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Thursday, July 10th, 2003
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4:01p - Yucky day
Today was kind of blah. The weather was just yick. It was overcast and cold and it looked like rain all day. I didn't do much today other than Tae-Bo.
Laura is back. She woke me up at 10ish and we talked forever. I missed Homie while she was gone.
In other news, I think I am going to stop talking to Shasta so much. Every time she calls I get pissed at some comment she makes. I would rather cut down on talking to her than blowing up at her and having us hate each other. I just don't think our friendship will last much longer if we keep talking as much as we do. She is not a person I can handle each and every day.
She is always contradicting me. I could say the sky is blue and the grass is green and she would say well the sky is cloudy and the grass is dying. It pisses me off. And she is always trying to make me feel like my 4 years at Wilkes were a waste. I know it isn't Yale or anything but THAT BITCH WENT TO LCCC. And she always makes me feel like I am unqualified to work ANYWHERE and that her time at RCN (which, BTW is going bankrupt and she will probably be laid off) are more worthwhile than a BA. I just don't know if I want to associate with someone that makes me feel like shit. Or tries to because her stupid comments usually don't make me feel bad about ME. I usually feel mad at HER.
I mean, I like her but I think she needs to think about how some of her comments affect others. Granted, I am often (which I am not proud of) mean to others but very rarely am I mean to friends. If you are my friend, I will do anything for you anytime. That's just how I am. But she can be so mean sometimes and I am not even sure if she knows it.
Sometimes I feel anti social. I don't think I am because I have friends I can talk to for 5 hours a day, everyday and not get sick of them. But then there are people like Shasta who, I talk to for 20 minutes, and I want to claw her eyes out. I don't want to be like that it is just sometimes I am. I would really like to be more tolerant of others but it is so hard when some people can be so stupid.
( More Quizzes! )
current mood:  contemplative crash into me
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