| good times |
[05 Jun 2002|07:19am] |
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ya.. that was fun.
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| dick |
[05 Jun 2002|04:36pm] |
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much hate for the day i met David. the asshole.
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[05 Jun 2002|05:07pm] |
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i suddenly want to suck someones dick.
ill just be sitting here doing something and just get this urge to suck it. but i got no ones dick to suck. its odd... just the urge. no emotional attatchment has to be established, i just want to. kinda like a kid wants candy and a fish wants food. weird.
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| happy time |
[05 Jun 2002|05:15pm] |
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feed fish.
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| Damit! |
[05 Jun 2002|05:58pm] |
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Why!!!
cute.
grr....
this one is for you kinky
//edit: id like to add that now that its sept'03 - kinky was proably the biggest mistake of my life. i shouldve listened to my parents
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| oh the humanity |
[05 Jun 2002|06:54pm] |
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i hate working here. its just call after call, same words over and over again. i feel like a robot. i used to feel sorry for these peole. now i just hate them. im like a robot, a heartless, emotionless robot... programed to say scripts over and over again.
i hate this job. but it pays good tho. i wonder if its worth it. its kinda like selling my soul. i become a heartless bitch only to gain money? somethings wrong with that. thats not me, yet here i am.
but its not all that bad. i get to surf the net - on the phone or off- and chat with friends and write in this thing. ive even got millions... well, lots of movies on this comp. including new ones that are only in theatres so im sure its not that bad of a job
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| damit! episode 2 |
[05 Jun 2002|07:20pm] |
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sometimes i really shouldnt speak my mind. it tends to get me into trouble. but hey! whats a journal for?
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[05 Jun 2002|07:26pm] |
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that was such a stupid story
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[05 Jun 2002|09:27pm] |
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that actually went through... well it was a stupid story
but its been fun. im goin home now
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| Kinks |
[05 Jun 2002|09:29pm] |
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Cutom - Push |
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k... im sorry kinks. didnt mean to upset you.
so ill tell you a little story.
see... a long time ago there was this guy named david. davids a mean evil monster and i knew that when i met him. but i thought it would be different. anyway... he made me feel better about myself. he cared, and see... i never had anyone that cared. or never felt like anybody cared. not even my family. he seemed to care a lot. i didnt fall in love with him, but i fell in love with the fact that he cared and that he was there for me. now hes just a jerk, but he taught me a lesson ill never forget.
that stupid story doesnt say much but, i like you now. i dont want to meet you and have you hate/dislike me which progably will happen. but im prepared for it. so no worries.
much love for the kinkster. :)
9 days!
//edit:
"9 days" = countdown to the biggest mistake of my life.
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