p | Your words, they don’t just settle in my mind. No, words like yours sashay back and forth, they pose for portraits, they build majestic castles. |
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emoleericks [ holdmeup ] |
9:47p | Well I wrote your name and burned it To see the color of the flame And it burned out the whole spectrum As if you were everything. Mine just burned gold, a normal flame. I am not anything. |
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emoleericks [ holdmeup ] |
9:44p | No matter what you feel for him, it will not change what you feel for me, and it won't be treason to either, because it comes from the same root, it's the same payment in answer to the same values. No matter what happens in the future, we'll always be what we were to each other, you and I, because you'll always love me... Will I want to sleep with you? Desperately. Will I envy the man who does? Sure. But what does that matter? It's so much - just to have you here, to love you, to be alive. |
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emoleericks [ bridgesburned ] |
9:31p | she was so nervous. taylor and joe are totally dating btw. =\ lmao. |
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emoleericks [ shutupandlive ] |
9:23p | Don't you agree? I haven't felt like this is so many moons You know what I mean? And we can build through this destruction As we are standing on our feet |
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emoleericks [ shutupandlive ] |
9:19p | I'm not the one you should fear We've got to move you darling I thought I lost you somewhere But you were never really there at all |
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emoleericks [ degausser ] |
9:12p | good morning everybody~~ |
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emoleericks [ _______lux ] |
9:10p | i AM SO MAD AT ONTD BC THEY ARE BEING MEAN TO JONAH HILL THEY FUCKING BROKE LJ |
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emoleericks [ amenandgnight ] |
9:05p | ladies to the ladies that helped me with the love quotes, thank you so much. ive decided to send them all to him at once, so he knows how much i love him. ty ty ty |
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emoleericks [ rosemist ] |
9:00p | oh, i'm finally feeling the stitching of beautiful seams. |
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emoleericks [ rosemist ] |
8:54p | but the words always escape my head stripped to the plot of a book i read, i recall your face, but forget the feeling |
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emoleericks [ rosemist ] |
8:48p | well, your eyes are tired, and your feet are too, and you wish the world was as tired as you. well, i'll write a letter and i'll send it away, and put all the trouble in it you've had today. |
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emoleericks [ degausser ] |
8:16p | we're a nation built on egg shells, bandages and apple seeds, attractive homes on top of bruised foundations that come apart gradually before they're leveled completely |