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i wish you knew how i felt about you [Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 @ 8:27pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | 8 simple rules ] So Jay wrote my sister a letter from his 'far away' camp. I guess that's all we'll ever know. That he's just far away.. Yesterday in 1st hour we were talking about how Kurt told people about this one time.. It was Rachel, Kurt and I. like always.. haha. Then he was um doing something in the bathroom and flung it at us and we were like looking at it and it was on the wall. haha. Racheal was so grossed out when we told her! haha. ahh sick times, good sick times. I have to go watch the last 8 Simple Rules now. Last one, aww its so sad! "don't you ever wonder what would happen if we went back and tryed all over again?" playtex?

scary movie night/boys sleepover [Sunday, November 2nd, 2003 @ 9:40pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Liz Phair-why can't i ] The Scary Movie Night turned out hilarious.. I know what you did last summer was evil. Wrong Turn... First of all the Inbreeds were crazy and kept laughing so it was funny, then they chopped up people and it wasn't scary it was sick. Then the exersice ball fixed all of that. Jeff's dad doesn't like porn!! Thats so sick cause if guys don't like porn then there old and wrinkly or gay. so um.. wax treatments are fun! haha they feel so nice. Kurt and Jeff are 18" in. pizzas! Staying up till 3.. Sunday was rape/nape movie day. waking up at 1 which was weird.. and we sat around and watched Lifetime for about 8 hours. The ramsey murder movie was like 3548 hours longggg. woo. boys sleepover resulting in- watching infomericals about chicken, this causes kurt to talk about wanting food for 1 hour. how do i get rid of love for hate. playtex?

don't come out and play bobbie [Saturday, November 1st, 2003 @ 1:43pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Incubus- the cd ] Halloween was very warm for the fact that its almost november. Well halloween was good especially sitting on the kindergarden playground waiting for people that never came.. hmm smart idea. Then going home and waiting and watching some sick movie with mother. "hurry up so your mom doesn't steal all my candy". rachel i love you! Then Kurts party in which we just watched movies and everyone was freaking out. "Don't come out and play Bobbie". We were the only ones thinking that was funny. RadicalRach0123: BOBBY I WANT TO EAT YOU! scary movie night.. yay. Anyone is welcome to come. Not to sure where its being held. Rachel and I get to go to the dirty mall today. o im scared. go ahead, twist my heart a little longer.. playtex?

halloween [Thursday, October 30th, 2003 @ 3:14pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Sweet Valley High theme song.. ] halloween should be interesting.. no costume, 3 girls, and water slip 'n' slide. I'm thinking Caitlin owes me about $10. Im no mall rat.. not anymore. 2 days till the massive party biotch! November 15/16 yayyy.. no one else is excited? IM BEING STALKED! Some kid is always behind me or next to me and its kinda scary cause hes in 10th gd i think. Even though hes kinda hot, but um im still a little scared cause he just follows me. Yay no CPR tomorrow! Well im gonna go find my moms candy stash an steal about mm.. all of it. Then im making someone take me to buy silly string. Sweet Valley High is the best show ever im so retro excited. later kiddies.. 3 playtex?

communities [Tuesday, October 28th, 2003 @ 3:50pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | our lady peace- 4 am ] todays uneventful news. new set-up. woo.. bio test tomorrow that i will indeed be failing. http://www.blurty.com/users/beautifullym go look at megs' journal now, cause its crazy and out there. i joined the 'stalkers_' community. 2 playtex?

partyy [Monday, October 27th, 2003 @ 10:21pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | Incubus-Drive ] 19 days until our paths cross again. 27 days until families die completly. 5 days until major movie party. I'm calling your name hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away. I will never sleep again. I will never even close my eyes. In the last 48 hours, have you... 10. Moved on: maybe 2 weeks ago? ((caity)) 11. Talk to an ex: yess 12. Missed an ex: no one imporntant.. 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: YES 14. Had a serious talk: no ..and how i miss them so.. 15. Missed someone: JUST A LITTLE 16. Hugged someone: yesss 17. Fought with your parents: ehh little 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: hmm.. yes actually Social life.. -can i answer this one? 01. Best girl friend: rachel and c to the jay 02. Best guy friend: im not to appreciative of the men about now.. 03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: i wish! 04. If no, current dating partner: no best friends with benefits! 05. Hobbies: dance, ..brain stop.. 06. Pager: cell ___227 1120___ 07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: wallflower 08. What type of automobile do you drive: none 09. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: you 10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: my evil friends 11. Where is the best hangout: leonard, mall, subway/VIP 12. Do you have a job: i wish.. then maybe i'd have some cash? 13. Do you attend church: no. 14. Do you like being around people: not really Personal: 01. Who is your role model: myself? 02. What are some of your pet peeves: guys, spelling!! 03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: right about now.. 04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: maybe 05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: short men (which is quite odd) 06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i will again respond with maybe 07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: wayyy much 08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: which ever hurts less.. 09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship 11. Want someone you don't have right now: true that 11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: you know it! 12. Do you want to get married: im not sure yet. 13. Do you want kids: NO! babies coming out of your crotch? NOT HAPPENING! 14. Do you believe in psychics: sometimes? 15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: psh, do i wanna? 16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: cheek dimples 17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i can be alone for hours? 18. Are you happy with you: not always 19. Are you happy with your life: once in a blue moon 20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: to go back and live it all again. playtex?

and your wearing me.. tares me apart. [Saturday, October 25th, 2003 @ 12:50pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | Thursday.. whole cd ] when you say my name, i want to split it from your lips and hide like whispers in the rain. when you say my name, i want to stop it in your lungs and collect all of your blood to put in the radio hanging out with a different crowd at every football game can be a plus. stripper! stripper! aww sally i love you and my boobs are smaller then everyones. the little raging boy at the pep-rally was quite the rave. and i love how my hair was wayy to straight. oh how i wanted ben's shirt. i like rachels flare. thursday night.. me and rachel alone in the dark watching scream 3, with all the lights out + trey and adam. that calls for one scary night. Just like the picture that once hung on the wall in the room that we used to share. So fold me up and put me back in the place where you used to keep your heart . i have about 3 boyfriends.. 1 playtex?

yay [Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 @ 6:06pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Thursday- Cross out the eyes ] feet are sexy, watch me im not giving in, i want subway, i want caity to let go, this is the extreme gayness and i love radicalbitch. http://www.picturetrail.com/buriedsecrets to much lovin for youu playtex?

why can't i speak whenever i talk about you [Saturday, October 18th, 2003 @ 7:58pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | thursday cd- ] i love: new thursday cd. peach tank top. watermelon candy. rubbing poles at the mall. sharper image massage chairs. him. being real bored. ordering pizzas. kissing strangers. having no pants on. my dads silver truck, no more. playing doctor. watching lifetime. radio free roscoe. lit. rachel. http://www.picturetrail.com/buriedsecrets cell phone-techno ringerr http://www.aberfitch919,easyjournal.com //Leave Me Some Ass// 1 playtex?

my heart beats once for you [Saturday, October 18th, 2003 @ 2:35pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | lit ] this week was a flash back. of when? the previous week. it was interesting enough to say.. i wanted to die? The horriable hair days will not be mentioned. sorry girls for not making your party and umm the football game was freezing. i learned to love my homeless coat and sweaters. except for the fact that my jeans were stuck to my freezing no butt the whole night... i wanna go malling.. blah "dad has the car on!" "i have no pants on!" playtex?

[Thursday, October 16th, 2003 @ 4:26pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | hoobastank.. skank ] In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here -Radiohead i really think amy loves my laugh.. ahhhHAHA Wow wendesday.. what an incrediable day. best day of the past 3 weeks? just a few of you know why. 'and thats a wink for you'. im so happy for myself, for once. Oh GYM! i scored us 4 points. take that bitchh. M2ASTACK2ELS awe shit ya. .. devious.. (i believe my word was) kyle joins in^ hahah 1 playtex?

after all the things i did for you.. [Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 @ 4:03pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Saves The Day- Certain Tragedy ] pichas.. http://www.picturetrail.com/buriedsecrets yipee. These broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost In trying so hard to look away from you we followed white lines to the sunset So push the seats back a little further I can see the headlights coming Roll the windows down and take a breath I can see the headlights coming They paint the world in red and broken glass -Thursday And now I finally see that the further we go we're only treading ground that we already know. I could write you a song, send you a note, or empty out your trash and buy a bucket full of diamonds but even the most beautiful of all roses must someday crumble to dust and fade away. -Saves The Day its so nice outside amy, lets goo! oh the fresh smell of rain on our pants. mm yea. I want.. subway him the past rachel ice cream apple juice to play in the rain etnies sweatshirt from pacsun youu to play doctor with alex? braceface well maybe things are getting better, or maybe im just dreaming.. 2 playtex?

want you to know that i miss you, i miss you so [Monday, October 13th, 2003 @ 4:06pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Thursday- Understanding In A Car Crash ] homecoming was quite interesting. the only part of the night i loved was my hair, until the the last half hour when it fell out. For most of the night we danced by the seniors and shit it was crazy. Then we started dancing with the frosh again. Kay that was gay. Leigh-A the bathroom is always a party. I wanna go buy the Thursday CD, but im gonna make my daddy buy it for me cause im poor right now. I'm seriously thinking about having my birthday July 1 instead or January 1. Well im still mad about the whole Kurt arrangement. I guess i'll just have to manage. Nothing interesting happening lately.. except for the fact that im letting go slowly and drifting apart ever so slightly. playtex?

im gay [Thursday, October 9th, 2003 @ 9:57pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | saras emo mixx ] i hate the kid and he should be caboosed by scott. and um i hate everyone and my dads like your going to go to athens because i got bad grades on progress report. and im kinda excited because i wanna leave but then i don't.. soooooo girls tomorrow night will be the shit. ..roof party.. tomorrow ladies yes, if its warm out and im pretty damn excited. we can blast the music and scare the passer bys with the car. wow the wong shlong lady was soooo interested in the gay remote control car. Then we can see CARLLLL!!!!!!!!!! hah i love that DRUG!!! He wants to melt the kids door and that should be interesting i wanna come. this was supposed to be short.. VIP AND SUBWAY EVERYDAY NOW.. i love.. the radios turkey subwayss the nice urge of itching my burns the redness on my no butt the strapless bra KARA wants my new last name the lady in VIP for thinking that my last name is denham vip goggles him 'i don't wanna feel this way forever' 2 playtex?

the time it takes.. [Tuesday, October 7th, 2003 @ 8:49pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Bush- Glicering ] yyayy new songs today.. tanning was just a blast buddy. "were you really nakie?". personalness going on there i might be going in a limo for homecoming hah thats exciting.. not. homecoming will be gayy well nothing interesting to say today and yesterday was gay too. life sucks balls. playtex?

.bending on our own lies. [Sunday, October 5th, 2003 @ 10:23pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | nameless, yet priceless ] well i like him more now and i dunno if i should tell him.. comment this. 'do you know me, or were you too preocupied, playing king when your smoking dope, and now the real world has stripped you of your reality' babysitting, mall, h.c dress & shoes, ae jacket.. thats so homeless. hair cutttt. being crazy with rachel. lifetime one of my faviorte ones.. video voyager the susan wilson story 3 playtex?

I don't want this, remember that. [Friday, October 3rd, 2003 @ 9:08pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Thursday and Taproot ] It's time for the exotic maggi show w.maggie herself. She lives in a wheel were everyone steals.. b a r efoot862: wow if the guy wants to mess, and you don't.. lildrydt96: be like biotch stop playin w.my whopper and turn over my grillll b a r efoot862: you know it!! lildrydt96: we need to go to a park in the middle of the night and steal the slides then put them in our rooms. for NO reason at all!!! b a r efoot862: wow great plan babe b a r efoot862: your one crazy little mom but i love you lildrydt96: why am i a mom? lildrydt96: i certainly wouldn't love my mom if i were you cause she doesn't like boys and i like boys but my mom likes boys and i hope the boys like me and i know they do cause everyone likes boys! b a r efoot862: lots of liking boys going on there hunny. lildrydt96: honey from a tree is in your mouth! b a r efoot862: crazy. lildrydt96: okay so about our plan of stealing those slides.. b a r efoot862: no!! i wanna go steal a stop sign b a r efoot862: and put it down your pANTS! lildrydt96: i just don't understand why you don't like guys in my pants and all. maggi you are sooo lost and i love you cause your awesome and lost like that. Taprott CD.. pretty hmm different maybe the word is? I still love Track 10 on 'omg sara you have to listen to this' cd. I have no idea who its by and yah.. bending on our own lies, making up for all time we lost. in this house of cards, were all holding hearts and spades. one set could knock it all down. then with your eyes you give it away. i can't say the freggin same for my hair! I let rach cut it, and boy did she cut it. It looked pretty awesome but then after showering this morning it didn't look so grand. She had to fix it and then Caitlin wanted to cut my hair. mall againn 3 weeks in a row. One more week and we will be known mall rats. Then maybe in a little while we can actually buy things which will threaten my reputation at AF for buying nothing cause im a loser like that, and um ya. I'm still angry about him. i wanted to be just like you. so perfect. so untouchable. now you want me to be with you. someone that used to have it all. do you remember now? you acted like you never noticed me. forget it. ...your not aloud to be a part of me. and now the real world has stripped you of your royalty. 2 playtex?

i smell birthday cake [Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 @ 9:05pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | Track 10. my faviortte! ] Rachels birthdays tomorrow. I made her all these posters and they are so prettyyy Caity's salsa dress with knock everyones socks off.. RadicalRach0123: http://abcfamily.go.com/daytime/brendan/cast.html RadicalRach0123: scroll all the way done RadicalRach0123: and then look at weird habits dooo it now. Brenden Leonards a hottie. The nanny's on a old navy commercial. sweetness. This is a little short, but umm i'll let you know some updates tomorrow. Especially after what happens after Rachel's special day. Sounds like tons of fun. nightty night! Well i found out i have.. Acid reflex dieases. ahh can't even spell now. I have to take dirty pills man! 1 playtex?

gliceringg [Sunday, September 28th, 2003 @ 11:57am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | ring tone of.. somewhere out there ] lildrydt96: WANT U TO KNOW THAT I MISS YOU!!!!! b a r efoot862: i miss you sooooo!!!! lildrydt96: YOU KNOW IT! lildrydt96: must be your skin, im sinkin' in.. b a r efoot862: must be for real, cause now i can feel lildrydt96: its not my time to wonder why b a r efoot862: everything go white lildrydt96: i don't want this remember that b a r efoot862: ill never forget where your AT! lildrydt96: im never alone b a r efoot862: im alone all the time lildrydt96: are you at one b a r efoot862: do you lie? lildrydt96: I LIVE IN A WHEEL! b a r efoot862: where everyone STEALS! lildrydt96: could love you more, you gotta beautiful taste i wake up every morning, just to sing songs with Maggie. new cell phone in my hands today. you can still call my old one.. 854 5360. the messg is so hot so go call it and listen to the message NOW! My new number is.. 248 227 1120. oh yah bitch. im gonna miss mr. orangy phone. So i have no idea whats going on today the whole weekend was like me, rachel, food, more food. Then it was like cell phones, and the tones of new phones in the airrr, and maybe some trey and adam here and there.' you make me come you make me complete you make me completly miserable.. 3 playtex?

Scandalous.. [Thursday, September 25th, 2003 @ 4:20pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Thursday songs ] Must be your skin, im sinkin in it must be for real, cause now i can feel, out of my mind, its not like I. Its not my time, to wonder why, everything go white, everythings grey now your here now your away, i don't want this, remember that, i'll never forget where your at, don't let the days go by.. gliceringg Im never alone. im alone all the time. are you at one? do you lie? i live in a wheel, where everyone steals , when we rise. its like strawberry fields, treating you bad you bruse my face, could love you more. you gotta beautiful taste, dont let the days go by.. could've been easier on you. i could've changed though i wanted too. that's just scandalous ashleyss.. hah i love you girliES! Yesterday GOT MY HAIR CUT... you know it. You can't tell though.. tomorrow rachel will cut my hair. Rachel with sissors, this could be quite dangerous. Friday night we be an all night roof party at my house. we've got no spirit at all JESSS! hah not going to the game, or homecoming. Lets put some enthusTICNEZEM in it now.. wha?? haha i love youuu Blu lets just totally wear these hot shirts that are like 'be gone dirty moms'. Then we will rub his sweater. heheh so im really mad at him and i hope he burns in my fire. kt u know who im talking about, you want it too. SLUT! gonna go hop in the bus and get some Taco Bell bizotch.. love yyyou 'i love the things that we should fear im not afraid of being here' 1 playtex?

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