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For the first time I'm out of secrets
There is nothing left to hide anymore
Secret: I feel like there's nothing left that's my own.. like my little secret.
Current mood:
calm.Current music: krezip - sweet goodbyes.
Idk how i get to this.. but i don't really like american girls..
Maybe it's the telly that makes me having this opinion.. cause they're always way to perfect, way to spoiled, to poor of just a freak..
It's getting an obsession!
last week, i used for the first time: Everyone told me: you wan to use again!
I really liked it but i don't think i will use again..
Secret: I'm sure i will end up addicted if i keep on livin' like this
Current mood:
creative.
I have to go talk to someone.. you know proffesional.. I don't know the word at the moment =P but I'm waiting for a letter for the first meeting..
Secret: I'm waiting for like a month.. and it scares me more than hell!
I told my parents i looked everywhere for a job.
secret: I really didn't at all! I hate work.. =P
Sometimes I just throw up for fun,, Just to know how it feels.. =\
This really sounds sick *-) I know
Don't make it too hard on yourselff
I really hate crying babies or children. well I just don't like babies or children, they're disgusting. they're always there when you don't want them to be =\
I really hate crying babies or children, they're always there when you don't want them to be =\