| Rilakkuma where you at yo* |
[12 Jun 2013|06:05pm] |
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*sigh* the past 5 days kicked my ass for some reason. my muscles hurt all over. oh right .. that's the reason ---> i'm outta shape. ugh what a tragedy ...
really though, today i'm a lump. Rilakkuma should be here chillin' .w. me, cuz we'd both be into doing the same thing: layin' around, listening to music, snacking, sitting on the swing under the grapevines .. may be even read a book.? honestly, I wana do nothing.
if it wasn't so hott out i'd take a bubble.bath*
but i'll take a shower instead, soon enough, a cool one. then go see my ♥
later bytches xo
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| Wonder.Woman.Bread.* |
[09 Jun 2013|12:38pm] |
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the past 2 weeks have been a cluster.fuck of pure fuckery
I still can't believe it's June, & it feels like the month is almost over already when it just started. i'm in the same spot as before, I haven't moved. except I have more $ now cause I've been working, & i'm beginning training to bartend at Outsiders during the day {wed.thurs.fri} so that's a step ...
I thought Eric♥ and I were falling apart but we're in love xoxoxo so that's not possible..
the roller.coaster of emotions gained me my old nick.name smokey but i'm back on Nicorette {again} starting today. I keep starting.over, but it's better than giving.up. <-
so i'll give it a week again, try to get some sort of schedule together for myself, organize my belongings that are spewed all over my life, then try to begin some kind of work.out routine.
"Wonder.Woman.Bread. The bread that gives you the power of me.! With the strength of Hercules, the wisdom of Athena, and the high fructose corn syrup of cake."
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| Are you living up to your potential.? |
[28 May 2013|09:11pm] |
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1.
When you imagine yourself in 5 years, you feel:
C.-> A little confused, to be honest. You still haven't figured out what you want to be yet.
2.
Your work offers to transfer you to a new city with a hefty bonus. You:
C.-> Jump at the chance. You're ready to start the next phase of your life!
3.
When you wake up most mornings, you tend to feel:
C. -> Like you have so much to offer the world but you don't know how to make that happen.
4.
You think the guy you're dating may not be THE ONE. You:
C. -> Coast along and hope you'll get a sign as to whether to stay or go. You find it so hard to cut things off.
5.
When you hear about a promotion opportunity at work, you:
A. -> Jump at the chance to apply for the job. This is the moment you've been waiting for!
Results:
Your career goals are covered, so-so guys won't cut it for you, and you've tapped into the powerful relationship between passion and achievement.
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HA.! Passion.? yes. Achievement .. well I know i'm capable but i havn't seen it yet.! was NOT expecting that result ... makes me feel a little better though, cause i can really relate to my answer for question #3.
{Cosmo quiz btw, June.13 issue}
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i reactivated my facebook and it's just as gay as ever. i like keeping in touch with all the people i know on there tho.
this rain is making me think may be i should wait till Monday to start my work.out routine. i really don't mind running in the rain tho if it's warm ...
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| shatter. |
[27 May 2013|12:35am] |
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i just spent all fucking night cleaning broken glass.
first in my bed.room from days ago that i'm still finding pieces of in the carpeting, then just now when I was getting a glass of milk.
broken.glass, everywhere, for days ..
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| o0o.baby.i.love.[my].ways |
[26 May 2013|05:43pm] |
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temps are guna be in the 90's in a few days & I cannot wait to be sweaty & sticky.! yes.
I really don't fake.bake anymore cause' it's bad for your skin, but i'm half.tempted to go tomorrow .. just once. ;] & lay in the nice warm bed and relax *le.sigh*
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I've nick.named my lil.bro "Kelso" from that 70's show. it is so him ...
also, I really want all the Rilakkuma plushies*, especially Korilakkuma, she's my favorite
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| stang. |
[25 May 2013|05:00pm] |
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freezing*
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the guy we were supposed to go see about buying his 85.mustang.5.0 dicked us and never returned our call. we were ready to drive there this morning. welp, that's craigslist for ya.! :p
so I was guna clean today, but i'm cold, & I think i'll just be a fat kid all day instead.
bout' to go nom.nom.nom. some hoagies .n. pizza .n. chill .w. my cousins;
a hot bath sounds like it may fit into the plans as well.
eh .. everything else, i'll do on Monday -_-
cook.out tomorrow.! :D
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| lazy.* |
[24 May 2013|01:06pm] |
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my allergies are kickin' right now ..
working Angelo's today and I am not up for it. Especially with it being Friday.
my room & car are a complete mess, makes me reflect on how the rest of my life looks right now. hahaha gotta CLEAN.
I just don't even wana be in my bedroom anymore, I hate it. my bed's way too big, and I hate carpeting;I just wana rip it up and paint the walls white, yes white I said
Why.? who ever would think i'd want something plain and normal.? well because it would make the room a whole lot brighter than with this green on the walls. (my fave* color) but I will leave my green on green sponged wall alone..eh who the fuck am I kidding, I'm not doing my room over. i'd rather just move out.
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I can't wait to move out just so I could have a rubber*duckie. themed bath.room ;D
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later bitches*
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| cat*shit. |
[22 May 2013|01:21pm] |
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never in my life did I ever think I would be knee deep in used kitty*litter in the hot 80 degree afternoon sun.
Amber finally got a house.
it's a nice house, in a nice neighborhood, with other nice houses.
her backyard has a little 5 by 5 garden fenced off that no one has obviously planted in a long time because it was filled with dead straw-like weeds and a pile of concrete rocks in the middle. so we decided to tackle it and grow some stuff.
about a minute into shoveling this "crumbled concrete and rocks" I discovered something,
something terrible.
it was not rocks. it was a pile of used cat litter, soaked with piss and shit, the smell of the contaminated chemicals wafting in the hot breeze. and right into my face and mouth.
we didn't have gloves or a mask... so we kept going ...
then it got worse.
because there was no dirt underneath, but a giant felt tarp, soaked with nastiness.
as much as we shoveled, it was still too heavy to lift off the dirt. so we got a knife and slowly sliced it into sections, with shit under our fingernails and bugs and spiders crawling up our legs, while the sweat on our faces combined with the fine layer of cat litter dust that had collected around our eyes and mouth.
that's all I could keep saying to keep me going.
we're planting tomatoes today.
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| it's gettin hawt in hurr .. |
[22 May 2013|01:45am] |
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think i'll stay up all night re-doing my blurty and blogger layouts and playing with twitter and tumblr.
i'll bring it back to life .. then my facebook will be a zombie
I wana make abrand new blurty again but I can't think of a username I wana use as my main thing. "briuh" and "about uh girl" are old fuckin' news already..
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[12 May 2013|11:14pm] |
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| 'time.machine* |
[21 Apr 2013|11:06pm] |
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hott.97/new.york<3 |
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sometimes i have to go back in time to remember who i am
n blah.fuckin.blah-
not to moments or people;
feelings. me.
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isn't it about time i start acting like the woman i was meant to b
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[26 Mar 2013|08:29pm] |
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eric.cooking.me.food. |
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hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.
hello
there i updated
blaaaahhhh haaaaaaa.
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| -.- |
[25 Mar 2013|12:49pm] |
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i still feel weird.
gotta work on that today .
but i feel sexy too
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| F'it. |
[24 Mar 2013|10:14pm] |
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i was guna set this thing to "friends.only" but since i've now become the queen of social.networking // *rolls.my.eyes* - created a tumblr & blogger - i figured there's no point in censoring my blurty, especially if my beloved blurty♥ is going to pretty much be my main blog [cuz it's my faves*], also it will be the window to find all my other -->blogs. ^.^
mm so ya what do i have to hide?
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