|Friday, December 12th, 2003|
hmmmmmmm not a whole lot has gone on lately. me and brian are doing good :DDDD ilu so much baby <33333333 uhmmm we've been getting ready for christmas around here and i've got all my presents wrapped mhm yep ;D this is gonna be the first year i get to have christmas in my own house with a regular family and a tree and more presents than usual under the tree ;D i haven't had a real christmas with a family in my own house since my parents split up so its a big deal to me ;]]]]]] uhmmmm i'm quitting mcdonalds i'm gonna call sometime and let them know i'm gonna turn in my stuff. i wanna get my school shit done so i can get into college ^_^ i really wanna go to college to be an RN and with my diploma i'll have more jobs available to me ;D i'm falling behind in my schooling and i don't need to do that. nope nope. education comes first. i miss my brian ;[ i wish he was onlineeeeeee i got to talk to em last night he goes to a friends house just to talk to me <333333 ilu babyyyyyy! welp ima go and work on my layout finally for my blurty and then ima go and clean the living room so we can put our tree up this year ^_^ ilu very much brian pattersonnnn!!!!!!!! <3333333 peacez
Current Mood: bored
|Monday, December 8th, 2003|
hummmmmmmm i'm angryyyyyyyyy! brians computer sucks ballllllls. his computer broke so i'm not gonna be able to talk to him much for about a month or so :(((((((((((((( he told me it waas up to me if i wanted to stay together.......... what else would i wanna do ;oooooooooooo i said yes cuz i'd wait up for him any day cuz i love my shooga wooga :]]]]]]]]]] i love himmmmm i can't wait til he comes hereeeeeee blah :dies: i've already been one day without talking to him blah ughmabbh i'm so boreeeeeeed i can't believe how bored i am o.o i gotta go to work tomorrow and explain why i haven't been to work. :x i haven't been since thursday blah uhmmmmmm i haven't been doing much i slept most of the day today i met this dude thats in afghanistan right now he's a marine i'm meeting all these marines ;o hummm. i've met like three marines in the past year THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS so yeah. ahem uhhhhhhhhhhhhh blah i duno ima go and work on my layout AGAIN or something :| toodles! I LOVE YOU BRIAN PATTERSONNNNNNNNN n i miss you like craaaaaaaazy :(
Current Mood: bored
|Sunday, December 7th, 2003|
i had the weirdest fucking dream... but here it is. i was lookin for a job and i found this one on paper online which ever i duno and i went to the place that the guy had told me to go to when i called and it was like this abandoned shack or somethin somebody lived in it cuz it was messy n i went lookin through the house to see if somebody was there. and the hallway was a wooden 2x4 and shit all around it and the bed room was a big ass matress with shit piled up in two corners and pillows inthe other corners. then i felt my whole body goin to sleep and i woke up o.o so yeah there ya have it o.o; i don't know what it means so yeah lol i just got done talking to my baby i'm about to go to sleep i'm so bored :| he's got the day off tomorrow and i get to talk to em more :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD yay i love you so much brian!!!!!!!!! :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] hehe yeah ima go now pizzeace! ;]
Current Mood: cranky
|Saturday, December 6th, 2003|
hmmmmmm. blah nothing exciting happened today except i went to a family christmas party that wasn't really exciting either. i got up around 12 went to the party around 2 came back around 7ish got a present its like pot holders and stuff ima give to my mom and i got 10 bucks with it n i was like YEAHHHHHHHHHH bish keep the money and give the stuff to my mother lmfao. i came home and then i sat in front of the fire place with the fire goin with my mom and my step dad and we talked about the house how where gonna have some major changes done to it and he was telling us ghost stories like he's been encountered with ghosts b4 so he was telling us all about that. n then i came in my room and ate and i'm about full i can't eat no more i'll bust. lol i've been online since then theres nothing to do so i'm gonna just stay here. i don't think brians gonna get on until monday :( i told em i was putting my computer in the shop and i didn't make it to the computer store in time today so i'll hafta wait til i get paid again to fix it up :| i miss my babyyyyyyyyy i wish he'd sign on or somethin ;[ i miss him so much i wanna talk to himmmmmmmmm. ;p i can't wait til were together irl :]]]]]]]]]]]]] ima love that day weeeeeeeeeeee. ;D but yeah but ima go now and chat some more and hopefully get my damn blurty layout done and hope brian comes on :| i love you so much babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Current Mood: full
Current Music: Alanis Moresette- Im a bitch Im a lover
OKAY I'M OFFICIALLY PISSED!
omfg. i had worked on my 1st layout for this blurty for like a mother fucking god damn hour and what does psp do?!?!? IT FUCKIN CLOSES ON ME.!!!!! omfg i'm angry >:[ grrrrrrrrrrr. man today was bad. i went to the interview this morning. i don't even wanna talk about it not even worth going too. but yeah i came home went back to sleep uhmmmm i came back online then i went to chick-fil-a got some food came back then i tried goin to davids i got lost uh twice i never went to davids i ended up back at my house for some ungodly known reason i'm sorry david!!!!!!! :[ i feel bad n i think he's mad at me but bleh. ughhhhhh i miss my babyyyyyyy i haven't talked to em all daaaaaaaaaaaay ;'[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ i miss my brandi too i haven't talked to her in a while. i wish my brian would get on though! i'm tired and when i go to sleep he'll probably get on like ALWAYSSSSSS. we have bad timing :| rofl ;xx i love you babes! ;p uhmmmmmmm i went to drop the car off to my dad and then i came home and i've been here ever since. yep i'm bored now so i supppose i'll go find something to do o.o; toodles! i love you brian pattersonnnnnn!
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: none.
|Thursday, December 4th, 2003|
venting so if you don't like it stfu and get over it!
GRRRRRRRRRRRR. i'm like upset i feel left out of my family and shit. i was sick today i didn't go to work. i slept til about like 2ish and got online and shawn and melly were on so i talked to them i'm still talking to melly shawn left. what a whore :| rofl ;x <3 uhmmmmm i talked to my baby he got on but he went to the bank and i haven't talked to him since thennnnn. i miss himmmm! i could really use it right now but n e ways i went into the kitchen to get some food and my mom had just came in with groceries and shit then she got out candy for her danny and zach. so i'm like standin there wheres mine? i didn't say it but i was angry, she got THEM AND HERSELF candy but not me? danny goes wheres ashleys o.o my mom didn't say nothin so i'm like wtf ever. and i went and made my damn food and my brother kept asking my mom for one of MY TV DINNERS ones I PAID FOR WITH MY OWN DAMN MONEY. i'm like no these are mine M I N E and i spelled it out for em and danny was like u don't wanna play that game now i'm like i'll play any damn game i want too. i've been goin off on everybody :| i just feel left out cuz she didn't get ME anything her OWN DAUGHTER i'm her FIRST BORN. kay? kay she don't want me to make her remember it cuz it won't be pretty. i can't wait til brian comes here and we move to atlanta with brandi and daniel and possibly this guy joe i haven't ever met in my life but yeah. uhhhhhh but n e ways i had to vent and rant about shit so yeah i miss my shooga wooga :[[[[[[[[[[[ i love you brian pattersonnnnnnnn!
Current Mood: jealous, upset i suppose.
Current Music: Nappy roots- Aww Naw
|Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003|
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm FIRST UPDATE.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. lmfao i'm finally updating a blurty? oh man uhmmmmmmm today was alright i woke up around 10:30 got ready for work went to work i started on fries then i got to do drink for front line then i went out to the lobby i forgot my hat when i left the house and my keys so i had to wear a paper hat all day and it kept falling off of me when i bent over to like do drinks and sweep and shit lmao. weeeeeeeeeeeeee. uhmmmmmm then i came home and here i am. uhhhhhhhhh nothing to do really except clean my room but i don't wanna do that right now lmfao i'm waiting for brian to get online ;oooooooo i love my SHOOGA WOOGA! :D me and brian are doing very very very good! :D we've been back together for like a month or so ;] we got ao-married lmfao ;xx i love him so muuuuuuuuuch i'm so glad were back together :DDDDDD i don't know where i'd be right now if i wasn't back with him :D i lvoe you so much babyyyyyyyyy! were gonnna be together for ever n ever n ever n everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i love you shooga wooga! :DDDD <333333333333333333 heh ima go now uhm yeah and work on a layout for my blurty kay? kay thanks thats all folks.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Mest - Forget you