| lamery |
[12 Aug 2008|04:23pm] |
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i am living with benjamin now. it's wonderful, but it still doesn't feel like home to me. i live in a house with three guys including ben. they're good people, but its a little overwhelming to me since i'm the only girl. well, that and its my first time living on my own.
on top of that, i miss my kitten. i need a little guy to take care of and love. i need that support again :( i'm bummed out that ben won't let me have one for x amount of time. or that one of the roomates is allergic to cats. that makes me feel awful.
plus, i don't feel cute anymore. i feel really ugly and i don't like the way i dress. figures since i mostly feel ugly around ben. as if i'm not good enough or not as pretty as other people.
maybe i just need to cry and not think of such shallow matters.
guh! i just want out of this funk.
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