Well last time i wrote i think it was because i was actually having fun and there was something exciting to talk about. Well now there really isnt. I just know that on sunday i went to my grandmas and she gave me this super cool painting she did ((she's like a great artist... whered that go with me? lol)) and so now that is in my room. Oh i also went to border's in Chino Hills and got a christian music cd and the old usher one. And now im just saving the tracks to my sister's lost prophets cd. Its not that bad i actually like it. I think i am veru diverse when it comes to music. Umm... what else? Oh i had a kinda good day but like it went downhill. Me and Blake were getting along fine and that was good cause we have been getting mad at eachother a lot lately... im just scared he's gonna stop liking me. back to my day, um 3rd period is my Ta period and that was cool for some reason, then 4th we had a sub for english and i actually did all my work instead of messing around like usual((i have an 89.7 in there... hell yah!)) then 5th period i finished all my work all early so i was on a roll and happy. Then blake started his lil grouchy attitude again and 6th period sucked. I walked out to find that he was talking to erika all period and she was like talking to him all after and like erika is my buddy but i know he liked her a LOT cause i ised to help him with that before we liked eachother and i fear that he will go back to liking her. Then yah i dont know, it's just complicated right now. Oh yah and tonite i have to leave to the gym in riverside for practice from 5-7 and then from 7-9:30 go to the girls varsity semi_final basketball game and then i go home and need to study for my test. Crazy, too much shit. Im just not in a very good mood rite now, well i need to call Blake back but im not supposed to be on my parents line, but i dont wanna get off the internet to use mine, so we'll see if i get in trouble. Later ya'll.
Current mood: distressed.
Current music: Lost Prophets "Make a Move".
Yo! i havent written in forever it seems like but i got off of grounding so that was good. Um... Lets see, whitney and mikey broke up and that was pretty disastrous. But anyways we all went to taylors on friday nite and mikey brought this girl alicia and she was pretty nice but it was to make whitney jealous. and then me and blake got in a stupid argument and he just let me get mad and did apologize until like 3 hours later and he sat the whole nite with girls... ahhh i was so pissed. but i guess im over it now. then last nite we all went to whitneys(w/out mikey) and we just drove around and stuff with Reagan cause she got her license... we went to umm... hidden springs and drove thru the school in her big van and then travis was doing donuts in the dirt while Ty, Blake and Taylor all stood up in the bed of his truck and the truck was about to flip cause the wheels were coming off... ahh it was crazy. Then i dont know we went other places but i really cant remember them all. So then we were all gonna get up and go to dennys at 5 in the morning but that backfired cause reagan and britney couldnt get up so we fell asleep till like 9 and went and picked up ty and went to dennys but there was a wait and me and brit had to me home at like 10 so they dropped uf off and now here i am. Yep, lol waiting to go to my grandmas and then after that i have to take some test for this tutor person im getting cause yah i suck at algebra 2. I just realized that we have school tomorrow too... GAY! Oh and i bought the new dye for my hair and that will be cool when i dye it. OH and i got blood taken on friday too, lol scary and now i have a little bruise on where they took it from but oh well im over it! kk ill write later... bye!
Well, last weekend i told you about all the problems i have had with my dad. And it has started again. 2 days ago he yelled at me for nothing, yesterday he did, and i havent talked to him since. I dont wanna talk to him. i mean, whats the point? shit, if all he is going to do is yell at me then what the hell? I went over my cell bill and he took it away and i gave it to him, i didnt complain cause he had warned me before, but then the next monring he yelled at me for not caring. Like ok... what do you want me to do? go off and yell at you because you took the phone away? no i dont think so. Anyways i couldnt go out last nite, but me and my mom had a big talk, and we are cool now but me and my dad arent. I dont even wanna have a talk like that with him. Then today Reagan called me and her and whit and erin and jac and brit and me all wanna go take pictures at the mall, but i dont know... i think im gonna go anyway if my dad says no. ill just have reagan come and pick me up. Ill tell my mom where i am going and everything but we'll see. Then me and taylor are in a fight cause he called me a pussy for not running away last nite, and i told him i heard him so now hes all pissed.... lol whatever though, im not even worried about it. I have way too much crap going on besides that to even care. So yah thats whats been up to. Its pretty cool now, a lot of my friends have been getting their licenses so now we can go places! Like Shawn, Mikey, Reagan, Jacquelin, Travis... haha we all can fit and go somewhere.... they all have cars except for Reagan but her parents are gone for the weekend so she kinda has it lol... he van. but its better than nothing! Okay well i gotta go, later.
Okay well im pretty sure i didnt write yesterday but all i did was clean and then randy and jac came over... jac left and me and randy played basketball, then blake came and was mad cause i had randy over and got jealous... but then randy left and me and blake got okay and we just like sat around basically. Then today came and it was school again, but it feels like monday, it was mine and blake's first day as being at school as an official couple. Not much different than how we usually acted. Oh and we have a student teacher filling in for my world history honors class and i know its gonna be easier so im happy bout that. Oh and in english 2 honors i thought id be nice and let robbie and mikey see my paper during our quiz cause i read the book and they didnt... but they got caught! so sucks for them. Everything else was pretty boring, but i need a math tutor like bad! I cant get another D or F in algebra 2! We have the review of the chapter as homework and man i am so lost. Aw i saw the ring Chuck gave Erin and its cute, its gold and has her birthstone(ruby) as a heart and then 2 little diamonds on each side. Oh man and our cheer people are going whack. Cause both our girls and boys varsity basketball made it to CIF and tomorrow we have practice at the school till 4 and then we have to be back at school at 7 for the boys var game, then thursday we have the gym from 5-7 and then have to be at the school at 7:30 for the girls var. Freak, just cancel practice, i have homework! Yah so basically that has been whats going on! Oh and One Tree Hill is on tonite! So im out.. later.
Current mood: blank.
Current music: Ruben Studdard "I'm Sorry 2004".
Okay well last nite my dad did it again... yah he was being a dick... owell though. I asked if Blake could come over and my mom told me okay when my dad left the room. After all it was valentines day. So he came at like 9 and he was like lets go to your room and talk... and he gave me a gift and he gave me a necklace with a 'B' on it and was like... will you be my girlfriend? and so i said yah, so we are going out now. I dont know about relationships though... my last one was quite complicated... but i like him so its good... we'll see how long this lasts. That was cool though and he stayed until 11. Then he went home... we talked on the phone, went to bed and now he is at church... well actually he should be getting out pretty soon. Now my uncle chooch and aunt allison and cousins garrett and taylor are here... Garrett has a basketball tournament this weekend at canyon so their gonna chill here for an hour or so! Well their my company so i better go! Later!
Current mood: content.
Current music: Black Eyed Peas "where is the love".
Hey well i got into another fight with my dad last night because i asked to go spend the night at Whitneys and he was like NO... and i hadnt gone out for a week straight. So i was all like please... and he yelled at me again for no reason. I just was having problems with my Dad and parents this past week a whole lot. I went upstairs and Jacquelin called me cause we wanted to hang out that nite. I was crying cause of everything that was going on and then i called Blake but he was at the church playing around with the guys. So then i got over it and i was gonna go spend the nite at whitneys... but whitney wasnt there and she was all, well im babysitting but you can go over there until i get there. We got there and her Dad wasnt too happy and i was like why would Whitney tell us to go when it wasnt okay with her parents... so me and jac were just like... okay. Then we called Whit and she was all... well maybe you shouldnt spend the nite... like OK... hello we are already here. So me and Jac were like we'll spend the nite in Jac's car. So we went and drove around for a little... and whitney got home and erin came and we all went to the mormon church and rang the doorbell and ran and jumped back in the car... Blake Blomberg came out and chased us and he almost caught up... but then we went back and went in and watched them all play dodge ball... they are crazy... those things go like forever fast. At the end they started throwing them at the girls and this was when blake was really nice to me. Cause they were throwing them at me and he went and covered me from them all... he got hit so much and so hard i felt so bad! Anyways we left there and went i had left my phone in the car and i had a new voice message. It was from my dad and all i heard was the F word cause my phone was cutting out. I got freaked out cause i was told not to go anywhere in the car with jac cause they didnt want me too. But later i checked and i guess someone had egged my house. I dont really have any enemies but thats gay... and all my close friends were with me so it wasnt any of them, but whatever. After that we cut up a lot of hearts and made signs and Reagan came to spend the nite too. First we went to Mikeys and whit did his house then we put signs on Blake's and Chris' house, then the gas station and then Chucks... and the back to Whit's. Yah long night... we got back at like 3. Then me and Reagan and Jac all slept in jac's car. Haha... GHETTO. LOL but it was alright... i woke up and i had to go to this cheer thing and drop off our boxes and pull staples outta this board... gay cause it hurt... I found out Jake asked Amanda out! aw how cute. We left there and i went home and layed in my bed talking to Blake. Then my mom came in and was like Brittney we love you(my mom and dad) and i dont wanna see you like that again. Cause i was crying about my dad last night. So then i fell asleep and my parents went out to dinner and a movie so im stuck here. I think i might go to Grace's party, but i have to see blake somehow cause its Valentines day... even though im against this holiday cause i never have a boyfriend to share it with! Wow... this is a long entry.... sorry if ya'll get bored~ Haha the Jessica Simpson song is on the Tv and my computer at the same time... what a coincidence.
Current mood: good.
Current music: Jessica Simpson "with you".
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Okay well i really dont have anything to do right now, so i'll just talk. yah that sonds good. Okay well last night i was gonna go out and hang out with my friends but i got in this fight with my dad. dont you hate when they yell at you for no reason? yah because i didnt do anything. i swear. I just went downstairs to ask my dad if Blake could come over and he was like he has to be gone by 10 and i was like thats early and it almost 9. Then outta nowhere he's like... "Fuck then Brittney! you dont do shit around the house. You cant even fucking go anywhere now then. your a spoiled brat!" i was just like okay? what did i do? and i hate when my dad yells at me and so yah i cried. but seriously, i do do things around the house he's just not here when i do. And i am not spoiled, i dont get anything special. My dads going to switch all our cell phone plans to Verizon and i am the only one who doesnt get a phone. My younger sister Shawna gets one and i dont. I mean whats up with that? i guess im just not loved enough... Anyways yah so i didnt go out last night and i think im about to start my period because i am getting pissed off really easily. Like i was on the phone with Blake all last nite and i was being a little bitch to him. and i would get irritated really easily. So we werent talking cause he was mad at me for yelling at him and i was just like... im not saying anything until he does. so it was all quiet and we both fell asleep on the phone! I woke up at like 2:30 and rolled over on the phone and woke up. i picked it up and i was like... whoa im still on. and i was like kinda yelling in it to wake blake up but that didnt work. But i took my cell and called his cell cause i know he keeps it rite next to his bed and on the loudest at nite so then i heard that in the background and he woke up and i was all... were on the phone still. So we talked for a little and then got off and went to sleep. Yah... thats the second time we've fallen asleep on the phone! crazy huh. So i called him later when i woke up and we talked for a little then he went to the church to play basketball with some friends... havent talked to him since. Now all im doing is talking to Karli about going to grace's party. Man i am so bored. i also realized valentines day is not great. i never have anyone to share it with! Yah i guess i have blake but we arent going out or anything so yah... GAY. Anyways Happy Valentines to all you couples! Erin and Chuck and Wendy and Brandon and Britney and Travis and Whitney and Mikey and Jacquelin and Greg! damn... thats a lot.
Current mood: groggy.
Current music: Alanis Morissette "Right though you".
Yay! I finally got a whole bumch of my pictures back... i am so happy! But ill tell you bout my day first. Kay well i got to school and i forgot to wear cheer clothes so i had to have chris take me home rite before 7th period. Thanks chris! aw lol i love him he's so "jolly". haha. Anyways that was basically my day... oh excpet when we went into the library today for english me and jamee went online and were IM'ing everybody instead of looking things up about our research paper. Well... about the pictures. I went to sams club to pick them up and they are so cute... it just made my day! i love pictures. if anyone knows how to get pictures on here let me know because i really wanna show ya'll. OKay well i have some of my ex boyfriend from a while back and they are cute... but lol, thats kinda over. Im gonna go though... ill write later!
Current mood: ecstatic.
Current music: The sound of IM's buzzing.
ah... lol i love mary... she is the best! I see her on and off through out the month because she's my best friend and goes to a different school. But anyways yah... so she calls me and leaves me a message at school and is all.... i love youuuuuuuu!!!!!! and it just made my day... so i went into spanish 2 which was my next class and i called her in there and was like hiding under a desk talking to her... sooner or later i got up though lol. That class was pretty cool though too. I had to go up to the board today and write my esponja and so did Matt and he wrote the wrong one and Mrs. Gradilla didnt even know. She just had corrected the same one in a row... she is outta it. lol. After that i wasnt looking forward to cheer but Casey didnt show up and we all just chilled. Then i went to go get my pictures that are being developed and they werent ready... what a pooper... i wasnt very happy. LOL well Mary and me are supposed to be leaving to the mall to go get her boyfriend aaron a present... but hmm... it seems her dad is taking a lil long. oh well i can just write to you more! Oh yah and it kinda sucked today too because I walked up to Blake 3 times at lunch... and out of those 3 times he was flirting! ah... he said he wasnt but it looked like it to me. how sad huh... but its okay... i think i just get jealous too easily... lol wait... i know i get jealous too easy! OMG... the OC is on tonite... you guys have to watch it... Oliver has a gun! i yi yi... and this season seth has sex!... anna or summer? lol. Kay... bye bye ya'll
Current mood: happy.
Current music: "every move i make" Some christian artist.