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[ calendar | blurty calendar ] [16 Oct 2013|03:17am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | futurama ]

go.fucking.figure, baby. you're up & it's passed 3 a.m. ;but look on the bright side: you have a piece of nicorette in your mouth. [that means something, you know..]
set.backs.. set backs...
seems to be the trend lately for me but it's no biggie - I jump.ahead sometimes''cha.know.?
n it seems that's about to happen. cuz shit's getting boring.
i'm bored.?
it may be part of it but it's just the tip
g'night ♥ xo*


summer don't go.! fall are you here yet.? [16 Sep 2013|06:06pm]
[ mood | recumbent ]
[ music | sponge.Bob ]

fall is officially 6 days away, & the weather lately has been a great reminder of that.
i'm still holding on to the last days of summer with my sandals & refusing to wear a coat. [ long sleeves are starting to not be good enough, tho ]
UGH but I can't totally embrace fall until it's actually here. so I guess i'm sad that I only have a week left to wear my sandals..but at the same time 1 week can't go by fast enough so I could wear my boots ;]


check.mate [11 Sep 2013|02:34pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | air.conditioning ]

I dno really why he was standing on the table to play the game of chess, but he said he knew how to play & that he'd show me how too. After about 7 minutes or so he won, but I don't think he knew exactly how to play..
I told him good job anyway.
then he told me I had to give him ten dollars but I didn't have $10 so we watched cartoons instead until his mom got home.
I always love spending time with my Godson


The Perks of Being a Wallflower [10 Sep 2013|04:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | my.thoughts ]

"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."


tequilla [09 Sep 2013|05:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | South.Park ♥ ]

i left this morning to find out what classes i needed to take this spring & came home not too long ago with a schedule for mon. & wed. this fall..
this fall like, the 23rd
how the hell did that happen
oh well YAY.
now if i can just make some money.


get out of my head [08 Sep 2013|11:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | iron.chef ]

the thing about tension is,
it can only exist for so long.
it's not meant to be a permanent thing. yet you never know when the fuse is guna run out; when the rope frays to its last thread..
and then BAM there you are drenched in sweet relief that you can't even enjoy because everyone is mad at you.


Smokkaaayyy [06 Sep 2013|03:53am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | Ridiculousness ]

I know it's almost 4 a.m., I know this.
but i'm guna stay up anyway.
cuz it's Friday,
& I ain't got shit to do.


Dark.Paradise* [05 Sep 2013|03:29pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

There's no remedy for memory.
Your face is like a melody
it won't leave my head.
Your soul is haunting me & telling me that
everything is fine.
But I wish I was Dead.


[05 Aug 2013|10:17pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | My.Little.Pony* ]

I still don't know how to feel. [ha. what a surprise]
no one i talk to is going to change that, either.
yet, i'm not so sure how i'm going to feel when i finally talk to him. [<-it has to happen eventually].
it depends on how we talk and what is said but no matter what i imagine my heart's going to feel like 1,000 lbs in my chest and my eyes might even burn a little from newly forming tears but.. i'm not going to beg..
he knows i love him. & that i'm a good girlfriend to him.
it's up to him how worth it i am.


Little.Hug [13 Jul 2013|09:08pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | King.Of.The.Hill ]

He finally got a car yyaayy.!!
it's sexy & it's sitting in my back.yard.
[there was a wasp.nest in the trunk] *
I found this new mermaid game where you collect mermaids and it's all I've been focusing on lately. give it a week . .
->jump in my pool & pretend i'm a real mermaid ♥
Eric is not on vacation anymore & I miss him ;p he's at work & i'm home eating cereal blaahhh haaa


Rilakkuma where you at yo* [12 Jun 2013|06:05pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Diners.Drive-ins.&Dives ]

*sigh* the past 5 days kicked my ass for some reason. my muscles hurt all over. oh right .. that's the reason ---> i'm outta shape. ugh what a tragedy ...
really though, today i'm a lump. Rilakkuma should be here chillin' .w. me, cuz we'd both be into doing the same thing: layin' around, listening to music, snacking, sitting on the swing under the grapevines .. may be even read a book.? honestly, I wana do nothing.
if it wasn't so hott out i'd take a bubble.bath*
but i'll take a shower instead, soon enough, a cool one. then go see my
later bytches xo


Are you living up to your potential.? [28 May 2013|09:11pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music |* ]

When you imagine yourself in 5 years, you feel:
C.-> A little confused, to be honest. You still haven't figured out what you want to be yet.

Your work offers to transfer you to a new city with a hefty bonus. You:
C.-> Jump at the chance. You're ready to start the next phase of your life!

When you wake up most mornings, you tend to feel:
C. -> Like you have so much to offer the world but you don't know how to make that happen.

You think the guy you're dating may not be THE ONE. You:
C. -> Coast along and hope you'll get a sign as to whether to stay or go. You find it so hard to cut things off.

When you hear about a promotion opportunity at work, you:
A. -> Jump at the chance to apply for the job. This is the moment you've been waiting for!

Your career goals are covered, so-so guys won't cut it for you, and you've tapped into the powerful relationship between passion and achievement.
HA.! Passion.? yes. Achievement .. well I know i'm capable but i havn't seen it yet.! was NOT expecting that result ... makes me feel a little better though, cause i can really relate to my answer for question #3.
{Cosmo quiz btw, June.13 issue}
i reactivated my facebook and it's just as dumb as ever. i like keeping in touch with all the people i know on there tho.
this rain is making me think may be i should wait till Monday to start my work.out routine. i really don't mind running in the rain tho if it's warm ...


shatter. [27 May 2013|12:35am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music |* ]

i just spent all fucking night cleaning broken glass.
first in my from days ago that i'm still finding pieces of in the carpeting, then just now when I was getting a glass of milk., everywhere, for days ..


cat*shit. [22 May 2013|01:21pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | birds.chirping ]

never in my life did I ever think I would be knee deep in used kitty*litter in the hot 80 degree afternoon sun.

Amber finally got a house.

it's a nice house, in a nice neighborhood, with other nice houses.

her backyard has a little 5 by 5 garden fenced off that no one has obviously planted in a long time because it was filled with dead straw-like weeds and a pile of concrete rocks in the middle. so we decided to tackle it and grow some stuff.

about a minute into shoveling this "crumbled concrete and rocks" I discovered something,
something terrible.
it was not rocks. it was a pile of used cat litter, soaked with piss and shit, the smell of the contaminated chemicals wafting in the hot breeze. and right into my face and mouth.
we didn't have gloves or a mask... so we kept going ...
then it got worse.
because there was no dirt underneath, but a giant felt tarp, soaked with nastiness.
as much as we shoveled, it was still too heavy to lift off the dirt. so we got a knife and slowly sliced it into sections, with shit under our fingernails and bugs and spiders crawling up our legs, while the sweat on our faces combined with the fine layer of cat litter dust that had collected around our eyes and mouth.
"fuck this, fuck whoever the scumbag who did this, and fuck everyone who is not helping us right now"
that's all I could keep saying to keep me going.
we're planting tomatoes today.


[12 May 2013|11:14pm]
[ mood | crushed ]



'time.machine* [21 Apr 2013|11:06pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | hott.97/new.york<3 ]

sometimes i have to go back in time to remember who i am
n blah.fuckin.blah-
not to moments or people;
feelings. me.
isn't it about time i start acting like the woman i was meant to b


[26 Mar 2013|08:29pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | ]

there i updated
blaaaahhhh haaaaaaa.


thrilla.manilla [23 Mar 2013|09:12pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | ]

ok so i got home at like 4, ate a & passed out for some reason [cuz u know like i didnt sleep enough all day already 0.o] .n. just woke up a little while ago, aggravated. wtf..
had cool dreams tho.
thirsty as fuck.
do i really wana smoke that one cigarette i have?
not really but im bored and aggravated so it seems like a good idea [emphasis on 'seems']
kiesha is goin downtown later, not up for that ..
Bug is gettin ready to go to the casino now. thot id be up for that but now im not.
i did wana get drunk tonight which is rare, but i dno why the fuck i fell asleep it kinda changed my whole night.
may b ill just get stoned .n. smoke that cigarette .n. call it quits.
DAMN i'm gettning boring lol


blurty how i've missed you so [22 Mar 2013|08:27pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Diners.Drive-ins.&Dives ]

holy shit.fuck i was just playing around on here and found like 3 other active journals of mine from like 20o4 on .. reading some of my old stuff lol i dont know if i was more fucked up back then or now .. or may be i just havn't changed ;}
ahhh good times ..
bout' to shower soon with my natural home.made soap.shit then go see my boyfriend and say 'hi'


iosjdfnchdfgnvkd [22 Mar 2013|04:35pm]
[ mood | blah ]

running to the lawyer's office then to the bar;
sounds like a fun adventure'


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