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[21 Jun 2002|04:22pm] |
ive been really depressed lately. hmm... dunno why.
maybe its just cause its getting closer to my birthday. i hate my birthday. i havent gotten a present from anyone, including parents for the past 6 years. no one ever remembers my birthday. it july 3rd. the day before a mojor holiday for crying out loud. is it really that hard to forget? i mean if it was something like april 14, or november 27 or some random day it would be different.
no one ever even says "happy birthday". *sigh* oh well.
yuou know what would be cool? is if someone just showed up at my house on my birthday and made it hilary day. that would be cool. or just showed up to say hi.
i had a dream that my cousin flew all the way out here just to say hi on my birthday. that was kinda cool. that would be cool if something like that happened
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[21 Jun 2002|04:23pm] |
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this is turning into a pitty journal. im not like that. i dont wallow in self pitty but lately i have. i dunno why either. hmm...
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[21 Jun 2002|04:28pm] |
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i wish i knew what you really thought of me....you know who you are...
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[21 Jun 2002|05:20pm] |
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oh. i know why im all depressed all the sudded. just dawned on me. hmmm... need to think..
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