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Pst [05 Oct 2003|03:24am]
[ mood | aloof ]
[ music | "Imaginary" ~ Evanescence ]


Brothers and lovers she and I were [16 Sep 2003|03:31pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | "Bells For Her" ~ Tori Amos ]

So I left house and my computer early so I could.. come to school and use their computer? I have business to attend to, but blah. The internet is my solace, and cling I must.

My mother and I took my car to get fixed today.. it's going to be completely fixed up, new paint job and everything. Then we went to the German deli for lunch.. there was a woman there that I know I knew, but I couldn't remember her name. She was an old teacher from.. high school, I think. She recognized me and said hi, but I felt weird cuz I couldn't place a name to her face.

I just saw Jen out on campus waiting for her mum to pick her up.. she was an hour and a half late, but I had been there no more than three minutes when her mother pulled up. She gave me a happy look and said "You bring good things!".. to which I laughed, because in my experience, everything I ever touch turns to shit. I also saw a girl I went to high school with.. she was crazy. But I didn't say hi because I didn't feel like it.

I want to be home right now. I hate this place. Grrr school.

3 excuses| why?

I do not smell like cornbread! [13 Sep 2003|11:54pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | SNL ]

Today went well. The one person I was afraid to associate with ended up being the one I talked to the most. We stayed later than I ever expected. But it's alright. Now.. I'm cold. Slightly irate. Very anti-social. Watching Jennifer Garner on an old episode of SNL. She kissed Rachel Dratch.. who scares me, but still.

Eh. I had something interesting to say, but.. fuck it.


[13 Sep 2003|02:23am]
[ mood | okay ]

Today was Breanna, alias "Wenchie McWench"'s last day at Pirates before she went up north to go to school. It's very sad.. we got along very well. She was my favorite cast member. So we all went to Denny's after their late shift.. Breanna, Elizabeth, Tyler ("The Guy"), Adam, Alex, Brian, his boyfriend, and I. It was fun. But I think I may have scared them. I'm good at that. I'm still upset that Wenchie had to leave.. I wouldn't have even known if I hadn't looked over to Pirates from the Mark Twain and seen her out front. I went over after my shift and ate cookies and went on the ride. It was fun. But as time goes on, it becomes more and more evident that everyone I ever grow attached to ends up going away or abandoning me. And the sad thing is, I'm getting used to it.

I have to be up in a few hours to go to a family luau for Aunt Jeanine's 50th birthday.. the youngest of my father's brothers and sister is turn 50. I can already tell I'm going to act like a fool, and with any luck get drunk. I'm only sad that Gray and Maddy won't be here.. since Kristie is now learning that having two small children is difficult. Ugh, that sister of mine..

Oh well. Such is life.


[10 Sep 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | "Bells For Her" ~ Tori Amos ]




School days, school days.. [09 Sep 2003|08:35pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Nkosi Sikelel'i Afrika ]

What a day I've had. Good times. I shall update about it later, but for now.. it's back to learning of Buddhism. I think my teacher likes me. He always makes it a point to use me as an example. Last week he asked me "How long do you think you'll live?" I got embarassed and didn't want to answer truthfully. Anywho.. I'll be back.


It's not like I can feel you still [08 Sep 2003|01:10am]
[ mood | nostalgic and sad ]
[ music | "Strange," ~ Tori Amos ]


4 excuses| why?

From Adrianna [07 Sep 2003|10:13pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Nadda ]

Internet Survey )

Didn't feel like sending it out, so into the Blurty it goes.

Save me from the nothing I've become [07 Sep 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | "Bring Me to Life," ~ Evanescence ]

I thought once how Theocritus had sung
  Of the sweet years, the dear and wish'd-for years,
  Who each one in a gracious hand appears
To bear a gift for mortals old or young:
And, as I mused it in his antique tongue,
  I saw in gradual vision through my tears
  The sweet, sad years, the melancholy years—
Those of my own life, who by turns had flung
A shadow across me. Straightway I was 'ware,
  So weeping, how a mystic Shape did move
Behind me, and drew me backward by the hair;
  And a voice said in mastery, while I strove,
'Guess now who holds thee?'—'Death,' I said. But there
  The silver answer rang—'Not Death, but Love.'

Elizabeth Barrett Browning (1806-1861)

I had a whole entry written out, but AOL killed it. It was a little depressing anyway. But for now, I'm off to Gavin's band's first show. I normally hate this sort of thing, but since it's Gavin.. I'll go, for sure.


I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell [07 Sep 2003|04:21pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | TV ]


Nicole Kidman, Bette Midler, AND Matthew Broderick, in one film? Have I died and gone to heaven? Not to mention Glenn Close and Faith Hill.. and directed by Frank Oz? Good Lord.

In other news, Bewitched is one of the greatest TV shows ever. Elizabeth Montgomery is fabulous.

2 excuses| why?

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