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[Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 @ 10:27pm] |
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but i love it very much its pretty.
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a hate -- anything. Be sure to post ANONYMOUSLY and honestly. Comment twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your journal) have to say.
you can do it, if anyone reads this. im saving it to put in my livejournal. :)
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[Saturday, August 14th, 2004 @ 4:15pm] |
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01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year.
02. I still watch cartoons.
03. I've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want more piercings.
10. But I can't ever get any more.
11. I love to watch the rain/storms.
12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk. hahahah but i love it
13. I didnt believe in true love when i was younger. 17. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.
18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm sometimes a loud person. jake has taught me this :)
23. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes. AH I TOLD YOU!
25. I hate it when people criticize me for what I like.
26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, toes, ext.
27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
28. I'm a weird person.
29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown.
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.
33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few close friends.
36. Okay, i have like 2 friends.
37. I need to losegain weight.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching tv.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode.
43. I love Winter.
44. I love Summer
45. I have trouble trusting people.
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family
48. I loathe hot weather.
50. I hateLOVE shaving my legs.
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers.
54. I love dancing.
55. I don't always like the way I look.
56. I used to cut myself.
57. I'm a daydreamer.
58. I like when my friends write me letters, it makes me feel special.
59. I like to be with my boyfriend.
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my friends. SORRY, but now all of you!
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry.
64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school
66. I love all candy, well, most.
67. I get my feelings hurt really easy.
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
69. I wear pants a lot.
70. I am often bored.
71. I like to say what's on my mind.
72. I hate blue jeans
73. I'm online a lot.
74. I have 2 goldfish.
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I need to work out more.
77. I like being alone at certain times.
78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
79. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I love.
80. I hate shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic.
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
84. I wish my brother didn't die. WHAT!?! :/
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants. or there granny undies
86. I need to be showed I'm loved.
87. I wish I was better.
88. I hate discrimination.
89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
90. I have a cute car
91. I love glitter.
92. I sometimes wish I was more social.
93. I love my close friends.
94. I love to have fun.
95. I get amused easily.
96. I'm a lazy ass. I really am.
97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies.
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[Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004 @ 7:03pm] |
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i haven't updated this lately so..
the years gone by fast. tons of pictures to prove we are truely insane.
not excited for summer, i just want dad to come home.
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| oh the extrodinary winter |
[Sunday, February 1st, 2004 @ 7:58pm] |
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[Monday, December 29th, 2003 @ 8:29pm] |
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this is a need for updation.
first off.. hanging out with Jeff. oh yes.
second off.. not hanging out with Caitlin. NOT GOOD AT ALL! I miss her wayy much.
..Rachel being gone isn't a good thing. Party will be rockin'
I'm so glad were leaving early on Thursday and not later. Therefore were coming home early Friday so then i have time to see Jeff on Friday.. unless i don't finish this really stupid uhh language arts paper.. ERRR anywho. Went to the movies last night and they made us keep getting up to get pop, popcorn refills what was that. I have a livejournal now..
http://www.livejournal.com/users/bleeding_heart4
Im so needing to call caity tonight or tomorrow...
im excited to see what happens on Dawson's Creek cause Joey and Pacey broke up, and Gretchen and Dawson pretty much broke up. i was thinking that Dawson and Joey would get back together but obviously not.. just for your updation. hehh
im seriously too happy right now that im going to puke. i have no idea why but i guess that's a good thing. i haven't been happy in quite awhile.. probably since last yearr :)
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| oh i miss my blurty |
[Monday, December 15th, 2003 @ 9:49pm] |
blurty is my home, well easyjournals was. Easyjournal made me who i was. i dedicated my days to cooljournals. well thats over.
I've obviously fallen for someone. Caity you know who. The question is, should i tell him. Oh, the big question. No. Obviously he doesn't like me.. anyways.
I'm not at all excited for Christmas. On Christmas Eve we have to go to my aunts with my dad. I hate it there. It smells like smoke, which im partially allergic too. They give me shit gifts, and i don't like spending a lot of time with my dad. It reminds me to much of everything thats going on.
Caity i love you and i think you deserve a really big present, but i don't have the money. My love should be good enough! Oh, and our crazy nights together. Not mentioning the tiolet incident. I'm watching Everwood, one of my faviorte shows. I can't wait till break so i can get up at 8 and watch Dawson's Creek for 4 hours.. ahh thats so heavenly. It would be complete if it was the summer and i was looking forward to a day of relaxing with everyone.
the unimporntant pieces will break away.
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[Monday, December 8th, 2003 @ 3:20pm] |
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"my life is ruined because i fell in love with the wrong person"
..but when you look deeper. there is no wrong person.
empty heart for sale.
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| "im bad, your sad"-Ron Stopable |
[Saturday, December 6th, 2003 @ 1:59pm] |
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when i move, you more. just like that. i think i've updated my other journal 3 times as much as these one :)
so you can check that one if your so wanting to know what im up too. Yet, this week sucked major. Thursday nights wrestling match gosh it was so.. sweaty and dirty and ahhh i loved it but it was one hard job. mall with DR. C today? your excited!! Rachels measuring things.. we should all be scared and run. MALL!! my third home..
leave me comments because nobody ever does.. winkk i love you.
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| how do i get rid of love for hate. |
[Monday, December 1st, 2003 @ 5:52pm] |
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so today was fun in fourth hour.. our nice talk about porn 240587/50245 in gym! woo woo.. animated porn, gosh i'd pay good money for that shit. hahah brittney i love our talks about it and about umm **** how she needs to leave us alone and go not make friends. sounds good.
my dad is over, and he needs to leave. I'm kind of pretending hes not here, because hes obviously not supposed to be. mm.. last time he came over he decided to 'vicously' steal our camera, bookcase, pictures, and break our handy keypad outside the garage. He was telling me he was going to take away my two cellular phones, computer, and Rachel. I do not believe that he can 'take away' Rachel. I would run away and get Rachel and run really fast and um then i would die? I'd probably break my poor nail again too.. we cry for him.
RadicalRach0123: tell him to eat my shit he can't take me away
damn straight. I had this really disturbing dream last night, and it was really gross. Since i don't want to share it with everyone, you can ask me and i shall share. ahh but you don't want to know. I have adopted KT and she will start living at my house pretty soon. Although, i will have ran away by then.
leave ass
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| "when i move, you move. just like thattttt" |
[Saturday, November 29th, 2003 @ 11:41pm] |
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|c|r|a|z|y|d|a|n|c|e|
my anti-drug
John Mayer rocked everyones beds..
woooooo rachELL and jeffREYYY
"that man needs to wiggle his @ss back down in his seat!" .man sits down eventually. JEFF HE HEARD YOU!
"does anyone have a glove?"-me "no.. why?"-jeff and rach "so i can eat my cotton candy without stickness".
"i could go back and get you that dirty glove on the ground.. i don't know where its had sex though. I think it has AIDS!"-jeff. "so no one has a glove?"
The man that was slightly drunk was over there> then over there^ hahahhhh.
Then they pull out the weed and it smells like freggin @NUS!! omg.. then i like DIED!
"put that away!"-me talking to smoke pot man ...gives me dirty look... im so died now.
I think we had way too much fun.. especially in the chow wagon!! Jeffs Alvin!! and CHEN!
-DOES CRAZY DANCE- ..rocks my bed..
leave me a smile kids. when i move, you move. just like that! couch breaks from me doing splits.
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[Thursday, November 27th, 2003 @ 6:09pm] |
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soo.. about my journal not working?
so my background was Thursday but then it just kinda didn't work.. and im still trying to find the perfect picture. my mouth screams help me.
leave a smile.
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| you stole the rain. |
[Wednesday, November 26th, 2003 @ 10:54am] |
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and the friendly smell of burger king in the air late last night..
saturday night was a party with sally and rachel, i learned that little children like undoing pants. hmm.. interesting fact of the day. Yesterday was also a party just me and rachel. Sleeping on the couches/jumping in the huge pile of pillows. Watching DAWSONS CREEK. my love. Im watching it as we speak. I can't wait.. 2 more days of watching this fun filled show. I think today will bomb as did yesterday. Our plans to go tanning and subway didn't quite work out. Today might be Kurts day to finally hang out with us. Yet who knows.. because im wanting subway.
//leave something that might bring a smile//
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| this ones for the ladies |
[Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 @ 7:40pm] |
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3 days
love you way much sexy piece of meat. i love cake.
-we sneek in his office
.we take ball 'ive never seen such lazy Aasses'
-we dont get caught
were such losers. oh ya were SKEEKY!
let me go in her room.
i wanna take off her clothes.
show me the way to bed.
they didn't hear US.. DAMN! we just wanted to get in her room..
im always looking forward to the fun WE BRING! everyone enjoys our cheerleading..
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| sex appeal.. of wait thats just my pants rubbing on my crotch |
[Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 @ 4:13pm] |
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// Name:Chel
\\ Birth date:January 1st
// Birthplace:Royal Oak, I
\\ Current Location:Michigan
// Eye Color: Blue
\\ Hair Color: Brown
// Righty or Lefty: Righty
\\ Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
series two- describe
// Your heritage: im not to sure
\\ Your hair:Brown, with light brownish
// Your eyes: darkish blue
\\ Your weakness: deep brown eyes.. ahh i don't know why!
// Your fears: spiders, heart breakYour perfect pizza: hardly any sauce and JUST cheese!
// One thing you'd like to achieve: well um its personal
series three - what is
// Your most overused phrase on aim: that's sexy. wtm.
\\ Your thoughts first waking up: i need to iron my hair..
// The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes.. flame on the ass haha
\\ Your bedtime: i don't have one
// Your greatest accomplishment: family 2
\\ Your most missed memory: wanenee? r.a.c.k, the whole summer. our families, and old crew.
series for - you prefer
\\ Pepsi or coke: PEPSI. COKE IS SICK!!!!
// McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.. what?!
\\ Single or group dates: group dates.. there always silly!!
// Adidas or Nike: Adidas.. i own like half the colors
\\ Lipton or Nestea: no
// Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
\\ Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino. even though im not in love w.either.
// Boxers or briefs: BOXERS! i own like 29 pairs that kurt didn't want..
Series five - do you
\\ Smoke: noo
// Cuss: hehe "what the mom"
\\ Sing well: haha no
// Take a shower everyday: EW YES!
\\ Have a crush(es): mm.. just a few
// Who are they: are you joking me?
\\ Do you think you've been in love: i don't know
// Want to go to college: yes. who wants to work at mcdonalds?
\\ Like school: not really
// Want to get married: not really
\\ Type w/ your fingers: noo.. i type with my feet.
// Believe in yourself: most of the time
\\ Think you're a health freak: bagel bites anyone?
// Get along with your parents: parent* sometimes.
\\ Like thunderstorms: no, but i love the rain when its warm out
Series six - in the past month, did/have you
// Drank alcohol: no
\\ Smoke(d): no one wants to lick an asstray
//Done a drug: advil? um no.
\\ Gone on a date: no *tear
// Go to the mall: EVERYDAY!
\\ Eaten an entire box of Oreos: probably about 2
// Eaten sushi: eww no.
\\ Been on stage: yess
// Been dumped: no date, no dump.
\\ Gone skating: no
// Made homemade cookies: cake.Gone skinny dipping: its november lets think about the coldness
// Dyed your hair: nope
\\ Stolen anything: SLS.. kurt has taught me good. i no steal.
series seven - have you ever
\\ Played a game that required removal of clothing: lmnao yes
// Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
\\ Been caught "doing something": ew .sigh. yes
// Been called a tease: yes. i felt very bad..
\\ Gotten beaten up: mm no. pushed into a moving car.. yes
// Shoplifted: SLS again.. no
\\ If so, did you get caught: HAAA no
// Changed who you were to fit in: ya, right.
series eight - the future
// Age you hope to be married: 230C8d23fd35
\\ Numbers and Names of Children:1-2. i don't know!
// Descibe your Dream Wedding: mm no.
\\ How do you want to die: wtm.. kissing YOU!
// What do you want to be like when you grow up: you.
\\ What country would you most like to visit: subway.
series nine - Opposite Sex
//Best eye color: BROWN how sexy
\\ Best hair color: it doesn't matter
//Short or long hair: I'm not sure
\\Best height: well im always liking the shorter ones.. but it doesn't matter.
// Best articles of clothing: little boys abercrombie shirts. ahh yes.
\\ Best first date location: YOUR BEDROOM ROOOM!
// Best first kiss location: your bedroom?
series ten - number Of
// Number of people I could trust with my life: none
\\ Number of CDs that I own: too many dirties to count.
// Number of piercings: 2
\\ Number of tattoos: hi im only almost 15?
// Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a few
\\ Number of scars on my body: mosh pit cut.. tragic bleeding fall.. chin split open. about 20-30
// Number of things in my past that I regret: none because you shouldn't regret!
i wonder if he spent the day smelling his fingers, sniffing.smoking tree, or there leaves, and my third boob.. wait my first.
-pisses on car-
Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
whos else is thinking that the questions weren't sexy?
//leave me some ass//
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| pepsi-yummy vs. coke-eww |
[Monday, November 17th, 2003 @ 3:19pm] |
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i want..
subway
you
to pet a panda
a&f sweatshirt
abercrombie little boys shirt
get more money
bagel bites-got it right BAY!
to watch Dawson's Creek
^waking up at 10 in the morning on vaca to watch that.
the garage door keypad gets broken.
a restrainging order to keep out of our house.
so now a permenant 3 in the household.
'laying on the bathroom floor' minutes: mm hour?
last nights: 40 min.
i used the word 'yuckie' for the first time ever..
Let's call this the quiet city:
Where screams are felt as a wave of stoplights
Drive through the the streets as gunshots punctuate the night
The sides we take divide us from our faith
And the mourning dove gets caught in the telephone wire
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[Sunday, November 16th, 2003 @ 1:56pm] |
1 week
What a load a fun this weekend was..
rachel, rachel, rachel.. and some skank mall action going on there too.
what a mess the ceiling was, what a mess my room was.. what a mess the pillows were.
mm.. my grandpas birthday today. yay.. CAKE!
I'm going to go listen to my station which does include 'Cross out the eyes'.
like predicted.. family day #1 sunk deep.
#2.. that one will probably not happen. 1 week.. whos counting?
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[Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 @ 3:11pm] |
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take me back to the past, a little place i call home.
take me back to where i want to be.
the next time our lips meet lets take them to the past.
look at the uncomfortable future that lies ahead,
lets take the second train to the past.
i hear its a good place to be.
--waits patiently for the 'Cross out the eyes' m video to start--
errrr i love it.
tell me that its worth fightin',
tell me that i don't care,
tell me that i'm alive,
and i will lead happy days
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http://community.webshots.com/user/buriedsecrets
^check out my journal
The great weekend turned out okay.. although, it couldn't have been better!
Friday Night.. hanging out at Rachels and doing nothing like always.. ahh fun stuff.
Saturday.. Mall, HOME ALONE! My mom left at like 7 and then Rachel came over and we took all the pillows all over my house and jumped in them and took like 40 pictures!
Sunday.. Mall with my mommy, and dinner with family + dad + maggg.
i think god made you for me, a mix of passion infedelity, baby your so complete.
And I feel your waves come and crash into me
and she asked me where have you been?
i could've sworn i lost you again
my reply
why do you still pretend
that you forgot me?
-Thursday
I'm hoping the snow will push these dreams of you awayy
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| sum it all up? |
[Thursday, November 6th, 2003 @ 4:24pm] |
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You're Most Like The Season Summer ...
Whoa.... Passionate eh ?? Typically you're a fiery,
zesty person. As the hottest season,
you certainly ooze Sex appeal.
However sometimes your exterior is stronger then
you are and so you scare people off before they
can get close.
Well done... You're the most memorable of seasons
:)
?? Which Season Are You ??
Time to sum up 8th gd and the summer that followed..
Oh, how i miss those exotic summer nights with the old crew.. and can't foget the soap on the trampoline. Half parties at Rachels, roof parties, stalking Carl, getting on the comcast cycle and fixing Kurts internet, talking on the phone till 3 in the morning with who knows? All those unforgetable times we went to the mall just to check-out the skanky undE section of A&F. Or the times we locked Ashleigh in the basement(evil), or when we kissed just to make one another jelous. all the times we secretly wanted eachother's boyfriends/girlfriends, or maybe the times we sat around and watched movies we already saw a jillion times.. oh wait, theres more..
The time we skimmed through the channels and Kurt yelled 'boobies!', or calling the guys in the middle of playstation games, just to piss them off. How about when we took out the old nintendo? Or when the guys went threw our drawers, or when they pulled there pants down and ran around, swimming in the freezing water at Bryn's, taking pictures of random things(such as the stand up pants), or the time we walked all the way home when it was snowing w.the guys(major snowball fight). Or maybe going to the movies and crawling on the ground and yelling yaya, going to subway when we didn't even really like anything. Staying for the games so we could play around in the back of the school, telling our parents we were somewhere else, when we really weren't. Going to the mall just to get cheeke. Making-out w.bad breathe. Maybe the gang-bang at Ashleighs? Doing very illegal things, or ditching everone so we could watch the Even Stevens movie. Trying to get Andrew to fit under the cone. broken hearts, and dirty little secrets..
Oh, and don't forget the many 'families'. Don't forget.. 9 days.
I have to do my whole L.A paper tonight.. psh ya.
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