Bridge's Blurty

Time:	12:52 pm.
Mood:	groggy.

Whoa killer, slow down. And quit repeating yourself!!!!! Jeesh, weird roofers. Anyways, my New Year's Eve sucked, but that's ok. And to top that off, the damn roofers woke me up today. Whatever, I just hope they'll be done soon. Granted, our house is big and all, and like I was sayin previously, there's a lot of sub-roof areas. But for real, it's getting annoying. Every time they turn on this certain thing, the lights flicker. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! The same roofer guy came into our kitchen, said, 'I NEED A TRASH BAG' twice, and walked out. I suppose he got the damn garbage bag but, oy. It's this type of stuff that keeps me going. Lets see... Erin is in Middletown w/ her bestfriend, Dan is driving one of his friends to Kingston, mom's at church, dad's inside, and I'm here, all alone. It woulda kicked ass if I coulda gone to Middletown but, oh well, maybe next time. I hope we at least go down there for my b-day. Can't wait til I get my license, gonna talk my mom into going car shopping for, none other than, MOI!!!!! But until then, I guess some shopping in M-town'll hafta do. Someone just IM'd me, but I have an away message up so, I'll just pretend I'm away. Gross, I have 'shrimp juice' in my eye... I was having some left overs from my dinner lastnight, and it squirted me! Oh well. I'm really bored, I wish someone worth talking to would get their ass online.

Aww, my comfy pants have a rip in the knee. Well THAT'S new, and depressing. I'm still not getting rid of these pants tho, they're ma fave. I guess if the ass starts to wear down, THEN I'll THINK about gettin rid of em. It'll be a sad day in pants world when I hafta throw these bad boys out. But I've gotten so much use out of them, so it'll be alright. I've had em for... 2 and a half years I think. Maybe I should start scouting around for a new pair of comfy pants. 1st stop: Old Navy. Regardless of what some of you closed-minded people might think about Old Navy. Fact of the matter is, if you don't like Old Navy, but have never shopped there, then, you have jealousy issues that you need to deal with. WHOAAAAA, my dad's bus aide just called, she talks so fast. Blah. Anyways, I think I might have my mom order me a new pair of pants from Alloy. They're adorable. Now that I have the money for them.. and I might get a new shirt or two as well.

I think I've run outta shit to say so, yea.

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Subject:	yawn
Time:	7:35 pm.

So much has happened today, where shall I start? Condensed version: Hmmm, well, I woke up early and went to oney. Got my nails taken off, whoo hoo. Actually, my real nails now look like shit. But they'll grow out and look better eventually. Good things come to those who wait. Then... I got more $$ from a Christmas check that mom didn't get around to cashing til today. So that rocks. Didn't spend a dime today tho, which is weird. I looked in Claire's and JC but I didn't see anything worth buying. Then what? Um, went to Wally for some stuff. Nothin great really, just stuff. Theeeeennnnn, we came home and I got ready to go out to dinner. It was the first time my whole family has gone out to a fancy-ish place for some good food in a long time. Our meals out usually lack someone, if not multiple people. Then we came home and, blah, here I am. I'm tired, might take a nap. I really don't care about seeing some stupid lit-up ball drop. And there's no way I'm even gonna THINK about making some stuff for later tonight, unless I magically become un-full. Rum and coke is always an option tho. I think last NYE or the one before I didn't get any cuz Erin and dad finished all the rum. Oh well. Hmmm, I feel like painting my nails and giving myself a facial of some sort. And usin my pineapple sugar scrub on my hands and feet. Sounds like a plan. And maybe doin somethin nice to my hair? Dunno WHY, but I might. I wonder what Steph is doin tonight... thrownin a kickass party maybe? Or just stayin in... blah, either way, I'm sure she and my other friends are havin more fun than I am. Once I get a car and license, I'll be good to go. Crash some parties and shit. But by then, all the good parties will be in colleges instead so yea, looks like I'm screwed. Hmmm, I might finish Anne's letter and mail it out the day after tomorrow (bank holidays suck). It's not a sexy beast, just sexy. LOL.

Pah, I'm outta here.

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Time:	8:46 pm.
Mood:	cranky.

Everyone need to fuck off, for real. I was takin a nap in mom's room, and all of a sudden Erin comes in. She wanted to know where her round brush is that I borrowed. She asked where it was, I shrugged my shoulders. Asked again, shrugged again. She was going on and on, and mom asked me if I knew where it was, and I shook my head no. Then Erin asked me AGAIN, and I flat out said, 'Didn't I just fuckin shake my head 'no' when mom asked me the same question just a minute ago?' oh man, things got heated. So Erin was like, 'Well if your gonna lose my stuff, don't borrow my stuff.' Um, hello, it's not LOST. I know it's in my room, that's a start. If she wanted it, she should've mentioned it before tonight. She 'wants to straighten her hair for New Years' and needs that brush. First off, what the hell is so special about New Years? Huh? New year, new shit, that's my motto. She kept badgering me like I knew where the brush is and I'm not telling her. I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT IS!!!! That simple. She said I was using it just two weeks ago... um, no. I have no clue where it went. Odds are, mom was straightening up my room, and moved it somewhere. And from there, I have no idea. Maybe it's burried somewhere, I dunno. Jeez, if I knew where it was, I woulda used it today when I was blow drying my hair. BUT I DON'T. I haven't the foggiest. And she BETTER not try to take money out of my bank account, oh damn, if I find out she TOUCHED my bank account papers, or had my mom take money from my account, I'll fuckin beat her. Serious. It all comes back to the fact that she's jealous of my money. The money that I'm getting/got from SS Dis. She claims that it was 'an $8 brush' and that I better pay her for it so she can get a new one.... yeaaaa, that's really gonna happen. She'll get a new brush outta the deal, and I'll get the old one when I find it... I don't think so. I babysat today and only got $10 (they're gonna drop off more tomorrow or give it to me the next time I babysit for them, as well as a Christmas bonus). So no, no way I'm gonna give her $8 out of the $10 I have to my name. Well actually, I have more. But it's MINE!!!! Damn, she's the one that works, buy a damn new brush. I'm the one who fuckin cleaned her nasty-ass kinky hair outta the brush in the first place, so.. whatever. I'm outta here.

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Subject:	lamp?
Time:	4:14 pm.
Mood:	hyper.

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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Every time I take this quiz, I'm a different 'Happy Bunny.' Figure it out.

Haha, can't wait til the roofers leave. They dropped some metal on one of our bushes, and if it's still there when they leave, I'ma take it and make a lamp shade or somethin funky outta it. I mean, we DID pay for the materials after all. Just thought it might look cool in my room. Speakin of lamps, mom got a cool lamp for our new desk today. It's green glass like you see in the old movies, really neat.

I'm gonna try real hard to bake some cookies tonight. Just feel like it. I make damn good Christmas cookies, uuuuh, they're the best. I suppose I'll hafta make two kinds cuz of Erin. Blah, so much more work. She should help if that's the case.

Brrr it's cold out. Just got JoJo in, ick. Sooo cold. And the ground is wet so, my slippers are wet now too. Ahhhh Jo was just doin the 'Butt Drag' it's hilarious. oy, I think I'm just rambling now. Hmmmm, I wonder how AEN like the city. haha, I warned her about FAO.

Ah, what bes new? Hmmmm, that piece of metal is still there. I have no clue when they're leavin tho. Apparently we live in a big house with a big roof. And there's lotsa levels to the roof, which just makes more work for them. Take my room for example: I have 2 windows, right? Well, each window has it's own little roof. So yea. Hmmm, I can have marble races now when the new roof is outside my window. Cuz there's grooves and shit. Yay!

Ahhh loud noise! My guess is a saw. Icky. THAT'S what woke me up today at the ever so early hour of 1:00. IN THE AFTERNOON!!! lol. Naw, I think I woke up, and THEN the noise started, so I just stayed up. I didn't sleep well cuz my big perty bed is covered in stuff. Clothes mostly. Hey now, THAT'S not cool. Whenever the saw thing turns on, the lights flicker. Cuz it's tapped into our electricity from an outdoor outlet. Pah whatever.

Humina humina humina. Wonder what I'll do tonight besides bake cookies. Lets see... lastnight I watched Final Destination 1, so maybe tonight I'll watch FI2. Whoa, someone's climbing down a ladder outside the computer room window, weird. Maybe they're leaving? And I can go get that metal before it gets real dark out? We'll see. I'm out of stuff to say so, later.

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Time:

12:35 pm.

Yea, you obviously don't spell check if you got 'losts' of presents. And personally, I'd be offended if I got a lot of body wash for Christmas. Maybe they think you're dirty and need to bathe. And Uh, I'm not talking about things like insulin that the vet figures out for you, and that doesn't vary much at all. I'm talking about oh, say, anesthesia, where if you give the animal too much, it could fuckin die. Where you have to weigh the animal and plug it's weight into a formula, and if you calculate it wrong, pow, dead animal on your hands. Just something to think about when you say that smarts has little to do with school.

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On to more important shiyit. Mom's gettin a laptop soon, which rocks my boat. Can't wait, cuz she said I can use it for DAYS in my room. Wow, I can easily see myself becoming an insomniac. But don't you worry, I won't become a neopets addict.

Hmmm, what else? We're having a new roof put on today for the garage, and sometime within the week for the house. The workers are such sexy varments, mmm mmmmm mmmmmmmm. NOT. Why can't hotties be putting up our roof?

I'm probably getting a really hot new pair of pants, they're soooo adorable. And uinque. Cuz you know, wouldn't wanna be a poser like a bunch of people I know.

Oy, I'm outta here. Places to be, people to see. Don't hate me cuz I'm beautiful, hate me cuz your neopet's fake boyfriend thinks I'm beautiful.

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Time:

1:20 pm.

Did I ever say that smarts is based solely on grades? No. But it counts quite a bit. I mean, would you wanna go to an accountant or H&R Block employee that failed math in HS? Would you trust them with your tax forms? Or would you trust a financial advisor that failed math? I sure wouldn't. Lets apply this to something a bit more realistic.. you say you want to own an animal shelter, or work with animals. Well, I wouldn't trust someone to give my pet shots or medicine if they failed math in HS. Of course they'll never know that, poor people.

I could go on and on, about how if you gained no knowledge of the world in school, how're you supposta form opinions about other countries and cultures? Or will you just live on neopets for the rest of your life, and not care about REALITY? You may THINK that education doesn't matter, and that 'Phanore and Kalos's pups' are more important, but, that's not true. And uh, if you knew anything, you'd know that you should have typed 'Phanore and Kalos' pups', not 'Phanore and Kalos's pups', that just proves that you care too much about Neopets and not enough about everyday things like punctuation.
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On to better things: my presents from Alloy came today, I'm :-). It's this big box, so there's stuff in it that I don't know about. I know I got a shirt, but I'm not sure which one. Sea Monkeys maybe? I hope. If not, it'll be either Hello Kitty, Chilly Willy, or... one other, I forget. But they wouldn't ship just a shirt in a big box, I shook the box and heard something hard. Happy Bunny Lunch Box?!?!?!?!?!?!? Maybe!! Pink grommet belt? eeeeeeee. Can't wait til tomorrow. Other than that stuff, I don't really have many suprises. Tia got me something, dunno what. I got her the CUTEST hippo yesterday, she LOVES hippos. She's gonna wet herself! It's sooooo fetchin cute. And I got my sis something besides the purse, just so she has something to unwrap. Lets see... I paid Dan for half of Mom and Dad's presents, so yea. And I wrapped one of them the other day, Dan wrapped the other. Can you believe Dan had me wrap my own present from him? I knew about it, but still. Honestly, I spent the most $$ this Christmas. Like, $70.

Which brings me to my next topic: I got Anne's package today. She's the best. On the box, she wrote 'Bridget the Great Hoffman' above the address. Lets see if I can remember what she got me. Hmmm, well, she got me this really cute baby blue purse. And filled it with CANDY! lol. And she got me two candles, one shaped like a snowflake, one that smells realllllllly yummy. Then she got me this lotion that smells good as well. And she got me a Barbie doll and book as an inside joke. Hilarious. What else? Some more candy (thin mints), a best friends book, GUM, and this really funny card. There might be some other stuff, I forget. I'm so glad I got her stuff today, and the Alloy stuff. No one would understand, but it put me in a more Christmas-y mood.

Ah, I'm off to go wrap Dan's other present (LMAO, he's gonna KILL me) and Erin's other present, and Tia's hippo. Laters! Merry Christmas to all, and to all, a rude night. :-D

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Subject:	people
Time:	5:27 pm.

people annoy me... my mom gets so worked up over nothing. I hate it. And the people I babysit for called at 4:30 telling me that they don't need me. Um, hello, woulda been nice if they let me know sooner. So yea. So it looks like I'm going to my sister's friend's house, even tho I'm sick. I'll just cram my pockets full of tissues and cough drops and call it a day

Hmm, I just remembered that I have $40 in my bra. LOL. That's my last-resort if I don't have pockets, which I don't. I bet you anything that I'll take it off later and be shocked when $40 falls out. Haha, always works that way.

Erin better be happy that I helped make her b-day dinner. Grrr. It won't be ready for a while, which sucks, cuz I've barely eaten anything today. Unless you count cough drops. Been popin them all day. I picked out a really pretty cake too, from GA. It's got little pieces of fake (yet edible) fruit on it. Wow, Dan just pulled in. It's about time, he's a half hour later than he said he'd be. Anyways, so, I wrapped Erin's b-day pressie all cutely lastnight. Didn't bother with wrapping paper, just wrapped it in pink and blue tissue paper. I wonder if she remembers what I got her? I bet she does. I showed it to her the day I got it (forget when that was... black Fri maybe?).

Awww, Anne got my presents today, she LOVED em all. I'm so glad. How in the world did her presents get there in two days, and I haven't gotten hers yet? Perplexing. That's alright, I can wait. She said 3 things are hilarious... so I'm wondering what she got me that's hilarious. ahhh, g2g

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Subject:	snap crackle pop
Time:	12:36 pm.

*yawns* I slept horribly lastnight. Think it's cuz my lights were on til 6:00, so I never really fell asleep all that well. Oh well. So yea, I got up, looked in the mirror, and almost fainted. My hair looks soooo good. I used a new shampoo lastnight, and it did exactly what it said it would. Which is awesome. My hair is so shiny and smooth and soft, it's great. And it smells good to boot.

Hmmm, what's new? Well I'm still sick, which stinks. Hmmm, uh, today's Erin's b-day. How fun. I hafta babysit tonight, which also sux cuz we're invited to a party at my sister's best friends house, and I can't go. And that's where we're celebrating Erin's b-day. They're damn lucky that I need the money. Goin to Oney tomorrow for some last minute presents. Mom said she's gonna withdraw $40 from my savings account, cuz I needa get Tia a Chrisy pressie. And I wanna get a CD... and I owe Dan $10 for mom and dad's christmas pressies. He's Señor money bags, so he paid for them, and I said I'd pay him back. I kinda wanted to get some stuff to put in Erin's purse that I got her for her B-day and Christmas (it was twice the price of Dan's Christmas pres, so, I told her it's for her B-day AND Christmas. Well, we're going into town later, maybe I can get her some stuff there. I dunno.... or I just get her some little stuff from Oney when we go tomorrow, and give it to her for Christmas. Sounds good. *listens to voicemail* wow her voice was monotone. Blah. Was supposta do a service project for CCD, oh well. Whoa that was weird. Mom just picked up the phone and someone was on the other line. Didn't even ring. It was someone about wallpaper for our kitchen. ewww. She just called someone, something about a Carlos... gross, whata nasty name. She ordered something that hasta be put out of sight.. what?! ohhhh, ok, I know what it's for.

*puts on a lisp-voice* Don THY gay apparel. LOL, SNL. Gotta love it.

Ah, I'm outta here

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Subject:	lastnight/this morning
Time:	2:02 pm.

ig·no·rant (adj.)- Unaware or uninformed; lacking general education or knowledge

Shal·low (adj.)- Not intellectually deep; simple

I highly doubt any of these apply to me. See, that's why you don't go about using words that you don't know the meaning of. Where shall I start? Unaware or uninformed: if this was the case, I'd have failed math a/b (oooooohhhhhh, low blow anyone?). Or I wouldn't know that Jason Peck isn't retarded, just slow... and that's not why I pick on him, I pick on him cuz he once punched my brother in the head and got away with it scot free. But then when my brother turned around and punched Jason, HE got in plenty of trouble. Reason #746 why DA can kiss it.

Lacking general education or knowledge: Hmmm, general education to me is the 1st few years of schooling. Which is funny cuz, I coulda SWORN that you have to pass one grade at a time. It's a tricky concept, but you'll get it one of these days. So yea, I'm in 10th grade. That means I passed every grade prior to 10th. Sorry if I'm confusing you, I know you get confused easily. And to me knowledge doesn't just pertain to janitors and dirty kids. Knowledge concerns current events, financial matters, course work in school, anything. Knowledge can apply to my knowing that today is Sunday.

Not intellectually deep: My thought process goes deeper than you could ever know. I analyze things, relate them to things that seem completely unrelated; so, maybe you could explain to me how I'm not intellectually deep. And as for simple... paramecium are simple. Nothing about me is simple. I know of certain people with simple brain lengths, but we won't go there.

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Lastnight, technically this morning, my sister called at 4:00 from her cell crying hysterically. Her friend got really drunk (they were in the city) and got in a cab with some guys she didn't know, who were offering her drugs. They were in a really bad area, so, my sister was worried. She overheard one of the guys saying that they were going to Brooklyn (there were in Manhattan I think, maybe Queens with my sister-in-law. So anyways, my sis chased the cab but it didn't stop, so she got a license plate # and called the police. The police didn't give a shit cuz her friend got in the cab by her own free will, she wasn't kidnapped. So my sis called us. And we couldn't even understand her, she was too hysterical. She hung up cuz supposedly one of the police officers was actually talking to her now. She called back a few mins later, a bit calmer, but the police officer wasn't any help, he just yelled at her. So mom told her to just go back to the hotel, get some sleep, and check out regardless of if her friend showed up. My sis had to call her friend's step-dad, to tell him that she's missing. So I can only imagine how he felt. Anywho, sis checked out this morning without her friend, and went to the train station with one of her other friends. Wellll, her friend called US and asked for my sis's cell #. So we gave it to her, and called my sis a few mins later asking if she got a call from her friend. She said no, that one of the guys that her friend got in the taxi with called. Which was odd. So now I have no idea what to think. I guess I'll be worried til they get home. Which won't be til 5 or 6 at very best.

Ah, what else happened yesterday? I made a gingerbread house *grins*. And I'm really sick right now. But that's ok. I knew it was just a matter of time. Anything else? Ah yes, I got Anne the cutest Christmas card the day before yesterday, mailed it and her presents out yesterday. The card had Spongebob on the front shaped like a Christmas tree, and the inside said, 'Have yourself a spongy little Christmas.' I hope she likes all *thinks, counts* 10? presents I got her. No, 11? I dunno, something like that. See, I get presents for people that're really close to me that I care about. Such as my sis, brother, mom and dad, and Anne. So I guess that clarifies why I didn't get a certain someone anything. Not even a candy cane or a card. Cuz I knew I wouldn't get anything in return, and, this person quite frankly isn't worth a dime to me. If I had more money I woulda gotten something for all of my friends (who I'm not gonna name cuz it'll take too long)

I'm outta here, gonna go take a shower, try to get rid of this headache. Maybe bake some cookies later. Or wrap some presents? Or clean my room so I can buy some more last minute things. Ah, why bother, I'll just have mom get me some $$ out of the bank. Ah yes. And maybe Dan and I'll go to Oney tomorrow or tuesday... I forgot to get Tia something, and I hafta pay back Dan half of what mom and dad's presents cost. Peace out peoplezezez. 3 days til Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Subject:	quiz thing
Time:	3:59 pm.

-Name: Der
-Were you named after anyone?: Yea, my great Aunt
-Do you wish on stars?: Nope
-Have you ever consumed gasoline?: Of course! NOT
-Which finger is your favorite finger?: My thumb... it's double-jointed
-When did you last cry?: Yesterday cuz I found out we can lose our house and everything we own cuz of a 2 million dollar lawsuit
-If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you?: Deffinately Rebecca cuz our teachers can't tell us apart (we're not twins or even related, figure it out)
-Who are you jealous of?: Absolutely no one
-What is the most important thing in your life?: my bed? maybe? nah, my REAL friends.
-Have you ever screamed at your feet?: Oh yes, and had numerous conversations as well
-What is your favorite lunch meat?: Don't have one
-Have you ever owned a spork?: Ummm, I think there's one in my kitchen drawer as I speak
-Any bad habits?: only a few
-What store would you never be caught dead in?: Hmmm, a denture store!
If you were another person, would you want to be friends WITH you?: Hell yea, I'm awesome
-Are you a daredevil?: I guess I kinda am.. I live life to the fullest as possible, on the edge a little
-Do you follow or lead?: a little of both
-Do you play with your food?: all the time. Once it came in handy I think.
-Have you ever had someone else play with your food?: Oh deffinately. NOT
-Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Probably
-Have you ever stolen anything?: define 'stole'.
-What was the biggest thing you have ever broken?: My bed!!
-Do you pray?: sometimes
-Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nope
-Are you trendy?: Nottttt really. I do my own thing
-What do you do to vent anger?: Kick things, curse a lot, cry sometimes
-Who is your second family?: Don't have one... should I?
-Do you trust others easily?: I used to til someone who I trusted called me and my friends shallow. Oh yea, they're all gonna hate you (I know you're reading this)
-What class in school do you think is totally useless?: Algebra, deffinately
-Do you like sappy love songs?: Nope
-Have you ever hurt another person?: yes....I guess. Not on purpose, but yea
-Have you ever given advice to others: Yea, all the time
-Do you feel understood most of the time?: Nope, not at all. Well, maybe by a few people
-Would you ever bungee jump?: Nahh
-Do you untie your shoes everytime you take them off?: Nahhhh
-Have you ever given money to a bum?: Yes, out front of St. Patricks Cathedral
-What are you worried about right now?: Losing my house/money/sanity
-Do you wear overalls?: I usta. They were from the Gap, way cool
-Do you think you are strong, physically, mentally, emotionally?: physically and emotionally, no. Mentally, yea
-What's your favorite scent?: Roxy Hula
-What's the worst show on T.V.?: Those damn dating shows, like the Bachelor
-What's the best TV show?: The OC
-Name you wish you had: Fonda Comma Jane (LMAO!!!!)
-What Shampoo do you use?: Too many.. I just bought some new stuff today, gonna try it later.
-Favorite color: Pink and Black
-Favorite Person: Steph, Anne, Jude, Cassie (D and B)
-Height: 5'6 last I knew
-Hair Color: Medium Brunette
-Eye Color: Blue
-Pets: 5 cats, 2 dogs, 1,000,000 dust bunnies
-Pets you wish you had: Sea Monkeys
-What time is it right now?: 4:23 computer time
-Last movie you saw in theater?: No clue.. HPII I think
-Last movie you rented: Ya mean rented and SAW, or just rented. Rented and saw would be '8 Crazy Nights', didn't see would be 'Phone Booth'
-Favorite School Subject?: Don't have one, they all suck. Welllll, MAYBE Orchestra
-Do you actually like math?: When I understand it
-Favorite Book: Forget what it's called, um, Dark Waters is it?
-Favorite Store: Old Navy (it SO doesn't suck)
-Favorite Song: Hmmm, Cute without the E or some song by SoCo
-Favorite cologne for a guy: Avatar
-What languages do you speak?: English fluently, Spanish understandably
-What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?: sense of humor, attractive
-How many people are on your buddy list?: too many
-Who's your favorite relative: Don't have one, 'less ya count my brother maybe
What are your opinions on...
-Eating Disorders: They suck, but people can't help them
-Rap: Some's ok
-Marilyn Manson: gross, ever since James G told me bout something he did on MTV
-Boy Bands: gross
-Spice girls: gag me
-Titanic: tooooooo long
When you hear this name, who/what do you think of?:
-Matt: dork
-Ryan: hottie on The OC
-Summer: Obnoxious girl on the OC
-Brad: Pitt?
-Tiffany: Josh's ex, LOL
-Paul: cankles
-Abby: engaged to an albino freak
-Stephen: n/a
-Bryan: n/a
-Lisa: SHALLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
-Jenny: Jones!!
-Becky: Becca, my 'twin'
-Greg: Gay guy I think
-Jonathan: Jona-not-thin
-Andrew: McMahon
-Danny: Best big bro ever

More Random Questions:
-What C.D's in your C.D. player right now?: SoCo
-What does your school look like?: shit
-Do you go to private or public school?: pubic, I mean, public
-Do you want to get married?: kinda
-What's your favorite music video?: don't have one

Either or Neither?...
-MTV or VH1?: MTV.
-Backstreet Boys or N*SYNC: BSB
-diet Pepsi or Pepsi One: neither
-brandy or Monica: neither
-vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
-saved by the Bell or USA High?: Saved By The Bell. Hahah, good times
- i know What you did last summer or Scream?: Last Summer
-Silver or Gold: Silver. Gold's icky
-Jerry Springer or Ricki Lake: Springer

The Last of the Random Questions:
-Favorite Name for a girl: not sure
-Favorite Name for a boy: Jordan
-Ever been to England: Nope
-Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: Hawaii
-What do you think of the song,"Pretty Fly 4 a White Guy"?: Gross
-Vegetarian?: No, usta be for a few months tho
-Know anyone who is?: Yeah, Jude and Cassie
-If you could move anywhere in the world where would it be?: My bed. LOL, j/k. Um, the Galleria

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Subject:	fuckety fuck fuck
Time:	8:58 pm.

I've had it, no more games. God, I don't care anymore, I really don't. People that're a waste of time are of no use to me. You know who you are. But that's ok, I've got other friends. Really, what is it? Jealousy? Lonliness? What makes people the way they are? I'm not even gonna touch the ugly/weight factor, but, really, what makes a person the way they are? I can't help it that I'm this pretty :-D Hahahahahahahaha. Aiight, nough of that. For real tho, what the fuck? People are retards. And to think that the 'good times' were all fake, that you never gave a shit about me. I'm at a loss of words, I'm givin up while I'm ahead. Maybe when I find the words to express my disbelief I'll update this fucker.

A wise band once said, 'Just forget me, it's that simple. Just forget me, it's that simple. Oh I don't think that you know what you've been missing. No I don't think that you know what you've been missing. Just forget me, it's that simple.'

*song song* Even if you don't want to, you gotta face the truth. You gotta face the truth. You take a look around, and don't like what you see. There's people's you don't know, but you know they care... not willing to admit the truth, just face the truth. You gotta face the truth. You take a look about, and don't like what you see. There's people's you don't know, WHY DON'T YOU CARE?! A broken heart comes crashing down, and you're stabbed from behind. Not willing to, admit the truth, why don't you care?!

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Subject:	yar matey
Time:	7:58 pm.

Sooo, wanna hear somethin gross? Suuuuure ya do. In english today, I was bored. So I was tryin to get a piece of arcrylic out from under my nail that got on my skin. Wellll, I had the smart idea of pulling it off with the end of a paperclip. Hah, bad idea. The arcrylic kinda turned into an extra layer of skin and, ah, it was bad. All this clear stuff came oozing out of it, followed by some blood. So I crammed some paper under my nail to stop the bleeding. It was nasty. So now I have this little opening of skin under my nail, and it looks like the mouth to a smiley face. I can make it look like it's talking, hehe. Yea, I'ma sick monkey, I know.

Hey hey hey, my bed came today. For a while there I thought it might not cuz the roads were shitty. I got home, saw it, and screamed. It's so fetchin cool! I loooooovvvvvvve it. It's soooo much bigger than I thought it would be, and so much higher off the ground than I expected. I hafta fuckin CLIMB into it. But hey, now I can make BED ANGELS!!!!!!!!! MWUAHAHAHAHA. I know, I'm a spaz. Oh well. I took an hour nap in it before, oh god. It's heaven. And the sheets just make it extra cool. My cat doesn't know what to think of the bed yet. Cuz when she walks on it, her paws sink into it. haha, kinda funny to watch really.

We didn't get our new cars today cuz of the weather. Bah humbug. Make that bah scumbag.

LOL, I'm talking to one of Anne's friends, Justin. He's got a killer crush on her, she wanted me to talk to him. Haha, he's nice. We're talking about... music. Lol. And Anne, yea, lotsa Anne.

Oy, I'ma blow this taco stand. Laters

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Subject:	Hmmm
Time:	7:56 pm.

What do I wanna write about? Um, my new bed'll be here tomorrow around noon. So I can give it a test run when I get home. Yay for new beds. Yay for fuckin awesome new sheets/comforter/bed skirt/pillow cases and shams. And we should be getting our new car and truck, that'll be grand. Dan can drive me places now! He already said he would when he had that piece of shit car. I mean, DAMN, I was out in the cold for an hour and a half cleaning that mother fucker up when he got it. I was sick too. So, he better drive me places.

Soooo, I'm writing Anne an email and Jordan. You just wanted to know that so badly didn't you? Yeaaaaa. Awwww Anne emailed me earlier today. Gotta go read it. Spiffy ba-diffy, one of those survey things. Ha, I ONCE filled one of those out. Blah. It was really long. Like, over 100 ?'s.

OH FUCK YEA! FYE has a CD that I want, that I haven't seen anywhere else. OH SHIT MAN!!!! Wally has it too! Whoa. I want it!!!!!! I needa get me a debit card soooo bad. *listens to a song that's 11 mins long* *Listens to my fave song, or one of em* yay for SoCo. I just wish they weren't so mainstream. Well, I only know of two people in my school that likes them, maybe 3. But still.

Bah, I'm outta here. Laters ma niggas.

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