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Do any of you know of any good emo bands you'd be willing to suggest for me? If you have any preferable songs, that would be cool too. Thanks ^^ I'm gonna go steal it from music companies when I download it though, muhahaha. |
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| 09:12pm 30/03/2004 | |||
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DDR IS TAKING OVER THE WORLD!!! AHHAHAHHAHAAA! ^^ I'm so ready for tomorrow, BRING ON THE BAND TEST! |
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| 07:13pm 28/03/2004 | |||
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>.> Hey, I'm still aliven incase you wanted to know :D See ya! Goto www.livejournal.com/users/brittrasetra THAT IS WHERE I LIVE |
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| 07:55pm 17/02/2004 | |||
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Mask I see a mask, And I wonder if it’s true, I wonder of the person behind it, I wonder if it’s really you. You confuse me so much, You leave me in a daze, And I can’t see through anything, It all seems to be a haze. Why can’t I see who you are? Figure out what is behind it all. I really want to help you, Because I don’t want you to fall. I don’t want you to become a victim, A victim to depression, I think I want to love you, And leave a good impression. ‘Why do I care so much?’ This is what you ask. It’s because I love you somewhere, And I know it’s behind the mask. |
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| 06:15pm 04/02/2004 | |||
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Now, you all get to here what I did over the past few days. Wohooo, story time! So yesterday started out like sually except weirder, cause Jill and I were on a roll with out usall talks in the morning, it was hallarious. So everyone else came over and we talked..and yeah, then we went to class. Math- Uhm, didn't really do anything, just..did math stuff Band- had masters class, got a friggen ahrd etude, jesus, I hate it, rar. Spanish- we just...it was spanish, it was boring, but I did talk to Mike a lot Lunch- Ahh...Jill was at our lunch, woohoo, and...I don't think I remember anything else. Earth Sceicne- turned in our projects and tyook notes...wooo World History- took the test, it actually wasn't that bad...which was good Language- just read more, and more and more, and the story is really creepy, xD After school I hung out with Zach Adam Ian and Jill until they all elft and then I walked home with Ian, it was about a mile walk..I think, or 2 something like that. And yeah, so we walked and talked, I've realized what a bitch my 'friend' is and yeah, I don't think I like her very much now...at all. So we got to his house and we ahd something to eat and then we went into the comptuer room thingy and played Halo, and watched him play Samuri thingy, and then we played Lord of the Rings, and I got board of that, so I went online and he did Lord of the Rings, friggen hard game o.o Then finally at like 5:15, Zach and Adam showed up and tehn shjortly after that Jill showed up, and it was a confusing mes...but we went outside and beat eachtoher up, we played mroe games, ahd dinner, played more games, went outside and ebat eachtoher up again and tehn resulte4d in playing more games. It was a confusing night, lol. Then we went home (Jill and I) and busied oursselves with dDRing and tehn watching Inuyasha, and then we were going to go watch whose line, but then it wasn't on so we watched some of GI Jane and ended up going to sleep. Woohoo, and that's tuesday for you....NOW FOR TODAY. Todayyy, Jill and I woke up, and took our showers (NOT TOGETHER YOU SICKOS) and we went downstairs and had tacos for breakfast, mmm. Then we DDRed more, John (my brother) and his friend came over and DDRed with us. Then Jarrod showed up at 11, and we DDRed some more...and John ended up not being able to come, which was sad...but then Jarrod Jill and I walked to Arrowhead Mall. Which I think was like 4 miles or something. So we got there and got some food..made our way into Spencers, but not before seeing Justin and his group, and so we were in spancers..wow scary store, but I vought inscense!! Woohoo! Then...we saw teh animals...Jarrod didn't come in with us, went to the knife shop, went to game stop, and...THEY DRUG ME INTO VICTORIAS SECRETT!! ARGGHHH. and if you know Jarrod, you'll never get away if hes holding yuou..so I got to have fun and look around that store, People looking at us were probabaly thinking that he was my boyfriend forcing me to buy sexy lingere or something, lmfao, which is awsome. Then, we decided to walk down to Polar Ice to DDR. So we walked about another Mile or something, and ebfore we went to polar ice we went into Cyber sports and said hi to Zach Adam and Ian cause thast wehre they were all day, lol. Then we went to polar Ice. We DDRed for like..3 hours, lol, I'm so dead, tis not even funny. I like can't feel my feet. But I did do a lot of ehavy sons this time, ti was awsome, so yeah that was all good. Ofcourse there were PMSey little children by us, haha. So my mom came and picked us up at about 5:15, and we drove everyone home and nwo I'm sitting here...starving. So I think I'll go eat and then do my homework, woohoo!! |
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| 08:22pm 25/01/2004 | |||
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First of all, I MADE 7TH CHAIR OUT OF 8 IN THE REGIONAL BAND!! WOOO!!! I'M SUPER HAPPY. So we picked everyone up, and went to the movies, we DDRed, in which it was cool, both the Chris's did it, it was awsome. Oo...well the people who went were Ian, Jill, Ryan, Zach, John, Chris S and Chris L, so it was a big group of kids. So we DDRed and then watched the movie, and the movie was cool...a bit scary. O, so everyone knwos how Jill and I put people to the characters in the movie...so we were doing that and when the movie was over I was ready to tell everyone who they were, cause it was funny, and Ian keps saying no, and I ignore him, cause you know, I want to make people laugh and I didn't know if he was being serious or what, so I keep going, and he shoves past me and saying something about me being a 'fucking idiot' or atleast thats what I heard, so on the verge of crying and beating the shit out of the wall in the theater, I go to the bathroom and calm down. Yeah, so I pretty mcuh tried to not make any contact with him while still trying to be polite. So, yeah, I think he may've got the hint that I was mad, and in other words he didn't care, so, whatever, I'm just like...PMSing or something. So then we all went to polar ice and DDRed, Jill and I had intelligent conversation about cheese, and I mentiond that American Cheese is sexy, which he is...>.> And yeah, so we DDRed more, ready to kill some stupid fuckign kids cause they're assholes, so whatever, kids can leave me alone. Zach Ryan Chris and I hung and waited and then I came home. Got yelled at for being alte, so whatever, and yeah I just got in trouble, but I did make regionals that's col, haha, I'm excited. So, whatever, I'm pissy, so I'll go. Feel better Jill, I hope you do. |
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| 09:17pm 21/01/2004 | |||
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Ahh, I'm so damn proud of myself! I procrastinated to the point of where I didn't practice myself, go Mary! Your such a moron! So now I'm sitting here freaking out desperately trying to go overthe fingerings, and what do ya know, my brother is practicing, so I won't even get to rpactice tonight becaus for some reason eh gained the right to go to bed when I do. Yayy, this is so fucking fantastic! On top fo that I need to practice for regionals, and wow, I'm sarcastic and angry right now, HORRAH, IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. Alright, I'll go be a l\moody little bitch to myself in peace, so I can get it through my head that I'm gonna fail tomrorow, cause my memory sucks ass. |
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| 07:50pm 19/01/2004 | |||
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Well...my hope died. I was hoping that since my brotehr was given the choice to either go to the gym or go to TKD, I hoped that he'd pick the gym. Guess I was wrong. He started TKD with me, when he was about 7 or so, and he quit when he was about 10, and just started up again this past summer. Now that we've taken this break, -shrugs- I really don't want him tehre. From teh time he quit to the time he started again, I was doing good, because TKD let me releive stress and let me build myself up and just let be away from everything. It was so ncie cause I got to get away from my family life, and be alone and train or have fun. And ever since my brother has been back, he's trying to do what I do. We have this brother sister rivalry, and he has a problem when I tell him to do push-ups, ofcourse, he doesn't have a problem when Master Punchios tells him or anything, but whatever. So I'm a bit POed. I don't want him there, he always causes problems, and I flat out don't want him there. My parents know this, but they won't stop him from what he wants to do. |
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| 06:33pm 19/01/2004 | |||
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My dad's alright!! He's gonna be okay!!! I'm so excited. He went to the doctor today, to get his final check up thingy, and they told him, that he had the elast amount of damage done to his ehart from the ehart attack possible, the only thing better would've been if he didn't have the ehart attack at all. I'm so glad, I was really worried. He's going to be on medication for the rest of his life...but he's going to be alright, I'm soo happy ^^ |
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| 06:30pm 19/01/2004 | |||
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I watched G.I. Jane last night and it made me realize 2 things: The army definately treats girls like equals And I think that I want to make one of the three a part of my life My dad was in the Navy, and I've always been intresting in the army, or anything related to it, since like 4th grade, I've enver really considered it one of the things I want to make a part of my life until about 2 years ago when I seriously started considering it. I want to do something for people, even if they don't appreciate it, I want to protect people and help them, even if they don't thank me. I want to make this a part of my life, I really want to. Everytime I think about the army, or such, my heart beat races, imagining I could be doing somehting like that, helping other people while helping myself, it's just...seducing to me. I'm really considering it, next time I go to the mall with my dad I want to go into the Navy reseves place they have. I'll probably choose the Navy, it's what my dad did, I would love to uphold the honor of my family in the Navy. |
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 You're Just... Not Cute. What more can I say? Look! There's even a skull and crossbones where YOU should be! What Kind of Cute are You? brought to you by Quizilla SERIOUSLY, THIS ROCKS!!! HAHAHA, now I can so prove all those people wrong, I win I win I win!!!! YEEE!!!! >) This rocks, I'd marry this quiz...if it were alivve and a guy. |
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| 04:38pm 16/01/2004 | |||
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WEll, heres a fresh look into my day, it's amusing and sad...at the same time, horrah! Got up at 6, and had my dad drive me to school at 6:35ish, and so he drove me, I got out of the car, and checked for my mouthpiece as he was driivng away and I didn't feel it in my backpack, so I took my cell phone out to call him, and realized he didn't have his, so I shoved it back in my pocket and ran after his car in the parking lot, he didn't see me, xD, and my cell phone fell from my pocket and like, exploded, the back went flying, the battery and the phone part, so I had to stop, and collect my peices, I did and put it back together, and the only thing thats wrong isss...it says my phone number is 123-4567 and it has new scuff marks...>.> So I went into the band room and found Chris, we started warming up, and then Steve came, then David, and then Nicole, so Mr. Kuhns came in and listened to us for like..a minute, on the song, pretty much said we sucked in the necest way he could, and told us it would be better if we picked a new song...SOO, we did pick a new song, and tis easier, it has a tuba melody, which is fun, the only abd thing is, new song...by next Saturday...woooo...should be fun. Be ready for a hell of a week Mary!! So school started...yayy... Earth Science- took my quiz and only missed 1, yayy!! So I was happy, and then we took mroe ntoes. EOP-wrote Jill-y a note, and read my book, yayyiee. Math-GAH,I have so sit next to Eric Corban, as he just came into our calss, GAH, I remeber him from 8th grade...i hope he cahnged, xD, so did my work, I have homework, that's sucky...xD Band- practiced the song for teh uintet, tis easy, so I lucked out, and we practiced songs and stuffff Spanish- hahaha, took a quiz, I didn't study, but it was easy anyways, and then we were taking notes and Mike and I were talking, and my teacher goes crazy doens't finish the notes and say to the calss, thanks to mary and mike tyou all have extra homework, it took me a lot of time not to laugh, xD, I'm such a hypocrit, but it was funny, so all that 'extra' homework, I got it done in like, the last 5 minutes of class we had...so whatever Lunch- hung out with Zach and Adam, xD, they're so weird, and they crack me up, lol, we got food, and found Ian, and then we just talked the rest of lunch Language- had a vocab test I conviniently forgot about...>.> So, without studying pretty much, went into it and came out only missing 1 question, I was pretty shocked, lol, so that was cool, other than that...yeah, it was boring World History- we got new seats, and I'm still sitting next to Mark, GAHH, but that alright its Mark, Ben and I in the back, and Bens cool, hes a football player, but hes like, mature and respectful, so yayy, we both threatened to kick Mark if he talked to us...so thats cool. We did some worksheet and STUFF. After school, I hung out for a while and Listened to chris S and friends clarinet quartet, they sound really good ^^ And then my dad came and picked me up. I got home and did chores, accused my brother of not doing chores, and did some mroe, I ended up cleaning the play room, doing the laundry, doing my room and the upstairs hallway, while John...did nothing, so go Mary, boo John. Then I practiced for about an hour on my quintet, tis good theres only one hard part, but I'll work it out -nods- so, yes, gonna make pasta and steak for dinenr, should be okay, lol. So yes!! I hope you all had fantastic days!! ^^ |
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I'm sitting here eating my ramen and thinking about stuff. Wondering why I had my freaky ass dream, SCARY. Only Jills aloud to know, lol, cause..its just wrong, xD Uhmm...just been thinking, I'm liking this whole single thing still, it's my friend -nods- Jill and I are ghonna go shopping sometime or something for clothes for winter formal...we shall see what we find >.> Uhm...thinking about Justin, and the only thing I'v figured out is that...he's stupid, which I sorta lready knew, no advancements there. Got quintet practice tomorrow morning, should go alright, we sorta suck, I hate saying that, but this year just wasn't our friend, and yeah...but ohh well, we'll live. Kuhns is hearing us tomorow morning, so he'll help us...i hope. Well...I guess I'll go to bed. o.O I hope you all had a good day!! ^^ |
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Well...I'll leave what happened at the beginning of the day till last, way to long. Band- played stuff Spanish- did the interview Earth Sceince- Watched the movie Math- did some math Lunch- avoided everyone cept Zach and Ian Language- made a fool of myself, go Mary, I yelled out an answer to an oral quiz, not knowing we had a quiz, I'm a dumbass World History- worked on worksheets and stuff Came home, and cleaned, and now I'm here, now here's the shitty ass part of my day: So I was hanging out with my friends in the morning, the group of them, cassie and her friends, Mike, Ian, Jill, Zach Ian, everyone, and Justin, obviously had a problem, with our group of friends being so close to him, so he freeked out, pulled Mike aside and started taqlking to him, Cassie went up behind Justin and kicked him in the calf, and it wasn't even hard, she was just fucking around with him, he finished his convo with Mike and comes over to our group, and starts shoving all teh guys off of the steps, yelling at them saying he didn't want to see their fucking faces and shit like that, so I got up in his face and started defending my friends, saying he had no right to be saying it and we had just as much right to be where we were as he did, and we were yelling back at eachpther for like 2 minutes, although it seemed much longer, so finally I left, and stalked off crying out of frustration, because damn it, no noe treats my friends like that, I don't put up with that shit. Jill and Zach come after me trying to calm me down, while I'm yelling out death threats, (which is always what you want to do at school) And no such luck, so he just pissed me off, royally. there's one more person to my hate list, I swear if he ever does anything to one of my friends over that stupid stair incident, I'm gonna be right back up in his face, but I'll have something to give him mroe than words. Bastard. |
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Anyone ever seen or heard of that movie?? I sure havn't o.O Lifes going alright, although..yeah, sometimes it sucks. I hope you all are doing well ^^ |
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| 04:20pm 10/01/2004 | |||
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AHHA I SO PULLED OFF STRAIGHT A'S, I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELD!!! I havn't gotten straight A's since the last semester of 8th grade and before that the 3rd quater in 4th grade, I'm soo fricking happy!! YEEE!!! I got an A on the ES final, I got an A on the geometry final, I got a B on the band final, I got an A on the spanish final, got a B on the language final and a B on the world history final, YESS!!! THATS SOO FRICKING AWSOME!!!! WEEE!!! And btw, I was watching national ice skating competiton...o.o these guys were HOT, muwhaha, I could have been drooling they were so hot, it was awosme. I LOVE THIS DAY! |
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Ha, this rocks, I like these kinds of tests. Today I've just been straightning up around the house, I had a weird breathing problem earlier, where it felt like my rib was out of place and into my lung..but it fixed itself after 2 minutes of torture. Not really doing anything today, hope you're all having a good day! |
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So I'll just rant in here since I don't do it that often, and then I'll put it in my other thing later. You know, I'm just gonna say, people suck, in general, theres those few nice ones, likr right now I'm talking to Chris K, wow, he's a good guy, he has a hard time, but he's awsome, he's very stright forward and wants to get things done, go Chris, you rock. Ryan, man I odn't know what happens with us, he's not gonna hang out with our group this sunday, because he always has somehting wrong with somehting I do, I don't know whose fault it is, seriously, I don't think its mine, but you know, whatever, but I feel like this stupid bickering between us is pulling our group apart, and if it doens't stop, man I don't know what I'm gonna do, because I refuse to let a group of friensd, that brought me in, pretty much, break part because of some stupid crap like this. I feel stupid about last night, I mean, sure I'm immature at times, but...gah, I don't want to get into it, it just bothers me, when people bring my past up, in which I'm trying to cahnge and shove it against me. which, is probbaly how it should be anywyas, but I don't like it. whatever, I just feel sorta stupid right now, for everything, I feel like I'm the cause of pulling friendhips apart, this morning I was considering just going toa wall and sitting tthere by myself depressing over things, I decided against it, but you know, maybe if I did that more often, my friends wouldn't fight so much. |
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Heya all. I hope your all doing well. I'm doing all right, it's been a tough few days, suchy as blowing up at friends, crying, depressive thoughts, but hey, I'm living through it, which is always a good thing. I've been wokring on DDR and it's giving me a good workout. Schools been going good, had my scale test today, which was good, I got a 100% on it, so that was yayy like. So lets see...nothing else has really been going on. Cassie's b-day is tomrorow, everyone tell her happy b-day -nods- Uhm....yaeh thast about all, I don't know what /i'm doing tonight, so we shall see. tomorrow I'm going to the movie with mi padre, and then DDRing with friends on sunday as long as I can get a ride, yay! Well, I should get going got some mega practicing to do. I really hope your all doing good. Annie, get better!! ^^ I lvoe youu!! |
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My life just...has to suck. My dad had a heart Attack, Wednesday, didn't tell us on Vacation or last night, which is good, cause I had crying in front of people. But yeah, so he told us today, ofcourse, theres Mary, crying, since I'm super over sensitive, and just it was a shock. Then we went to go get our eyes checked..and I had been crying, so when it came to blowing the puffs of air in my eyes...I couldn't do it, so I started crying again everything coming to my mind that had happened. Came home..cried some more...mom came over, cried some more...now I'm online...take a wild gues, yeah, still crying. -shrugs- So, what all of this means to you. My social life is dead as of now. My dad can't drive, he had surgery in his leg..for his ehart, for a main artery, or something, so yeah, no TKD, no driving anywhere, I'll need to get rides, and I'll only be free after I'm done cooking, cleaning, oing everything in the house, yard work, my dad can't do antyhing, I don't want him to anyways, my brother...till won't do anything, so yeah. So yeah, if I seem more angry/depressed/negative/anything not happy give me a fucking break. And don't you dare even give me pity, I'll ignore you and blow up at you, pity is the last thing I need, I HATE IT. Now, I'm going to go make dinner. |
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