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Merry Christmas! i told kevin i was going to bed but thenn i really wanted to write to him so im up now writing him a journal entry.. I've had a great 3 days spending time with you .. every second of it has been completely blissful SAT word I'm forever greatful for everything you've done for me and showed me. You've showed me that I deserve so much better, and that even if I dont agree I'm wonderful. Your wonderful too, probably more than me, I just never tell you. So Kevin your wonderful and I love every aspect of you. I'm so happy you devote so much to me. I love you. Happy 4 months.. 16 weeks.. <3 me
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[17 Dec 2003|10:56pm] |
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Hi HonBun, I know your probably sleeping right now, or thinking about sleeping or maybe just sitting in your bed staring the the celing wondering what im doing right now, and convently im doing the same. lol. I just wanna say I love you, like you and me dont say it enough but i figured i would maybe write an entry like yours. maybe not. I suck at expressing my feelings. so I'm gunna try wicked hard. I want to thank you for giving me a different perspective on relationships.. I now understnad that relationships arent based on sex and all that, you know theres more.. and I think I needed it pounded into my head. You also taught me that I'm beatiful in my own ways and u think I;m beatiful. I'm not. But im learning to live with the fact that u think I am. I'm done being sappy, i look like an idiot but I do love you. :-)
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| Your so Vain |
[16 Dec 2003|06:30pm] |
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I just got home from work, I was kinda looking foward to getting paid, but u know Rich decides to go home early, BEFORE I GET THERE pisses me off, I was so ready to face him and be like gimmie my money now poop but NOOO thats what I was to happen, I dont need to get gas, or buy Christmas presnets or anything. Eh wahtever, I'll stomp my ass in tommorrow and be like wheres my money dammit, and he'll hock up my 132 dollars and I can go but Xmas presents. :-)
Kevin left me messages, not one but TWO. I was excited. I must have looked like a fucker sittin in the car laughing about the things he was saying. Honey your so cute ;-) I felt loved.
I gots to finish my Spanish project cuz shes a Spanish Nazi and I gotta get it all done, so I'm going to then go take a HOT shower and maybe start my History project? I dunno, peace
<3 JNA
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| hi kevin :-( |
[15 Dec 2003|07:04am] |
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I dont think my parents are going to let me drive to your house today.. I'll see how the roads are on my way home.. hopefully good cuz I wicked miss you. I think my mom is driving me to school. your lucky you have a two hour delay, i dont. I wrote you a private entry.. enjoy
i love you!
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| Being Sick.. |
[13 Nov 2003|02:47pm] |
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Hey..
I didn't go to school today, and I'm not going to work, and obviously I can't go to kevin's which sucks. I was really hoping I could go see him I miss him alot. It sucks, cuz now we both work and its harder to see each other, when we first started going out we saw each other like every day.. now we dont. I have a feeling it doesnt matter tho I know we dont see each other alot but I still love him more than everything I've ever known. I could sit here and write five pages on how much I love him, but I'm gunna on be a loser about it, I lovve you.
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| Reasons why my life sucks |
[12 Nov 2003|05:43pm] |
1. I can't talk
2. My boss hates me
3. If Emily was a guy, she'd be my boyfriend
4. I could study for months and still get 79's!
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[05 Nov 2003|10:21pm] |
Kev,
I wrote you a secret one!
<3 Me
Today was a good day :-)
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| List of Things Me & Kevin Are Going To do |
[05 Nov 2003|10:19pm] |
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1. Have a Picnic*
2. See a sunset*
3. Decorate a Christmas Tree
4. Cook Dinner (me the main dish)
(him the side dishes)*
5. Bake a Cake*
6. Go Bowling
7. Go Sleding/Tubing/On a Moutian
8. Go the beach (not in the summer)
9. Movies (Love, Actually)
10.Go for another walk*
11. Go to Boston
12. Sleepover!! (haha)
13. Teach me how to dance
14. Play Checkers
15. Go Shopping again
16. Have a FAIR pillowfight
17. Have a FAIR Tickle Fight
18. Play that game ;-)
19. Play Basketball (i suck)
20. Make a Snowman
21. Look at the stars*
22. Take Zeus & Molly for a walk TOGETHER*
23. Take a Nap
24. Chalk on the Sidewalk
25. Get our nails done
* - can be done at the beach
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| Martes |
[04 Nov 2003|10:30pm] |
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Heyy..
What is going on? I'm writing two entries. One for everyone who reads my diary and one for kevin. I'll make sure only he can see it tho ;-) I asked my dad today if we could go to New York City, I really wanna go, and he said we should around christmas, itd be so pretty. I'd be so happy, I'd probably bring emily along. I think it'd be fun cuz we could go shopping and do all the toruisty things. I'm just a child at heart. Take me to a play ground, I'd have a blast.Take me to Chucky Cheese, FUCKING AWESOME! I swear to god the older I get, the stupider I get.
<3 me
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[03 Nov 2003|10:11pm] |
When you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone
you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone
when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone
when you need someone...
when you love someone - you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what my come
when you love someone
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone
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| Mondays Blow |
[03 Nov 2003|09:58pm] |
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Omg.. Mondays suck. I hate mondays I wish mondays didnt fucking exist. I had major cramps through f block, i thoguht I was gunna fucking die of pain.I'm waiting for kev to call me back, I dont think hes going to tho, you know when you just have instinct that something is going to happen, i have that, I have a feeling somethings wrong and something skechy is going on. maybe im just a flamming walrus. I'm out, I have no life to write about.
<3 me
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| pre - halloween |
[30 Oct 2003|06:16pm] |
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hey, how are you? I havent written recently, I haven't been in the best mood so I didn't wanna write about how I felt cuz it wouldnt have been good. Ive been overly stressed and It's gotten to the point where I havent wanted to be around people. I'm feeling alot better, knowing that 1. I'm gunna see kevin tommorrow, I'm glad I have him because he gives me something to look foward to, and I know he'll love me anyway, so thats always something that helps. I Love You. 2. Knowing tommorrow is friday and Its fianlly the weekend. 3. I'm getting my car back tommorrow so I can go crusing. Maybe if I went over 35. 4. Tommorrow is Halloween, I havent decided what i wanna do. I kinda wanna stay home and hand candy. just for fun. I'm a huge dork. We'll I'm gunna go, I have a Stebs test tommorrow I need to study for, as well as "Scarlet Letter" reading. byee :-)
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| ..now that I'm with you |
[25 Oct 2003|12:04am] |
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Good Evening, I fell asleep but my daddy just called saying hes on his way home, we have a squieral stuck in my chimeny. so sad.
I hung out with kev tonight. I had alot of fun, I'm so grateful for him and our relationship cuz its so simple, like I know some relationships people need to TRY to be in love but we just are and its such a nice feeling.and tonight I said I love you back, I think he was happy its not just a one way thing anymore, its not that I didnt its just I wanted it to be speical ( kinda ) so I love you Kev. I had a great two month even though we didnt do much. We could sit in front of a TV all night and I'd be completley content. ok im wicked overtired, so night night for me. goodnight baby. I dont know when your gunna read this but you mean so much to me! muahh.
<3 always
Jenni
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| natural highs |
[24 Oct 2003|09:24pm] |
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1. Falling in love!
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
3 2. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42... Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44... Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
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| Happy Aniversery! |
[24 Oct 2003|07:14am] |
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Happy Aniversery Honeyyy!!!! I hope you have a great day at school andd I will see you later today. I loveee you!! Byee
2 days till my birthday
0 days till my aniversery
-2 days till I get my liensce.
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Hey.. I took my drivers test today.. I passed!! I'm so happy. Cuz now I'll get to see kevin anytime I want, I can just drive myself over there.which is great. because I care about him so much, I'd drive forever, or walk whatever is accessable.He's the first adventure im gunna go on when i get my car, unless hes there when I get my car. blah balh balh enough about me.
Keviiiinnn. Hii Honey.. I know your gunna read this at like 8:10 am, I miss you soo much, I cant get enough of youu.. your so wonderful :-) our aniversry is fridayyy!! :-)
I've enjoyed every second of being with you, even all our little arguments that meant nothing! your the best boyfriend I've ever had. muah! .. by the way I do love you but I'm not going to say it, cuz I wanna be a big fag and surprise you. lol ok well im gunna go upstairs and stuff. i'll write tommorrow.
Love Always,
Jennifer Nicole
4 days till my birthday
2 days till my aniversery
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| *: Take Me Away :* |
[20 Oct 2003|10:57pm] |
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:I was waiting all my life to love you
I’m about you"
Lalalala, Today was a good day. School kinda sucked. Tommorrow I have stupid work but I'm gunna deal, its not so bad if you just think about the money. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SIX DAYSSS!! I'm really happy.17!!!!!!!!!!! I went to the mall with ruva and emily today, I bought shirt its pretty, I look like a goon tho. I also bought a pretty necklace and some undies. They are so cute, they are little lace shorts, so I dont really feel like a huge skank in them.I had a nice talk with kevin, regaurding my journal entry that MADE NO SENSE.Takkkkkke me away. Take me far away from here. I'm so random tonight. well.. 4 days till my 2 month I'm really excited..he better be too. Ok I;m off to bed, well doing homework then off to bed dreaming of my babyy. :-) nightness
<3 always
Jennifer Nicole Arone
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[19 Oct 2003|10:49pm] |
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Your probably gunna be the only one whose going to read this, because I'll probably end up deleting it.
The other night when I said "your ruining it" you really we're ruining anything. I just didnt know if you were serious about the whole "I love you" thing, like seriously im probably the biggest loser in the entrie planet and I'm probably making this whole thing up in my head. I just didnt wanna say it to you online cuz it doesnt feel as special cuz im weird like that. you've said it alot but not completley serious?, and I didnt wanna be like hey kevin i love you and have you be like ew wtf dont ever say that again, so I just didnt say anything, I dont know if you noticed when you asked me today to tell you today i didnt wanna say anything cuz I didnt want you to think you were obligated to say anything back. soo.. you now know that im a skechball and it really wasnt anything important, just me expressing my feelings.. Its just really different to me, all my other relationships have been the guy liking me alot more than I like him, and I feel completley sure that he loves me and I never hafto question it, and im wicked not confident this time, its alot harder because now I feel like same way as you do ( i think ) and im not used to it, so when i try and tell you stuff I get scared that you'll think im an airhead, I know you dont or will, but im unsure like all those times i was convinced you hated me, its like that, I just like you soo much and I can truly say I never have liked (loved) someone as much as I love you so just bare with me, acting like im hiding things, kevin I will never hide anything from you, I'm just protecting myself from getting hurt. :-) goodnight honeyy
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[15 Oct 2003|11:06pm] |
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hello, its almost 11, and I'm getting ready to go to bed. I had such a great weekend. I always have great weekends, I even have great weeks just cuz kevins there. LOL.. why am I in a happy mood? I dont know I'm in love. I feel like I dont't apperiate kevin that much, I mean I know I do, I know that I appericate him more than I ever have to any guy before.All my relationships have been completley fuked upp. Like one way or another it gets out of hand, but this one is really consant. But I dont think he knows that I do appericate him. Or maybe its just I dont know how to show it? I mean he writes me songs! He didnt get mad when I thru his notebook out the window (I'm sorry) I dont know where this is comming from, I think I'm retarded. I'm over tired. Im going to bed. goodnight. love you!!
Jennifer Nicole Arone
11 days till my birthday
9 days till my two month
.. days till I get my liensce. :-p
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