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[09 May 2005|12:50am]
()Napoleon Dynamite
()Saw
( )White Noise
(x )White Oleander
(x)Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
()Harry Potter
( )Harry Potter 2
( )Harry Potter 3
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
()Little Black Book
()The Village
( )Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
()Finding Neverland
( ) 13 ghosts
(x) Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
()13 going on 30
(x)I Robot
(x)Dodge ball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
()Along Came A Spider- awsome movie
( )Deep impact
( )KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet The Fockers
( x)Eight Crazy Nights
()A Cinderella Story
()The Terminal
()The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x )Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
()Final Destination 2
()Halloween
(x)The Ring
()The Ring 2
()Harold & Kumar (white castle)
(x )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
(x )Hellboy
(x )Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( x)The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
( )Gothika
()A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys 2
(x)Joy Ride
()Seven (SE7EN)
(x)Oceans Eleven
()Oceans Twelve
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Bedazzled
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence Day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x) ET
(x )Children of the Corn
()My boss' daughter
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
(x)Calendar Girls
()Sideways
()Mars Attacks
( )Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
( x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
( )X-men 1
( )X-men 2
(x )Jeepers Creepers
( x)Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
()The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
(x )Reign of Fire
(x)Cruel Intentions
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
(x)Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
(x )The Fifth Element
( )Star wars episode I
( )Star wars episode II
( )Starwars episode IV
( )Star wars episode V
( )Star wars episode VI
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Trainspotting
(x)The Patriot
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
()Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
(x )SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
( )Wild girls
( )A Clockwork Orange
()The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
( )Amelie
(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
()The Incredibles
()Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
()Closer
(x)The Sixth Sense
(x)Artificial Intelligence
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
()Ella Enchanted
()Princess Diaries 1
()Princess diaries 2
(x )Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
()Envy
(x)Eurotrip
(x)Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
(x)Black Sheep
(x )The Breakfast Club
(x)American Beauty
()Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
()The Big Kahuna
(x)Dude, Where's My Car?
(x)Dirty Dancing
()Garden State
(x)Grease
( x)The Italian Job
(x)The Clerks


Everyone is suppose to check the ones you've seen and add one at the end. Yay.
Feelin' Spiffy

[07 May 2005|01:56am]

You Are Boyish Sexy


You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.



What Kind of Sexy Are You? Take This Quiz :-)



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You Are Catwoman


"Life's a bitch. Now so am I."

What Superheroine Are You?




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Your Inner Muse is Thalia


You are most like this playful muse of comedy.

Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.

You make people laugh until their sides split.

And you're always up for some play time!


What Muse Are You? Take This Quiz :-)



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Your Passion is Purple!


You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.




What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)




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You are a City Girl!


Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.
You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.
And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.
Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!




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Bodhisattva
By the GODS! You scored 76%!
You're probably a pretty chill person. We are here and that is that. You realize some truths about reality and existence -and you are comfortable with your place in the world. For the most part, you have no objections to being who and what you are. Congratulations, you're probably a re-incarnated enlightened master. You should found your own school of higher learning or spiritual mastery.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:


free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 60% on beliefs
Link: The Existentialist Mumbo Jumbo Test written by ariesfire79 on OkCupid Free Online Dating
Feelin' Spiffy

[06 May 2005|07:30pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Sometimes, when something becomes part of your life.. at first you despise it, then it continues to happen and finally.. you just deal with it.. and live with it, but sometimes.. it just gets to be too much. Mine is disappointment. Today, disappointment caught up with me and kicked my ass for sure. This sucks. I don't feel like explaining it. I've been in a mood lately.. where things bother me and truly upset me.. but for some reason I can't explain myself.. I can't put into words the emotions I'm feeling.. so then people, that I guess care about me get upset because they want to know but I can't explain it. Then, I think.. do they really want to know because they care or do they just want to know to be up in everyone elses business? This is getting so bad that I can't even talk to the people that are suppose to be my best friends.. I can't talk to my boyfriend because most of my problems and issues are because of him. Not that he caused them directly but because they just are. So, he gets angry.. and he thinks there is something wrong and really there is but I play it off as if there isn't.

I told everyone for quite sometime.. I wasn't ready for a relationship. Yet, I am in one and I can't deal with it. I feel like I forgot how to handle a relationship. One thing I need in a relationship is someone I can talk to about anything and know it's going to stay between us. I don't have that with Justin. Justin lives in Danville, I live in Berwick. It's hard for us to see each other. Today is two weeks. I try, yet am unsuccessful. Justin doesn't even try. It makes me question whether he is serious about this or if he's with me because Dana pushed him into it. Dana is my best friend, who is dating his older brother. It's a complicated situation. She wants me to be happy but wants Justin to be happy and I think this is the wrong place for her to be. It's going to get ugly and end bad. I dont want to hurt anymore. Either does Justin. But I dont think we're right for each other right now. But, at the same time I really want to be with him. I like him, a lot. I really do. But, sometimes.. timing is everything and the timing on this isn't right.

God I just went on forever about nothing. It doesnt matter. Nobody reads this junk anyway. One question before I end this god-forsaken rant. Since when is your best friends significant other more important than your best friend? Someone.. if anyone, explain this to me. I know.. how relationships go. The other person is really really important.. but more important than your best friend? Am I being selfish? Am I being crazy? Am I even making any fucking sense? I dont think so. This is over.


Juli

Feelin' Spiffy

[06 May 2005|07:30pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Sometimes, when something becomes part of your life.. at first you despise it, then it continues to happen and finally.. you just deal with it.. and live with it, but sometimes.. it just gets to be too much. Mine is disappointment. Today, disappointment caught up with me and kicked my ass for sure. This sucks. I don't feel like explaining it. I've been in a mood lately.. where things bother me and truly upset me.. but for some reason I can't explain myself.. I can't put into words the emotions I'm feeling.. so then people, that I guess care about me get upset because they want to know but I can't explain it. Then, I think.. do they really want to know because they care or do they just want to know to be up in everyone elses business? This is getting so bad that I can't even talk to the people that are suppose to be my best friends.. I can't talk to my boyfriend because most of my problems and issues are because of him. Not that he caused them directly but because they just are. So, he gets angry.. and he thinks there is something wrong and really there is but I play it off as if there isn't.

I told everyone for quite sometime.. I wasn't ready for a relationship. Yet, I am in one and I can't deal with it. I feel like I forgot how to handle a relationship. One thing I need in a relationship is someone I can talk to about anything and know it's going to stay between us. I don't have that with Justin. Justin lives in Danville, I live in Berwick. It's hard for us to see each other. Today is two weeks. I try, yet am unsuccessful. Justin doesn't even try. It makes me question whether he is serious about this or if he's with me because Dana pushed him into it. Dana is my best friend, who is dating his older brother. It's a complicated situation. She wants me to be happy but wants Justin to be happy and I think this is the wrong place for her to be. It's going to get ugly and end bad. I dont want to hurt anymore. Either does Justin. But I dont think we're right for each other right now. But, at the same time I really want to be with him. I like him, a lot. I really do. But, sometimes.. timing is everything and the timing on this isn't right.

God I just went on forever about nothing. It doesnt matter. Nobody reads this junk anyway. One question before I end this god-forsaken rant. Since when is your best friends significant other more important than your best friend? Someone.. if anyone, explain this to me. I know.. how relationships go. The other person is really really important.. but more important than your best friend? Am I being selfish? Am I being crazy? Am I even making any fucking sense? I dont think so. This is over.


Juli




Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is7...is it hot in here or is it you
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Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:hair
best personality trait:nothing...nothing at all
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?yes!
when will you get married?September 26, 2017
your kiss is:mixed messages
People date you because:you're hot
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates anope, zero
your best quality isyoure pretty inside and out
your worst quality isum...nothing =)
this is becauseyou were always this way
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What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?Your eyes
What makes you pretty?Your figure
What makes you loveable?How fun you are
What makes you fun?Your love for everything
What makes you irresistable?Your individuality
What makes you cute?How you kiss/hug
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Feelin' Spiffy

People are shady. [31 Mar 2005|10:46pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

This explains the subject. I have nothing else to say tonight. Oh, except that I'm hanging out with Justin tomorrow night and that's awesome.


every starxfades: hey. yeah so i dont know why you aren't talking to me.. and that's fine.. but anyway.. ifyou're pissed off because of David.. I don' know why you would be. Dave and I have been friends since middle school and you know that. As far as me liking everyone that likes you.. is gay. I don't like David..I never liked David anymore than a friend. The only reason he takes me home.. sometimes is so I'm not late for work when I have to ride the bus. And, even if anything was going to happen with David. I dont know why you'd be mad anyway because you said you didn't like him like that.. you could never like him anymore than a friend and you wanted to get back with Eric anyway. And, I dont know what people say to you about me.. but whatever it is, I dont care. We have like 4 months of school left, and 90% of these people I'm never going to see again.

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every starxfades: I dont care if they like me or not. If they want to be fake.. and shady and "pretend" to like me..then that's on them. I have all the friends I need and what's sad, is I thought we were friends. You don't just let like.. 12 years of frienship go.. and not say why. But, whatever. I'm not going to beg you to be my friend.. if you're just going to "pretend" like everyone else. All I can say is Im sorry.. for whatever made you mad.. and I'm letting it go now. It's done and over and I'm not worrying about it. Bye.
every starxfades: yes

Feelin' Spiffy

[10 Mar 2005|11:37pm]
[ mood | In the middle ]
[ music | In the middle- JEW ]

Kayy. Time for an update. =). I'm kinda.. split in two right now. Part of me is so happy and bouncy and carefree, then the other half of me is bitter, angry, and hurt. Now, I don't know what you guys think of this, but I dont think it's a very good combination. I'm happy and such because, well honestly.. I just am. Yanno, I'm happy with me, and my life and the way things are going right now. My friends are phenominal, my family rocks, as always.. sometimes, School isn't too bad and on top of everything, I have a Justin, that still.. in despite of everything, hasn't asked me to prom yet.. lol but.. hopefully soon. I got a bunch of stuff from the Florida college, most likely got accepted, and I'm really looking forward to going but at the same time, something is telling me not to do it. Something is telling me I'm not ready for it, or something. I just.. I really don't wana be that far away. What if something happens? And, I'm 14 hours away..? So, there's Lehigh Valley College, which used to be Allentown Business School, but now.. they are LV College. A guy called me tonight. He saw some of my work from School and is very interested. So, there's a positive. It's kinda away from this area, but also, it's close enough in case something happens I can be home. Yep, and of course, as always, there's a downfall to all of this. My downfall is Dana. She's soo excited about us going together. I'm in a position where someone is going to get hurt, or be unhappy. No matter what, it'll always be me. If I go, I'll be happy but I'll be upset because I know My Mom will be, and my Dad and brother. Along with, Justin, Marcus and a few others. But, Dana will be happy. If I don't go, Dana will be upset and such, and I will be because she is. At the same time, My Mom and everyone will be happy because I'm staying. I really think everyone is making a wayyy big deal over this college thing. It's MY life, it's my career, shouldn't I go to school based on where I want to go? Yep, I believe so. But, of course, I'm not going to worry about it today. Or, probably even tomorrow. =) Next Friday I have an interview at LVC. My Dad and I are going up. I'm semi-excited. Haha. I've realized I get excited very easily. And, I find it interesting. =) BTW, Justin is very beautiful. Lol you guys NEED to see this boy. Whenever my scanner gets fixed.. I'll post hella pictures.

So, My sister told me Adam was leaving for Florida on.. Sunday, I think? Yanno, I reallyy don't even give a fuck. Lexi, Leesha and some dude came to the house tonight, so Mae could sign a card for him. They asked me to, and I was like.. Absolutely fucking nott. And, Leesha just looked at me and Lexi was like.. why not? Why not? Hm.. I'll tell ya why not. Let me ask everyone this. How many times have I lied for Adam? ME! I NEVER lie for ANYONE. Yet, I did it for him. How many times have I been fucked over because of Adam? Exactly. And, I always let everything go. Well, guess what guys. Part of growing up is realizing when you're putting too much into a relationship whether it'd be a friend, a significant other, whatever. With Adam, it was all and nothing. Yeah, most people have heard of All or Nothing.. well this is All and Nothing. I was putting everything I could into trying to be friends with Adam and I was receiving nothing but a hugee fuck you, thanks for everything. How many times has Adam lied to me? "Oh, I'm not lying. I wouldn't lie to you." Fuck that. You bitches ( not that you're bitches, just stating) might believe everything fucking word that kid says, but what do you expect. You're young and such and not that it's a bad thing, I'm not saying that. I'm saying you just don't get it because you haven't learned enough to get it. Take it or leave it, I don't care. If anyone is offended by what I'm typing, at this very moment, I'm sorry.. but get over it. This is my journal and I'll say what I want and if someone doesn't like it then don't read it. I never asked you to. =) Anyway, so I told Lexi now and went in the house because I was cold and we were getting ready to leave to go for Chinese, and she was like.. Juliii.. can I have a hug? And, I said No. And, closed the door. I wasn't being mean. I was just cold and not in a hugging mood. I'm tired of everyone defending Adam. I did it for a long time and I did it for Bobby, too. I knoww how Kaiser kids work.. and when I see Leesha, Kayla and Lexi defend him and whatnot, it makes me angry. It makes me angry because he fucked them all over so many times.. and all he has to say is "I'm sorry" or "No, I didn't do that. Believe what you want." And, they do. They believe him. Friends or not, people are fucking retarded. They know when someone is jewing them over. It's called intuition. And, it only works if you listen to yourself. Anyone can read this and think I'm fucking retarded and I'll laugh at you. Sometimes, you need to look at things open-mindedly. If you can't do that, you're screwed, straight up.

My brother got in a fight at school and got suspended for five days. It's to the point where my parents just let it go. He didn't get grounded, lectured, anything. And, I completely understand why. It doesn't do anything. He does whatever the fuck he wants and that's it. He's failing ninth grade.. again, for the second time. The boy will never get past ninth grade and I believe he will have a long, hard life ahead of him if he doesn't get a clue soon and realize this world doesn't revolve around Matthew. ANd, nobody has to bow down to him. He'll realize that right quick when his ass is chillin in Columbia County and he's bending over for someone else. Haha, that was a joke but it made me laugh. Anyway, I love him and I hope he grows up right quick but I have little hope for him.

Last night I worked from 4-10 and made $20 in tips. That's awesome.

I think I'm finished. Good night.

-Juliiiii

Feelin' Spiffy

Yum =) [07 Mar 2005|11:28pm]
Whoaa! I'm 18 noww! And, to tell ya the truth, I dont feel any older. My birthday rocked. Saturday night, Justin called me at like.. 12:00, just so he could be the first person to say Happy Birthday to me. Isnt that cute? Aw. Justin Matthew so rocks. That kid.. he's fantastical. We get along great, I'm in love with the relationship we have. Noo. not him, and it isn't like an official serious relationship, I mean, the friendsip really close relationship. The kid where if I was upset I know I could call him and he'd have no problem being there for me. The relationship were we stay on the phone til 4am talking about absolutely nothing important, yet have the greatest time being silly; being us. I love knowing I can be silly, and be ME without him being like.. omg. this girl is crazy. He tells me I'm crazy, but in a good crazy. =) Dana says he's going to ask me to his Prom, that'll be awesome. His is the 14th, ours is the 21st. I got a dress. It's fantastical. It's Gold and pretty and I can't wait until Prom. =) I dont know what'll happen with Justin and I'm not even gonna stress it. Whatever is suppose to happen will, but I have to say, for the first time in a whole year, I feel like.. this is a good thing. He's a good person for me. He reminds me so much of someone else, only he's so much better and radder and everything together. =) Yeah, it's something to smile about. So, there's a quick update for everyone. More later. I leave you with this because I'm bored.


A-Alkaline Trio
B-Ben Folds Five
C-Cauterize
D-Danzig
E-Eve 6
F-Five for Fighting
G-Goo Goo Dolls
H-Homegrown
I-Incubus
J-Juliana Theory
K-Kidney Theives
L-Less Than Jake
M-Movie Life
N-Nirvana
O-Oasis
P-Protest The Hero
Q-Queens of the Stone Age
R-Refused
S-Sublime
T-Taking Back Sunday
U-Unwritten Law
V-Vendetta Red
W-Ween
X-Xzibit
Y-Yellowcard
Z-Zwan

=) Yay!




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Oh So Excited. [25 Feb 2005|02:22pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | THUG ]

Um hm. I'm sure everyone noticed my bangin' new layout? Yeah buddy.. mad props to Lolli; acradle_acasket for the kick ass work. I'm so excited, I lovee it. Oh and why else is this super silly kid excited? OH BECAUSE HER BIRTHDAY IS IN JUST TWO days! Oh yes. But, Justin ( A recent found best bud ) and I have decided that we're cool enough to have a birthday EVERY day. Oh yes. That kid.. he's so awesome. I think he just might be my "opposite sex twin". Lol. Yeahh buddy.

Whoaa! It's been quite some time since I updated this thing. Not too much has happened. I've been missing a lot of school lately.. only because, man I just don't feel like going! But, that must stop now because I'm beginning to get too far behind and as it being so close to the end of my High School career, I don't want to get too far behind and be lost, then end up being SCREWED for Graduation. Man, London, Cancun and Florida are ALL waiting for me.. and I'm not gonna give that up because I don't like school. :p. I didn't go today, but it wasn't my fault. I got up on time, got a shower and was ready to leave by 9:30,, but Heather's Mom has her car.. so her, Aimee and I had to ride the bus.. so Me and Mae walked to Heather's, got her, then went to the bus stop and we had missed the damn bus. We weren't late or anything.. just.. I don't know. So, I came home. Played THUG for quite some time, went and got my check.. OH YEAH! I got a job.. in case anyone didn't know that. Scicchitano's in Berwick.. Wednesday and Saturday nights, then whenever else Joey needs me to come in. It's fun. Yeah, so then I came home, played THUG some more, and then.. yep here I've been. It's a fun day.

Tomorrow, my brother comes home for gooddd! We have to be at the Armory by 9am to help decorate and stuff, then they should be coming in around 11, then at 12, there's a ceremony thing at the High School. After that, I'm going to work from 4-10, then coming home.. or maybe going out.. I dont know, then SUNDAY IT'S HAPPY JULI DAYYY! Oh yes. How exciting?

I have to say, I am a lot happier than I have been. The best month or so has been fantastical. I'm not worried about anything anymore. Nathan and I aren't speaking, but yet we aren't arguing either. We have no issues with each other, that I know of and that's cool. Defiantely, a lot of less stressful then other times. And, really, besides just being friends with him, this is all I ever wanted anyway.

Dana, Kandra, Ali and I are getting along like freakin' whoa and it's exciting because I like my favorite people to like my other favorite people. Dana was having some problems , but they're better. Ali is happier than ever with Jacob, which makes me happy for her., Kandra was also having boy troubles.. but nothing brings that kid down. I love her. She's better, too. Yay.

I got my senior pictures back a few days ago. I'll have to post them whenever I get my scanner fixed. They're hot. Ohhh yes.

Oh! Lol. Do you guys remember a while back when I was with Kaiser? Anyways... yanno how he cheated on me with April, she's pregnant, he was chillin in Kulpmont with his brother.. playing all these bitches, then went into rehab? Yeh well, he got back a few months ago.. and I guess moved in with April and they were talking about getting married.. this was around Xmas time. Wednesday night, his Aunt Beck came into work and was telling me all about it and guess whatt! Lmao. They were suppose to get married yesterday. Lol, whether they did or not I don't know.. nor do I give a fuck. I just find it extremely funny. NOBODY wants her to marry him. It's great.

Adam leaves for Florida either today, tomorrow, or Sunday. When I first found out, I was kinda upset but I really don't care anymore. I love Adam to death but he isn't who he used to be anymore. He's like.. a little Bobby. And, that's sad. I always called him and tried to see him but he was too busy. And, I asked him like 5 times to come see me at work because I wanted to see him before he left and he never made an attempt to come in so fuck him. Lol. I tried but ya can't so everything on your own. So, I hope he goes to Florida and does well. I hope he grows up and doesn't get in trouble.

I don't know what else to talk about. So, I leave you with this. Something I thought of today. I liked it so here ya gooo!

"She's pretty in pink with sparkling green eyes, waiting..waiting for someone that cares."

Yeah! :p Byee!


-Juli

Feelin' Spiffy

[16 Feb 2005|10:14pm]
What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is:Crying with Falling Leaves in Autumn
You sound like:The Get Up Kids
You will be signed to:Dreamworks Records
Your emo lyrics are:"I miss the way you used to know who I was"
Name:
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Feelin' Spiffy

[26 Jan 2005|11:02pm]
// The Twelve Months of the Year <3 *

[] - / January -
|| does your town get a lot of snow? sometimes..this year it did
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in january? yep.. a few
|| do you go out in the snow if it does snow? yep haha
|| do you like hot chocolate? yes
|| do you do anything special for new year's day? not really no
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / February -
|| do you give out valentines to anyone? yep
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in february? MINE! a few others
|| do you eat a lot of candy on valentine's day? yeah
|| do you have a valentine every year? not this year
|| have you ever had a valentine? yea
|| is this your favorite month? no

[] - / March -
|| are you irish? no
|| do you wear green on st. patrick's day? of course
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in march?yep
|| do you like the color green? yep - favorite color
|| do you believe that four leaf clovers bring luck? yeah
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / April -
|| does it rain a lot near you in april? mhmm
|| do you celebrate easter? yes
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in april? uh yes
|| do you believe in the easter bunny? no
|| have you ever been in an easter egg hunt? yep
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / May -
|| do you like flowers? yeah
|| if so, what is your favorite kind of flower?idk
|| do you get spring allergies? yeah
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in may?yes
|| do you treat your mom well on mother's day? yep
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / June -
|| what day does your school get out? 9th!!!
|| do you go to summer camp? no
|| do you go during june? no
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in june?yes
|| do you treat your dad well on father's? yeah
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / July -
|| do you go to summer camp during this month? no
|| do you do anything special for the 4th of July?sometimes
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in july? yes
|| do you go on any vacations in july? yeah
|| do you go swimming a lot? yeah
|| is this your favorite month? no



[] - / August -
|| do you go on vacation in august? yep
|| have you ever had a summer love? yea,
|| do you go back to school in august?not this year haha
|| do you go to summer camp during this month? no
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in august? yes
|| is this your favorite month? no



[] - / September -
|| do you go back to school during September? not this yearrr
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in september? yeah
|| do you like school? yeah
|| do you go big time school shopping? yea
|| do you like fall? ooh yes yes
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / October
|| do you decorate your house for Halloween? yeh
|| do you party on Halloween? yeah
|| do you go trick or treating? yeah haha
|| what costumes have you been in the past? oh oh a ton.
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in October? yes
|| is this your favorite month? no


[] - / November
|| do you like turkey ? no
|| does your whole family get together for thanksgiving? yes
|| do you go away for thanksgiving? nope
|| do you know anyone whose b-day is in November? yes
|| have you ever seen a live turkey? yes
|| is this your favorite month?yes

[] - / December
|| do you get a lot of presents for the holidays? sometimes
|| do you celebrate Christmas? yah
|| do you celebrate Chanukah? nope
|| do you celebrate Kwanzaa? nope
|| do you knows anyone whose b-day is in December? yeah
|| is this your favorite month? no
Feelin' Spiffy

Boys... [22 Jan 2005|01:27am]
Man, my lil brother scares the fuck outa me sometimes. I dont understand what the fuck goes through his head. It's like.. everything is about what people see him as, what people think, what his friends think, what people say, everything is about "pride" and "standing up for yourself." Why? Why does he care if someone doesn't talks shit on him? People talk shit, it's what they do. Today, he wanted to go to the movies.. so he did. And, what happens? He comes home with a fucking black eye all swollen and fucking cut open and shit.. and his chin is all fuckered up. I asked him what happened and he said he was playing football with his friends and he friend elbowed him in the eye. Yeah, okay. Football.. at night.. in the snow.. in 0 degree weather? Yeahhh okay, pal. So, finally, he told me the truth. He had gotten in a fight with Philip Morris.. this kid he's had problems with forever... he said Philip didnt get many hits in and he got him on the ground and he walked away.. then he was leaving and Eric Creveling hit him from behind and just fucked him up. It scares me because I know how he is. I know how he runs his mouth and thinks he can take anyone.. anytime. It scares me that he's 16 and thinks he has everything figured out and that his friends will have his back for all time and jeez.. it just doesnt work out that way. I want him to grow up and do better for himself but he won't listen to anything anyone says. He always gets in trouble at school.. he never goes to school.. or he comes home early.. or he's late.. hes just.. really fucking up right now and i know like.. hes growing up and everyone goes through the stage but man.. its getting really reallyy bad. It kinda makes me not wana go to florida.. or like.. take him with me or something.. and i know hes fucking smoking pot and shit.. i know he drinks.. he's done it in front of me before. not pot.. but drinking.. and if you ask him he gets reallyy mad and flips out.. and i cant say anything to my parents because they dont believe me.. so i dont know what to do. its kinda one of those things where you cant walk away but you dont wana be involved because its too stressful and such. i dont know. im out. peace.


-juli.
Feelin' Spiffy

Hm.. [16 Jan 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

My Mom and I got into an arguement today. Not only today, but recently. This is because, well, really I don't know why. She wants me to go to college, she wants me to go to college here, somewhere near by. My plans for me and her plans for me do not agree. I'm the typical Picsces, that is very indecisive. And, sticking to one plan is rare. Im always changing my mind about what school I want to go to. But, yanno what.. I CAN. I'm a kid. I'm allowed to be indecisive. Maybe not at 18, but this is how I see it. 18 isn't old. I'm still young, and I'm still a kid. I'm in NO hurry to grow up. So, todays problem was this. I have a friend that applied to an Art school in Florida and got accepted. She asked me to go with her, we've been talking about it for quite some time now and last night I decided I want to go. She's already accepted, so we're going to go to Florida in September, classes start October 3, we're going to get an apartment together. Of course, find one while we're here.. before we get there. I'm going to get a job, while she goes to school. I'm going to apply to the college, and hopefully get accepted and work. If I don't get accepted, then I don't. But, I'm still going to stay in Florida. Maybe it's not a great plan, but it's MY plan. It's what I want to do. I'm going to be 18 and it's important for me to make mistakes and learn from them. Maybe going to Florida will be a learning experience. So, my Grandmother comes over and I told her my plan and she said, I can't just go to FLorida to "hang out" if I'm not going to school. WHY NOT!? It's the same thing I'd being here. Of course, it's different because I know this area and my parents are here and it's FLorida.. and Ft. Lauderdale.. and yanno, I understand as parents they're concerned.. and it's hard to let go of a growing kid.. but don't throw shit in my face that you don't like. She doesn't think I'm serious about this and maybe I'm not but today I am. Right now I am. She doesn't think I can handle being on my own because I'm "immature". I'm not a typical 18 year old. Yeah, so I don't have a job right now, and I don't have my license. But, it isn't because I'm immature and I want to be lazy. It's because I don't really need a job. I don't want to grow up too fast. I didn't want to spend my High School years working. When the time comes to grow up, I'll do it. But, not because people want me to. I'll grow up when I feel I need to. I think parents need to have a little bit more faith and confidence in their children. YOU raised us, shouldn't you be confident in the results of the hard work to put into raising your kids? Myabe I'm wrong. Maybe everything I'm saying is wrong but I don't care. I need to be wrong sometimes, but I also need a little bit of faith, too.

My brother should be home around my birthday. Between the 26th and 28th of February. My birthday is the 27th. Thats rad.

I'm really tired of having shady friends. Not all of them, and the ones Im speaking of aren't like this all the time, but A LOT of the damn time. It's like they only call me to hangout when they need something. And, when I can do something to benefit them then I matter, any other time they make up fucked up excuses. Like saying they're fucked up, then the next day saying they never drank but the reason we couldnt hang out was because they were supposively drinking. And, at this point I really don't care if they know who they are. Just remember, Best friends means best friends. Not "I'll be your friend when it's convient for me".

I think I'm just really tired of people not taking me seriously.. and fucking me over because I let them and I'm nice and do nice things for people that are suppose to be my friends. So, whatever. I'm done. Peace the fuck out.

Feelin' Spiffy

Whoa. [15 Jan 2005|09:00pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Steph has this in her subprofile. I dont know anything about it but I know it's beautiful and it reminds me of Heather; my best friend since kindargarten. Ali, Kandra and Dana, my best friends for the past four years. The people I've grown to love and hate at the same time. Marcus, my best friend today. Nate, the person that made me realize crying over someone that isnt crying over you isn't worth your time, and when trying to hurt me because he didn't know what else to do truly made me stronger and helped me realize you can't control everything. Tiff, the person I love to hate. The person I swore I wouldn't let ruin my Senior year, the person I blamed all my problems on and made me realize without even trying that you can't blame everything on someone that really has nothing to do with the situation. These people have impacted my life, to a point that they will never comprehend. I wouldn't change a thing about my Senior year, or the past four years. So, here. This is for everyone to read. Then, I wana post my conversation with Steph. :)


THREE years ago, we stepped into high school...individuals seeking to do well, to find their identity, to find their best friend. we opened our lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought about how great it was to finally be in high school. 3 years ago we met our best friend, went to our first school dance, had a crush on a cute senior. 3 years ago we couldnt wait till
we got older.

TWO years ago we stepped inot high school believing that we owned the place. no longer the lowly freshman, we had a new attitude. still individuals searching for themselves, looking to fit in, wanting to achieve something. we followed our daily routines, expanded our circle of friends, talked about parties. 2 years ago we made a new best friend, went to sweet sixteens every weekend,
thought we were too mature for school dances. 2 years ago we couldnt wait to get older.

ONE year ago we became upper classman. we began to realize that we were growing up. we got out licenses, starting driving on weekends. 1 year ago we realized who our true friends were and cherished the time spent with them. we found where we fit in yet still seemed to be looking for something else. 1 year ago we started talking about college, thinking it was still too far away. we
had our junior prom, got our rings, realized that time really does fly. but 1 year ago, we still couldnt wait to get older.

DURING our last year, we entered school as seniors. we had senioritis before class even resumed, we got to leave school early and come in late. everything we did was the "last". our last homecoming, last pep rally, our last season in a sport, our last birthday at home. senior year we took our time together for granted, we went to party after party on the weekends, we rebelled and we learned. senior year we still had the same best friend and cherished
time spent with them. we started applying to college, far and near, we got accepted, we got rejected, we found exactly where we wanted to go. we realized that we would no longer have the comfort of home within a year. now, we finally realized that we could have waited to get older. we realize that the time has somehow slipped away and soon we will be saying goodbye. saying goodbye to our friends, our family, our home.

SOON we will go to our senior prom, graduate, sit for the last time with everyone. it is the last time we will all be together, recognized as the class of 2005. now we are getting excited about starting over, getting sad about what we will leave behind, getting anxious to move on. now we realize just how important our best friend are, how much fun we really did have in four years. now we wish we could be younger, we wish we would have taken the
time to appreciate every moment, to slow down time. now we face having to say goodbye.

IN one year we, we will return as different people. we will have experienced dorm life, ate campus food, met new friends. we will have joined a club, maybe a sorority, done something new. In one year we will be new people. we will still be searching for our identity, to find our place. we will have picked majors, changed majors, passed and failed at things we tried. In one year we will know more about ourselves and what we want to become. we
will remember the past times and look fondly at the memories, although we have created new memories.

YET one thing will remain. In one year, we will still have that best friend. Maybe since kindergarden, maybe since high school, maybe even a college roommate. That person can be found in new friends and in old. Without them we would have nothing. Four years brought laughter and tears, through boyfriends, bad grades, family problems, and love, our friends showed us that life was worth enjoying. with them we wanted to grow up so quickly.
Now,they are the only people with whom we will remain forever young.

The young faces shown in these pictures represent times when our biggest worries were Barbie & Ken's wedding, GI Joe's missing arm, and why we had to eat vegetables at dinner...... Again. Looking at these pictures today, sometimes we, the seniors, wish we could go back to such carefree days. But at the same time moving on with our lives, making new memories, and gaining independence have become exciting realities that were once ideas that seemed so far away. Since 7th grade we have counted down the days until graduation. Now as the day approaches we are still anxious, but somewhat nervous. The faces in these pictures remind us of the people we once and still are, The friends we have grown up with and also with whom we will graduate. Surviving these past 12 years wasn't always easy, but in that time we had some of the best experiences of our lives. Those times are what made it worth while.*




every starxfades: What wrong?
every starxfades: Whats**
SwEeTsTePh00002: everything
every starxfades: Explain.
SwEeTsTePh00002: same bout seth
every starxfades: Im here.. I have time.
every starxfades: What about Seth?
SwEeTsTePh00002: i miss him and still want to be with him
SwEeTsTePh00002: do you kno fawn rake?
every starxfades: Yes.
SwEeTsTePh00002: i think that they are goin out...:-\ehhhh
SwEeTsTePh00002: ive been really sick bc of ballin and shit
every starxfades: Steph. It is completely out of your control. Seth is the one that walked away. You should be happy he cares enough about your friendship to not jeopardize it.
SwEeTsTePh00002: i kno, but idont
every starxfades: I think you're focusing on it too much. You need to realize you didn't do anything wrong and sometimes things don't work out the way you want them to.
SwEeTsTePh00002: :'(
every starxfades: Everything happens for a reason and just because you don't understand that reason, doesn't mean it wasn't mean to happen. Some of the best things are to be left unanswered. Just go with what life gives you, darling.
every starxfades: We're still young, and we have too many more important things to do and worry about than some boy. :-) Be young, Steph.. don't waste it crying over someone that isn't crying over you.
SwEeTsTePh00002: see he is the only one i really EVER reaalllyy cared about
SwEeTsTePh00002: and there are so many times i TRY to get him off my mind, but i jsut cant
SwEeTsTePh00002: i think im gonna call jer
every starxfades: That's what you think now. Because there isn't anyone else to fulfill that void. Hunni I knowww... I was there. I spent 2 years of my life with Nathan. But Im telling you.. it's fine. It's gonna get better, but it won't if you don't try and let go of the things you can not change.
SwEeTsTePh00002: but hes prolly with is gf
every starxfades: Call Jer. Talk to him. Just FEEL BETTER!
every starxfades: So. You guys are friends, and you need a friend.. theres nothiggg wrong with that.
every starxfades: nothinggg*


Enjoy.

1 are : Feelin' Spiffy

Stolen from Ms.Lexyann [15 Jan 2005|05:14pm]
ARE YOU?

[ ]ugly.
[x]pretty.
[x]bored.
[x]happy.
[x]depressed. =/
[] blonde
[ ]bilingual.
[x]white.
[ ]black.
[x]short.
[]tall
[ ]grounded.
[ ]sick.
[x]lazy.
[x]single
[]taken.
[x]unhappy with your body.
[ ]perfect.
[]talking to someone.
[]IMing someone.
[x]scared to die.
[ ]sleepy.
[]annoyed.
[]in your room.
[]drinking something.
[ ]eating something.
[ ]naked.
[x]ticklish.
[]listening to music.
[ ]homophobic.
[ ]racist.
[x]cautious.
[ ]on Rx drugs.
[ ]famous.
[]flirtacious.
[]shy.
[x]funny.
[]mature.
[x]immature.
[x]friendly.
[ ]mean.
[x]cold.
[ ]hot.
[ ]a neat freak.
[x]emotional.
[x]sweet.
[x]a bitch. i can b a real ass bitch wen i need 2 b .. but im cool as shit if u real wit me lol
[ ]selfish.
[x]stubborn.


HAVE U EVER?

[x]been drunk.
[]had sex.
[]smoked pot.
[x]kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ]had more than two jobs.
[xrode in a taxi.
[x]been dumped.
[]shoplifted.
[x ]been fired.
[x]had a job.
[x]been in a fist fight.
[x]snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ]been arrested.
[ ]stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[x]played a sport.
[ ]went on a blind date.
[x]smoked a cigarette.
[]gone on an airplane by yourself.
[]broken a bone
[]had sex in a car.
[x]white lied to a friend.
[]went swimming in your bathtub. lollll
[]checked out a teacher lmaooo
[ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ]been to europe.
[x]made out in a movie.
[ ]taken caffiene pills.
[]been to disney land.
[]had a crush on someone you hardly knew.
[x]been to california.
[x]shopped in Manhattan.
[x]been skinny dipping.
[x]regretted something.
[ ]peed on yourself.
[x]skipped school.
[x]thrown up from drinking.
[ ]been butt nekked bangin on the bathroom floor.
[]had sex with a boy.
[ ]had sex with a girl.
[x]been in a car accident.
[x]partied for days and days straight.
[x]had a family member die.
[x]played 'clue'. lmao
[x]played truth or dare
[x]played strip poker
[x]had a sleepover party.
[x]had a co-ed sleepover party.
[x]went ice skating.
[ ]dropped x.
[x]been cheated on. godamn bastards
[x ]cheated on someone.
[ ]murdered someone.
[x ]dreamed about murdering someone.
[ ]had a threesome.
[x]had a sweet sixteen.
[]had a car.
[]drove. hehe ..
[ ]been in trouble with the cops
[ ]got a speeding ticket
[ ]lied about your age.
[ ]danced naked
[ ]used a fake ID
[ ]been engaged.
[ ]been married.
[ ]had a baby.
[ ]had a pregnancy scare.
[x]called someone and hung up.
[ ]faked an orgasm. llmmaooooo
[x]pulled an all nighter.

here is another one...

SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: Juli
+` gender: Female
+` height: 5'4ish
+` hair color: dark brown
+` eye color: green
+` fears: Dying, Growing up, Clowns
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` cheated on someone: Once. Bigg mistake.. I was like.. 14
+` fallen off the bed: haha yep
+` fallen for a relative: no
+` had plastic surgery: No.
+` failed a grade: No..a class though
+` broken someones heart: umm probably
+` had your heart broken: Yes yes yes
+` done something you regret: Yep
+` cheated on a test: yep
+` broken a body part: nope

SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: jeans, tink shirt, pink zippie hoodie
+` listening to: nothing
+` chewing: nope
+` feeling: hungry
+` located: computer room
+` chatting with: ed and tory
+` watching: The screen
+` should really be: Getting ready to go

SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: Yes
+` like anybody: Yes
+` have any piercings: belly button and my ears
+` believe in Santa: sure haha
+` ever get off the PC: yah


SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: idk..
+` IMed: tory
+` talked to on the phone: Ali
+` yelled at: Will or Matt
+` fell in love with: Kaiser.. pshh big mistake
+` tripped: dont remember

SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up? a psychrist
+` what was the worst day of your life? idk..
+` most embarrassing story: way to many..
+` the best day of your life? Didnt happen yet..
+` what comes first in your life? My Family, then friends
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush? Nope, I give up on love
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would you put them? my ass, so i'd know when people were staring..
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed? What has happened that day
SECTi0N>8: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: i have lots
+` song: every rose has its thorn.. poison
+` store: hmm.. i duno i have lots
+` relative: i like them all.. some more than others.. but yeah
+` sport: hockey..
+` vacation spot: Ireland
+` ice cream flavor: mint chocolate chip
+` fruit: starfruit
+` candy: skittles
+` holiday: St Pattys Day
+` day of the week: Friday
+` colors: Pink Green

SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: Yes
+` like to walk in the rain: sure
+` sleep with or without clothes on: with
+` blue or black pens: black
+` dress up for halloween: haha of course!!
+` like to travel: Yes
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: my tummy
+` want to marry: no
+` have a goldfish: no
+` have stuffed animals: oh ya!
+` go on vacation: Yeah

---» Attraction
Are you a flirtatious person? I guess so
Physically, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex?eyes
Personality-wise, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex? they have to be funny
Is their social status important? not really
Does it matter if they are involved in activities like sports or music? not at all
Have you ever gotten butterflies because you liked someone so much? Yeah

---» First Date
For a first date, would you rather go out alone or out with friends? Alone.. i think its important and i dont want my first date to be with a guy and his friends.. then me have to compete with his friends.. for attention and stuff.. so yeah.. but after that it doesnt matter
Go to a place where you can talk or go to a place where you can have fun? Both
To you, is feeling a ‘connection’ important on the first date? Yeah!
What is one place you wouldn’t want to go to for a first date? i dunno
Have you ever been on a blind date? nope
Do you kiss on the first date? depends if i had a good time

---» Love
Have you ever been in love? yep
How do you know if you’re in love? There's no way to descrice it, you just know, when you think about him alot, get nervous yet excited at the same time, i dont know you just KNOW.
Have you told someone that you loved them when you really didn’t? Nope
Is having love in your life important? it isnt the most important thing but its good to have.
Do you think you are or will be good at expressing love? yeah
Do you think it’s true that we all have one soulmate in our life?i used to.. but no

---» Upsets
Have you ever liked/loved someone and never had that feeling returned? yeah
Have you ever asked the opposite sex out and been turned down? yea
Have you ever been set up as a joke? Nope
Have you ever dated someone because you felt bad about turning them down? nope
Have you ever had your heart broken? yea
Feelin' Spiffy

[15 Jan 2005|04:56pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Okay. This is just something I threw together trying to find something for my AIM Profile. It's just some of my favorite one-liners stuck together. I hope you enjoy.


I want a lover I don't have to love because love is an excuse to hurt and get hurt and everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you Now excuse me while I fall apart Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart.


-juli

Feelin' Spiffy

[04 Jan 2005|06:49pm]
Hawthorne Heights
"Screenwriting An Apology"

She called last night still waiting for a reply.
This static contact is pulling us apart.
Please hang up on tight,
I'll see you through the night.

You have me still be because I'm breathing,
Although it has slowed down.
Please don't cry because I'm leaving.
I hope I see you soon.


Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies,
Replace this dull life with you.
I Know it's tomorrow,
She's waiting for something to feel alive.

You know me too well,
She's sorry and I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black.
You're acting all this out again,

Just wake me when it's over,
When the curtains raise,
It's time to move on.

Exit now, credits rolling,
The girl who stole my heart.
The one that got away...
Feelin' Spiffy

Im on an update rampage. [22 Dec 2004|08:43pm]
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know, you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know for you
I'd bleed myself dry for you
I'd bleed myself dry

It's true, look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

Coldplay . Yellow
I love this f u c k i n g song.
Feelin' Spiffy

Revised. [22 Dec 2004|08:37pm]
This is for Shawna, Mandi and Andy.

What About You? [[Lots of Questions.]]--[[284]]

Created by amused-xxx and taken 100 times on bzoink!

::_Basics
Whats your first name?
Whats your middle initial?
Whats your eye color?
Whats your height?
Whats your weight?
What color is your hair?
Do you dye it? If so what color?
How old are you?
What month where you born in?
Do you like your name?
::_The friends you Claim to have
More guy or girl friends?It's equal
How many CLOSE friends do you have?9
What are thier names?Shawna Mandi Ali Dana Kandra Andy Marcus Charlie and Tommy
Who is the most trusting?Marcus
Who have you known the longest?Kandra
Whos hair do you like the most?Kandra
Whos the prettiest/most handsom?Kandra
Who will go farthest in life?Ali
Whos the shortest?Kandra and Dana
Whos the tallest?Andy and Charlie
Who makes you laugh the most?Shawna and Mandi
Whos the most outgoing?Shawna
Who have you known the least amount of time?Shawna and Mandi
Whos birthday is coming up?Kandra
Who do you see the most?Kandra Dana Ali
Who do you rely on the most?Marcus
Who have you vented to?All
Who has the best fashion sence?Ali
Whos the corniest?Idk
Whos the most romantic?Charlie
::_The last times
Whats the last food you ate?
Whats the last show you watched?
Whats the last thing you did before this quiz?
Whos the last person you hugged?
Whos the last person you kissed?
Whos the last person you hit?
Whos the last person you dreamed of?
Whos the last person you cried to?
Whats the last CD you listened to?
::_Do you believe..
In magic?
In love at first sight?
In miracles?
Santa?
Easter bunny?
Tooth fairy?
Greek gods?
Religion?
Gay marriges?
::_Just wandering but..
What do you like the most about you?
What do you wanna change?
Who do you envy the most?
Do you want to get your belly button pierced?
Do you shop at Bath and body works?
::_Your love life
Single?
If no who is your current girlfriend/boyfriend?
Do you love them?
How'd you meet?
Where'd you meet?
Can you see them in your future?
What color hair do they have?
What color eyes?
Height?
::_Wich do you perfer when looking for a girlfriend/boyfriend..?
Dark eyes or light eyes?
Tall or short?
Slim or Muscular?
Lanky or graceful?
Funny or serious?
Wise or goofy?
Romantic or down right corny?
Older or younger?
Creative or original?
Rich or poor?
Jock/prep or goth?
Outgoing or safe?
::_Favorite..
Color
Number
Channel
Store
Drink
Shoes
Animal
Pet name
Other sex name
Same sex name
Song
Band
Singer
Game
Leisure activity
Instrument
State
Car
::_Do you..
Type shorthand?
Get emotioanl easily?
Give everything your all?
Play more than 3 sports?
Have any pets?
Consider yourself pretty?
Love life?
Want to kill someone?
Bathe daily?
Love school?
Have a cell phone?
Have more than 20 contacts on your cell phone?
Use AIM?
If so, have more than 100 buddies on AIM?
Have a boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Use WinMX?
Like Aerosmith?
::_What would you do if..
Your family threw you out of the house?
Your parents died?
You where chased by the cops?
You where caught drinking under-age?
Rabid monkeys attacked you?
Do you like pudding?
You got backstage to meet your favorite band?
::_Would you ever..
Kiss a stranger?
Hug a stranger?
Dance in public?
Break out in song in a parking lot?
Go into Starbucks and order a hamburger?
Try to start your own religion?
Run for president?
Start your own band?
Adopt a bird?
Pay over $100 for a rock?
Give a homeless man your shirt?
Try to steal someones pants?
::_Have you ever..
Skipped school?
Started a food fight?
Eaten paper?
Sang to no music?
Twitched obsessivley?
Thought about dating the same sex?
Tried to rap?
Tried to break-it-down?
Sang a christmas song to your dog/cat/or any other animal?
Practied a speech infront a mirror?
Flexed infront of a mirror?
Drawn stuff on somenones face?
Joined a cult?
Cut your own hair?
::_What do you think when you hear..
Hey
Dog
Cat
Rap music
Internet
Quizes
Cardboard
Pudding
Noel
Diamond
Headphones
Alternative music
Jones
::_Have you ever..
Driven illegaly? (underaged)
Drank underaged?
Smoked?
Snuck out of the house?
IMed someone and asked a/s/l?
Webcammed?
Failed a class?
Waved to a stranger?
Photocopied your face?
Stapled yourself?
Cheated on someone?
Colored your hair with sharpies?
Had a cavatie?
Been to a concert?
::_Are you..
Tall?
Short?
Pretty?
Sexy?
Nice?
Talkative?
Hyper?
Quiet?
Goth?
Prep?
Un-labled?
Punk?
Loner?
Vegetarian?
Jewish?
Christian?
Athiest?
Original?
In love?
Depressed?
Insane?
Crazy?
Happy?
Bored a lot?
Friendly?
Outgoing?
::_Currently..
What are you wearing?
What are you thinking?
What are you doing besides this survey?
Who are you talking to?
What are you feeling?
Are you hungry?
Are you thirsty?
Are you bored?
Are you annoyed?
Are you waiting for something?
Are you scared?
Are you depressed?
Are you entertained?
Are you cold?
::_Whens the last time you..
Cursed?
Cried?
Hugged someone?
Screamed?
Hurt someone or yourself?
Sang?
Danced?
Laughed?
IMed someone?
Ate?
Drank?
Smoked?
Got a peircing?
Rode a horse?
Flew in a plane?
Drove in a car?
Went to a store?
Ate candy?
Hid in your closet?
Lost a family member or friend?
Went out of state?
Brushed your hair?
Watched TV?
Brushed your teeth?
Bathed?
::_If you could would you..
Ride a bike?
Go iceskating?
Goto another state?
Goto another country?
Bring someone back from the dead?
Change your appearance?
Change your friends?
Change your family?
Change your life?
Get a dog?
Prostitute yourself?
Go out to dinner?
Goto disney world?
Eat Cheesecake?
Kill someone?
::_Wich is worse..
Coke or pepsi?
Emotional or Physical pain?
Saying I love you or saying I hate you?
Math or Science?
Feelin' Spiffy

Starting over? [22 Dec 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

For anybody that doesn't know, my grandmother passed away May 30 of this year. Her and my Poppy were together for 20 some years. Although, he isn't my real grandfather, he's all I've ever known. Therefore, ranks of high importance to me. Her death was unexpected and painful and I know it hurt him a lot. This was his second marriage, and his first wife had also died. Two month ago he met a woman named Jeanette. Him and Jeanette got married last Friday. How does Juli feel about this? I'm not happy. I don't oppose it, but then I'm not all for it either. Tonight he came from Maryland, with Jeanette. We're the only people of our family that are open to meeting, and growing to accept her. My aunts are being bitches about it and my uncle really doesn't care too much. Tonight, I asked him if he was happy and he told me yes, the happiest he's been in six months. Although, I do not favor it completely I told him if he were happy, then I was too and I was willing to accept Jeanette into our family, in which made him happy. Before they left, everyone was sitting in our kitchen talking about my grandmother, and her death and how it affected everyone. I sat there, trying to hold back tears I knew were going to come bursting at any moment. I tried so hard to hold them back, and stay strong until after my Poppy left. I didn't want him to see me crying. That didn't work as well as I would have wanted it to. So, I got up and walked into the living room so nobody would see me but he knew. And, he came in.. and sat by me.. and cried with me and told me it was alright and that he loved my grandmother a lot, and still does but he can't take the lonliness. He also said he wasn't trying to replace her, he just needed to do what he did to be happy and survive in which I understand. I loved my grandmother more than anyone in this entire world.. and I miss her so much. My question is, is it okay to move on and accept this woman, or would I be betraying my grandmother. I know she's no longer here.. but I don't know. Does anyone understand this? I want my Poppy to be happy but I feel like I'm giving apart of my life up, that I don't think I'm ready to let go of, yet. This sucks. I've said enough. Later days.

-Juli

Feelin' Spiffy

Drama Drama Drama.. [19 Dec 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | viva la bam ]

Dude.. shit is mad crazy funny, in a car crash kinda way. No, Im just kidding, I just wanted to say that. But, really..things are insane. It's like.. everyone being shady and everyone's doing things to hurt other people.. idk. I have this friend, that I've kinda been off and on with. I met her in ninth grade, she was in my ABC I class, then in tenth grade she was in shop with me. Ninth grade, dude she was so awesome. Tenth came.. and dude... she was so shady. I have these two other friends, and we were really close.. it was always like.. a threesome but then this other girl came and it was a foursome.. and the other two were cool with it yanno, but then the new girl got really jealous of the three of us and became really shady.. just like running her mouth and causing all kinds of drama.. finally we realized what was up and confronted her about it and decided it would be better if we didnt have anything to do with her.. the rest of Tenth and Eleventh were awesome. This year, we started talking to her again... I, honestly thought she had changed, but she didn't. And, now she's causing more problems only with two other girls in our shop.. so it was all kinds of bad Thursday and Friday. I have this other friend. I met this person through another person and never really liked them before, but then something happened and this person was there and I got to know them more and now we're best friends.. but this person kinda takes the best friend thing too far.. and now he wants to hook up and well.. that can't happen.. even though we dont let it get to us or affect our friendship we both know how he feels.
Then, there's this other person who I used to be super close with but yanno.. times change, people change and somebody changed who they used to be. Now, this person is really shady and doing things to hurt another person.. just because this person hurt them. But, to hurt this one person.. he's using other people.. a certain person Im really close with..and it's getting bad.. it's a bad situation thats gonna end bad and be bad and everythinggg.

Anyway, onto other things. I registered to take my SAT's in January and I'm taking an extra tutor class for Trig.. so that way Im almost guarnateed to pass. So, that starts Saturdays, for like 2 hours.. for 8 weeks.. I need 16 hours.. the gay thing about it is if you take it, your failing grade only gets changed to a 68 which is just passing and thats only if the tutor is convinced you did well enough. So, if you're stuck with a tutor thats doesnt really like you.. you're screwed.. but it's worth a chance.

I think I'm doing better than I was. I don't know what it is.. maybe I'm seeing things as.. they aren't as bad as they seemed.. like I look at Nate and thank God I'm not like him. No offense or anything.. but that boy has got himself some big issues he needs to get rid of. He doesn't know what or who he wants, he doesnt know how he feels, or what he thinks.. he's just lost. And, I understand it, I was at that point once.. but see the thing with me is I didnt do anything to deserve the stuff I got... all his is fucking bad karma, man. Im for serious.. and I think some bad karma will be going to another certain somebody, too. I dont know..


Yeah so, I think Im done for now. Later days.

Oh and Im stealing this from Tiff because I like it.. so yeah get over it. :)
"this is who i am no one EVER said you had to like me"


And from Cinderella
"Falling in love for love is falling for make believe"



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Feelin' Spiffy

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