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 emolyrics [ greatestescapis ] |
4th December, 2008. 11:57 pm.
So you quote love unquote me Well, stranger things have come to be But let's agree to disagree Cause I don't believe you I don't believe you
You tell me I'm not not cute Its truth or falsity is moot Cause honesty's not your strong suit And I don't believe you I don't believe you
You tell me of what once was And all about Buck, Butch, and Buzz How they were not like me because... But I don't believe you I don't believe you
I had a dream and you were in it The blue of your eyes was infinite You seemed to be In love with me Which isn't very realistic
You may sing me "They Were You" And I start crying halfway through But nothing else you say is true So I don't believe you I don't believe you
You may set your charm on stun And say I'm delightful and fun But you say that to everyone Well, I don't believe you I don't believe you
So you're brilliant gorgeous and ampersand after ampersand You think I just don't understand But I don't believe you I don't believe you I don't believe you I don't believe you
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 dearyou_ [ luvmytherapist ] |
4th December, 2008. 11:43 pm. What you can never know
Dear T.
I write these words with the pain of knowing you will never read them ... and you can never read them, or know the sadness of this unrequited love.
I have tried to suppress my feelings; no matter how hard I try, my pulse still quickens when you are near. I'm lost in the radiance of your smile, the beautiful hazel blue of your eyes, and the soft curves of your cheeks when you smile.
When we are apart, you are in every waking thought; I worry about you, your daughter, your parents. I can't stop hoping you are well, wondering how you are and what you are doing.
My daydreams of you fill the void of my empty heart; I imagine the two of us together walking through the park, stopping to picnic under a shady oak tree. I can smell your perfume as you lay your head on my chest. So intoxicating ...
I am in love with you, as in love with you as I am capable of being, with all my heart and soul. My tears fill my eyes because you can never know how I feel.
You, Loved One, are my therapist. And I know all about transference, and I have read the "whys" and "wherefores;" but this is beyond transference. I have known transference; this is different.
When we are together, I soak in your presence; I want to carry you with me forever. I want so much what I can never have -- a loving, personal relationship with you.
Alas, this will never happen.
It saddens me that I only get to see glimpse of the "real you" that you share with me. What you don't know is how well your kindness, your loving personality, your beautiful heart shine through. You can't hide those attributes, Dear. It's who you are.
I know if I were to write these words to you, or reveal them in any way to you, that you would refer me to another therapist. I promised you after our discussion about these feelings that should my affinity for you become an obstacle in my treatment, that I would admit it to you.
So far it hasn't been an obstacle. But no matter what happens to me, I will always care for your -- yes, even love you. You will forever have a special place in my heart.
I will always owe you a debt of grattitude for all you've done for me. I will continue to be your client as long as our sessions are productive, and as long as you'll have me as a client. Despite the strong love in my heart, I know that our relationship must remain what it is; I have vowed to protect that and keep it that way.
My heart will forever remain broken, however. You have told me that you do not allow friendships to form with former clients, which means that once I am no longer under your treatment we will no longer have contact. The inevitability of this makes me very, very sad because I will never get to gaze into your eyes and tell you from my heart, "I have always loved you."
Me
Current mood: heartbroken.
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 emolyrics [ holdxurxbreath2 ] |
4th December, 2008. 10:14 pm.
That one stings a little I'm always in the middle I don't expect but try me And you will always find me here This is where I scream from
You can take it all away and I'll miss There's a little bit of you in all this And you can say you only think you know, yeah Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet Cause you haven't seen any of my best You know I hate myself without you now
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 emolyrics [ amdizzle44 ] |
4th December, 2008. 9:50 pm.
We hate to see you go But now its time to let you know That shouting never wins, and losing you never felt so good And so it should, yeah we knew it would The stars in the sky are about to cry We hate to see you go But now its time to let you know That shouting never wins, and losing you never felt so good Oh baby And so it should, yeah we knew it would The stars in the sky are about to make us liars
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 emolyrics [ justxmyxpackage ] |
4th December, 2008. 9:34 pm.
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me They say that they dont see what you see in me. You wait a couple months then you gon' see. You'll never find nobody better than me.
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hella_quotes [ xflipp3floppx ] |
4th December, 2008. 8:53 pm.
Hey guys, i usually leave a MASSIVE liist of quotes when ever i snagg some from this site, but im really in need of lyrics or quotes to discribe excitement on traveling/seeing the world/being adventerous/independent.(etc).. i'm going away for 4 months all around Europe and i am SOO STOAKED. help me?
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 emolyrics [ worthless_xx ] |
4th December, 2008. 8:40 pm.
have i found you? flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth big pill stuck going down.
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 emolyrics [ romancebyradiox ] |
4th December, 2008. 8:24 pm. requestttt
so there's this boy. and he's really into me. & i'm really into him. he just doesn't want to get attached too soon. any lyrics on trying to be patient yet still having feelings?
thx so much, lovesss. ♥
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 emolyrics [ sunflower_soup ] |
4th December, 2008. 7:34 pm.
We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea.
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