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Thursday, August 21st, 2003
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5:26p - Just a rant...no need to read it
The mall was fun yesterday. I hung out at Shasta's kiosk. I got my hair done and hung out in the bookstore for a while. I bought the Evanessence cd which I have been wanting for a while. I just kept forgetting to buy it. The five hours went by pretty fast. Shasta works for RCN (they sell phone, internet, and cable) and they have laptops that the customers can use. So I signed on to AIM while I was there and Alice IMed me and was talking about her birthday. I mentioned that I would prefer not to hang out with Lou anymore because everytime I do I get mad and/or upset. Well she freaked out. She seems to think that the only reason I don't want to hang out with him is because I just don't like him. Well I don't but there is a reason. He picks on my non stop and says and does things he knows will piss me off. And she does not even defend me. I would never let my boyfriend torment my friends. And then she gets all shitty about me not wanting to be around him. Ugh. It is so frustrating.
Like, on my birthday last year, Alice came to the Woodlands and she said she would drive. Fine. Whatever. Well, like a half hour into the night Lou called. Alice went outside to talk to him and like an hour later she comes back and says, "Lou wants me to ditch you and go see him" and I said "Whatever. Fuck you. Go if you want" and she kept saying "No no, it's your birthday" but all night she continued to throw it in my face that Lou wants to see her and he misses her and all that bullshit. Well, flash forward to this Tuesday. Alice mentioned my birthday last year and says she told Lou he ruined it and he got this look on his face and said "Who? Me? I ruined your birthday" but he was acting all proud. He was smiling and he didn't even appoligize. Fuck him. I never want to see his sorry ass again.
Then Alice said I pressured her into drinking. Fuck that. No one can pressure a person into drinking. If you don't want to drink then don't drink. Like if I went to a party and someone tried to get me to do heroin I could easily say no because I don't want to do it. Plain and simple. Don't be a fucking cunt about it because Lou yelled at you for drinking. Stupid bitch.
I had THE worst hangover today. Last night was so much fun. First we went to this dive bar. I ordered a raspberry stoli and cranberry and the bartender looks at me like I am stupid and goes, "We don't have liquor. Just beer and bottled drinks" and I was like "What the fuck, why?" So I got a Bacardi O3 and made due. I was all pissy because I hate the bottled shit so we had one drink and left.
Then we went to Louis' apartment because he said he had hard liquor. He goes into the kitchen and comes out with four shots of what looked like whiskey and he said, "Don't smell it or sip it, just down it" so we did. Mh my goodness it tasted like ass. Him and Mark almost puked but me and Shasta were just like eww.
Then we went to this other bar called the Talley Ho. It was so much fun there. I spent $100 on drinks and I was bombed. We all did mind erasers and after that it was anything goes. There were these two other guys who kept buying us shots. We finally left at 2:30 and we had a half hour drive to Shasta's car and then another hour drive back to Wilkes Barre. I had to make Shasta pull off the turnpike twice so I could pee and puke. I was so wasted.
Today was rough. Shasta called at 10 and I talked to her for about 20 minutes and then fell back to sleep. Laura called at 11 and we decided to make alcoholic coffee. So she got here at around noon and we drank until about 5. I don't know what I am doing tonight. I would like to stay home and recover but I have a feeling like that is not going to happen.
Anyhoo, sorry for the rant. Off to find food and watch Buffy.
current mood:  blah
current music: "Say Goodbye" DMB 8 crash into me | crash into me
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11:17p
I actually talked to my mom today. I guess the doctors have kept her pretty drugged up since the surgery. The surgery lasted 7 hours (damn!) and the doctors are pretty hopeful that she will be a little better. They sucked out the rest of the infection (eww) and removed a few bones and replaced them with cadaver bones (double ewww) and then they put it all together with a metal plate. The doctors are hopeful that this will help some but they don't expect she will ever be pain free again. It will take about a year for her to feel the maximum results.
Laura came over today and we made alcoholic coffee. We drank two pots of coffee, all laden with butterscotch schnaps, Bailey's, and Kahula. Yum. It was a lot cheaper than going to Bennigan's or Chilli's.
Off to veg and maybe turn in early. I haven't done Tae-Bo in a long ass time and I am forcing myself to do it tomorrow.
current mood:  determined crash into me
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