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[10 Oct 2003|01:22pm] |
Ok, so I got home yesterday and Greg came round.... he was all hyper and drunk on cough medicine... ahaha, only Greg could do that. So we chatted and feel asleep, then i was major hungry when i woke up so he took me Maccy D's. We ate and shit, then I whacked him with a pillow, so that started some major fight that ran all the way through my house, and we were just play fighting most of the afternoon, he kept hiding under my bed.
I ran off and got changed, dived into my pool and swum arounf for a bit, then he came in and dived in, and started messing around. Then he complained that he had headache, then he just slipped under the water and stayed there. I thought he was messing, but then i realised the cough medcine probabaly knocked him out or summin. I dived to the bottom of the pool and pulled him back up, swam to the side and laid him on the steps.
I grabbed my ceel out my room, and phoned the ambulance, but by the time I came back he slipped down the steps into the water again, so i tried to pick him up, whilst keeping my cell dry and phone for emergancy services. Anyway, they came and did summin to him, but i dunno what it was. h ewas ok afterwards, and they left, so I took him to my room, and told him to lay down on the bed while i changed in the bathroom.
I really hope he's ok, 'cos i dont want anything bad to happen to him.
I still love him.... so it hurts to think i might've lost him and it would've been my fault
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[06 Oct 2003|04:42pm] |
Quiz!
last cigarette: Ummm.... Not long ago?
last kiss: Way too long ago.... like 10 minutes ago :( Hehe
last good cry: Yesterday talking to greg.
last library book checked out: WTF I ent checked out books since High School
last movie seen: God Knows, i cant remember?
last book read: Whatever was the last one i checked out in high school
last cuss word uttered: fuck...probably...
last beverage drank: coke
last food consumed: Whatever i ate yesterday
last crush: Greg
last phone call: Christizzle
last TV show watched: Dont watch TV
last time showered: An hour ago...... I was not alone so it was good, hehe
last shoes worn: Sketchers.... there just too damn comfy
last cd played: Christizzle's Album
last item bought: A ring for Justin
last downloaded: Why download when i can get them for free by just asking?! Duhhhh
last annoyance: Girl at beach this morning, she thought she was soo damn good.
last disappointment: J not being at home yesterday
last soda drank: coke
last thing written: about the last soda I drank
last key used: Key to Justin's house
last word spoken: Bye?
last sleep: Last night?
last im: Ashley
last sexual fantasy: Justin, Hahaah of course.....
last weird encounter: This guy at the beach who looked remarkably like Greg.
last ice cream eaten: Vanilla, ageeees ago
last time amused: Reading Newpapers shit about me being lesbian or whatever TF they said about me.
last time wanting to die: When Greg dumped me
last time in love: Greg.
last time hugged: About an hour ago
last time scolded: Justin, was calling him something.... i cant remember what
last time resentful: Mary-Kate, hmmm........
last chair sat in: the...one that I'm sitting in now?
last lipstick used: MAC lipglos stuff!
last underwear worn: Heheh, I dont wear underwear..... nah, I DO! A Black and Red Thong
last bra worn: the one that I'm wearing now. lol
last shirt worn: Is on the floor
last time dancing: Yesterday, i pranced around to Christizzle
last poster looked at: Justin...... Just because.
last show attended: Justin and Christizzles..... just because i love chrissy, Justin smells too much..... -smiles sweetly-
last webpage visited: uhh this one?
1 MINUTE AGO: I was typing
1 HOUR AGO: I was in the shower........ ;x
1 DAY AGO: I got my hair and Nails re-done
1 WEEK AGO: Was robably with Greg :(
1 YEAR AGO: Shooot........ I dont remeber things like that
I HURT: The person i loved..... he knows who he is.
I LOVE: Justin...:)
I HATE: *ahem*
I FEAR: Never being loved again
I HOPE: ....... He knows what I hope
I FEEL: Horny babeh
I HIDE: The Real ME
I DRIVE: better than any damn man could
I MISS: Justin
I LEARNED: Never fall in love
I NEED: Justin.
I THINK: I need a break?
current clothes: Mini Skirt, Tank Top........ Sketchers -grins-
current mood: Shit
current music: Christizzle
current taste: M&M'S
current hair: Blonde?
current annoyance: *ahem*
current smell: Justin's aftershave
current thing I should be doing: Uhhhhh?
current desktop picture: Justin and Christizzle
current refreshment: coke
current worry: too many
1. What do you most like about your body? my stomach
2. And least? my feet
3. How many fillings do you have? None
4. Do you think you're good looking? Yeah.... i'm happy with me
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? yup...a lot
6. Do you look like any celebrities? People say I look like Britney Spears.... but i dont see it personally
Do this for meeeeee......
DO YOU THINK I'M:
1. Quiet or Loud or in the middle:
2. Short or Tall:
3. Weird or Original:
4. Nice or Mean:
5. Giving or Selfish:
6. Normal or "Special":
7. Smart or Stupid:
8. Boring or Fun:
9. Attractive or Unattractive:
10. Athletic or Couch Potato:
DO YOU THINK I'M:
1. A psycho:
2. Athletic:
3. A nerd:
4. Two-faced:
5. Obnoxious:
6. Immature:
7. Mature:
8. Trusting:
9. A Good Friend:
10. Sweet:
UST SOME QUESTIONS:
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up:
2. Do you think I'll get married:
3. If you do...who do you think I'll marry:
4. Who is my best friend(s):
5. What song (if any) reminds you of me:
6. Do I remind you of any characters on TV:
7. If you could rename me, what would my name be:
8. Have you ever had a dream about me:
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be:
11. If you could promise me anything, what would it be:
PERSONAL [BE HONEST!!!]:
1. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot:
2. Would you ever kiss me:
3. Would you ever consider being my boy/girlfriend:
4. Do you ever think about me off-line:
5. If we spent a day together...where would we go and what would we do:
6. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be:
7. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me (be honest):
8. Would you go out with me as of right now:
9. If you asked me out, what do u think I would say:
10. Do you think that I am sweet:
VERYBODY:
1. Do u wish we were closer:
2. What's your favorite thing about me:
3. State here your completely honest opinion of me:
Please do this for me ya'll. 'Cause you know you love me so very much!
Oh and..... I miss my Christizzle!
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[05 Oct 2003|08:56pm] |
Who is she....?
I'll tell you.... she's no-one.
Mhmmmm.... you heard me... no-one.
Fuck you all, k Bye.
Its how i feel, screw you if you dont wanna know.... Screw you even more if you do but just aint bothered to care.
I hate you all, except for one person. They know who they are.
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[05 Oct 2003|12:27am] |
New Pictures.
Hmm... ok, so i'm going back out with Timberlake as everyone seems to call him. I dunno, we were hanging out past couple of days after Greg dumped me and things just sorta went back to how they used to be, so everythings back on.
I'm kinda wishing Greg's gonna come home 'cs even if we aint still together, i miss him being around me.
I pissed that he ran off with my best friends sister, and im assuming he dumped her for me.
Ashley hunni, you need to sort things out with Aaron. Good luck with Chris, even if he is one of the ex-DreamStreet members, i dont trust any of them anymore.
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[29 Sep 2003|05:37pm] |
Hmm.... Trashy update..... i suck right now. I might call off my day with Justin tomorrow just to make Greg happy. I dunno, what do i do?
Ashley...... help meeeee!!!
EDIT:// Forget about me calling off my day with Justin..... he did it for me.
Either you two stop fighting and learn to get on with each other... or..... i'll make it easy and stop seeing the both of you!!
( And because i was bored..... )
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[27 Sep 2003|01:21am] |
Ohhhh, tonight!!
Greg...... Wow, just wow is all im saying.
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[25 Sep 2003|09:55pm] |
I'm Stupid..... I'm crying....
Why did i screw things up with Greg?
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[19 Sep 2003|07:00pm] |
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Hey Guys. So... i got my new Icon..... still needing some Damn Sexy ones thou.
So.... today..... i hung out all day with Justin and Xtina. God, i miss them two sometimes..... but i got to see them today. Justin was talking about the past and how much he misses what we had and stuff.... well... it bought back alot of memories, but like he said..... I moved one and found someone else.
Xtina was winding up some guy at the beach and he was just speachless.... i think he thought it was his lucky day.... Britney Spears, Justin Timberlake and Christina Aguilera all out together..... I would have liked to see his face if Ashley Olsen had come with me, but she was busy so it was just us three.
It was a good day, they all came back to mine and we play fighted..... No suprises that Chrissy started it!
They both left when Jamie asked for help on her Maths Homework, wimps...... maths is easy... but boring!!
Well, Chrissy's away tomorrow but me and Mr. JT are going Bowling, Im gonna whoop his ass!
Ashley!!! Can you make bowling tomorrow????
I <3 greg.
Brit xxxx
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[18 Sep 2003|08:52pm] |
Anyone wanna make me some Sexy Britney Icons, I really need some decent ones!!!
Anyone at all........?
-begs- PLEASE!!!!!
Brit xx
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[15 Sep 2003|07:02pm] |
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Hey Guys… Woo, im so happy at the moment, I was with Greg last night…. A lot of kisses and cuddles involved…. Yah, so I liked it, it was nice being around a decent guy for a change ‘cos there aren’t many around.
I was talking to Ashley about the age gap, and she said its only four years and there’s 2 years between her and Aaron, so I guess it’s not too bad?
I like Greg… I’m not afraid to say it too people ‘cos that’s just who I am, Im an open person… you can ask me anything… within reason!!!
Hm…. So Yah Greg, now you know…. I lovers you hun. <3
Speaking of Ashley…. I think im going out with tomorrow, we were talking and she said how lonely it gets in LA, She said something that really hit home…
Sometimes you can be in a city surrounded by people… and your still the loneliest person in the world
I thought that was so true, ‘cos you can be surrounded by people and still feel alone!
Anyway, I’m gonna g call Greg, ‘cos im missing him. Bye guys… leave me love or none of you get to see my next show!!! Brit xox
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[14 Sep 2003|09:15pm] |
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Hey People...... Thankyou guys for all the love I got.... you all made me feel welcome!
Well... I dont have too much to update about really, b'cos i lead an Oh so boring life!
Well.... I bin talking to Greg, he's hawt and cute.... I like him... In a friend way.... for now!
Yah, so Im thinking I need to be seeing everyone at sometime, cos I dont know anyone around here. I'm meeting up with Ashley sometime... she seem's real cool and mature for her age... but then she's 17, so i guess that is pretty mature anyway?
Anyway, leave me love guys...... Brit xxx
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[06 Aug 2003|03:13pm] |
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Hi, I'm Britney Spears.
I'm a singer, actress and i'm 22! I'm getting so old!
I have a little sister Jamie Lynn and an older brother Brian.
Well.... I didnt know what to say and its only my first one and they always suck!
Brit x
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