i lost my best friend, Lena. not 'lost', like 'dead', just 'lost'. ive changed she havent. that's the deal. i just want to shake her all day long. but what can i do ? just say "ok, now, it's time to go, to live separate life, just dont speak to me anymore" that's too cruel ! i mean she's still my friend, well i dont hate her; i just cant put up w/ her anymore !! i have enough to be the only one to make efforts. Can't she see that there's something wrong ???? last night we're drivin in my car. i cant find a topic of conversation !!! we stood there, in my car, without speakin ! my god !! that was.... boring #5 . and i wasnt quite @ ease...
above all, i met a girl last year, Elo?n, i went on with her. we have so much fun ! but Lena doesnt really like Elo?n. And Elo?n has a problem to talk w/ Lena, coz she cant find a topic of conversation. just like me now ! she makes efforts all the time but Lena doesnt. i thnik there's nothing to do ! and i dont want to do something ! but it doesnt want to get out of my head !!!!!!!!!!!!! pleaz ! get out !!!
i dont care i dont care i dont care
ok, i care.
but i dont want to !!
aaaaaaaargh ! #106
hum... to turn cordrazine right up. hum... so good therapy.
there are some rare music that u listen w/ your ears, your blood, your heart, your bones...
it's just an orgasm.
clearlight, memorial drive or even crazy...
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