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well alot of stuff has been happening these past couple days. Finding out something i shouldnt talk about on here about a good friend of mine....another good friend of mine took off.....a good thing is im helping a good friend of mine out with her situation. I have been listening to Anti Flag and Trust Company all day. Ive been thinking about everything that is going on. Praying that it will get better soon and that it will all go away. I prayed that everything in this horrid situation would disappear and make everything good for once. Why does something always have to be wrong? why does at least one bad thing have to be happening at every single moment of my life? why cant there ever be happiness for more than a glance of time?
dont hook me up with anyone. dont force me to talk to someone. dont tell me how to act. dont tell me how to dress. dont put me down anymore. dont make people feel like crap it just ruins their lives. dont let there be anymore self hate. dont let anyone feel sooooo much hatred for themselves that they would hurt themselves for it. dont let the thought of suicide enter anyone else's mind. dont pick on people. dont make them feel like dirt for something u are jealous of or that you think is weird. just dont....
the hateful truth.......there is no happiness in this world anymore....
♥bRody
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[16 Jun 2004|12:09pm] |
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ok last night i went to my cousins graduation and these two girls are somehow related to me and they are both like kristi bishop (this really airheaded narcissismic blonde at my school) the principle at the school was announcing the last person's name to graduate and after she said "i feel like the father of the bride who has given away his last daughter"and then one of these girls says "Oh thats her daughter??"im like do you not get analygies??? maaaan....they were stupid....
♥bRody
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| holla atchya boy! |
[14 Jun 2004|09:30pm] |
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ooooh man. i spent the day with shirley today! that should be illegal! we have too much fun! haha! but yeah it was great. i wont be able to update this thing everyday like i used to cuz im not allowed on the comp very long due to pop ups that messed up the computer so of course my parents' first reaction is to blame me. lol. of course! why not blame it on brody, huh? anyways...lol...well i officially have all of the distillers cds now. im happy cuz there is a relationship in my near future! yay! marcos ;) !!! ok n e ways i a little happier now. dont hate me as much anymore. the blindside show is this sunday! wooooohooo! i cant wait!! i met someone online today...shes cool....we started out kinda rough but hey we both got over it. haha. well im gonna go blast my green day for now and i will update asap. email me damnit!!! haha! i am allowed on email!!!! heehee! brodyhazardous@hotmail.com
♥bRody
"we were young girls in a small world. im on your doorstep man, ringing your bell again...."
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| long time no see |
[06 Jun 2004|11:26am] |
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well hello! i havent updated in a long while! only because my computer has anger problems and once in a while spazzes out on me. but dont we all need to let out a little steem sometimes? anyways....my sister left for hong kong about two weeks ago. i talked to her on the phone last night. which was morning for her....weird... i went to disneyland last friday with my school. that was fun even though it was super hot and super crowded!! im hoping to get a real journal to write in. not an online journal. i will still write in this one but i cant go on the computer often enough to keep it updated! the blindside concert is coming up! june 20th at soma! woohoo!! i cant wait. im kinda bummed that its not a concert for blindside tho... POD is the main band which is rather dissappointing, but hey! i get to see blindside and possibly meet them! yay! if it mean sneaking a camera in my pants then what the heck i might as well do it! lol! for those of you that talk to me online--i wont be on very often because my parents think i did something to the computer so now they are banning me from it unless i ask them or they have to be in the same room as me...so it sucks i know....but at least i can get on it at some point! well i better go get dressed cuz im still in my pajamas and its almost noon. it feels so good though! im cozy! ok i should go now. email me if you want. BrodyHazardous@hotmail.com
♥bRody
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[28 May 2004|10:32pm] |
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im tired and i already tried to update this but then my comp froze.....im gonna go to sleep now....
♥bRody
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| ello there, eh? |
[23 May 2004|06:36pm] |
im still sick! i thought i was finally getting better but no...this stupid cold came back and bit me in the butt! today was retarded. i went to my cousins bday party and she turned the big number 2. joy! so i was surrounded by little kids begging me to take them to the park. fun. --- im reading this really good book for my book report due sometime this week (lol). i just started reading the book this morning and i am already almost half way done. pg 131 out of 279. but hey i actually enjoy a book.--- i know this may sound like im one of those persons that looks down on the younger kids at my school, which i promised myself id never become, but i have to admit there is this one sixth grader that really bugs me. and i shouldnt let him get to me like that. me being 2 years older than him u would think id just be like oh well but he is always putting me down for the music i listen to and how classic rock is so much better. i have told him i like classic rock but punk music is my main music listening attentionspan. but hey what does he know anyways? hes only in sixth grade! lol!!!!--- ya know i am really sick of being sick like this.---
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[21 May 2004|10:53pm] |
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still sick...im hacking, coughing, sniffing....yeah the works....pray for me i feel terrible! ♥bRody
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[19 May 2004|08:37pm] |
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oh man!!! my throat hurts soooooooooooo much!!!feels like my tonsils are as big as balloons! we get our yearbooks tomorrow. woot. owee! i cant swallow! im gonna go get some ice cream....
♥brody
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[17 May 2004|03:17pm] |
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wow alot has happened since i last updated this. i went to an as i lay dying show last saturday. IT WAS SO AWESOME!!! my ears are still ringing and its been two days. oh well! it was so worth it. my sister is going to hong kong this wednesday for three whole months. i could never do that. Found out that a girl i kinda knew committed suicide. always fun to hear about now isnt it? no...i have to make up the whole first semester of science over the SUMMER because i failed and didnt get any credit for it. my bro is gonna live with us now. He hates his room mate so hes gonna come back and live with us until he founds a house. yay!!!! hes so fun. Im gonna copy the old killswitch engage cd from him cuz the old singer is way way way way way better than the new one. well my friend wants me to make her a copy of my cd and she wants these pics of me so i better go now and plus im starving!!!!
♥bRody
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[08 May 2004|10:12pm] |
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hello hello...i went to the movies tonight with some cool people and uhh just kinda hung around the theater cuz we couldnt afford a movie ticket. so after a while the cops came over and told us if we werent gone in 30 mins he would ''escort'' us off the premisis. we went to the krikorian so we just wandered across the street to coldstone and stuff like that and just hung around there. fun..
♥brody
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[04 May 2004|11:20am] |
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omg! yesterday was so fun!! (and hilarious!!!) for p.e. we walked up this hill/street for about a mile or so and we were walking along the sidewalk...our whole class walked this....tons of cars were driving by so me and shirley thought it would be funny to moon them once. haha! once...we mooned people like 5 times! haha! shirley flashed someone...i saw shirley buttcheeks! haha! my pants wouldnt go back on though so im standing there trying to not let the teacher see and my pants were stuck so that was a little embarrassing! hahahaha! but man oh man was that fun! i will never drive down Emerald with a straight face ever again. so today im sick...i stayed home and i am actually all alone at the momento. i have a cold...more of just a bad sore throat and my nose is a wee bit stuffy. im so bummed i didnt get to go see the distillers last week :( oh well i will go next time they come around CA. but hey i get to go see Blindside so its all better now!
♥brody
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[01 May 2004|12:44pm] |
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today i am going to a party thing for my uncle....no fun....but i get to see all my cousins!! i was supposed to go to the movies with shirley today but i realized i had this party thing to go to! bummer! oh well! i had storm soccer tryout today and i have them again tomorrow! it was super hot! tomorrow i am dreading to go but i want to make it on the team so i will try. im so excited! i get to go see blindside in june!!! yipee!!!!!!! i am saving up for a whole buncha crap im gonna buy of theirs! i uploaded a picture now so you can see me...(its actually brody dalle but i look like her so its ok) ♥bRody
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[26 Apr 2004|03:25pm] |
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uhg! this is my new blurty....my other one was brodyhazardous...and yeah...it got suspended for no aparent reason so i just have to start over with this one...crap!! ok well last saturday night was the RIP show!!! it was awesome....too many hot guys i couldnt have were there! that really sucks....ok but i dont wanna be stupid and always talk about boys...lol...so im gonna stop....i am not at my house right now so i cant really fix this thingy up...i will work on it later ~bRody~
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