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And I know that everybody says that looks don't matter.. I still think that having the perfect body, the perfect hair and the perfect talks are the things you need to have a wonderfull life,,
This is what really turns me on!,,
Current mood:
amused.Current music: reel big fish - beer.
shoot the heart
I'm screwing up my school because I want to see you as much as i can,,
Current mood:
giggly.
You don't have the fucking balls to tell me you love me! screw you,, i don't want to like you anymore.
just tell me...
bleghh,, love is just like you want something over and over again,, well i'm sick of it, i feel so insecure.. i just want to know what's going on. yesterday we had a party, it was so much fun.
you are the only one i want to play with ^^
I feel like I\m not moving on anymore,, everybody gets into other things,, while I just want this moment to be forever!
Current music: placebo - meds.
he makes me fall in love in a minute,, and fall out in just a second and then he makes me fall in love again.. what to do?
Current mood:
excited.Current music: nickelback - next contestant.
I wish I had wings, soo I could go where ever you are..
omg.... i guess i'm in love.. but i really don't want to it's not the right time.. i don't even like myself, how can i love someone else? that's a question i ask myself a lot. it's not that i hate myself for life but i just don't like myself,, there are so many thing that i wish to change,, on photos i always look like a psycho i dunno why! bleghh,,
and the fact i'm kinda losing my best friend.. not like she's going to die or something she moves away to another country.. and i'm so stressed about that.. i know i WILL see her again,, but still it feels like i never will.. but we'll see
I'll never forget about her that's one thing.. and i hope we will be best friends forever.. just like the movies=)
Current mood:
calm.