Karma.. karma karma karma karma Chameleon I talked to
Ashton on the phone today. It... *shakes her head, toying with her ring* It was what I already kind of knew, but didn't want to hear from him. I guess it's... better this way. I screwed up. Karma is biting me on the ass. The future looks so unclear right now. I don't know what to do with myself. I know I have to make a doctor's appointment and get checked out... all that fun stuff. I suppose I'll do it alone. I hope Ashton will want to come to the later appointments. He should, anyway, not for me but for the baby. It's his responsibility too. I don't think he would want to miss any of that, but... *shrugs* Things change. People change.. *slips her ring off* I guess I should give this back now..
I'm going to my mother's house tonight for dinner. I haven't told her about my pregnancy yet, so... I'm nervous, to say the least. I love my mother to death, so we'll see how this goes. I'll update about it later, if I'm not throwing up all over the place like last night.. *laughs slightly* Not that anyone wanted to know about the "morning" sickness. Ugh, it's nasty.