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You can sleep in your own bed tonight. [20 Dec 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Drama Summer-Starting Line <333 [12.28] ]

haven't updated in awhile.. but life is ruined..i ran away lastnight, but my sister found me..and brought me home. Do they not understand, that by trying to help me, they are pushing me farther and farther away. The ones i love, are my friends. now i have to go to therapy..again...which will only make it worse bacause im not going to except it. They act like they care, cause thats what there supposed to do. If i got alotta money to bullshit people i'd do it too. They know im suicidal now too. ok..fuck it..byee

1 stepped on it // Heart is on the floor

I kissed a drunk boy. i kissed a drunk boy on the lips. [10 Dec 2003|09:25pm]
hmm well today.. normal boring day..except when Tori's musical thong went off while we were in the library for science. The bitchy librarian lady came over to me and was like turn your cellphone off and give it to me right now. i was like what the hell its not meeeee.. it was great. Whata jackass. Hmm i went to youth group tonight. It was ok, but i felt like hitting acouple people. I know im hot, but little 8th grade boys need to like backoff me mann..hah yeaaaa. I was honest with Axie tonight, about what i have "done" in my life. I don't really consider it mistakes though. I guess i just am a whore, but a clean one. And not that big of one..unless im drunk and theres a hotel room involved. Yeaaaaa well, i do love the cock according to my notebook ( thanks Kristy)..hah at lunch it was great..EVERYONE hates Gavin. Phil and Bob even came over nd were telling him to leave us alone. Phil cut Gavin 4 times and he was bleeding. Man i love that kid now. Tomorrow me and Joanna are gonna get Gavin to hopefully move, or im gonna hit him, and hes such a fucking fag that he will hit me back, which is what i want cause then i'll beat his ass right there in he middle of lunch. I'd love to get suspended for that. I can't believe people thought i'd actually go out with him. I know i've gone out with some asshole, but a gay asshole is too much.. well...i gotta do my research report thats due 3rd period tomorrow...shitttt.
Heart is on the floor

Love's Alive. It might be fleeting but it's ours and it's tonight? [09 Dec 2003|09:29pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | bright eyes. ]

hm well i just got back from the mall with Ang and Chrissy. Me and Ang bought our Early November tickets finalllllllllllly..eep im in love. hah uhm well im just hyper and bored. We now shop at Baby fucking awesome is that? come on now. annd Erica loves meeee she wrote me a poem!!! XxSugarSkull: Alison is one sexy mama, If she ever left me, Id have some serious trauma,She;s so cool and so dandy and so fine, shes so hot she blows my mine.I like to keep the though of her near, cause shes my homefry, My alison dear!...doesn't get much better than that man...until saturday when i'll be at the troc!.. We saw Dave Tom and some other kid at the mall...Chrissy and Dave are soo cute!! are Amanda and Tom..but Amanda wasn't with us..eep. i have to figure out if me and Samee are going to the Catch22 show. If so i gotta buy a ticket for thatt too. I just found out Yellowcards soldout, so i guess im not going to that, but it would just be better if they played at Triton anyways..they better man..i went around and got a whole lotta signatures.. its sad..i now have to keep duct tape wrapped around my black converse to hold them together.. My sister tried to throw them out.. i woulda cried.. I think on Friday Me Em Ang Chrissy and Amanda are "reminising" or something...i just wanna go to the mall..
bye kiddles..


Heart is on the floor

Love's Alive. It might be fleeting but it's ours and it's tonight? [09 Dec 2003|09:29pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | bright eyes. ]

hm well i just got back from the mall with Ang and Chrissy. Me and Ang bought our Early November tickets finalllllllllllly..eep im in love. hah uhm well im just hyper and bored. We now shop at Baby fucking awesome is that? come on now. annd Erica loves meeee she wrote me a poem!!! XxSugarSkull: Alison is one sexy mama, If she ever left me, Id have some serious trauma,She;s so cool and so dandy and so fine, shes so hot she blows my mine.I like to keep the though of her near, cause shes my homefry, My alison dear!...doesn't get much better than that man...until saturday when i'll be at the troc!.. We saw Dave Tom and some other kid at the mall...Chrissy and Dave are soo cute!! are Amanda and Tom..but Amanda wasn't with us..eep. i have to figure out if me and Samee are going to the Catch22 show. If so i gotta buy a ticket for thatt too. I just found out Yellowcards soldout, so i guess im not going to that, but it would just be better if they played at Triton anyways..they better man..i went around and got a whole lotta signatures.. its sad..i now have to keep duct tape wrapped around my black converse to hold them together.. My sister tried to throw them out.. i woulda cried.. I think on Friday Me Em Ang Chrissy and Amanda are "reminising" or something...i just wanna go to the mall..
bye kiddles..


Heart is on the floor

I want a boy whos so drunk he doesn't talk. [09 Dec 2003|03:27pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | FaTa ]

hmm regular boring day today..nothing good happened until after school when i was standing with Demeech and Sam Fare fell over this cart thing. It was soo fucking great. I think Bren mighta tripped her, or she was just blaming her clumsiness of her. hmm. Im asshamed of myself. I think im having "feelings" for one of my friends. I can't tho, were way too close. I've always thought he was cute, but i dunno. I used to like him.. maybe i should just shutup...I DON'T LIKE HIMMMMMM. i swear. hm and yes if this is Court, I DON'T LIKE JUSTIN EITHER. (anymore) hah. I think Me and Anggggg are going to the mall today to get our Early November tickets...woot woot!! Everyone else already got theirs.urgh. Then tomorrow my Moms taking me "christmas shopping"..since theres 17 days until Christmas..gahh i hate holidays. What's the big goddamn deal about bright lights and smelly trees? It's fucking gay. plus.. red and green DON'T look good together. I also have to go sweater shopping at the thrift store. weee. There soo useful. i love peoples old clothes. now i need to lay down cause i hate fucking headaches. double urgh.

I do not regret the things i've done, but those i did not do.

Heart is on the floor

Im a God. [08 Dec 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Cursive ]

hmm i just woke up is now around 9...i fell asleep at 3. There's something wrong with me. I was supposed to go to the mall with Em, and i told her i'd call her back, but i passed out and forgot to and now i feel bad. The rest of this entry is to a comment to Erica's comment thing.. I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOO. Your deffinately not one of the fake peopple. I dunno what i'd do without a friend like you dear. hah we do go way back. Im lucky that you understand me the way you do..atleast someone does..You and Dayna are the best mann... i love youu two soo muchhh.

Valentine, I wanna feel your hips press up against mine. We'll push into each other-LOVE'S ALIVE. It might be fleeting but It's Ours and It's Tonight.So won't you reconsider Love Lost Lives...? You might be lonely but I'm still by your side...You might have to leave but not Tonight

2 stepped on it // Heart is on the floor

the only thing i wanna be is *with you* [07 Dec 2003|07:47pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Anti-Flag. ]

ok..ive tried to update this three fucking times..and it didn't save alittle pissed right weekend was alright. Friday, me and Em went to Westville and hung out with the cool kiddies..Samee Kristin Kathryn and Katie.. and Me and Em were harrassed by some ugly freaky guy that told us " im not playing with myself, im just fixing the weed in my boxers" hah yeaaaaaaaa. well i slept over Em's and we ate massive amounts of yummy just baked cookies..mMMMMm, and i made her another new journal. She's a pain in my ass, but i love her!. i came home on Saturday around 2 and had to go to home depot to get stuff for my room, and food shopping joy. i was bringing the food in the house and i fell down the icey steps right on my far i've down that twice this weekend. Today Em woke me up at 11:30 and we went to the mall at 12. I got a new jacket and she got vans. We have to go sometime this weekend and get eachother Christmas presents.. ok im done talking about my SHITTY weekend. how about i talk about whats on my mind..

WHY DO PEOPLE STEREO TYPE ME? i fucking hate it. They all think im just a stupid whore that they can play with, but there wrong. They don't fucking own me, and they don't fucking know whats going on in my head. In fact, If they did, they'd probally have a completely different perspective on me and my life. None of you know shit about me. Even those i call "friends", damn even "best friends" don't really know me. Think about it. Do you know how it really feels to not be wanted. by anyone, not just one person. Not by your parents, or friends, or guys. NO ONE. Do you know how it feels to be told that it was a mistake to have you? I do. My parents fucking told me that "it was a MISTAKE to have a second child." " I've known we were going to have problems with you ever since you ran around singing DO YOU WANNA DIE".. these are direct quotes of what i've ben told. It fucking hurts. Do you know how it feels to want to fucking die. Not the omg your not buying me this shirt, so im gonna slit my wrist dieing. Have you ever sat in your room and histerically cried not being able to stop shaking, and realized you had a problem? i didn't think so. Im not saying my life is sooooo extremely horrible because i know that there are alot of people that have it alot worse than me, but i don't know any. People i know, maybe even people like you, don't know shit about pain and hurt, or love. I've felt it all. I really don't feel the need to share these feelings with you, but if you choose to read this, maybe you will understand me alittle better. I know about two people that understand me pretty well, but the rest of you just pretend. YOUR FAKE. Your pretend to know what im talking about, and how i feel, but you have no fucking idea. You say things like "I used to cut myself", "I've tried to comitted suicide" Hasn't anyone realized i HATE fake people? Half of you have never seen the real side of me. And the other half that has, still hasn't. Hopefully you NEVER will. I write all of this to try to make myself feel better. I admit i used to make myself feel better by cutting and hurting myself. I don't need to do that anymore. I still have many problems in my fucked up life, but i was just causing more when i did that. Most of you that read my journal probally already gave up reading this, but if you've got this far give me something to do since i've giving you something to do. Paste a comment. Goodbye.

i want a lover i DON"T have to love.

1 stepped on it // Heart is on the floor

rahhh nothing likes me today.. [04 Dec 2003|07:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Saves the Day - sell my old clothes<3333 ]

i go back to school tomorrow woo.. :: shoots self in face:: .. but at least it will be friday.. i need to go to the mall and get my ticket still..gahh..i get my new bed tomorrow finally.. aims being a fagget and wont let me and i almost died my hair blonde today..glad i change my mind every second.. bye..


Heart is on the floor

i'll be right there when you call my name. [03 Dec 2003|01:58pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Fall out Boy- Chicago is so two years ago ]

hmm well i went to the doctors today and it turns out i have brockidis..what funn..i think im going back to school on not feeling too good right now..but i can't sleep and i have nothing else to do..uhgg..i can't wait until next weekend... The Early November Hidden in Plainview Copeland and Count the Stars..weeee... well i need to find something to do..

1 stepped on it // Heart is on the floor

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx [02 Dec 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i can't fucking take anything anymore. Parents, School, its all bullshit. i really just need to run away and think out things..then maybe i'll come back. Dayna's the only one that really understands when i talk. She can relate to what im going through, even though i don't even know what im going through. I really wanna see Jim.. maybe it will make me feel better..but i can't say anything to him because he probally will just think im being really gay. uhgg.. everything has just fallen on my head too fast..and its gonna like break my neck. I should be happy, i don't know what's wrong.. But my parents try to understand they just have no idea what im going through. I can't even eat anymore, my mom thinks im starving myself, my dad just thinks im mental. but maybe i am.. it makes it worse when people say they understand and they try, but they just make me even crazier because they dont know what there talking about.. i can't sleep at night anymore either..the only time i sleep is when i come home from school..i dont think im gonna go to school at all tomorrow..ill find a way out of it. writing all this in my journal might not be the best thing for me to do, but its the only way i can get my feelings out without hurting myself or someone else.

Heart is on the floor

were the coolest kids and we take what we can get. [23 Nov 2003|06:46pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | bouncing souls- manthem ]

gahh im sick and angry..rahh. BELLMAWR KIDS ARE FUCKING FAGSSSSSSSS..i understand i am one..but..not a fagish one?..well my voice is all blahh and it hurts..and my throats swollen..and everyones saying i suck too much dick...i think i suck just the right amount of erica and dayna are gonna make up a mix of swing and ska..and then go to a ska show..and do it..haha.. we were dancing around ericas room yesterday..her neighbors probally thought we were like..making up new sex positions, and then dancing...uhhhmm really bored...and i think today was my day to realize that..some people i thought were cool...are really trashy whores..its sad..guys suck..they don't realize they have something good right in front of their face...until its gone..ughh and dayna are gonna search for digital camera needs to put my pictures on my computer.but there not trashy like other peoples..gahhh i need to go thrift shoppin..i feel bad for the loser that reads this..cause all i do it ramble on about my lonely pathetic life..well thats all for now kids..

Heart is on the floor

my heart feels so new woahh woahh woahh? [22 Nov 2003|06:28pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Jim's song thingyy ]

hmm well well cold..its sunday...and i sound like a 12 year old boy going thru puberty..but..last night i went to the show at the little league with kristy, there were like massive people there...but there was alot i guess... simetta pullout halfwit dirty larry fates end and inaudible played... it was good.. uhmm lets see what else... yeaa BOYS ARE ASSHOLES AND THE RUIN GIRLS LIVES..urgh..not me for once tho..i dont wanna go posting all about it in my journal for everyone to read so like...blahh..well after the show me and dayna walked back to my house and she slept over...we talked...and got the stud thingys off my ripped belt...and talked...and sung...and i put two cds in the same thing by accident...and it was like really scary...and then we slept...and today..we walked to ericas...and hungout there for awhile..erica cut herself bangs...and tried to flip my hair...but like.. my hair is very difficult and it wont do anything..urgh.. we all decided were gonna split boxes of hair dye and dye all our hair..cuz my and dayna need to redo our roots black..and i told erica to bleach out parts and just like leave them..and im gonna bleach out parts and dye them pink most likely..we just gotta find permanant pink dye..uhgg...well..i dunno im rambling..maybe ill write lateerrrrr...

Heart is on the floor

[16 Nov 2003|02:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Rocket Summer ]

[ Current Clothes ] cut up baseball shirt.. and jeans
[ Current Mood ] tired..
[ Current Music ] Taking Back Sunday
[ Current Taste ] soda
[ Current Make-up ] black eyeliner and ..blackeyeliner
[ Current Hair ] black..flippy..bangs over right eye....((sooo HOTTT))
[ Current Annoyance ] I have nothing to doooo
[ Current Smell ] pizza
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Saves The Day...of course
[ Current Favorite Band(s) ] Same as Forever..Saves the Day
[ Current Book you're reading ] don't read them..
[ Current CD in CD Player] Taking Back Sunday..since thats what im listening to..
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] whatever color toenails are..
[ Current Refreshment ] coke..
[ Current Worry ] no worries..for once

[ You Touched ] uhmm Chris or Muffin..
[ You Talked to ] Chris and Muffin?
[ You Hugged ] uhmm...Chris and Muffin..haha
[ You Instant messaged ] Court
[ You Yelled At ] probally Gavin
[ You Kissed ] uhmm Brian..eeeehhh

[ Food ] pork fried rice..yummm
[ Drink ] uhmm something with achochol that tastes like green koolaid..hehe
[ Color ] pinkkk ..
[ CD ] all 5 saves the day cds...and tell all your friends(tbs)
[ Shoes ] my poor beat up black chucks.
[ Candy ] candy necklaces
[ Animal ] josh. hah
[ TV Show ] i don't watch tv...
[ Movie ] the goonies, empire records, rocky horror picture show, Detriot Rock City, and slcpunk.
[ Dance ] uhhh?
[ Song ] eep... save the day- three miles down, sell my old clothes, hold.
[ Vegetable] nada.
[ Fruit ] nada.
[ Cartoon ] jimmy neutron??

[ Understanding ] eeh
[ Open-minded ] sure
[ Arrogant ] eeh
[ Insecure ] yea..
[ Interesting ] haha yess..
[ Random ] extremely
[ Friendly ] sometimes..
[ Smart ] hah.. ask my friends..
[ Moody ] changes about every 10 minutes..
[ Childish ] sometimes..
[ Independent ] yea..i dont like to depend of others..cause they just let me down anyway
[ Hard working ] hah..perezosa
[ Organized ] im organized when im dis organized..
[ Healthy ] Sure...?
[ Emotionally Stable ] eeehh
[ Shy ] yes but only when it comes to certain guys..
[ Difficult ] very.
[ Attractive ] haha oyess dead sexxxy
[ Bored Easily ] yep.
[ Messy ] of course..
[ Thirsty ] nah.
[ Responsible ] not at all.
[ Obsessed ] with guys..mhmm
[ Angry ] sometimes
[ Sad ] yes most of the times
[ Happy ] eeehh no most of the time
[ Hyper ] im always hyper.. coughaddcough
[ Trusting ] ive been screwed over too many times to trust people.. die.die.die
[ Talkative ] when i get in rages...and no one can really understand me cuz i talk so fast

What does your name mean?- my name means.. A . L . I . S . O . N ?
How old are you?- 14 to some ...16 to others..
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)?- Im more mature than somepeople i know..but thats not saying muchh
Describe yourself in 5 words.- i love Chris Conley...wait wait.. i love Chris fucking Conley..
What are your worst qualities- im an asshole...
What are your best qualities- hmm i dunno ask the fags..
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning- hmm i dunno...time me tomorrow morning

Do you dream at night?- i guess i do
Do you remember your dreams?- not anymore...except the freaky ones..
Describe one.- i was on the computer...and i was filling out some really gay survey thing...ahhhhh thats real life nevermind..
What time do you go to bed usually?- probally between like...12 and 3
What time do you wake up normally?- 5:30 for school... ::puts gun in mouth::
What time do you wake on weekends?- like between 11 and 3
Do you find waking late nice or annoying?- nice..unless i had to wake up for a skate contest ..urgh shit shit shit..
do you sleep with one pillow or two?- 3

Do you like school?- hot emo guys. do i need to say anymore?
Why/why not?- uhh...H O T E M O G U Y S . . geez
Whats ur fav. subject?- hmm..lunch..theres some hot guys in there..mhmm
Most hated subject?- history...since im failing it
Do you have a fav. teacher?- deff. not
Ever had a crush ona teacher?- eeeeew..wash your mouth out with soap
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person?- english/drama person i guess..cuz i like to write poets and that stuff...and i suck at math

Do you have heaps of friends?- define heaps?..dead ones or alive ones..
Do you have a best friend?- have to say ive got like one tru bestfriend
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?- guy friends... i don't like girls
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?- YES.
Have you ever lied to a friend?- im sure i probally have
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend?- nah...but ive had one "stolen"..asjfdghsakjdgflakj

Do you like your parents?- there my money supply..but that doesn't mean i like them
Ever run away from home?- eeh when i was like 7..i think i got about around the block
Ever thought about it?- does everyday count?
Do you have any siblings?- yes
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?- uhgg i hate my sister.
How old are they?- 21
If not, do you mind being an only child?- nahh i wouldn't want to one to punch in the face..
Do you feel your parents spoil you?- not really..
Do you not get along with any of your family?- all of the bastards..
Do you have big family get togethers ever?- uhhhmm?

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?- not today..ive ben since for almost a month!! go mee.
If so, are you in love with them?-
Do they love you?- why would someone love me..
How long have you been together?- stop with the lovey boyfriend questions dude..urgh
Most romantic thing they have ever done for you?- As I said before..
Do you have a crush?- define crush.
If so, are you in love?- i was "in love"..but thats over..even the pain still remains..
Do they know you like them?- yes..thanks to meg he does...haha
Is it serious or playful?- eehh i dunno..
How long have you liked them?- I DUNNO
Ever done something stupid to impress them?- nahh i dont change for guys like some a whore no matter whatt
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?- whats unrequited mean?
Do u find it romantic or hurtful?- i dont know what it is!
Even know what it is?- no..

Ever had sex?- why have sex...when you can do other stuff without the risk of getting pregnant?
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage?- why wait thatttt long man..
Believe in casual sex?- yeaa
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity?- ?? never know with me..maybe today..
Did you regret it?- uhhmm?

Do you have a religion?- no
Do you practice it i.e go to church?- no
Do you believe in God?- no
Jesus?- fuck jesus
Satan?- fuck satan
Heaven?- blah blah
Hell?- blah blah blahh
If you died tomorrow, what do you believe will happen to you?- someone would find my suicide note..and everyone would carry on with their lives..who cares if mine was lost
Does death scare you?- not at all..

Have you ever been drunk?- haha yess
taken drugs?- dot dot dot
stolen?- probally..
shoplifted?- probally..
tried to commit suicide?- ive deff. thought about it..maybe tried once or twice..
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?- yes..when i said i loved them...gahh
gotten into a fight?- yep..
are you more innocent or guilty?- such a "rebel" hah.
Would you date a drug addict?- nahh..i dont wanna start that shit ag...
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?- uhh?
Are you racist?- nope..
Are you discriminatory to anyone?- to some people..only if they have a problem with me.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past?- yep
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?- open and closed...but probally more closed..

Do you watch tons of tv?- ..nada
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?- i dunno...i dont count maybe like...5?
Do you listen to the radio often?- die radio die...
Do you read the newspaper?- uhh yeaaaaaa..okkkk
Do you read magazines?- nah...well..transworld thats it
Are you a couch potato?- nah..more like a computer potato.
Do you use the internet too much?- hah yess

Whats your fav style of music?- emo...ska and punk sometimes..
Do you play an instrument?- not at the moment
Do you sing?- love to sing in a band emocore bandddd
Whats your fav band?- SAVES THE DAYYYYYYY..didnt i answer this one already?
Why?- because they're incredible..
Have you met them before?- nope.. but i met good charlotte..::slits wrists::
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year.- hmm just three?..Saves the Day-in reverie..Boys Night Out-make yourself sick..Rocket Summer-calendar days.
Why did you buy them?- cause there awesome..

Whats your fav sport?- sport..ehh is skateboarding a sport?
Whats your fav sport to watch?- skateboarding..
Do you have a fav team of any sort?- uhmm no.
Do you play a lot of sport?- no.
ever won anything for sport?- hah...cheerleading tropheys...when i was like 8..

Are you funny or serious?- funny..i dont really like seriousness..blah
Creative or not?- creative.
Logical thinker or lateral thinker?- lateral..?..maybe..if i knew what it meant..
Are you outgoing or shy?- more outgoing then shy..
Are you lazy or active?- a little of both..
Have you ever been hyperactive?- ever moment of my life..
Are you a naturally hyperactive person?- didnt i just say that..

Are you happy with the way you look?- not really..
What would you change?- i dunno?
Do you wear makeup regularly?- yea
Do you have a large wardrobe?- i guess?

Do you have a job?- nope
Do you like it?- if I had one.?
Are you a saver or a spender?- spender
Do you work hard or slack off?- slack off.
Have you ever been fired?- no.
In trouble at work?- hah yes..but that was nathans fault...and all the little stupid children.
Made a major mistake?- mhm
Ever had money stolen from you?- sure?
Are you always broke?- yeah i spend all my money on cds.

~Embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment?- not sure..maybe when i ran into the post at ems dads work on the little scotter thing..haha good memories
Ever snorted drink out your nose?- not that I can remember..
Ever giggled like an idiot?- most likely
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened?- heh yeah
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?- yes, possibly
Ever said something really stupid?- yea, all the time
Ever snorted while laughing?- no..
Ever fallen off a bed?- yea..ive probally fallen off all my friends beds...
Ever sleepwalked?- no?
Ever sleeptalked?- dunno?
Worst?- eeh every other day of my life
Whats the wierdest memory you have?- whats your definition of a "weird" memory?
Do you have a good memory?- yep
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having?- Thanksgiving when i was like whole family got in a fight...and my sister gave my cuzin a black eye..hahaha

Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you?- yeah, often
Whats the first thought that comes to your head when you hear these names?
Melissa- blank.
Bob- the builder
Vanessa- fat
Alyssa- pink
Jess- sunshine
Brian- exboyfriends..
Charlie- losing ground
Olivia- oliver?
Drew- 98 degrees hah
Lily- dog
Anita- blank.

Whats the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
cheese- Brenna
rubber- condom
clothes- saves the day
big- uhhmm
dress- daynas pink waitress dress?
jacket- brrrrr
polyester- eww
kite- yawn
washing- never

Heart is on the floor

[15 Nov 2003|06:20pm]
1. when and how did we meet:
2. have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
3. have you ever seen me cry:
4. describe me in four adjectives:
5. if we could spend a day together what would we do:
6. have we ever gotten in a fight:
7. if you could give me a present what would it be:
8. would you hug me:
9. what do you really think of me:
10. have we ever kissed:
11. has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
12. wanna makeout:
13. name one thing you dont like about me:
14. what is your full name:

you can answer these if you love me..
2 stepped on it // Heart is on the floor

your more beautiful dead than alive. [15 Nov 2003|06:05pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | boys night out ]

[my name is]: Alison
[in the morning I am]: sleeping??
[all I need is]: my music. and Chris Conley
[love is]: something i fall for all the time
[I'm afraid of]: getting my heart broken again.
[I dream about]: i don't dream anymore.
[your weakness]: im a sucker for a sweet talker

Heart is on the floor

iknow your under me, but i must confess what's in my head. [15 Nov 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday- Bike Scene ]

hmm dayna helped me make my journal pretty..and how else would i make it prett without my lovely Chris Conley<33..Today's Sunday..soo ofcourse it soo happy my computer is finally no being i can write everyday..i think i'll find some quiz things and put them in here..cuz im bored..


I wanna hate you soo bad
but i cant stop this anymore than you can
so honestly how could you say those things
when you know they dont means anything
you know very well that i cant keep my hands to myself

Heart is on the floor

i'd offer you my hand, it would hurt to much to watch you die. [15 Nov 2003|01:25pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | FireFly-Saves the Day ]

hm well tonight i went to the mall with Ang and Lisa.. there was like no one there... we left at like 9...then i came home..tried to load my digital pics on the computer and it didn't work..carn adorableness and paul came over..we hungout out front..then some gay kids came...and i felt like fighting with them so i scared the one...and he was saying i was gothic cuz i was wearing black..haha whata fag. i really wish i would of gone to the show dirty larry show woulda ben soo much funnnnner..i shoulda hunted samee down...she woulda deffinately gone..but we promised each other that well go to the next one..gahhhhhh Dec.13th Hidden in PlainView, Count The Stars, Copeland, and THE EARLY NOVEMBERRRRRRRRR!!!! im deffinately goingg.. even tho it won't even compare to Saves The Day and Taking Back Sunday.

goodnight naive little children.


Heart is on the floor

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