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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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12:04a
I hate my job. It is so boring and mind numbing. Every day I go there I ask myself why I even went to college. I am wasting my life and there is no end in sight.
I went to my third interview at the bank. The lady I spoke with this time told me that the position is new (it hasn't even been created yet) and she doubts it will last very long. She says that the job duties do not require a whole new position and that the tellers are doing fine on their own. She asked if I would consider a part time teller position. I probably will. Poo.
Today at work there was a total gossip fest. I don't know who did what but people were pissed and the shit was flying. And I was caught in the middle. I don't know anyone well enough to take sides. Even if I did, I don't really care. The person closest to my age is like 45. I don't give a rat's ass about their old timer problems. Leave me alone.
I made reservations today to go see my "friend" (note the quotation marks) Alice's show. I don't know why I am bothering to go because she never even calls me. She didn't even call me on my birthday. But it is mild entertainment so I figured what the hell.
I have work from 10-5 tomorrow. I don't want to go. I would call off but it is pay day. So now I am off to bed to get some sleep.
2 crash into me | crash into me
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9:26p
Work sucked more than usual today. Something that I am still not clear on happened and everyone is talking shit on everyone else. It was so ackward because, when somone would walk away, someone else would run over and start bashing. Now, I love my share of gossip but when it is old lady gossip, I don't care to hear it. I can't wait to get out of that hellhole.
A crazy lady came in today. She was asking Hope (this lady I work with) to hold up sweatshirts to her so she could see the necklines. Hope humored her for a while. Then, the the crazy lady paid and left. Hope went on her break and guess who came back...yup it was crazy lady. When I say crazy I mean put her in a straight jacket, lock the bitch up crazy. She expected me to hold up some more sweatshirts for her. Now, I have issues with touching strange people. I don't know where you have been and I don't want to touch you. Eww. So I told her in a round about way to get the fuck out of my face. She started shaking and getting all nervous. I was ready to call security. She finally left after about 2 hours. It was nuts. I had a headache after she left. Dumb crazy lady.
Tomorrow I only work from 11-4. I want to call a few of the places I applied to but haven't heard from. I guess I should give up on the bank since I haven't heard from them. I hope the Wilkes-Barre bank lady tells the Scranton bank lady that she didn't hire me because Scranton bank lady seemed to really like me. Maybe she can find something else for me to do.
My friend Jen works at this day care and makes $10 an hour. I need to put in an application. I don't know that I would be able to work there because being around kids makes me want one. And then I think about marriage and families and the future and I get all sad. When I went to see my friend's baby in the hospital I swear my uterus ached for one. But enough of that...
I am off to lay down because my feet hurt and I am a bit sleepy.
current mood:  blah crash into me
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