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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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12:42a - Haha
That cartoon reminds me of how freaking lazy I have been.
That one reminds me of how pathetic my life is.
*sigh* I am off to bed.
5 crash into me | crash into me
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7:09p
The weather has been so crappy for the past two days, and according to the news, it is not going to get much better. I heard we are supposed to be having a bad winter. Poo. I hate snow.
I have been having this awful craving for chocolate. I tried to have a slim fast bar (imitation chocolate...yummy) but it did not help. I really, REALLY want some malted milk balls. But I will resist. I am strong.
I applied for two more jobs today. One was for a bank and the other was for an activities coordinator at a nursing home. Neither of them are my dream job but money is money.
I might go out tonight. I am not 100% sure because I think I am starting to get sick. I am alternating between sweating and having the chills and I can't seem to get enough sleep.
3 crash into me | crash into me
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11:12p - rain, rain go away
Yup. It's raining again. I hate Wilkes-Barre when it rains. It just smells dirty. It is hard to explain. It smells even worse at my house when it rains. It is kind of like dead fish. Harvey's Lake is a funny place. Everyone has money but it is still a drug infested neighborhood set around a contaminated lake. Gosh, I love PA.
I really have to do grocery shopping. Tonight for dinner I had sugar free jello and pickles. I am living like a 25 year old man. I really don't want to spend money on food so I think I will wait until my mom feels better and make her buy it for me. I don't know what I would do without my mom. She buys/cooks me food, does my laundry, pays many of my bills, buys my cigarettes, and gives me spending money. She is a great lady. Go, mom!
Speaking of spending money, my birthday is coming up and I would rather not get presents. Is it rude to tell my family no gifts, just money? I would never ask my friends a question like that but I think it is safe to ask my family. They know I am unemployed and broke. They need to share the wealth, damn it. Not like it would last long. I spent my all graduation money in two days.
My next door neighbor is having a temper tantrum. He is slamming doors and yelling. It is funny because my walls are so thin I can hear them sneeze. I have to resist the urge to say "God Bless you". It was kind of gross because he had a girlfriend (if you get my drift) but I think they broke up. I heard her crying a while back and I haven't heard any lovin' lately. Maybe I can sleep in my bedroom again.
I really want to go clothes shopping. It is "back to school" and I am so used to buying new clothes but now I have to buy "professional" clothes and that pisses me off. I want cute jeans and flip flops. Not business suits and blouses. That's no fun. I do need to buy winter going out clothes. All my stuff is from last year and I don't want to wear it anymore.
I am looking over this post and I must sound really spoiled but I don't think I am. My family has this philosophy that you shouldn't have to work while you are in school, especially college, because you are paying big money to go and you should concentrate on that. My mom didn't get her first job until she was 19. So, in my 23 years on this planet, I have had 3 jobs. Two summer jobs, one in high school and one in college, and a work study in college (which my family does not know about). I see where they are coming from and I agree but a lot of people had to work in college and I got a lot of shit from my friends about me not having to work. But who would pass on their family saying I will pay for your college as long as you don't work. So I am not spoiled. I am oppertunistic.
I don't know what's up for tomorrow. I have to go to financial aid to see if I can get any money whatsoever for next semester. I want to call to follow up on the resumes I submitted. Shasta is coming over after work to watch Big Brother. I think we are getting food, too, which is good because all I have in the fridge is yogurt, milk, BBQ suace, and spray butter.
Right now I want to get in the shower and then paint my nails.
current mood:  hungry
current music: DMB "Recently" crash into me
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