*Turns on the computer, waits for everything to load up, hears the telephone ring, checks the caller ID, rolls my eyes when I see Spears, Jamie appear, and listens to the answering machine*
Hey, this is Britney. I'm sorry I can't come to the phone right now, but leave your name and a brief message after the beep, and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
Britney... its your father. Pick up the phone.... *His voice gets louder* Fucking bitch, pick up the phone, now. I know you're home, Britney. Pick up the fucking phone, now. *Hears him sigh, his voice caliming down* Brit.. when you get this... tell your mother I'm sorry... and I miss her.... and tell Bryan and Jamie Lynn that I miss them too.... *Hears him hang up the phone, sighing*
*Sighs deeply and shakes my head, sitting down in the chair, logs onto blurty, clicks the "update" button and starts typing*
Well, I just got a call from my father. He sounded kind of drunk. *Shakes my head and sighs deeply* Ever since him and my mother got a divorce, he's been calling me non-stop, and telling me that I'm a "stupid virginal bitch". *Shakes my head* So what if I'm still a virgin? I don't see anything wrong with being a 21 year old virgin. *Tucks a strand of hair behind my ear* I think he expects me to tell mom about him calling and harassing me. I haven't said anything to my mom about it. I haven't said anything to anyone about it. Maybe I should. *Blinks a few times, trying not to cry, and thinks about the things he's said to me in the past* Honestly, I'm glad he doesn't know where the hell I'm living. I'm also glad he doesn't know where Bryan is staying, and he doesn't know where mom and Jamie Lynn are staying either. I don't know what he would try and do to them, if he saw them. I'm afraid of what he'd try to do to them, if he saw them. He's not allowed near the cafe, which is a good thing. He's also not allowed to pick Jamie Lynn up from school, which is also good.
*Sighs, tries to think of something more happier to write about, looks up at the ceiling, then back at my computer moniter*
I haven't really met anyone, or talked to anyone. *Shrugs my shoulders, slightly* I'm actually kind of shy when it comes to meeting people. If anyone would like to talk to me, feel free to contact me on AIM under baby its britney, or by calling me. I'm sure some of you have to know my number. *Laughs softly, clicks the "update journal" button, then walks into the kitchen and grabs myself a Pepsi out of my fridge*