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-=damaged=- [24 Jul 2003|05:50pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | -none- ]

today the trip was fun...until we started rock climbing, we had fun...but again i climbed without any gear and i fell down and i didnt want to tell this to chris coz i knew he had better things to think about, i feel i am going to loose him...i can't deny it really but it just sucks so much coz of whats been happening lately...don't mind me...i can't exactly explain but there is just so much going thru my head...this pains me to even think about it...im so confused don't know what to feel anymore...correct me if im wrong but i think that how he feels right about now...i can't help but feel that maybe we are loosing it...shit! ....im sorry bout this chris...i feel useless again as usual...well anyway enough said really...lets just hope that things get better with jess...i know i don't seem to care right now, like im not there when you need me, but it always happens..i really wanna be with you and hold you and just let you cry on my shoulder..hell i bet even my words can't give you any comfort...but whatever happens i hope you don't forget that i love you and i'm here for you...

~*~
...drowning in sadness
tainted by your love...M.
~*~

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-=LATE=- [24 Jul 2003|05:07am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Broken -12 stones ]

IM sitting here all alone..bored and restless..cut myself with a needle haha...no pain, no gain...talkin to katie for almost 6 hrs already..im still talkin' to her about tomorrow..i mean uh...in about 1 hr n 45 mins im supposed to be up and running, whew! damn...i have 6 cuts on the left wrist, no biggie and 3 biggies in the right wrist, i miss how it looks, red,pumping, damn...makes me think...i tried comin' on to check out on my babe...oh well...hope u had fun babe...i'll "see you" in two days....take it easy...i love you*hugz n kisses*

~*~
...I took a walk around the world to
ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere
in the sands of time...3rd Eye Blind
~*~

(btw babe...im not doin' this coz of u okie..i was just so bored^_^)

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-=DAMNED=- [23 Jul 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | (i hate) Everything about you - Three Days Grace ]

Right well that went well *sigh*...about two hours i think together wth chris...mhm..oh well i said it myself he's got his own life and i've got mine...i dont wanna stop him from enjoying his...i seem to have a talent for doing this to people...im cursed! nuff said...why do i even hafta feel this way...*gee, maybe coz u wanted to spend time with him) oh yea!..this is pathetic im even talking to myself on the fuckin' net...oh well..im finAlly ready for the trip tomorrow...and Omar is going to be there, i shit you not katie...he's goin to be there...(btw, omars my ex) just what i needed and whats worse is that i might end up being partners with him for the couples scavenger hunt, (why don't i be a lesbian for a day and get katie as my partner)...ick!:P i was even so damned psyched for the web cam...oh well and for this trip, i do hope my weekend would be worth it...lets see what lined up on d schedule:
7:30 am Meeting up at Lenny's
8:00 am Trip starts...yey!
8:00 - 10:00 am travel on the dusty,dry,road
10:00 - 11:00 am meet up with th rest of the group at renjie's
11:00 - 12:00 refresh ourselves
12:00 - onwards...probably head on to the mountains...(maybe i should pretend to trip and "accidentally" push james off the it...*evil grin* tempting)...oh well...im in sucha bad mood...today was most def not one of the best days...*sigh* ...omg! katie remember how that car nearly hit me again, well james saw the drivers facea nd guess who it was?....Darwin...mwahahha....james can be useful at times, but other than that he's utterly useless...:D haha..oh whatever..

~*~
...You think that we connect
Like the chemistry's correct
Your words walk right through my ears
Presuming I like what I hear
And now I'm stuck in the
the web you're spinning...Spiderweb
~*~

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-=B O R E D shitless!=- [23 Jul 2003|05:04pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | Im just a kid - Simple Plan ]

Love:

Ever Had A Pity Date: nope
Ever Wrote A Song/Poem About Love: yea...im a sad ass romantic sap:P
Ever Lied About Getting Further With Some One Than You Did: no..im not that sad
Ever Cry About A Break Up: yea...after they start crying..
Are You A Emo Kid: sometimes i guess
Ever Share A Song With A BF/GF: not really...yet
Ever Beat Up Someone For Looking At Your BF/GF: no...hahah..i just slapped her for flirting with him

Style:

Ever Wear Sandals With Socks: eww! no
Ever Try To Show Off Your Underwear: yea...if i feel like it..i don't but it just pops up:P hehe
Ever Get Mad Cause Someone Has The Same Thing On As You: dont really give two fucks bout it..if she/he/it wanna look silly then go on ahead^_^
Ever Buy Clothes From Thrift Stores: oh hell yes...its fun
Ever Buy Something To Be Cool: no..cant be bothered i already am...bwahaha..^_^..no
Ever Buy Something And Never Wear It: all the time...:P
Ever Wear A Dirty Shirt Just To Be Twins With A Friend: when i was young and stupid..still am

Songs Association:

Love: Adams song - Blink 182
Hate: WESTLIFE DIE!!
Depression: Going under - Evanesence
How You Feel Right Now: tired and crappy
Makes You Wanna Cry: Concrete Angel - M.M. (R.I.P. Loren..)
Makes You Wanna Kill: mhm..now thats a thought...^_^
Makes You Wanna Sing: alot of songs...

01) First grade teacher's name: ms. fernandez
02) Last word you said: blonde "....i'm such a blonde!"...doh^_^
03) Last song you sang: adams song - blink 182
04) Last person you hugged: katie
05) Last thing you laughed at: midgets!!!:D
06) Last time you said 'I love you': yesterday to chris..who said he'd be back in two hours...:P
07) Last time you cried: yesterday....(*_*)
08) What's in your CD player: a burnt cd of cannibal corpse and morbid angel
09) What color socks are you wearing: no socks...
10) What's under your bed: dust monsters...hahah..:P..i dunno..God knows whats lurking underneath there:P
11) What time did you wake up today: slept for about 5 hrs..er...3 pm
12) Current taste: cherries..
13) Current hair: bed head..just got up
14) Current clothes: pjs!!..haha...no..blue spaghetti top n blue thingymajigies...
15) Current annoyance: that CHRIS hasn't come online yet...
16) Current longing: to be with CHRIS n travel...
17) Current desktop picture: pink demon
18) Current worry: ...CHRIS...
19) Current hate: ch...nothing..:P hehe....james!
20) Story behind your screen name: my mom never shuts her trap..go figure..brokenrecord and 14 is my fave number..^_^
21) Current favorite article of clothing: not into brands..i just wear whatever i feel...erm..Pull n Bear..:P
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes,SMILE^_^ and hair
23) Last CD that you bought: incubus
24) Favorite place to be: The Hole
25) Least favorite place: House...?
26) Time you wake up in the morning: i dont wake up in the morning..i sleep in the morning wake up at noon^_^
27) If you could play an instrument what would it be: drums...^_^
28) Favorite color: RED,black,hot pink...
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: uh does marilyn manson count?....if not then no..
30) How tall are you: 5'5
31) Current favorite word/saying: SHITPISSFUCKCUNTCOCKSUCKERMUTHFUCKERTITFARTTURDANDTWAT!!!
33) Favorite season: winter..go figure^_^
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Loren...(R.I.P.)..:(
35) Favorite day: MONDay!
36) Where do you want to go most: Italy
37) What is your career going to be like: uh...iono...
38) How many kids do you want to have: two:D
39) What kind of car will you have: mini cooper?...hahah..i dunno...
40) Type a line you remember from any book: "Oooooh yeah...right there, ride me like a pony!"...oops...thats a line from a movie..oh well^_^
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer:lavender scented candle,mouse,mouse pad,mic,speakers,photos,printer,scanner,phone,slinky....laptop and webcam^_^ heehee...

[in the morning I am]: not a morning person..
[all I need is]: music,some goood luvin' and money
[love is]: CHRIS....^_^
[I'm afraid of]: ..cockroaches...more like its a phobia
[I dream about]: ...a lot of SHYT that makes no sense..
[what do you notice first?]: SMILE^_^ and eyes...
[worst question to ask]: .."hey can i have your number, i lost mine.."...*cheesy pick up line*

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?]: YES.....
[save aol/aim conversations]:...if its worth it...
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: it would be interesting....heehee*evil grin*

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: katie
[hugged]: katie
[you instant messaged]: Aaron
[you laughed with]: Katie
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: yea...hehe..:P
[ever get off the computer]: only to eat,go out,shower,take a poo n piss and ....yea..pretty much it..oh and if ever my mom bitchwhacks me...
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[obsessive]: with a couple of things...
[could you live without the computer?]: yes...no im lying...i dont wanna try though..^_^

[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 100+ on MSN, 30+ on yahoo and 15 on AIM
[what's your favorite food?]: prawn crackers!!yum!^_^
[whats ur favorite fruit]: cherries:D
[sunrises or sunset]: sunset...but a sunrise would be great if u woke up to it beside someone u love^_^
[what hurts the most?]:....(*_*).....
[trust others way too easily?]: yes...its bad

// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls? off white
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? uhm...psychadelic....
03. What color is your rug? dead purple
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? wAy to much...
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big? i do have a TV but not in my room...its funny, we only get one channel and the sound always goes *whiirrrrr*...^_^
06. Do you have a phone? yea
07. Do you have your own computer? no
08. Do you have a desk? yes
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? my pictures and my BOX
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? my little collage area and my radio
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? black lights


1. Do you own any plaid clothing? i use to..
2. Do you own Converse shoes? YES...but it got stolen in camp...:|
3. Do you own Saucony shoes? no
4. Do you own old school Nikes? i guess...but i dont care much bout these things...
5. Do you wear tight pants? heehee....yes...^_^
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants? nope
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is? yea i think...
8. Do you own a messenger bag? yes
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest? yes
10. Do you own braces? no...dont want to...
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?nope...not yet though...
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair? no...long boob length hair..
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches? yes..it already has
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon? not unless i make it into a deadly weapon
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat": it depends..
16. Is your hair black or red? it is black and was red.
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye? whatever has a good color
18. Do you own a bandana? yea
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears? no..i really dont get the point of it though....
20. Are you amused by safety pins? yes...i get amused easily
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute? yea...if im desperate
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? yes
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? no
24. Do you enjoy leopard print? no..i think they're gay


HABITS/BELIEFS:

25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)? yes....
26. Are you an anarchist? nope
27. Does the American flag anger you? no...hahah....
28. Are you "working class"? no.
29. Do you dislike "preps? dont give two fucks bout them...does that answer your question?
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic? ...not so sure wut ur talking bout...the shop or "hot topics"
31. Do you smoke cigarettes? yea...reds!
32. Do you smoke cloves? nope..
33. Are you a thin waif? nope..
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian? never!..
35. Do you think meat is murder? hahah...is it?
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting? lolz....no..
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park? alley = no ; park = yea...
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week? no
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower? yuck! no!...
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor? God no..i take pride in my odor..hahah...^_^
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is? no....serial killer?
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac? ... Jack?heheh
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison? ....who is he and what does he do??...:P
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club? i dont think so...but i makeout..:P

SPEECH:
45. Do you say "rad"? when i feel silly..."Likkeee toOtaAhLeeEhh RadicAL!!"...^_^
46. Do you say "rockin"? ...er...yea i guess...
47. Do you say punk "rawk"? yea....*poses with a rock hand sign, sticks tongue out* "RAWK!!"
48. Do you spout the word "oi" at random times? hahahh...just now too..
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"? once or twice...gotta pin too
50. Do you say "punk is dead"? no

~*~
...I'm pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing, I wonder
What are we fighting for...3rd eye Blind
~*~

(random thought: "why dont i go trash some ones car?"

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-=not in a good mood=- [23 Jul 2003|05:27am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | chic 'n stu - SOAD ]

*yawn*.....its 6:15 am...my babe hasn't shown up yet so i guess i'll go to bed...my headline says it all.....mhm...him alot though...wonder where he could be and what he could be doing this moment...oh well... (*_*)
miss u ...luv yah..

~*~
...Respect Nothing! Hopeless Love... Falling Further!
In This Mother Fucking Hole...Kittie
~*~

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[22 Jul 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Send the pain below - Chevelle ]

Babe...i was bored..just decided to ask a couple of questions so yea..if u wanna answer them go ahead..(btw..these qusetions are for my babe only..^_^)
i love you boo boo*hugz n kisses*

- Will you feel for me the way you've always felt when we first met?
- Will our kisses be as bliss as we imagine it would be?
- And if you ever got mad would you cause me pain?
- Would you call me sweet things 'cause I'm your girl?
- Would I be your whole wide world?
- Am I the apple of your eye?
- Would you ever want to make me cry?
- Even if i have shortcomings would you take me and love me for who i am?
- If i hurt you in any way would you hate me forever?
- If i down and hurt would you care for me?
- If i wrote a love letter (as long as anything) would you write back?
- If you feel like giving into temptation, like a one night stand would you go do it behind my back?
- If you were hurt or down, you do know i'll be there to make you smile right?
- If i was seen with some guy and someone told you crap bout us, who would you believe?
- Would you still love me and stay?
- Or would rather get away?
- How deep is our love if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
- Do you trust me with your life?
- Will your feelings ever change over the summer?
- Do miss me?
- When we see each other with we make sweet love as we planned?
- do you like midgets..?^_^

~*~
...Sometimes when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown...Bic
~*~

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-=i'm glad im alive=- [21 Jul 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Going under - Evanesence ]

today was wierd, i had a great time last night with katie, i had to tuck in the poor creature(hahah:P) anyway i finally got my blurty up and running for some reason i updated it yesterady but it just showed up today well wahtever,nevertheless...i miss you chris!!!!!!!!!...:D well today was filled with mixed emotions it totally made me confused...thats what i am im a confused,lost person...i woke up at 3 ate lunch,had a BIG fight with my mom and i just got so pissed off i just ran out of the house...stupid argument, anyway..i ran out and went over to katies place but she had to leave, so i decided to go to aubreys, i ended up at aubrey's and we spent time at the hole, unexpectedly james,D and D's lil bro kevin showed up it was alright until james started hitting on me again...damn! i mean can't he just get the picture?..don't worry babe..anyway around 8 pm we headed back to the city and decided to hang at the mall, ooer..here comes the fun part james was so busy talking to me and trying to impress me and aubrey with his stupid "wanking" muscle and accidentally bumped into the midget that works at BANG AND OLUFSON....hahahhahaha...it was so hilarious we all just cracked up and james went so bright red and apologised hahha...:P midgets..:P so dumb..anyway we had a cinnabon talked about a couple of things and kevin farted all of a sudden and we were laughing so hard the customers gave us wierd stares...it was fun, after me n aubrey just left the guys and walked back to her place, and this is when shit started to happen..we took a short cut back to her place since it was only two blocks down, the streets were so quite coz we went past the park as soon as we got to her corner a bunch of local arabs started whistling to get our attention and we had to pass them, so as we did one guy threw a water bottle and hit my back, i turned around and picked up a rock and threw it at him and gave him the finger they all started swearing and i screamed back "your moms a whore" hahah..they ran after us and we ran as fast as we could, it was so funny we were like "oooh shit!!!!!!!!!" ....we ran and reached aubreys building and as we crossed another street(coz her bldg was right across the street) and we didnt even look sideways, I NEARLY GOT HIT BY A FUCKIN 4x4...:P *meep*...oh well we screamed and ran inside to her building...an hour later i went home and right now my rent's aren't here so yea..whatever..im just so fuckin' bored..:P....where's my babe?!..hope your alright babe..sorry bout this afternoon...im still not telling u the surprise though.:P hehe...love you lots babe*hugz n kisses* (all over)...*mwah*


~*~
...I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life...3rd eye blind
~*~

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-=bowling..the hole=- [21 Jul 2003|10:41pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Give up the grunge - GOB ]

im still at katie's place, we just got back from bowling ...hahhaha...i am such a klutz, i swear to god i felt like a complete idiot, we had so much fun and one time i accidentally forgot to take my fingers out f the bowling ball...LMAO:P..go figure...and it was great coz it was only me and katie together, we then played pool, went off to get our fave drink..a white chocolate mocha..uhmmm...anyway, we managed to catch up on a few things..still catching up though..later we got munchkins and a frap and went off to the hole..sadly there was no one to take us there so we decided to park ourselves in the beach..it was amazing, imagine lying in the beach with your best bud,and childhood friend, looking up at the stars,munching on some munchkins,giggling bout things we just found out,debating over whether its a good idea to go out with a teacher..ick:P..(no, none of us are going out with one..im quite happy with my boo boo..:P)anyway..catching up on things and sipping on some ice cold fraps and the warm breeze messing our lovely do's..:P and mocking me bout my "accident" with the ball...OMG..i still can't believe that happened..i got 6 lucky strikes though.mwhahha..well this all prolly sounds like its surreal and dumb, but it means a lot to the both of us...i love her to bits^_^...we're most def not goin to bed tonight, with all the popcorn and junk here..uh-uh...ooer and movies...hahah..i feel like a cry fest a-comin', mhm...damn:P i am so happy..:D
NOW...on to more serious business...CHRIS?..i do not wanna end anything and i can't see the part where i mentioned or implied that i wanted to end it with you? are u sure you read the right diary? i love you so much i made a lil something again...babe, i love you don't worry it's just me who's worried bout us, but i know that we are meant to be so you won't loose me and i won't let go of you, your my booboo and my life...i hope your feeling better with your ankle,i miss you alot...i'm hoping i can catch you tonight at least for sometime...take care..i love you so much chris(",)
*hugz n kisses* (all over)
^_^


~*~
..The signals all are flashing red
It doesn't matter what was said
This bed is much too big without me and you..Sugar Ray
~*~

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-=officially missing you=- [21 Jul 2003|06:25pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Officially missin' you - Tmia ]

im at katies house now..yey! she apologised...babe i might sleep over here though we got a lot to catch up on tonight...anyway were off bowling and to the hole...i really miss you i love you...*hugs n kisses*(all over)
^_^

~*~
...don't be confused the way is clear...cruisin'
~*~

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-=confused=- [20 Jul 2003|12:22pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Adams song - Blink 182 ]

*yawns* damn...last night was crazy in fact for three straight days its been crazy wel some off it is kinda fine now..but im now faced with a bigger problem..my chilchood friend...katie is being a bitch...i have no idea why she would wanna treat me this way, she says that im taking our friendship for granted..damn :|..
and now i feel i am about to loose chris coz of all this, it hate it when im faced with choices like these...to choose between your man or your friends...damn and i was faced with this decision last night..i just hate the fact that im having so much fun with my boo boo,we can talk bout anything at all..from midgets to er..midgets..:P ahhaha...and farts..:P bleh:P awww..babe..i really love you...it just makes me so sad to do this, i always have to leave you alone and now bout your ankle..shyt:P it just upsets me alot anyway i really love you and i dont wanna loose you but i'd understand if you would give up on me...anyway im really tired...my back hurts from playing twister yesterday..DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME..me n d girls went off to get some white chocolate mocha and then went to leah's place we then drank a lot of tequila n vodka...yum...:P ooer. i had baileys too..hahaha...thats when we lost it...twister,vodka,tequila and baileys does not mix...go figure.^_^

~*~
...
You want commitment
Put on your best suit
Get your arms around me
Now we're going down, downtown...mObsene
~*~

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-=confused=- [20 Jul 2003|12:21pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Adams song - Blink 182 ]

*yawns* damn...last night was crazy in fact for three straight days its been crazy wel some off it is kinda fine now..but im now faced with a bigger problem..my chilchood friend...katie is being a bitch...i have no idea why she would wanna treat me this way, she says that im taking our friendship for granted..damn :|..
and now i feel i am about to loose chris coz of all this, it hate it when im faced with choices like these...to choose between your man or your friends...damn and i was faced with this decision last night..i just hate the fact that im having so much fun with my boo boo,we can talk bout anything at all..from midgets to er..midgets..:P ahhaha...and farts..:P bleh:P awww..babe..i really love you...it just makes me so sad to do this, i always have to leave you alone and now bout your ankle..shyt:P it just upsets me alot anyway i really love you and i dont wanna loose you but i'd understand if you would give up on me...anyway im really tired...my back hurts from playing twister yesterday..DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME..me n d girls went off to get some white chocolate mocha and then went to leah's place we then drank a lot of tequila n vodka...yum...:P ooer. i had baileys too..hahaha...thats when we lost it...twister,vodka,tequila and baileys does not mix...go figure.^_^

~*~
...
You want commitment
Put on your best suit
Get your arms around me
Now we're going down, downtown...mObsene
~*~

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-=rambling=- [18 Jul 2003|06:03am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | pictures-kid rock ft. shania twain ]

today was one of the first times i met up with gari again, he talked to me online, we later met up with shannon,yvonne,bob,simone and two other guys i've never met, but whatever...we went off to play billiards but i ended up just watching them play while talking to bob n gari, an hour later we decided to go la fontanta and take in some hubbly bubbly, we then ended up watching but this time gari played with shannon and i stayed with bob...mhm...played a game of pool vs. bob...yuck, i sucked today..:P went of to do some skateboarding, lmao..:P i still suck...hehe...my bum hurts..ooer^_^ i got to eat prawn crackers again..woohoo:D..grabbed some donuts n munchkins. gari took me home. he lives about 10 blocks away...hhahaha..:P...now im home waiting for my babe chris...i miss him...i love him too:D...heehee...i had a great time babe*wink*...you seriously don't have to make things better than they already are...anyway im tired and sleepy..g'nyt*yawns*....
mhm...wonder wuts in store for tomorrow?..*sits in silence for a few seconds*..i have no idea what im typing here...im also thinking bout my gran...*sniff*...oh well...love you babe(",)
heheh..midgets:P
-=eli=-

~*~
...Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time
Up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine...creed
~*~

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-=the beginning=- [18 Jul 2003|02:21am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessional ]

i thought i might start by posting up the poem i wrote for my babe chris...its nothin' much but yea it'll do i guess...i love you so much babe..*mwah*

...New Beginnings...
Today I opened my eyes to see a new beginning.
My words, soft spoken, with a hint of hope on the edge of every word.
I value love like a new born, cradling it in my untamed hands.
A luscious sense of life and light washed over me, cleansing me of my unprudent thoughts.
If you were there, OH if you were there, the day everything grew silent aside from the wind blowing through the trees.
The day my eyes grew bright and I smiled with breathless inspiration.

The day I fell in love.

In love with nothing and everything.
In love with the sound a birds wings make as they fly away.
In love with the color of absence; and what a lovely color it is.
But most of all, in love with you, whoever you are.
You play a significant part in life.
If it weren't for you, someone wouldn't be touched, and something wouldn't have happened.
And everything is important in life.
Everything.

~*~
...I'd like to take you down and show you deep inside
my life my inner workings of self and lack of inner pride...kittie
~*~

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