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| 01:44pm 24/01/2004 | ||||
Me and Eve ended up playing pool for awhile, then we played a few games against these Jr guys. Lamb and something starting with a V?? I dont really remember. We won the first 2 games by default cuz they shot the eight ball in. The third game we won by talent. haha. After that I saw KeZ and let her in, since she forgot her keys. I tried reading for chem and ended up taking a nap. Then I went to play racket ball with Eve. Thats an interesting game. The first time I hit the ball, I ended up hitting her in the face with the ball, but the ball is made of foam so it wasnt so bad. Its a fun game though, kinda fast paced. After that I went back and chilled at the dorm for a few hours and got ready to go to DINNER at a KOREAN RESTAURANT. John had his car on campus so he was nice enuff to drive us. Eve said I could invite a buddy so I invited Chris but he already had plans. So KeZ went instead. It was cool. We mos def had an interesting group. 2 white ppl, 2 koreans, and 1 black person. Everyone was looking at us. They liked the food though. So it was cool that everyone enjoyed themselves. The place was far though, it was like a 40 minute drive. We came back and ended up chillin in the hallway. Then we went into Mike's room to chill. The new guy Bobby chilled with us. He's kinda weird, but nice. Very interesting to talk to. I got sick of listening to Hasan talkin so I went into Lisa's room to chill. It was like 1am and we started watching Serial Mom. That movie is so retarded u have to laugh. Then Christopher came over after the movie and slept over. I stayed up for a bit longer. I found out that Joe got a tattoo. Word |
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| 12:53am 21/01/2004 | ||||
Good note: YAY!!!!! Lauren got into jazz and concert band. She was all nervous, but I knew she would kick ass cuz shes awesome like whoa. |
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annoyed| 12:22am 20/01/2004 | ||||
We had another fire drill tonite. Which was a fucking pain in the ass. Thats 3 fire within the last 24 hrs. Me and the crew were in the middle of a Pirates too. Just got to the good part when the damn alarm went off. We went to the c-store to keep warm along with the rest of the building. We went in and sat down in the dining area and the stupid bitch that works there kicked us out. So we're all chillin in the store when she says if ur not buying anything then u have to leave. Grrrr. Then this security guy tells us to go into Eickoff. Well we cant get in there cuz we dont have card access. So we ended up chillin out in the cold. FIRE DRILLS SUCK!!! |
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aggravated| Tears | ||||
| 12:16am 19/01/2004 | ||||
So today was move in day. Brought a shit loads of stuff with me. Took forever to unpack and clean. I got all my books and i needed freaking 13 books for my athens class. Which included 4 books I've already read and hated. Double grrrrs. Had fun seeing everyone again. Okay so now for the bad new. No more Ryan. I'm very sad about that. I thought he'd at least finish out the semester. I'm gonna miss him like whoa. No more sleepover fun, or me popping into his room randomly. No more naps in his bed, or studying. Which reminds me, I need to study my ass off this semester or I'm fucked with the whole scholarship thing. Anywayz, he'll be missed alot. I love my boys of 201. But I do have to say, he has some huge ass balls to be doing it. I know I never would be able to do it. And I wish him the best. It feels weird to be back. So much stuff is different. Beave got a new roomie and so did other Ryan. I dunno it just feels weird. I dont feel as comfy as I did before. Maybe I just need to get back into the swing of things. We'll see how it goes. |
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| 01:11am 17/01/2004 | ||||
It amazes me how much shit I have to lug back to school. I've been trying to pack and its a nitemare. These are the times I wish I wasnt such a packrat. I dont even wanna think about the shit I gotta do when I get back to school. I know I'm gonna go into a cleaning frenzy the second I set foot into my room. Grrrr I wish we didnt have classes Monday. I would like at least one day to get back into the swing of things. |
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ecstatic| I Rule | ||||
| 10:00pm 14/01/2004 | ||||
The girls we were talking to weren't too talkative though. No one asked questions so we just kept talkin about the whole general idea of college. I did get to meet some cool women that went to TCNJ and are now teaching. They seemed really nice and we ended up talking about dorm life and teachers and stuff. Stefan's mom does this college program thing with some 8th graders in the spring. So I might end up doing that too. It sounded cool to me and I like that sort of stuff. It gives me a chance to meet new ppl from all over. |
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| 01:02am 12/01/2004 | ||||
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong, One whose willy is thick and long. One who thinks b4 he speaks, When he promises to call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash he won't be annoyed. One who pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind. Knows just what to say when I ask, "How bigs my behind? One who'll make love till my body's twitchin', in the hall, the pool, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me to no end, And never attempts to shag my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, Please dont send me another shithead!! |
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tired| YaY for shopping | ||||
| 01:15am 11/01/2004 | ||||
So we get there and practically go into every store. We went into Guess and guess who works there??? haha. Chris Rebmann. I was like holy shit havent seen you in forever. Anywayz, we continue our shopping. Did I mention that I love clothes. Seriously, I could never have enough money to fill my shoe, jewelry, and clothes obsession. OKay the reason that I really dont like the Moorestown Mall is because of ALL the 6th grade goth/punk kids. Every Friday they swarm the mall. It doesnt help that they opened up a Vans Skatepark in the mall, cuz this just attracts more punky, emo kids. Now I love a good emo kid, but come on. 12 yrs olds bitching about how much heartbreak is in thier lives?? Please its annoying. I just wanna slap all of them. They never do anything either, they just hang around the food court, Hot Topic, and Spencers. I acutally saw some ppl that I graduated with that have such pathetic lives that they still hang around the mall. I pity them. At Aeropastle there was this bitch of a worker. I asked her to open a dressing room for me and she doesnt say anything and keeps doing her shit. So I'm like okay maybe she didnt hear me. So I say it again. Then she looks at me and then walks away. I'm just like okay what a bitch. Then she goes and opens it for me. Okay is it that hard to say i'll open the door for you. Instead of saying nothing and just leaving. Then shes up my ass cuz the stores about to close. Grrrr I hope she gets fired soon. She had an attitude problem. After the whole shopping deal, we went back to Laura's to find out movie times. We ended up chilling there for awhile, so I spent some quality time with her little bro watching JackAss. That movie disturbs me sometimes. Y the hell would u give urself papercuts??? I can never watch that part. I freaks me out. We ended up going to the midnite showing of Big Fish. It was the only movie we could agree on. It was pretty good. I cried at the end, it was sad. My chest was hurting me cuz I was holding my tears in. I hate when that happens. I wanted to bawl, but i was like no way am i crying. So then you get the lump in ur throat and teary eyed and ur chest feels all weird cuz ur all emotional. Thats a bitch. |
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okay| Dont Leave Me | ||||
| 03:20am 07/01/2004 | ||||
I dunno, I feel like everyone know what they want besides me. People are moving on with their lives and I'm still stuck in the same old spot. I guess it doesnt help that I have friends thats are freaking getting married, and people my age are popping out kids. I've got friends that are living on thier own out in the world. M.P. is out in NYC with her own apartment. K.M. is out in France living out her dreams. And I'm here, doing nothing. Yeah Im in school and I love the college life, but I dont understand how the stuff Im learning is supposed to help me find a job. When the hell is calculus gonna help me in everyday life??? I feel like if I at least went to a trade school, I would learn sumthing useful. At least I would have some direction in life. I dont even know if Im picking the right major. I loved bio in high school but what the hell can u do with that degree if u dont wanna go to med school or teach?? Im scared shitless that I'll make some decision that'll fuck me over later on. High school was sooo much easier. You had a schedule of shit that you had to do over four years. It was all planned out. You knew exactly what was expected of you. Now I have no clue, and that frightens me. I know I'm young and I have my entire life ahead of me, but I feel so much older sometimes. College is the time where you're supposed to live it up. Go out and party, but I've already done that shit. I always hung out with an older crowd. At 16 I was partying, drinking, and doing the whole sex thing, when all my peers were having slumber parties. People I hung out with are now all in their mid or late twenties. I realize that I grew up a little too fast. I'm still immature but sometimes I feel so old. Sometimes I wish I can just get away, but I'm too much of a pussy to ever do it. Now I sit here and debate whether or not to make this entry private. Whatever, I dont care. |
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confused| Waste of money | ||||
| 12:45am 03/01/2004 | ||||
Anywayz so we go back to his house to see it. I'm covered with pillows and a blankie and I'm all ready to get scared. So we're watching it and it was kinda creepy in the beginning. Then it just got freaken retarded. The movie ended with so many loose ends. I had so many questions and it was so goosebumps scary that I had to laugh. Basically a BIG disappointment. So many questions not answered 1. Is he gay or not? 2. What was up with the psychic chick? 3. What happened to all the other ppl that ran? 4. Why did the dagger move by itself? 5. What happened to the girl after she tucked and rolled? 6. What happened to the guy after he crawled away from the exploding car? The ending sucked But me and Nick did spend some quality time catching up and thats always fun. |
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chipper| HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! | ||||
| 04:15pm 01/01/2004 | ||||
Then Nick took me to this used book store place. It was a cute little store. They had the LoTR books so I had to get them. hehehe Orlando Bloom was on the cover of Two Towers. So later that nite me and Laura were supposed to go to some party in Westville. It was some chick named Nicole that works with Jenn. I was like whatever, I was gonna just throw a quick party like I did last year, but I didnt want to bother with all the preparation. So we end up goin to the party around 830, after Laura gets into this huge fight with Jenn. I was like holy shit, Laura's fucking mad. She never gets mad. We finally get to the place and Nicole is really nice, so is her sister sheryl. So we're chillin around and decide to get play cards. We start playin asshole (thank you zack for teaching me) and I was totally rockin until the guys came over. Okay how is it that every guy is good at playin cards?? I dont get it. So we're playing and I'm getting trashed. Then out of nowhere Sheryl and Randy (her bf) get into this huge fight about calling last card and being asshole. So they storm out into the back yard and Nicole follows them out. After like 15 minutes, she comes back in and is like they are going at each other and Sheryl is accusing him of wanting to hook up with you. I'm like who me?? And she's like yeah. I was like holy shit where the fcuk did that come from. I didnt even say more than 2 words to the guy and vice versa. I felt really bad, and Randy and Sheryl ended up goin home. Supposedly he was "into me" cuz I'm asian and he's part asian. Okay sorry but I cant help that. But then again I heard that they fight ALL the time so that made me feel better. So we left and then got lost. I dont know how me and Laura did it, but we ended up in downtown Camden. She was freaking and I was totally buzzing so I wasnt much help. After alot of wrong turns and phone calls, we ended up in Cherry Hill. So we did make it home alive. So that was my nite. And um.... I uh.... apologize for any drunken phone calls. |
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| 12:21am 28/12/2003 | ||||
Stefan showed us some of the weirdest short movies I have ever seen. Supposedly he got them off of the Sundance channel. All I have to say is that they let the weirdest ppl make small films. Where do they get the ideas for shit like that. Seriously I am not stupider for seeing them. They were so bizzare that you had to laugh. "The Delicious" nuff said. I LOVE my buddies like whoa. Okay now for the deep thought portion of the entry. I feel sooooo old. I cant believe that I'm finally done high school and my first year of college is half over. Its amazing how fast the time goes. Now is the time where all my decisions will affect me for the rest of my life. I'm definitely scared. I miss those days where the only thing I had to worry about was what I was gonna wear the next day and who was dating who. I feel like that was so long ago. It feels like its been a lifetime since then. Oh well. I might be scared for whats to come, but then again Im excited. Who knows whats in store for me. |
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giddy| More survey boredom | ||||
| 01:42am 26/12/2003 | ||||
If I were a month, I'd be: October If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Sat If I were a time of day, I'd be: 11pm cuz thans when all the good shit starts If I were a planet, I'd be: venus If I were a sea animal, I'd be: a dolphin If I were a direction, I'd be: east If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: beanbag If I were a sin, I'd be: lust hahaha If I were a historical figure, I'd be: Ben Franklin cuz I bet he was a pimp back in teh day If I were a liquid, I'd be: vodka haha If I were a tree, I'd be: a palm tree so i could be near the ocean If I were a bird, I'd be: blue footed booby haha i just said booby If I were a tool, I'd be: hammer If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: a rose If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: snow = mucho fun If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a unicorn thier so purty If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: an electric guitar so I could have some hott guy play me If I were an animal, I'd be: tiget If I were a color, I'd be: red, cuz im in a red phase right now If I were an emotion, I'd be: love If I were a vegetable, I'd be: zuccini squash thier yummy If I were a sound, I'd be: a song If I were an element, I'd be: oxygen If I were a car, I'd be: a ford mustang convertible If I were a song, I'd be: mmmmm If I were a movie, I'd be: haha LoRT yay Orlando Bloom!!! If I were a book, I'd be: Harry Potter If I were a food, I'd be: vanilla ice cream cuz u cant go wrong with vanilla if I were a place, I'd be: oooh somewhere exotic If I were a material, I'd be: silky smooth If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet If I were a scent, I'd be: cologne on some hott guy If I were a religion, I'd be: jewish, cuz jews are cool If I were a word, I'd be: fuck cuz u can use fuck in soooooo many different ways If I were an object, I'd be: a condom hahah cuz protection is important If I were a body part, I'd be: um dirty thoughts.... If I were a facial expression, I'd be: happy If I were a subject in school, I'd be: music or art If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: stewie If I were a shape, I'd be a: heart If I were a number, I'd be: 2 |
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Okay lets get started.... Name: Jessica Jenny... u know the rest Birthday: October 19, 1984 (i expect presents) Birthplace: Queens, NY Horoscope Sign: Libra Siblings: Pat Relationship Status: pimpin it the single style Pets: sadly no pets, tears... Hair Color: black Eye Color: brown, cuz I'm full of shit haha Glasses/Contacts: yuppers cuz I'm blind as a bat Height: um 5'5... Peircings: just my ears, which is surprising since I went thru a HUGE piercing phase where I wanted to get EVERYTHING pierced. hmmm I could still go for a tongue ring... Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: right, but it would be cool if I could do both What's one thing you would change about yourself?: um... my attention span??? What's your most comfortable piece of clothing?: my sweatpants SOCIAL LIFE Best Friend: Laura Where can you usually be found?: in somebody's room Who would you be with?: um whoever's in the room Are you the center of attention?: i guess sumtimes What's your idea of a dream date?: really cheesy, but I Love the beach Do you like being around people or being alone?: I'm definitely a ppl person Which EX now induces the gag reflex?: uh...no comment What’s your biggest turn off in the opposite sex?: when their annoying and dont act their age When was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: ha like in kindergarten Who was your first kiss?: Matt in first grade FAVORITES Color: green, but i've been getting into lots of other colors Clothes: jeans Animal: kitty Book: Harry Potter Food: did i hear someone say tacos???? Restaurant: think outside the bun TV show: Simpsons, Family Guy Movie: sixteen candles... Movie star: ORLANDO BLOOM!!!!!!!! Song: changes Band: hmmm I dont know anymore Music Video: uh..... Hobby: talking, shopping, reading, being random, wandering Sport: basketball or football Holiday: thanksgiving yum Month: October = fall, halloween, my b-day Season: Autumn/Fall y?? cuz its the only season with 2 names Flower: roses are purty Girl's name: Too many Guy's name: TOO MANY Vacation: anywhere but here School Subject: bio Teacher: Mrs. DeSantis Number: 2 Sports team: um go philly? Athlete: Iverson's a cutie Game: huh??? I dont get it Radio Station:Q102 Sport to Watch: b-ball Soda: dnL Breakfast food: mmmm omelettesv::drooling:: # of kids you want: 3 or 5 Candy: peanut chews Place: Austrailia i wanna hug a koala Shampoo: smell purty=i like it Nail polish color: love me french manicures Gum: orbit spearmint Video game: supermario bros Family Member: um no one Fast food place: taco bell Alcoholic beverage: screwdriver, wine coolers, any kind of shot Dream: I once had a dream where my precalc teacher was drivin me home and the car door fell off Disney movie: ooooh their all good Odd Make-out spot: lol the boom boom room Midnight snack: i like cheeze Beach: bahamas?? Amusement park: six flags, i love me rollercoasters Lip Gloss flavor: strawberry Shoes: some white sneaks Thing to do when your bored: telling ppl to entertain me Smell: oooh guy colognes are bangin Concert: i dunno |
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| 08:38pm 25/12/2003 | ||||
 Merry Christmas!!! |
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