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[29 Aug 2002|12:44pm] |
I hate working here. its just call after call, same words (a script) over and over again. i feel like a robot. i used to feel sorry for these people, and all the problems that they come across. now i just hate them. hate them for calling. hate them for making work. hate them for being so stupid. im like a robot, a heartless, emotionless robot... programed to say scripts over and over again. to feel no sympathy, no remorse. no concern for others.
i cant do this. this totally isnt me. but every time i break out of this shell theyve put me in and actually be humane... they yell at me, write me up/arn me, and force me to go back into the shell... cold, damp, dark shell.
it really is cold in here. i must remember to bring a blanket tomorrow.
i hate this job (if you couldnt tell) but it pays good tho. i wonder if its worth it. its kinda like selling my soul. i become a heartless bitch only to gain money? somethings wrong with that. thats not me, yet here i am.
im so opposite of this job. i cant imagine being like this all the time. no emotions. im so spuratic.. off the wall... outgoing, talkative, friendly, caring, sympathetic, crazy/spaz. im a huge people person but i cant be here. i need new job.
but i guess its not all that bad.... i mean... i get to surf the net - on the phone or off- and chat with friends and write in this thing. ive even got millions... well, lots of movies on this comp. and 4 gigs of music (they only give me 9.30 gigs (dont ask how they do that) of room at work on my comp and i need 3 to run the progs i have to have for work) ... yeah.. this is how they keep me here. music and movies. im a sellout i guess.
k enough about work. i love to complain about work. bad habbit.
hmm....
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